Lin Banxia pursed her lips and said nothing. She just lowered her head, silently moved her two calves back to the bed, half-bent her legs, and hugged herself without saying a word.
He Ruochen looked at her bowing her head and hugging him tightly. She realized that her tone of voice was a bit harsh. He stretched out his hand to gently touch her lowered head and whispered: "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that to you."
It was okay that he didn't speak. As soon as he said it, Lin Banxia's shoulders trembled slightly. After holding it in for a while, he couldn't help but cry repressedly, "You think... I want to come."
"Who wants to come here... He Ruochen, if you have the ability, don't marry me in the first place..."
"You married me, but you don't like me..."
"I've given up, but you want to give me hope... Is it my fault? He Ruojin, it's obviously your fault, it's all your fault... "
The more Lin Banxia spoke, the more she broke down in tears. She pinched her sleeves with a few fingers. The fingers were pink, but they were too white because of too much force, which made people feel distressed.
He Ruojin slowly moved his hand down and easily held her trembling fingers. Hot tears fell down and burned the back of his hand.
He Ruojin squatted down, looked up at Lin Banxia who was sitting on the bed, slowly tightened her fingers, and said softly: "It's all my fault, but don't cry."
"I... I worked very hard to get here and find you... Why do you drive me away..." Lin Banxia not only didn't listen to him, she cried more and more, and her tears kept falling. , as if he had suffered great grievance.
He Ruojin had no choice but to wipe her tears with a handkerchief. After wiping for a while, Lin Banxia turned away again, bit her lip and said, "You don't allow me to look at your face... You, don't look at my face either." !”
He Ruojin's movements were slightly stagnant, probably because he had been accustomed to Lin Banxia's obedient and docile appearance. Suddenly he saw Lin Banxia stubbornly losing his temper with him. He was a little surprised, but at the same time he felt very distressed. She, after a long while, he wiped away the tears on her face, and said slowly and helplessly: "Ban Xia, I have nothing to see."
Lin Banxia grabbed his hand and refused to let him go. Her eyes were red, and her curled eyelashes were stained with wet tears. She looked at his eyes vaguely, crying. , said stubbornly: "I want to see it."
He Ruochen looked at her for a long time and said, "I saw you coming to the city with me, okay?"
Lin Banxia loosened his fingers again and shook his head.
"Panxia, why? There is no need for this. I am not here to drag you down." He Ruojin seemed to not know how to persuade Lin Banxia, but he really didn't worry about keeping the good Lin Banxia. By his side.
Lin Banxia didn't dare to say anything before, but at this moment she looked at him with red eyes, her breathing was not smooth, and she said every word with great force: "Because I want to be with you."
When she said this, she looked at He Ruoxin so seriously, eager to get his response, but not wanting to hear him say the words to push her away again.
He Ruojin stared at Lin Banxia steadily for a while, stood up, reached out to hold her hand, and whispered: "Come out with me."
Lin Banxia looked at him hesitantly, her eyes still very red, for fear of being deceived by him.
"If you don't go into the city, you'll stay in the courtyard." He Ruojin knew what she was thinking, so he paused and patiently explained, "Don't you want to see what I look like now?"
When Lin Banxia heard what he said, she relaxed a little and gave him her hand with confidence.
He Ruojin leaned down to help her put on her shoes. He originally wanted to hug her, but Lin Banxia refused in a low voice and said, "I can walk by myself."
She got out of bed with He Ruoxin's help and came outside the house.
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(I’m sleepy, I’ll try my best to update it tomorrow afternoon.
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