"Brother, brother." Lin Banxia was called loudly, and Xiaohua staggered to Lin Banxia. The poor little girl couldn't see the road in front of her, and even accidentally fell a few times. When she ran to Lin Banxia with her face stained with dirt, Li Su saw the pity in Lin Banxia's eyes. He thought that Lin Banxia would reach out to pick it up, but Lin Banxia didn't. He just looked at it with pity, letting Xiaohua hug his leg and calling out to her brother with a cry.
This kind of change in Lin Banxia makes people feel too bad, Li Su thought, he can't imagine Lin Banxia, who used to be so warm, become this seemingly gentle but actually cold to the bone. He really became The gods who are high above, have no hatred or love for their dependents, and only have indifferent tolerance.
"Brother." Xiaohua raised her face, and she muttered, "Don't brother hug Xiaohua?"
Lin Banxia said softly, "Xiaohua let go."
Xiaohua said, "No, don't..." She rubbed her cheek against Lin Banxia's leg and muttered, "Brother can leave if he wants, he has to hug Xiaohua and give Xiaohua a kiss."
Lin Banxia lowered her eyes and calmly looked at Xiaohua holding his leg, as if thinking about whether to do what she said to save some trouble.
Children are all sensitive, and Xiaohua is no exception. At this time, she didn't seem to feel Lin Banxia's indifference, and still pouted and acted like a spoiled child: "If my brother doesn't agree, Xiaohua will not let go." She hummed, " Even if the time is suspended, Xiaohua and brother's time is together... Brother can't leave."
Lin Banxia sighed lightly and seemed to have compromised. He bent down and hugged Xiao Hua into his arms. After Xiaohua was picked up by him, she giggled. She put her cheek against Lin Banxia's face, rubbing against Lin Banxia's face as hard as a kitten rubs against her beloved master.
Lin Banxia didn't move, there was no expression on her face, she neither responded nor resisted, and let Xiaohua rejoice in her arms.
Seeing this scene, Li Su moved in his heart and said in a low voice, "Will Pinellia be reluctant to part with Xiaohua?"
Li Ye stared at the front, his voice a little cold: "He is even willing to Song Qingluo."
Li Su was speechless.
Sure enough, Li Ye was right. After letting Xiaohua act coquettishly for a while, Lin Banxia said softly, "Xiaohua should go." Xiaohua stopped and thought for a while, without refuting Lin Banxia's words. , but nodded lightly in agreement, she said, "Yes, Xiaohua should go." She leaned into Lin Banxia's ear and whispered, "Before leaving... Xiaohua has to do one more thing. thing."
Lin Banxia looked at her.
"Give brother the thing that brother put in Xiaohua's place, and return it to brother." Xiaohua muttered, "That thing is too heavy, Xiaohua can't hold it anymore..." She said, raised her head slightly, and bumped her forehead lightly Hit Lin Banxia's forehead.
Lin Banxia's eyes flickered, and she was about to say something, but Xiaohua's hand blocked her mouth. He looked at the girl's cute cheeks and felt that something was planted in his body like a seed...
"Brother should go." Xiaohua said.
Lin Banxia was stunned for a moment, but before she could react, Xiaohua struggled to jump out of his arms, and just like when she came, she jumped away. Looking at her back, Lin Banxia always felt that something was wrong with her body, and she felt a little uncomfortable. Before leaving, he looked back at Song Qingluo. The person who begged him not to leave was lying on the ground as if he were dead at the moment, with the bloodstains left by him floating in the air.
It must be very painful to hit it with such a strong force, Lin Banxia thought, he should make the wall softer...
Song Qingluo watched Lin Banxia disappear in front of her eyes. He lowered his head like a dying swan, making people afraid to approach.
Li Su's eyes were full of unbearableness, he didn't know how to comfort Song Qingluo. Thinking that if Li Ye turned into Lin Banxia, I'm afraid he would go crazy on the spot, so he licked his lips and whispered, "Qing Luo... Let's go first?"
Song Qingluo didn't respond.
Xiaohua jumped up and ran to Song Qingluo's side, stretched out her little hand to hug Song Qingluo, and muttered, "Brother, Xiaohua is so cold, I want my brother to hug..."
