Pei Yu shrank her neck, unable to suppress the redness of her eyes, and the wings of her nose were twitching slightly. She resisted in a low voice: "Your Majesty, I'll drink when I get back, okay?"
However, Gu Chengxuan had no intention of compromising. He still held the bowl of medicine in his hand, looked at Pei Yu calmly and asked, "Why?"
When he asked this question, his eyebrows raised slightly, as if he was really just curious about what Pei Yu was afraid of.
"It's nothing..." Pei Yu didn't dare to look at Gu Chengxuan at this time. He lowered his head and spoke in a low voice. The tip of his nose turned red. He was obviously really frightened.
In fact, she was not mentally prepared to take the medicine from the beginning to the end. After all, not even a day had passed since she learned that she was pregnant.
What's more, she convinced herself in her heart that it was the same thing, but it couldn't be compared with Gu Chengxuan suddenly holding this bowl of medicine and trying to feed it to her personally. She was really frightened, so she didn't even notice that she was doing it. How bad he looked at that moment.
"It's better to drink the medicine as soon as possible." Gu Chengxuan seemed to have lost his patience. After finishing his words lazily and lightly, he casually placed the bowl of medicine on the couch in front of her. He did not force her anymore, but let her do it by herself. drink.
Pei Yu watched Gu Chengxuan give in to her, and felt a little relieved, but she still felt a little short and difficult to breathe, and her throat seemed to be strangled by something, but her reason forced her to slowly stretch out her hand, Picked up the bowl of soup.
The temperature was just right, pressing against her somewhat cold fingertips.
She lowered her head, slightly drooping her curled eyelashes, and looked down at the decoction in her hand. There was still a trace of confusion in her eyes, but she knew very well that at this time, she could only grit her teeth and forcibly suppress it. He endured the fear and anxiety that kept rising in his heart and made the decision he had to make.
Since she had decided to be with Gu Chengxuan, she couldn't... bring unnecessary trouble to Gu Chengxuan...
Not to mention that it would affect his reputation in the court, the most important thing is that he didn't want it in the first place. In this case, she couldn't bring him a burden anyway, she could only... give up.
While Pei Yu was thinking rationally, her tears fell into the soup. She lowered her head and closed her eyes slightly and drank the soup one bite at a time.
The bowl of soup was not as bitter as expected.
However, every time Pei Yu took a sip, he felt as if his throat was filled with blood and he struggled to swallow.
The biggest pain is not physical, but in my heart. It hurts too much, like a bone-piercing cone, cutting into my heart inch by inch.
After drinking the medicine, she put down the bowl with trembling hands, buried her head lower, her shoulders were slightly twitching, and she gasped in pain silently and repressedly. However, after enduring it for a while, Pei Yu couldn't help but whisper. The ground cried out.
She didn't know why she felt so uncomfortable. She was so uncomfortable that she couldn't control herself and cried in front of Gu Chengxuan.
She really didn't want to force Gu Chengxuan, she wanted to be with him openly, and she wanted him to marry her without any psychological pressure. But no matter there were thousands of reasons, it was her and Gu Chengxuan's first baby...
Although she was not mentally prepared from the beginning to the end, even though she had planned to give up their baby from the beginning...
But when she actually strangled her child with her own hands,
(End of chapter)