Physician, Not A Consort

Chapter 127: Don't come at dawn

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The sky is white, and a sunrise jumps out lightly, smearing the clouds in the sky. The thin clouds are covered with colorful coats. First there is soft light, faintly, with a bit of poetry and a bit of elegance. Slowly, the soft light turned into a bright and dazzling light, and the clouds became darker. The power of the sun was about to burst out, ready to burn.

Lin Haihai rested his head on Yang Shaolun's shoulder and witnessed this spectacle. In fact, sunrise and sunset happen every day, but it's just how long has it been since he calmed down and watched it carefully? Yang Shaolun put his arm around her shoulders and asked, "Aren't you pretty?" Lin Haihai slowly withdrew his gaze, looked at the handsome man beside him, and said, "It's not that he's pretty, he should be full of vitality. When you see the sunrise, does your whole body feel like it?" She is more energetic, just like a person with an uncertain future, it is exciting to see the dawn!" Yang Shaolun looked at her bright eyes and white teeth, and her brows were full of vitality. This woman, the only woman he truly loved! It's just that dawn has come and parting is imminent. Is the smile on her face sincere

Lin Haihai bit his lower lip lightly, with a smile on his face. His green-white fingers slid across his thick eyebrows, and bit his lip gently. He whispered in his ear nearby: "Smile, and then say goodbye." !" Yang Shaolun was stunned for a moment, savoring her words carefully, but found that he couldn't laugh anymore.

Lin Haihai looked at the scenery in the cave with yearning in his tone: "If one day, we can really come here to live in seclusion, it will be the greatest happiness in my life!" Yang Shaolun was sad, her happiness was so simple, but he was powerless, And even though he is the current emperor, he cannot give his beloved woman any happiness.

"Why are you such a simple woman? If you were more greedy and domineering, maybe I would feel less guilty. Now, how do you want me to deal with myself?" Yang Shaolun looked at her sadly and asked for forgiveness for not being able to say with a smile. Goodbye, he couldn't pretend like nothing happened and grin.

Lin Haihai raised his pretty eyebrows, smiled heartlessly, and said, "I'm very greedy, so you have to reward me with a lot of money after you return to the palace. You must know that Dr. Lin of Linhai Hospital is a woman who falls in love with money!"

Yang Shaolun smiled faintly. He knew that she loved money very much, and he also knew the reason why he loved money. She cared about the people, so she could face parting with a smile just because she had more meaningful things to do, "In this capital, The common people may only know Dr. Lin from now on, but not the emperor!"

"All frustrations can be replaced by love. If you have love in your heart, why worry about being unloved?" Lin Haihai said solemnly. When she was sentenced by Bai Muyang, the people in the capital stood up for her one after another. Everything she did was rewarded. I got recognition and got the best reward.

"I will remember your words and turn my love for you into love for the people of the world!" Yang Shaolun said simply, but his tone was unquestionable.

"Brother Yang, can I sing you a song?" Lin Haihai looked at the rising sun, emitting thousands of golden lights, and dawn finally came.

"Okay, I want to hear you sing!" Yang Shaolun's eyebrows rose with joy, and Lin Haihai suddenly regretted that it would be better not to sing this song. She worked hard to create a beautiful breakup environment and couldn't break it.

"Forget it, I don't sing well, so I won't make you laugh!" Lin Haihai said with a forced smile.

"The song you sang at the Queen Mother's birthday banquet was very nice, and your singing voice was very special. I've always wanted to hear it again. Sing it for me for the last time now, okay?" He begged in a low voice, but he The word "finally" shattered all Lin Haihai's pretense. She turned around, tried hard to control her tears, raised her head, took a deep breath, and smiled hard. When she turned around again, she was already smiling. Her smile turned everything upside down in Yang Shaolun's eyes. There was too much reluctance, too much helplessness, and it just turned into a sigh.

She sat on the big stone, facing the morning sun. He leaned against her and sat down. She rested her head on his shoulder, and the golden light shone all over her. She slowly opened her mouth and sang softly: "Dawn, please." Don’t come, let the dream exist forever tonight, let the reality at this moment be accompanied by a heartfelt love... Don’t allow the red sun to teach people to separate, don’t leave in the long night, please order the dawn not to come... " The cool voice was filled with a touch of sadness, and it was like weeping and complaining. At this moment, it was so appropriate for the occasion, but it was a pity that dawn had already come, and separation was something that could not be delayed.

Lin Haihai held back tears and sang this sad song with a smile. She couldn't remember the lyrics, but she didn't know why she didn't sing a single word wrong when singing. Yang Shaolun felt heartbroken. Although he had known that everything would return to normal at dawn, there was more than a Milky Way between her and him. But when separation is right in front of you, you can't stay calm and rational at all.

Neither of them spoke anymore, so let them be silent at the moment of parting. After all, at this time, saying anything is superfluous. Oaths to eachother are not practical, and cherishing them is too formal. Saying that you can't bear to leave will only add an extra layer of sadness. Silence is the best. Good farewell.

When Bai Zi appeared, both of them were panicked. Lin Haihai looked at the sudden appearance of the white shadow, with a trace of sadness in her eyes. She looked at Yang Shaolun's trembling lips, and the sadness in her eyes was so strong that she wanted to pretend I can't even see it. The corner of her mouth moved, and she smiled, "It's been one night so soon!" A faint word, but it was like ten thousand sharp swords, piercing into the hearts of the two of them. They could clearly see each other's bleeding heart, but He had to have a smile on his face.

Bai Zi glanced at the faces of the two people expressionlessly, and finally settled on Yang Shaolun and said, "I'll send you out first. There are many guards up there searching, and I think they'll see you soon!" Yang Shaolun was speechless and miserable. Glancing at Lin Haihai in panic, Lin Haihai tried his best to put on a smile: "Go ahead, go up first!" He wanted to reassure him, but also wanted to give up.

