For a moment, the two of them were very quiet. No one spoke. Lin Banxia looked at his hands covering his own hands. His fingers were very long, with thin cocoons from years of fighting in the battlefield, bows and swords, and they were close. On the back of her hand, there was a fine and dense texture rubbing against the skin on the back of her hand.
Lin Banxia looked at his fingers, and after a while, she blinked softly. She always felt that it would be best to say something, so she moved her lips and said softly: "I don't feel much pain." ”
She told him that she didn't feel any pain anymore and didn't want him to worry anymore.
However, He Ruojin did not let go immediately. His fingertips gently pressed a few of her soft fingers. He Ruojin knew very well that Lin Banxia had been raised well since she was a child. The man who was so happy traveled thousands of miles to find him, bumping and bumping all the way, so that his thin-skinned and tender fingers were full of wounds, and these were all because of him. He didn't feel that Lin Banxia told him that it didn't hurt. , he really thought she wouldn't be in pain.
So He Ruojin still silently held her two little hands and stroked them gently. After a while, he spoke and asked in a hoarse voice: "Are you hungry?"
Lin Banxia hesitated for a moment, then nodded sincerely and said, "Hungry."
He Ruochen put her hand into the quilt and covered it, asked her to wait for a while, and quickly got up and went out.
Lin Banxia has never had such a feeling. When she is sitting on the edge of the bed, holding the soup he poured at her feet, she can't help but subconsciously look in the direction of the window - because there is a person doing it for her personally. meal.
I don't know how to describe it, but I feel like my heart is stuffed with a soft ball of cotton, and it's blocked, and it hurts.
She had always felt that her marriage was very simple. As long as two people lived in harmony and had a plain and simple love like her parents, it was good. But when it was her turn to experience it, she realized that she did not have it. It's so easy to think.
She plunged into this marriage and tasted the so-called love with difficulty. After tasting it to the end, it was still bitter, so she finally gave up, but the bits of sweetness left in her heart made her come to him without hesitation. around.
She thought that, at least at this moment, she did not regret coming here.
Lin Banxia may not fully understand what Lin Banxia didn't understand before, but she is willing to learn it slowly.
He Ruojin seemed to know that she was still taking medicine, so he only cooked light carrot porridge for her, cooled it down, and then handed it to her to eat.
Lin Banxia sat by the bed, lowered his head and took a small mouthful of porridge with a spoon. It had a sweet taste from carrots and was soft.
She didn't speak much. She just finished the porridge silently from beginning to end, swallowed, looked at He Ruoxin with clear eyes and said, "It's delicious."
He Ruoxin just chuckled, "It's just ordinary porridge. Is it delicious?"
Lin Banxia seemed very stubborn and insisted on being serious with him: "It's delicious."
He Ruojin looked at her. When the little girl said this, her eyes were slightly wider than usual, like a gentle and stubborn little rabbit. The sides of her cheeks were still a little red, but her tone of voice was serious. Seriously, no ambiguity at all.
He Ruojin looked at her for a while, blinked calmly, put away her bowls and chopsticks, and asked her if she had brought any medicine.
(End of chapter)