Physician, Not A Consort

Chapter 168: 168 Between persistence and giving up

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Nangong Zixuan was completely shocked. Seeing the uncontrollable sadness in her eyes, his heart felt sad, and his voice softened unconsciously: "Are you okay?"

Lin Haihai smiled bitterly, did not answer, and walked forward slowly. She felt so depressed that she actually said such words to a stranger, but this stranger had always been prejudiced against her.

Nangong Zixuan followed her, and Lin Haihai ignored him. She wanted to find a place where she could feel sad. But she couldn't find it. The world seemed to be full of people, and she couldn't find a place to be alone.

Nangong read her thoughts and said, "Follow me!" After saying that, regardless of whether she agreed or not, he grabbed her sleeves and left. She didn't resist and followed him stupidly!

After walking through the deep streets and narrow alleys, a unique manor appeared in front of her. Nangong Zixuan looked at her with a judgment in his eyes, "I am non-committal about what kind of person you are. Maybe I will have the opportunity to see your true face clearly in the future. But now, I think you need a place to vent your grievances. This courtyard is empty, and you can stay there until you want to leave!" After saying that, he opened the door and said to Lin Haihai. A gesture of please!

Lin Haihai smiled miserably and said, "Thank you, but I'm already fine, and I don't have any grievances in my heart. It's all my fault!"

Nangong looked at her strangely and hesitated for a while, "Actually, vanity in this world is really not worth cherishing, far less than a person who treats you sincerely! Why did you give up the person you love just for vanity? This is very strange. Stupid behavior!”

"Whether you are stupid or not depends on how you choose. I have been a doctor since I was a child. My grandfather told me that studying medicine is to fight against death and to save people who are tortured by diseases. When I grew up, I was admitted to medical school and went to the third grade. In one class, the professor told us that being a doctor is not only a profession, but also a mission. This sense of mission will help us know what to persist in and what to give up in our future medical careers! When the god of death snatched my life back, I knew what I should hold on to!" She said slowly, with sadness and no doubt. This is the cruelest choice. No matter which one you choose, you will definitely not get the best of both worlds!

Nangong looked at her doubtfully, not understanding what she was saying. Was this woman acting? It's just that her sadness and tears are overflowing on her face and cannot be disguised. Who is the man she is talking about? Is she really not a deceitful person? But how could a weak woman be so praised by all the people in the capital

Lin Haihai said goodbye and walked back slowly. The pain in her heart was still clear, but she was more determined about her decision. She said silently in her heart: If you are willing to wait for me, no matter where in time and space I go, I will definitely come back to find you. If you don't understand my heart and insist that you love me by mistake, I can only wish you happiness.

As soon as Chen Luoqing helped Yang Shaolun out of the gate of Linhai Hospital, a secret guard immediately came up to guard him. The carriage also arrived immediately. Yang Shaolun got on the carriage. At the moment of parting, he couldn't help but look back to see if she would chase her out. Linhai People were coming and going at the door of the hospital, but that beautiful figure was never seen. After a moment of silence, he said: "Get off!" The carriage gradually moved away, leaving Linhai Hospital behind, along with his love!

Yang Shaolun closed his eyes and allowed Chen Luoqing to treat his wound. He was not aware of the blood dripping. The gauze stained with the faint scent of medicine had been soaked with blood, and fell to his feet in embarrassment like a defeated flag.

Chen Luoqing felt extremely bitter. Why couldn't he understand the pain in Yang Shaolun's heart? But as a bystander, he also believed that what Lin Haihai did was right, and he really couldn't just walk away now!

"It's a good thing that she won't go with you!" Chen Luoqing looked at Yang Shaolun's lifeless face and couldn't help but relax his movements!

Yang Shaolun was silent. No matter what he said at this time, he could not stop the severe pain in his heart. For a long time, when Chen Luoqing sighed, thinking that he would not answer, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Chen Luoqing blankly, with a sad tone in his voice: "I thought she would choose to follow her without hesitation. When I left, I always had this confidence, thinking that if I asked her to follow me, she would really follow me to the end of the world. It turned out that it was all because of my arrogance. Maybe she never believed in me or that I could do it. Deal with things, she escapes, forcing me to escape with her, she retreats, I have no choice but to retreat with her, she said, life is not only about love, well, I believe her, I force myself not to think about her. I haven't seen her for a month, and I know that I can't lose her. Asking her to come with me is not a momentary impulse. As long as she agrees, I will immediately cut the knot with a sharp knife, suppress King Pingnan, and then give up the throne to my sixth brother. I want her to stay away from this mortal world and live our life. As long as she is willing to nod, as long as she says yes! The best choice is to hurt someone. She paved the way for everyone, but she hurt me alone! She didn't leave me any hope, even when I said I would never see her, she was there. Silence, she is forcing me to be cruel to her so that she can have an excuse to convince herself to leave me." Chen Luoqing was shocked. He didn't know where their relationship was going, but judging from the emperor's sadness at this time, he believed that it would have happened long ago. They had made an oath to each other, otherwise he wouldn't be so sad today.

He spoke with difficulty: "She also has difficulties in her heart..."

"The reason?" Yang Shaolun sneered, staring at Chen Luoqing with his sharp eyes with pain, "The reason is not to hurt our brotherhood, because I am afraid that Sixth Brother's army of 100,000 will be detrimental to me, and that the people in this world will suffer from the war. , why is she so self-righteous? Why does she always think that she can solve everything? I admit that when my second brother came to me, I was shaken for a moment and thought about giving up on her. It was only when I mustered up the courage to pursue our relationship. When I was happy, she gave me a heavy blow. The sixth brother would not deal with me, and the brothers would not really fall out with me. They just didn't want me to be laughed at, and they didn't want me to become the laughing stock of the world." He was excited. As he spoke, there was a certain kind of fire in his eyes, but the despair on his face gradually grew.

Chen Luoqing remained silent and had reservations about his statement. Maybe the other princes would not really blame him, but there was no guarantee that the Sixth Prince would not take drastic actions. The throne was attractive to a certain extent, but his wife and If someone runs away, this is something he cannot let go of no matter what. What's more, if he becomes emperor in the future, will he really not pursue this shameful and humiliating matter? He frowned. The emperor has always valued brotherhood. Now, he would risk the world's disapproval to leave with her. This proved that he was desperate and wanted to have a tough battle with King Ping Nan. Even if Lin Haihai didn't go with him, I'm afraid This battle is inevitable!