"This one night is worth my lifetime of happiness!" After saying that, he took a deep look at Lin Haihai, turned to Bai Zi and said, "Let's go!" If he didn't leave, he might not be able to control his tears. He wanted her to remember his smile.

Bai Zi looked at the sadness in his eyes and sighed secretly. He lifted his arm and disappeared in an instant like a light swallow. Lin Haihai's smiling face turned into heartbroken tears. She squatted on the ground, covering her face and crying bitterly. Her reluctance and unwillingness could only be buried deep in her heart. But this sad cry made the birds flying over couldn't help but sigh.

When Bai Zi came back, he saw her squatting on the ground, crying. A trace of anger arose in his heart: "It's not like we're separated by life and death, what do you care about? If you love him, just stay together. Why bother to make yourself a human being and a ghost?" of!"

Lin Haihai stood up straight, with red and swollen eyes. She looked at the direction where he had just disappeared, and said quietly: "We are not together because we love each other very much!" Bai Zi looked at her inexplicably. He was about to ask what he meant, but saw her As soon as the body floated, the person was gone! Bai Zi froze in place, not being together, is it because we love each other so much? What exactly does that mean? Since we love each other so much, why not be together? What a strange human being! Bai Zi thought about it and found it boring. They were better snakes, so they got together if they liked it.

Yang Shaolun walked a few steps in the woods, and was immediately noticed by the guards. Several unkempt guards saw Yang Shaolun walking out of the woods. They were so excited that tears filled their eyes. They had not eaten or slept for a day and a night, and most of them were wet. After the rain, his physical strength was severely exhausted. Now that he saw Yang Shaolun come out safely, the persistence in his heart collapsed instantly, and they all fell to the ground. Yang Shaolun looked at these passionate men with emotion. These are his men, and they would risk their lives for him. , Haihai is right, all frustrations can be replaced by love. The love between them is really too light compared to the righteousness of the family and the welfare of the people. If we insist on forcing them to join together, then the world will be in chaos. Not to mention Sixth Brother's 100,000 troops, it is estimated that the emperor's uncle will seize this opportunity to incite people to rebel. When the war breaks out, everyone will be devastated, and the people will be in dire straits. In the end, indulgence will get what you want. Will she be happy together? She would be criticized by thousands of people, scorned by the people, and scolded in the spine. How could he be willing to let her bear these charges

Yang Shaolun was sad. Breaking up is not because he doesn't love her, but because he loves her so much that he can't bear to let you suffer any grievance. Just keep everything in your heart, as long as you don't forget that there was a man who loved you so much. His name is Yang Shaolun. He is not an emperor, not a brother, but just a man who loves you. Yang Shaolun smiled sadly and said goodbye to Lin Haihai secretly in his heart.

Lin Haihai returned to Linhai Hospital in despair. The imperial doctor who attended the consultation was overjoyed and hurriedly went up to greet him. Lin Haihai forced a smile and then went back to his room, saying he was tired. She returned to the room and sat blankly on the chair. She was the one who said she wanted to break up with a smile, she was the one who said she couldn't cry, and she was the one who said she wanted to face life positively. But her pale appearance in the mirror was because of that.

"I didn't know how to say hello when I came back, so I worried about you for nothing!" Li Junyue said dissatisfied.

Lin Haihai raised her head and saw Li Junyue's heartless expression. Tears fell down her cheeks. She bit her lip and tried not to cry. Li Junyue stepped forward to hug her heartbrokenly, patted her back and asked : "What's wrong? What happened?" Lin Haihai raised his head, raised his face and said with sobs: "Big stupid bear, I feel very sad. It feels like I have been stabbed several times in my heart, and it hurts every time I breathe!"

Li Junyue wiped away the tears on her face and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine after a while!"

Lin Haihai looked at him in disbelief, "Really?"

Li Junyue promised: "Really, I have experienced many love breakups. If you cry hard and find someone to fall in love with, you will soon forget who Yang Shaolun is!"

"But I can't forget it. When I think of him now, it's like a big stone is placed in my heart, heavy. I can't bear to let him go!" Bitter tears fell down, and the big bright eyes were only filled with sadness.

"Let's get together if you can't bear it. Why bother?" Li Junyue sighed and said, "It's painful to be separated, and it will be painful to be together. Choose a less painful way!"

A smile appeared on Lin Haihai's lips, but there were still tears in his eyes, and he said: "It's painful to be apart, and it's painful to be together, but these two feelings are completely different. It's only painful for us to be separated. If we Being together is painful for many people. For such a proud person like Lao Liu, can he accept that his most admired emperor steals his wife? Can the people of the world understand? There is no guarantee that someone will take the opportunity to cause trouble. Then The poor people are the ones suffering. If you push them into such a blind corner, how can we be happy if we are together? "

"If you insist on thinking so much, you will be the one who suffers. Love is love, and it is no longer pure if it is mixed with too many things. In fact, the matter may not be as serious as you think, unless you don't love him!" Li Junyue! Ever since I met Yang Shaolun at the Wuyou Tavern that night, I was so moved by him that I said irrational things now.

"Love is not the greatest thing. In the face of human life, love is insignificant. Li Junyue, I can't put him and the people in dire straits because of my selfishness. It's not that I don't love him, on the contrary, I love him very much. He just wants to leave!" Lin Haihai said seriously.

Li Junyue looked at him distressedly, sighed, and said, "In that case, don't complain, you have chosen the road yourself, just grit your teeth and persevere!"

Lin Haihai's nose felt sour, but his heart was fearless.