After all, for her, the ending was expected from the beginning.
So it really doesn't matter.
"It does matter." He Ruojin held half of her hand, not daring to move forward for fear of hurting her scarred wrist. But while he held her hand, his breathing was heavy and oppressive. Said, "It matters."
He just repeated these words very seriously and solemnly, but other than that, he didn't explain anything.
And Lin Banxia had no intention of listening to his explanation. She felt very calm in her heart, just like no matter how shocking the scar on her wrist was, it was eventually wrapped in pure white gauze. As long as it was not opened, it would be gone. Not seeing how the scars are tearing and ugly under the gauze.
Lin Banxia raised her head and looked quietly at the window door. She seemed to hear the sound of wind and snow outside, whining and blowing, which was quite loud.
"General, is it snowing heavily?"
Lin Banxia asked very softly.
He Ruoxin nodded, "Yeah, it's very big."
Lin Banxia seemed a little sad. Her voice was hoarse and she asked slowly: "Then, can I still go home?"
"Yes, when you feel better, I will take you home."
"But, general, I really want to... really want to go home." When Lin Banxia said this, his speech was as slow as ever, but his breathing was a little difficult, which made it sound very sad.
After she finished speaking, she also felt that her tone was depressed, and she shook her head gently and said, "No, I don't particularly want to."
"Pinellia..."
"General, I'm so sleepy."
She didn't give him a chance to say anything more. She lay back on the bed very slowly, closed her eyes, and didn't want to talk anymore.
Lin Banxia was really sleepy. Not long after lying down, he slowly fell asleep.
She had several intermittent dreams, in which she seemed to be stupid and stupid, always standing alone in the same place, standing still for a long time.
But every time the dream came to the end, it was He Ruoxin who looked at her and gave her the order -
Not a single one was left.
No matter how hard she struggled, it was no use.
After this sleep, I slept until the next day.
When Lin Banxia woke up again, she was not in a good state of mind. She lay in bed alone in a daze for a while, then touched her wrist.
It hurts.
Is awake.
He Ruojin asked a doctor to come over to see her and make her a medicinal diet. Lin Banxia was very cooperative with him. She listened to everything he said. After she finished what he asked her to do, Lin Banxia found her partner. He talked confidently.
"General, can I go home?"
He Ruojin stared at her soft and calm eyes, and after being silent for a while, she asked softly: "Is it hard to stay here Banxia?"
Lin Banxia did not hesitate and nodded gently.
But He Ruochen still stared at her, without letting go of her gaze, and continued to ask directly: "Because of me, right?"
This time, Lin Banxia lowered her eyes.
No admission, but no denial either.
But He Ruojin could clearly see that Lin Banxia really... didn't want to see him anymore.
After a long while, He Ruochen finally looked back, squinted his eyes, seemed to take a breath of turbid breath, and said slowly: "I understand."
He didn't give her an accurate answer right away, but continued to help her change her dressing silently as usual.
When helping Lin Banxia remove the gauze on his wrist, Lin Banxia gently pressed one or two of his fingers.
(End of chapter)