like me
Huo Xianfeng... likes me
"… "
Jiang Ci was stunned for a moment.
Because, it seemed that he had never been chosen so firmly... and no one had ever said so directly and passionately that they liked him.
Even though Jiang Ci has no shortage of suitors, on the contrary, his suitors seem to be numerous from childhood to adulthood, including elites from all walks of life or outstanding alphas from aristocratic families.
But that was only because of his status as an omega and the youngest son of the Jiang family, everyone looked at him out of [sex] and [interest]. That kind of condescending look was like the look a robber gives to treasure, greedy and blatant.
—Only Huo Xianfeng is different.
Only he is different...
The way the boy looked at him was not as if he was looking at an omega who could be invaded and possessed at will, or the son of the father of the empire's technology.
From the very beginning, I was looking at Jiangci.
—Just Jiangci.
"… "
The physiological tears in the omega's eyes overflowed, wet his eyelashes, and spread all over his face, emitting ripples of light under the light, like a flower bud wet by dew in the early morning.
Huo Xianfeng stared at him for a few seconds, and finally couldn't help but lower his head and kissed Jiang Ci's soft cheek fiercely. Then he pressed the back of his head to make him turn around, and kissed from his face to his lips. Jiang Ci didn't dodge, but let him kiss her, even revealing a look of infatuation that was difficult to restrain.
"You like me... but why... why do you like me?"
The moment Jiang Ci watched He Zhun leave, her confidence was completely shattered.
He couldn't find any reason why others would like him as an independent human being named "Jiang Ci".
"I'm obviously... not... likable at all..."
Jiang Ci is very clear about her own personality and the image she has in the eyes of others.
He has been silent and withdrawn since he was a child, cold and awkward. He can't speak and won't show weakness. He doesn't have everything that people expect an omega to have.
So, no one really likes Jiangci.
He Zhun said he envied Jiang Ci, but Jiang Ci also envied He Zhun.
I envy him for his eloquence, his understanding of human nature and worldly affairs. I envy him for being a beta who does not have to endure the troubles of the growth period and can do what he likes. I envy him for being so smart and capable, and for having made excellent achievements in his profession and being respected by others.
Jiang Ci knew that many people liked He Zhun.
From the elderly with gray hair to the children of a few years old, they all like He Zhun.
From Jiang Ci's perspective, He Zhun is a gentle yet strong person. He seems to be adept at everything and can always easily please many people.
But those were very difficult, extremely difficult for Jiang Ci.
Everyone says that Jiang Ci is the Jiang family's much-loved young master, with a good fortune and a good family background, and he can get whatever he wants easily.
Everyone is saying that he receives a lot of love, a lot of love.
—But Jiang Ci couldn’t feel it.
Jiang Ci's father, whose face has become blurred in his memory, loves He Zhun more. His uncle is cold and stern, and only scolds him, while He Zhun is gentle and tolerant, but always keeps a distance.
Does anyone really love him
Really
But why, from childhood to adulthood, he could never feel it
"I actually... don't like the military..."
"I like... military industry... inventions... like my father..."
On the day He Zhun came back, Jiang Ci hugged him and cried for a long time. That was the last time he cried.
Then the next day, Jiang Ci gave up his dream of becoming a scientist like his father. He wanted to become stronger and become a powerful guardian like his uncle Zhou Jiuya.
Therefore, Jiang Ci transformed Xiao X, who was supposed to be a childcare system, into an A-class mecha, and began to prepare for the military academy entrance exam, learning close combat, firearms, and mechas from Zhou Jiuya...
In short, he wants to learn all powerful methods.
But before the age of thirteen, Jiang Ci was like most omegas, raised in a greenhouse, and he couldn't even hold a saber. So it was very difficult at the beginning.
It was not only because of Jiang Ci's own difficulties, but also because of the opposition of many people. Even Zhou Jiuya, his uncle, was very opposed. The reason why the other party taught him was just to make him give up when he saw the difficulties.
He Zhun was the only one who did not stop Jiang Ci. Instead, he silently helped him apply medicine, treated him, accompanied him, and gave him a lot of encouragement.
Later, as an omega, Jiang Ci successfully skipped grades and was admitted to the military academy based on his own strength. He got the best grades in all subjects and even broke the records of all senior alphas.
He participated in military competitions of all sizes and won every one of them. Others seemed to be very successful, but only Jiang Ci himself knew how many inhibitors he had taken and how many nights he had spent lying in the repair cabin.
