Lin Banxia stared at him, pursed her lips very flat, and listened to him without saying a word.
"When the general brought you back at first, he didn't say anything, but I could tell something was wrong with him. Not long after, the general left Shengjun. The more I thought about it, the more something was wrong, so I couldn't help but write a letter to question Han. General, General Han told me that in order to save you, the general took Li Gu San."
"You don't know what that is, do you? I didn't know it at first, so I went to ask the medical bureau. When I came back from the medical bureau that day, I... a grown man, I cried. Young Madam, you know our kind of horseback What do people cherish the most? Do you know... After he takes that stuff, his physical functions will gradually deteriorate. He will no longer be able to ride a horse, draw a bow, or hold a sword. In the end, he will not even be able to hold a tea bowl. He couldn't even hold it... So! That's why he left Shengjun... He already knew what he would become, he just didn't want us brothers to know... "
The more Luo Yi spoke, the redder his eyes became, and his mood fluctuated wildly. But after he said the words, he felt less aggrieved. He sighed and said with a helpless smile: "It's okay for me to tell you this. The generals on the left and right don't care." He will come back again. He has been the most dazzling one in the crowd since he was a child. He will not want us to see him like he is now... "
Lin Banxia looked at Luo Yi, and she was thinking, if Luo Yi knew that He Ruochen had gone to Hangu Mountain to pick up life-saving medicine for her, would Luo Yi completely collapse...
She didn't know if Luo Yi would collapse, but her own heart, the small scar that she thought was healed, was torn open again silently, and it was so bloody and painful that it couldn't stop no matter what. live.
She didn't even notice when Luo Yi left, but when she came to her senses again, Mrs. Lin had already come to her side. Mrs. Lin seemed to have heard what Luo Yi said and looked at Lin with a complicated expression. Banxia wanted to comfort Lin Banxia, but she didn't know what to say.
Lin Banxia held the copy of Heli Shu, her fingers trembling slightly. She raised her head slightly, and when she looked at Mrs. Lin, her eyelashes trembled, tears fell, her voice suddenly became choked, and she couldn't even breathe. It was intermittent, short and anxious. She choked and asked: "Mother, will he die?"
Mrs. Lin seemed to be able to empathize with her daughter's fragility and sadness. She slowly stepped forward and hugged Lin Banxia, comforting her without any confidence at all: "No..."
But Lin Banxia lay in her arms and burst into tears for the first time, like a bewildered child, with red fingerprints on her fingers. She clutched Mrs. Lin's clothes tightly and cried so hard that she couldn't help herself, "I don't want to stand." Get up...can he...come back...Mother, what should he do...Mother, what should I do..."
Mrs. Lin felt her heart twitch and felt very uncomfortable, but she could only keep comforting Lin Banxia and said, "Banxia, don't be like this, there will always be a way..."
Lin Banxia just cried, non-stop, non-stop, her tears seemed to be unstoppable.
It's not that she has never collapsed before, it's just that for the first time, she was so overwhelmed and scared, as if she had lost something so painfully that she hadn't even gained anything.
Later, Lin Banxia became tired from crying and passed out.
It was night, when she woke up and sat up,
(End of chapter)