After a while, Xiao Ling said: "So what if I'm not willing? The person he likes is not me."
"Then is it okay now? It's not like you didn't see that Mr. Xie didn't have a hot face but a cold butt at all. He has always been around people. What about Miss Lu? She doesn't always show embarrassment. If the person who is with him It's you, would you treat him like this?"
"of course not.
Xiao Ling sighed, and said: "But he is so happy with Miss Lu. You have seen Mr. Xie before. Even if he smiles, he is not happy. He has no expectations for life. Only the medicine that can bring her back to life can attract his attention. His affection is too deep, I can't get it, if I get his man, but can't get his love, then I can't stand it .”
"What about you now?" Qiao Luoying said, "If you really decide to forget him, I won't say anything, but you can't let it go. Cousin, you are not like the you I know now. In a word. Yes, let’s do it neatly, and no, then you forget about him and never mention him again.”
"I can't let go..."
"Then why are you coming here?" Qiao Luoying was not polite, "You know that the two of them are enough to come here. The sect affairs are so busy, and you have to drop everything and come here. Are you just self-abuse like this? Look They are so close, don't you have to make yourself uncomfortable?"
Xiao Ling fell silent.
Qiao Luoying slowed down: "Cousin, let me remind you one more time. If you want to do it, you have one last chance. Otherwise, if this matter is over and they go back to Guxia, you will have no chance even if you regret it."
After waiting for a long time for a response, Qiao Luoying sighed in disappointment.
"Forget it, I won't force you anymore, you can do whatever you like. This is your business, why should the emperor not be in a hurry and the eunuch is in a hurry."
Qiao Luoying turned around and walked back.
Xiao Ling watched her walk away step by step, and suddenly blurted out: "Cousin!"
Qiao Luoying turned around and stared at her.
Xiao Ling's mouth was dry, he swallowed, and finally said: "Okay! I'll do it!"
Qiao Luoying smiled: "It's not too bad. If you don't work, I don't even want to recognize you as my cousin."
She went back again. The cousins got together and chatted to discuss.
Lu Mingshu pulled Xie Xingchen's sleeve, and the two left quietly.
"Can't play tricks?" Lu Mingshu squinted at him.
Xie Xingchen turned his head away in embarrassment: "I didn't expect Miss Xiao to be so irrational."
"Say it like you're sane."
"How can I be the same? My love for you is as deep as the sea..."
"Come on!"
He stopped talking and said flatteringly: "Don't worry, they won't succeed, I..."
"Let us hear it all, and still want to succeed?" Lu Mingshu sneered.
She paused and asked, "Am I really treating you badly?"
"No!" Xie Xingchen immediately shook his head.
"Never mind?"
"That's because you are cold on the outside and hot on the inside!" He posted, "I know you love me in your heart!"
"... Get lost!" Lu Mingshu rolled his eyes at him, "Just say what you say, can you stop making any moves?"
Xie Xing spread his hands: "Actually, it's not because they misunderstood. Look at you, you're not gentle when you talk to me like this."
"How do you want me to be gentle?"
He immediately smiled and went to hold her hand: "You don't need to take the initiative, as long as you don't push me away at this time."
Lu Mingshu endured it, and did not push away.
So, Xie Xingchen went back with a smile on his face.
In fact, this is not bad, thanks to Cousin Xiao Ling, God assists!
Back at camp, lie down and rest again.
After a while, Lu Mingshu said, "Actually, I'm quite disappointed."
"what?"
"There's nothing wrong with pursuing love bravely. But why build it on the basis of hurting others?"
Xie Xingchen turned around and hugged her: "You don't know her, so why be disappointed?"
"..."
"You don't know what kind of person she is." Xie Xingshen's tone was light, "Xiao Ling and Qiao Luoying are not good people. Beitian Medicine Sect is not considered big, its strength is not strong, and it has no means. They have been annexed a long time ago. The two of them have been accustomed to it for a long time. It is nothing strange for them to do such a thing."
"then you… "
"Yes, when you're not around, I'm like this too." Xie Xing looked down at her, "Don't tell me you're disappointed, I won't accept it!"
Lu Mingshu could hear the rejection and fear hidden in his fierce tone. She leaned gently on his shoulder: "Actually, I'm not disappointed in you because of this, but..."
"Don't say it!" Xie Xingshen immediately interrupted her, "Since you don't intend to leave me, then don't say it!"
Lu Mingshu didn't say any more.
But the heaviness in her heart has not diminished in the slightest.
He can't go on like this forever. But now he made her unable to start.
Xie Xingchen suddenly turned her head: "You have to promise me that no matter what happens, you will not leave me."
She didn't speak.
"No matter how disappointed you are with me, you can't give up on me."
She still didn't speak.
This made him very anxious: "Can't you promise me? So you will still leave, right?"
"Thank you Xingchen!" She shouted in a low voice.
His mood cooled down a little.
"Don't be like this." She said, "Promises can only represent the mood at the moment, and can never represent the future. You are so smart, don't you not understand this truth?"
He shut up.
Lu Ming eased his tone: "I'm not blaming you, but don't you feel that your mood is too fluctuating? Didn't you say that as long as I'm fine? Why are you more nervous than before when I'm by your side now? Uneasy?"
"I… "
"Think about it, what's the problem?" She raised her hand and stroked his back slowly, her voice was like a brush, brushing slowly, trying to calm his mood, "I'm Here, what are you afraid of?"
"What am I afraid of?" He murmured, "I... afraid that you will leave again. You don't know how I got here during those eight years..."
"I know." She said softly, "There is no promise because the world is impermanent. But you have to believe in me and yourself. Am I the kind of person who gives up at will?"
"of course not."
"Then what are you afraid of?" She looked into his eyes, "This kind of you is not like you anymore. What if I don't like it anymore?"
He immediately said: "That can't be done, you accept me, and you can't go back on your word!"
Lu Mingshu just smiled: "Then don't do things that make me regret it!"
Xie Xingshen took a deep breath, and didn't know whether he was saying it to her or to himself: "Of course, I will never let you go back on your word!"
Between the entanglement of breathing, it is his determination.