At that time, the only person in the world who understood and supported Jiang Ci was He Zhun.
Therefore, He Zhun is very special in Jiang Ci's heart.
Now Jiang Ci finally entered the First Legion with his own strength and won the right to use Bai Ze in the Empire's top mecha competition, which made all the alphas begin to change their views on him and respect him.
He also received the rank of major general.
Jiang Ci always thought that this was enough, that was all.
He finally said goodbye to his former helpless self.
But that's not the case.
Because now he suddenly realized—
It's true that He Zhun cares about him and will protect him.
But jealousy is real, and so is pain.
So many years have passed, and it was not until now that Jiang Ci realized that his existence had become the source of He Zhun's jealousy and pain.
Everything was just like when he was thirteen years old. He was still that incompetent omega who could do nothing and could only curl up under the wings of others.
Just now, he could only watch He Zhun go to hell, but he was powerless to do anything.
"I can't protect anyone... Huo Xianfeng... Why am I... an omega..."
"Why am I... so weak... that no one can... protect me."
The nightmarish collapse and shadow he experienced at the age of thirteen once again enveloped him.
Jiang Ci once thought that even though she was an omega, she could still become a guardian.
But after today, all the illusory dreams were shattered, and Jiang Ci realized that he could not do anything well and could not achieve anything.
"… What He Zhun said is actually… not wrong at all…"
He is always the most helpless one, protected by everyone.
"Jiang Ci is not Jiang Ci... In everyone's eyes, I am just... Jiang Jinsheng's son."
—It’s just the soft spot and weakness of many big people.
He was born with weaknesses.
Just like its name, beautiful yet fragile porcelain.
The best destination for such an item is to be placed in a safe and closed window.
"… "
If it weren't for the extreme emotions during the period of sexual intercourse, Jiang Ci would not have been able to dig out all the most secret, painful and embarrassing things in her heart.
But at this moment when her reason was almost destroyed by her emotions, Jiang Ci still wanted to know,
"So Huo Xianfeng... why did you..."
"Why do you like me… "
In Jiang Ci's eyes, Huo Xianfeng is strong, rational, calm, and has outstanding strategies... It seems that all the adjectives related to strong can be used to describe him.
Moreover, Huo Xianfeng is an alpha. In this ABO interstellar era, being born as an alpha means standing at the top of the food chain.
What's more, Huo Xianfeng is a top alpha, perhaps even far surpassing the legendary Marshal Huo Chao.
He seems to be omnipotent and everything is easy for him.
What Jiang Ci couldn't do even if he tried his best was just a piece of cake for him.
When her self-confidence collapsed at this moment, Jiang Ci suddenly felt a deep sense of inferiority.
Why would anyone like this kind of person
"… "
At this time, Huo Xianfeng put his arms around Jiang Ci's waist, asked him to turn around, and kissed the corners of his eyes that were red and hot from crying.
"because,"
"—You are Jiang Ci."
Because Jiang Ci was the person who accompanied Huo Xianfeng when he woke up and knew nothing about the world.
Why is Huo Xianfeng, who has a blank memory, called Huo Xianfeng
Because at that moment of exile in the vast universe,
The young man looked at the endless sea of stars and suddenly felt that he was the wind.
But not the free wind.
It is a confused, chaotic wind that is about to disappear.
He has no past and no future.
He felt as if he had struggled desperately, madly, and finally broke free of something.
But now he seemed to have lost something.
who is he-
Where will you go next
Is anyone looking for him
Does anyone miss him
Does anyone need him
There is no answer.
A deep sense of loneliness eroded Huo Xianfeng's heart, but he never revealed it to anyone. He just kept it in the most secret place, and sometimes even he almost forgot about it.
—Jiang Ci appeared at this moment.
Huo Xianfeng had really never seen such a special omega before. He remembered that day very clearly. In the dark and filthy alley, Jiang Ci's half body was covered in blood. He was extremely weak, but he still fought desperately and cut a bloody path among a group of ferocious beasts.
It's like... I'm fighting the whole world madly and determinedly.
Very handsome and very beautiful.
It is the only dazzling color in this chaotic, dirty, damp darkness.
—Like a gorgeous rose struggling to bloom among the dark thorns.
But in fact, when Huo Xianfeng slowly approached later, he found that when he pushed aside the petals, the stamens inside were filled with trembling and helpless tears.