She was soft and sweet, like a toffee. Seeing that Song Qingluo didn't respond, she put on a crying voice: "Brother, Xiaohua's eyes are so uncomfortable."
Song Qingluo finally moved. He was reluctant to suffer Xiaohua, who was in contact with Lin Banxia. He slowly raised his head, there was not a trace of light in his black eyes, and he seemed deadly like Yong Ye: "Where is it uncomfortable?"
"Eyes, eyes." Xiaohua said.
Song Qingluo took a closer look and found that Xiaohua's eyes had regained their radiance. The eyes that had been blind before had regained their luster, and she was staring at him cautiously and with concern.
"Brother, Xiaohua is so cold." Xiaohua hugged him, "Let's go back."
"Okay." Song Qingluo stood up, "Let's go back."
So, I really went back.
When they got to the car, Song Qingluo also hugged the dying little cave into his arms. Neither of the two little ones had the temperature of human skin, but when they were hugged in his arms, his icy body gradually warmed up. The scene of Lin Banxia leaving was deeply imprinted in Song Qingluo's mind, he didn't even dare to close his eyes, as soon as he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to see Lin Banxia's indifferent eyes.
Xiaohua muttered: "Don't be sad, maybe in a few days, brother will soften his heart and come back?"
Song Qingluo smiled wryly when he heard the words, only treating it as a child who was ignorant. But he can't tell Xiaohua clearly that the brother she likes will never come back. This reality is cruel enough for him, and he doesn't want to see Xiaohua sad because of it.
Song Qingluo was wet, leaning against the car window quietly.
The atmosphere in the car was frighteningly silent, and Li Su couldn't stand it, so he played a light music. In the melodious sound of the piano, several people arrived at the home.
It was almost dawn, a sun rose from the horizon, and the warm light spread on the curled stamens, making the green grass and trees look more verdant.
Ji Leshui fell asleep in the garden. After being awakened by the sound, he opened his eyes and saw Song Qingluo who was in a state of embarrassment and Li Su who had a cautious expression. Song Qingluo went straight back to the room, while Li Su greeted him. A sigh.
"What happened?" Ji Leshui asked nervously.
"Xiao Kuo is all right." Li Su said, "As for Song Qingluo... Alas." He shook his head, "We saw Banxia over there."
Ji Leshui said, "I saw Pinellia? What about others? Why didn't you come back?"
Li Su was silent for a moment, then whispered, "I don't know if he will come back."
Ji Leshui's eyes widened: "...It's him, don't you want to come back?" He always thought that someone was coercing Lin Banxia, so Song Qingluo would go to find him all over the world. He suddenly realized that he seemed to have misunderstood something, "Then, what about Song Qingluo?"
Li Su patted his shoulder with a wry smile: "Who knows."
No one knew what Song Qingluo would become after losing Lin Banxia.
Because of this sudden accident, the family was tense for a long time. Li Su looked at Song Qingluo as if he were looking at a prisoner. For fear that he would do something extreme, he even asked Li Ye to install a lot of surveillance cameras near his home. In his words, at least he had to know where a person's body went. Where is it, lest the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and no one will find it rotten.
After getting through the spring with a high incidence of mental illness, it finally ushered in the summer. Song Qingluo was very honest during this period, and there was no excessive behavior, but Li Su always felt that something was missing.
After thinking about it carefully, I remembered that Song Qingluo hadn't been chasing meteors for a long time. Maybe he was afraid of being cruelly rejected by Lin Banxia again. It's enough to experience this kind of thing once. Once again, Song Qingluo will probably feel that Gotta go crazy.
Time goes by smoothly like water, and life is like a pool of stagnant water without the slightest waves.
After the weather got hot, Li Su's life became sad. He couldn't leave the house for too long during the day, so he couldn't keep Song Qingluo.
So, Li Su entrusted this arduous task to Xiaohua, and asked her and Xiaoku to watch her brother together to prevent her from doing anything drastic. Who knew that Xiaohua stared at her for two days, and then she would not do it, Li Su asked why she did not do it, and she said aggrievedly that her brother always drove him out.
Li Su was surprised, Song Qingluo was the one who favored Xiaohua the most, how could Song Qingluo drive him out.
