That night, she woke up and when she sat up, she felt that her eyes were swollen and her whole body was filled with a faint medicinal fragrance.
Lin Banxia lay silently by the window, looking at the heavy snow outside the window until dawn.
Lin Banxia obediently put on her woolen hat and cloak, and wrapped herself into a ball.
When Mrs. Lin came to see her early in the morning, she was startled by Lin Banxia and asked her where she was going.
Lin Banxia said: "I'll go find him."
"No!" Mrs. Lin rejected Lin Banxia without thinking, "Do you know how bad your physical condition is now? Are you going to find He Ruoxin? Where are you going to find him?"
Lin Banxia said calmly and confidently: "I know where he is."
"Panxia! No! Mom knows you can't bear it, but since he left on his own, it means that he doesn't want to see anyone again, so why bother..."
In the middle of Mrs. Lin's words, she suddenly noticed that Lin Banxia raised her hand to pull down her woolen hat, covered her ears with her two small hands, and said nothing, just looking at her, resisting silently.
Mrs. Lin stared blankly at Lin Banxia, dumbfounded by her daughter's silent resistance, but she still reached out and put down her two little hands, and said in a gentle tone: "Banxia, mother, let someone go find her." He, just don’t go, okay?”
Lin Banxia shook his head stubbornly and seriously.
"Ban Xia, mother really doesn't want to see you hurt anymore, so I'm begging you as my mother, please stay at home to take care of your health and don't go anywhere, okay?"
However, Lin Banxia was silent for a while, then gently shook her head again, and said softly and stubbornly: "Mother, I want to find him."
Mrs. Lin was so angry that she almost cried: "Why are you disobedient! What can you do if you go? What can you change even if you find him?"
"I don't know what I can do, but I want to find him." Lin Banxia said again.
"What if mother doesn't let you go?" Mrs. Lin stared at her, unwilling to believe it at all, but she had to admit that her daughter, who had always been obedient and obedient, would really resist her because of He Ruojin. .
Lin Banxia didn't think much, lowered her head and said, "Maybe... I won't take good care of myself."
"Banxia!"
Lin Banxia sniffed and continued in a dull voice, "Mom, let me find him. I will take good care of myself, I promise you."
Lin Banxia was actually quite hopeless. She used to like that person so much, how much she liked him. Even if he didn't have her in his heart, she could paint a whole page of red grids on his heart, every time. When he disappointed herself, she silently erased a square.
Until the end, the grid was finally wiped clean and all disappeared.
Not a single square is left.
So she can't love him anymore.
However, he responded to himself silently, and Lin Banxia filled in all the erased grids again in a lackluster manner.
To her, it seemed that...as long as he was willing to love her a little more, the erased grids in her heart could really easily come back to life.
Not to mention my mother, she couldn't even control herself.
The day Lin Banxia got on the carriage, it was a cloudless sky in the North City, a vast white snowy sky, the wind was a bit cold, and the thorns blew past her ears, which was quickly blocked by Lin Banxia with a woolen hat.
Her parents were worried that she was in danger, so they sent several family members to escort her and brought a doctor with them, fearing that she would become unwell.
(End of chapter)