And at this moment, those tears were falling on his heart.
"Who said you can't protect anyone?"
Huo Xianfeng hooked Jiang Ci's hand, penetrated through her fingers, and interlocked their fingers.
"You protected me, didn't you?"
In the second when he was swallowed by the space crack, Huo Xianfeng saw in his blurred vision that it was Jiang Ci who grabbed his hand regardless of anything. Even when they were stranded on this strange planet, it was Jiang Ci who protected him from coma.
As for—
"Unpleasant?"
"Well, what makes you think that?"
At this moment, Jiang Ci heard this familiar half sentence again, but the second half was different.
"Mingming, I, Huo Xianfeng, like you so much... so much."
"—I like it everywhere."
"… "
Such a passionate, sincere and straightforward expression of love was like the most explosive fire ignited in the dark forest, instantly burning away all the coldness, fear and gloom in Jiang Ci's heart, leaving no ashes.
The fragile omega finally couldn't help himself and burst into tears.
But even so, he did not burst into tears to vent his anger. Instead, like a little animal that was extremely aggrieved, he let out a harsh whimper from his throat.
He hugged Huo Xianfeng tightly, no longer concealing himself, and revealed all his vulnerability and tenderness to him.
"Tag... Tag me..."
At this moment, whether it was reason, emotion, or instinct, Jiang Ci was madly longing for the alpha in front of him, and even said something that he thought he would never say.
"Huo Xianfeng... mark me..."
He eagerly and frantically kissed the boy, clumsily but trying hard to express his love for the first time. At the same time, he also tried his best to cater to the other party's hug and touch. At this time, the omega has completely entered the growth stage. His body instinctively adjusted to the most suitable state for combining with the alpha, and he was madly eager for the other party to come.
"… "
The temperature in the cockpit suddenly became hot. Bai Ze witnessed the entire process of its owner's fall, and also listened to the young couple's confession in full.
If it was Xiao X who was there at this moment, he would probably be so excited that he would scream and take 360-degree photos and record the scene. But unfortunately, when Huo Xianfeng kissed Jiang Ci for the first time, he found Xiao X taking photos.
So this time, he specifically left Little X to Nora to take care of.
Therefore, now the only one at the scene is Bai Ze.
—A heartless and ruthless double S-rank battle mech.
The only thing in its system program that can be considered slightly humane and that it cares about is probably the monthly maintenance.
It is clear that Bai Ze was manufactured after Wan Jiang, but its current cockpit quality data is actually not as good as Wan Jiang.
—It can’t compare!!!
This made Bai Ze feel a subtle emotion similar to human depression and anger. But in fact, it seemed that it was completely unable to interpret this complex emotion.
So the final result is that Bai Ze becomes more and more envious of Wan Jiang for finding an alpha who is aloof or possibly impotent as his master. At the same time, Bai Ze has been silently praying that his omega master will quickly find an A, go home or go out to get a room, in short, don't spend every period of his sexual life in its cockpit.
The flag fell so suddenly.
Not only did it fall down, it was also buried.
—Because now the wish has finally come true.
but…
It was only half true, because its little master did find an alpha, but he took this alpha to mate in its cockpit.
White Pond:"… "
It felt as if its core was badly injured.
Is it something wrong
But Bai Ze checked and found nothing unusual except the increasing level of pheromones.
Even now, the concentration of omega pheromones in the detection system has broken the historical record and soared to a new peak. If we have to use a popular description, it is about to condense into sugar water in the air.
But this time there's not just the omega's pheromones, there's also another alpha's.
Moreover, it is more intense.
Moreover, as things progressed to this point, Bai Ze realized that not only would Jiang Ci's pheromones and omega fluid be left in its cockpit as before, but there would most likely be another alpha as well.
No, it's not possible, they've already got into its cockpit ahh ...
White Pond:"… "
How long will this maintenance take? Can the data be restored to its original state after maintenance? QAQ
And why didn't these two people go to the master bedroom outside, but had to go to the cockpit!!!
At this time, the young man's low laughter sounded in the restless air.
"Jiang Ci, you are in such a mess now. Believe it or not, I—"
He didn't finish the rest of the words because he was kissed. Jiang Ci never thought Huo Xianfeng would say such words.
"Please, don't say..."
The tips of his ears burned red, as if blood would drip out in the next second, but he still begged softly,
"Don't tell me..."