"No, your brother is going to kick you out?" Li Su couldn't believe it. "He really did this?"
Xiaohua pouted: "Yes, my brother is stingy, and Xiaohua won't even look at it."
Li Su thought about it carefully and felt that something was wrong: "Which brother are you talking about?"
Xiaohua said calmly, "Brother Xia Xia."
Li Su was horrified and stared at Xiao Hua in horror: "You said your brother Xia Xia is back?"
Xiaohua said: "I came back early." She sucked her nose and said in a plain tone that could no longer be plain, "He didn't dare to come out because he was afraid of being scolded."
Li Su: "..."
Xiaohua said, "Will brother Xia Xia be scolded?"
Li Su took a deep breath. Before today, he didn't know that his lung capacity could be so large. He gritted his teeth and said, "Everyone likes him so much, why would they be willing to beat him?" His expression should not be so grim, and his words may be more credible.
Xiaohua blinked innocently.
Li Su said angrily, "Does Brother Qingluo know about this?"
"I don't know." Xiaohua said, "Brother Xia Xia is not allowed to speak."
Li Su took out the fondant from his pocket, tore the wrapping paper, and stuffed it into Xiaohua's mouth. Xiaohua chewed happily. Since her eye accident, the family has strictly controlled her diet. Later, my eyes improved, but I couldn't eat whatever I wanted, even counting the sugar.
Li Su said, "Does Xiao Hua feel delicious?"
Little Flower nodded.
Li Su said, "Tell Brother Qing Luo about this, and this handful of candies is yours." He grabbed a handful of toffee from his pocket.
Xiaohua was drooling, looking at the candy in Li Su's hand fascinatedly, still a little uneasy in her heart: "Will Brother Xia Xia be angry?"
Li Su said, "Why is he angry? He did something wrong. He didn't dare to come out because he was afraid that your brother Qingluo would get angry." When he thought of this, he hated it even more, "Look at how sad your brother Qingluo is. ,Are you willing to?"
Xiaohua thought about it, that was the truth, so she took Li Su's candy with peace of mind, turned around and entered the next room.
Li Su folded his arms around his chest and narrowed his eyes into a line, thinking to himself, Lin Banxia, Lin Banxia, when your mother was abusing Song Qingluo, you could do it, don't be cowardly at this moment.
Xiaohua ran into the house, and as Li Su said, stabbed all these things to Song Qingluo. She said it lightly, but found that Song Qingluo's face did not show much fluctuation after she finished speaking, he said, "When did your brother Xia Xia come back?"
Xiaohua counted with her fingers: "Thirty days ago." She said something vague.
"Thirty days ago?" Song Qingluo sneered, "When he comes back, will he deliberately pause the time?"
"Yes." Xiaohua whispered, "He said he was afraid that you would be angry with him, and he didn't know what to say."
Song Qingluo said, "Wait for the next thirty days, and I won't be angry with him anymore?"
Xiaohua smiled and said, "How do I know." She didn't care about these things, she happily peeled a toffee and stuffed it into her mouth, "But brother Qingluo is generous, don't bother with him."
Song Qingluo was expressionless: "Then when he comes next time, you can tell him that I don't want him anymore."
Xiaohua was stunned for a moment: "Huh?"
"I don't want him anymore." Song Qingluo paused and said coldly, "Where did he come from, let's go back to where he is."
Xiaohua was frightened, and felt that the toffee in her mouth was not so sweet, she was a little aggrieved: "Brother Qingluo, are you angry?"
Song Qingluo showed a smile, he bent down and whispered in Xiaohua's ear, the panic color on Xiaohua's face faded, and it turned into understanding: "Oh, okay, okay."
"Good." Song Qingluo touched her head.
Lin Banxia has been a little upset recently. It stands to reason that he has become a man of God, so why are there so many upsets. Ever since he met Song Qingluo, his life has become unsettled, like a good pool of still water has been dug into a corner and can only be forced to flow. Something silently took root in the depths of his heart, and when he noticed it, it had quietly grown into a thriving tree.
That kind of thing is called Missing Song Qingluo.
Gods have no feelings, and he naturally doesn't miss them, so when Lin Banxia realized that he had such emotions, he fell into confusion, and he even went to Ji Feng to discuss it.
Ji Feng looked at him with the eyes of a monster: "Lin Banxia, you haven't separated from your feelings??"
Lin Banxia said honestly: "I peeled it off, I'm sure I peeled it off, and it peeled cleanly..."
Ji Feng said, "Then what's the matter with you now?" He looked at Lin Banxia's expressive face, "You weren't like this before? Feelings have come back suddenly?"
Lin Banxia recalled something and remembered what Xiaohua said to him... Returning his things to him, did Xiaohua always help him preserve the emotions that he had stripped, and then take advantage of that meeting to return the emotions to himself? That's right, his abnormality seems to have appeared at that time...
It stands to reason that the return of feelings is naturally a good thing for Lin Banxia. He even couldn't wait to return to Song Qingluo's side, but at the same time as he was happy, Lin Banxia recalled the painful memory of that night... He had never seen Song Qingluo on the ground begging him not to leave. He was soaked all over, his voice was hoarse, and he seemed desperate to die like this at any moment. Faced with his pleas, he was so indifferent, he refused to even give a superfluous look.
Lin Banxia instantly felt guilty.
Ji Feng looked at Lin Banxia's cold sweat, and said strangely, "What's wrong with you? It's hot? Do you want me to turn on the air conditioner lower?"
"No, no need." Lin Banxia smirked, "By the way, didn't Song Qingluo come to see you a few times before? What did he say?"
It turned out to be asking this, Ji Feng said indifferently: "What else can I say, of course where have you been?" He thought for a while, "But Song Qingluo, who is so arrogant, can bow his head and ask me these things. Not bad..." Then he raised his head and found more sweat on Lin Banxia's face, "Aren't you hot?"
Lin Banxia wiped her face and thought to herself, damn it, hot ass, hot, can't you see that I'm all in a cold sweat? He was embarrassed to say it, pretending to be calm: "Then turn on the air conditioner low."
Pause the time to sit here and chat slowly, only the two of them can do it. Ji Feng didn't understand Lin Banxia's mood very much. In his opinion, it was a good thing to have the relationship back. The happy reunion with his family would not be the end of the matter. Of course, Lin Banxia couldn't tell Ji Feng what he did to Song Qingluo that night. Now, when he saw Song Qingluo, he wanted to get close to him, but he felt guilty at the same time.
After discussing for a while, there was no result. Lin Banxia gave up and continued to struggle with him, and went home quietly.
Time was still paused, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Song Qingluo sitting by the bed, coaxing Xiaohua to sleep. He lost a lot of weight, his chin was sharp, but his indifferent temperament was even worse than before, and his black eyes were half-drooping, a little less warm, like an unsheathed sword, piercing the bones coldly. Holding the fairy tale book to Xiaohua in his hand, Lin Banxia's eyes softened. He quietly walked to Song Qingluo's side, stared greedily at his face, and said in a low voice, "Qingluo, I am back."
Song Qingli did not move, and remained silent.
"I'm back." He buried his head between his necks, feeling Song Qingluo's unique breath, his chest was full of soreness, something overflowed from his eyes, and he turned his face to the side. , kissed Song Qingluo's thin lips, and said vaguely, "Did you miss me?"
It was just a light kiss, but Lin Banxia couldn't control herself. Just when he was thinking about whether to let Song Qingluo's time return to normal, a milky brother came from the bed next to him.
Lin Banxia took a closer look, only to realize that it was Xiaohua who was awakened by him.
"Brother, brother, you're back!" Xiaohua was so happy that she threw herself into his arms.
Lin Banxia touched her head and said warmly, "Did Xiaohua miss her brother?"
Xiaohua said, "I thought about it."
Lin Banxia said: "Then brother Qingluo, do you miss brother?"
Xiaohua said honestly: "I also thought about it. He is still sharpening his knives in the yard tonight."
Lin Banxia: "Why are you sharpening the knife?"
Xiaohua said, "Xiaohua also asked. He patted Xiaohua's head, smiled and said to sharpen the knife faster. When brother Banxia came back, he chopped off his feet so that he couldn't go anywhere."
Lin Banxia: "..." This is too fucking cruel.
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Lin Banxia: When I saw Song Qingluo's tears, it all became water in my head
Song Qingluo: Tsk.