The next second, Jiang Ci was pressed onto the driving platform. The omega instinctively began to shout and could not restrain himself, so he could only shout the boy's name again and again, helpless and desperate, but also expectant. But Jiang Ci still didn't know that Huo Xianfeng was a voice control, and he especially couldn't stand hearing such crying voices.
This voice almost drove Huo Xianfeng crazy, and he even felt that his heart was about to melt under this shouting. He stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Ci's waist, and gently made a "tsk" sound, and then bumped into her the next second. The omega's crimson pupils suddenly dilated, and he couldn't help but lose his voice for a moment. He suddenly recalled what Xiao X had said before -
[Aci, if you can't even stand the sofa,]
[Do you want to change alpha?]
So this is what it means.
That’s what it means!
"No... No..."
Jiang Ci finally couldn't hold back her tears.
"no?"
Huo Xianfeng turned him over, put him on the stage, and asked,
"You can't do it or I can't do it?"
"… "
Jiang Ci lowered her head and stared blankly at the black tattoo on the boy's lower abdomen. The strange tattoo stretched from the mermaid line down. Huo Xianfeng's skin was also very white. But compared to the omega's jade-like white, the boy's skin was more cold, and with the black tattoo on his lower abdomen, it looked like a black and white ink painting.
Until now, Jiang Ci saw it with his own eyes, but he couldn't see it clearly because the scene was still moving and it was hard to describe. In fact, even Jiang Ci rarely looked at his own body, and never at this angle. So he only took a glance and instantly looked away as if he had been electrocuted. But he could still hear it, so a huge sense of shame came over him, and the omega's face became hot again. Jiang Ci turned his head away suddenly, trying to hide his face in his arms, but he was kissed before he could hide it.
"Well… "
The young man suddenly leaned over, moved closer, and kissed Jiang Ci's cheek in a very intimate manner.
At this moment, Jiang Ci could even clearly hear the sound of the other party kissing. For some reason, Huo Xianfeng seemed to like kissing his face very much. He kissed him a little hard, and each time he kissed a dimple on the omega's soft cheek.
But Jiang Ci just dodged symbolically, then hummed softly and let the other party kiss her.
He was very impressed by the kiss.
When he was a child, Jiang Ci basically had famous teachers teach him at home. However, after Jiang Jinsheng passed away, he also went to kindergarten for a period of time, because parenting experts told Zhou Jiuya that children need to be with friends so as not to feel lonely.
So, the young Jiang Ci was sent to kindergarten.
He often sees other children in kindergarten being kissed by their parents, or kissing their siblings or good friends.
Children kiss each other on the cheek to express their pure and passionate affection.
But Jiang Ci has never had that, never.
Because he is aloof, indifferent, not good at expressing himself, and precocious beyond his age, Jiang Ci feels that the children around him are very childish and unreasonable.
At that time, Jiang Jinsheng had just passed away, and the young Jiang Ci had completely lost his parents, and he also regarded He Zhun as an imaginary enemy. He had erected all his thorns, and was extremely aggressive, making it impossible for anyone to get close to him.
This also resulted in the young Jiang Ci being very unsociable. Even though he was an omega, no one would like a child covered in thorns.
So all the other children disliked him. They said his hair color was strange, his crimson eyes looked like a monster, he had a weird temper, and they said he had no parents and was an unwanted child.
Therefore Jiang Ci has no friends.
He also has no brothers or sisters, and his parents are all dead.
Therefore, Jiang Ci had never felt such a kiss.
But now, Huo Xianfeng has made up for it.
Jiang Ci used to think that he didn't care, or even disdainful, because every time he saw it as a child, his reaction was either indifference or ignorance.
Until now, until this moment, he realized that he had once been so envious.
Because I have never had it but I long to have it,
So envious and jealous,
That’s why I hate it, that’s why I reject it, that’s why I pretend not to care and don’t like it.
In the hazy vision, Jiang Ci tried hard to see Huo Xianfeng's face clearly, and finally realized thoroughly that she really had no way to refuse this person.
Because every word, every action, and every behavior of the other person seemed to be able to just touch the softest spot in his heart and slowly, slowly fill up the missing part.
At this moment, the trembling omega suddenly reached out his hand, hugged Huo Xianfeng's neck, and then tilted his head to kiss his cheek.
Kiss out a soft nest.
—A “chirp” sound is emitted.
(End of this chapter)