"Since you are so persistent, I will follow you!" His words "You have never loved deeply" made her heart bleed like a river. How could she give up ten years of youth for him if she had never loved deeply? If you have never loved deeply, why do you need to calculate everything
"Qiujing, you don't have to follow me. You should have your own life. I've been dragging you down for too long!" Wenxuan stared at her with deep guilt in his eyes!
Not loving you is a kind of guilt in the first place! Qiu Jing understood the meaning in his eyes, but she had no choice, just like she had no choice that day but to push her sister on the road to marriage!
She looked pale. After ten years, she still couldn't replace her sister. So, what else could she say? It’s just that my sister is now the queen. Even if they have never forgotten their love, how can they break through the obstacles and get back together again? She still has a chance, doesn't she? As long as there is a glimmer of opportunity, she will not give up. What has kept her persisting all these years is this glimmer of hope!
Lin Haihai turned around sadly and couldn't bear to witness the pain in Wen Xuan's eyes. Others may not understand him, but she understood that when you are separated from someone for a long time, your heart is filled with longing and you wish you could exchange the only thing around you for that one meeting. Even if this side is filled with angry stares or speechless faces, I am still willing to do so!
"Pack your things, we will hit the road tomorrow!" Lin Haihai said lightly. Regarding Wenxuan, she was not worried about him not going. He would not let go of any opportunity to meet Qiuyang. As for the misunderstanding between them , she didn’t want to say it, leaving it to the three of them to sort it out one by one!
Qiu Jing looked at Lin Haihai's back with resentment in her eyes. She naturally knew who this woman was. Over the years, her spies had been lurking in the capital. She knew every person who appeared around her sister. The only miscalculation was that she actually came to the door, but the news of the spies had not yet arrived. How did she know that Lin Haihai and the others were much faster than the spies!
Wangchen and Zheng Feng were waiting at the door. Seeing Lin Haihai come out with a sad face, they did not dare to ask in detail. Wangchen asked worriedly: "Is the pain coming back again?" In the past few days, they have been frightened. Lin Haihai experiences pain that is worse than death every day. Zheng Feng looks like his heart is twisting in a knife, but he is unable to do anything. He hates this helpless feeling!
"No, it's not the time yet!" Lin Haihai's face changed slightly. Thinking of the excruciating pain, she was already feeling frightened. She was only three months pregnant now, and there were still six or seven months left. Can she survive it
A few people walked silently to the inn. The bleak wind in autumn passed through everyone's fingers, taking away the meager temperature and moisture. The wind passed over the long street, blowing the bamboo at the end of the east street, and the mournful cry in the silence, It fills everyone's heart with a kind of panic, as if there is something terrifying and heartbreaking waiting for them on the unknown road ahead!
The wind suddenly stopped, and the fallen leaves floating in the air seemed to have lost their traces for a while. Lin Haihai looked at the visitor quietly, feeling bitter and sad in her heart, "I have been looking for you for a long time!" She said quietly, "Zheng Feng, take Wangchen and Suqiu back!"
Zheng Feng looked at the woman in front of him and was about to speak when Lin Haihai growled: "Let's go!" Zheng Feng's face darkened and he said to Wangchen and Su Qiu: "Let's go back to the inn first!"
"What do you want from me?" The woman's face was indifferent, her white clothes were slightly turbulent, and there was no wind at this time!
"I want to ask you, is there a medicine that can make people forget the people they love?" Lin Haihai asked. There is desperate determination in his eyes!
"Yes, are you sure you want it?" A hint of coldness appeared on the woman's lips, and the emotion in her eyes gradually became colder!
"Sure!" Lin Haihai replied weakly, she was sure she wanted it, she definitely wanted it!
"It's best not to use it until the last step, because once he takes it, he will never remember you or everything you have had. Use this medicine with caution!" The woman took it from her arms. He took out a red pill that looked like a vitamin, raised his hand, and the pill flew out. Lin Haihai then said silently: "Thank you!"
The woman turned around, and not far behind her, there was a man waiting for her. His warm smile was like the warm autumn sun, driving away all the gloom and gloom!
Lin Haihai watched the two people's backs drifting away bitterly. The scarecrow's hand was always on the passerby's shoulder and never let go!
And she once had such a dream, but now it is a dream!
Zheng Feng went out alone and went to a liquor store in the town to get drunk. Lin Haihai didn't see him when he returned to the inn, so he asked Wang Chen to go out to look for him. Wang Chen hesitated to speak, but finally went out silently!
Lin Haihai put away the pills. Su Qiu had already gone home and would meet again tomorrow. She was sitting alone in the inn room. The autumn sun shone faintly through the open window, reflecting her jade-like appearance. Zheng Feng suddenly pushed open the door and barged in, smelling of alcohol. Lin Haihai frowned and looked at him, feeling a little angry. Just because of her harsh words, he went to drink and get drunk. What kind of behavior was that
Just as Lin Haihai was about to speak, Wangchen rushed in. She pulled Zheng Feng, her face full of sadness, "You said there is no room for change between us. Do you really want to do this?"
Zheng Feng was shocked. Looking at Wangchen's sad face, he felt a trace of pain in his heart. When Lin Haihai saw this, he asked, "What happened?"
Zheng Feng looked at Lin Haihai complicatedly. He knew that something had happened to her recently. She didn't say why she had pain every day, nor did she tell the problem and let everyone help solve it. She took everything into her own hands, and she, with Did they come out just to show the emperor and give him peace of mind? He was angry, very angry, angry at her distrust, angry at her arbitrary actions, angry at her self-righteousness. Couldn't she see that the more she didn't say anything, the more worried the people around her would be
"What's going on?" Lin Haihai slowed down his voice, and there was a hint of worry in his eyebrows!
A thought of revenge flashed through Zheng Feng's mind. He looked at Lin Haihai coldly and said, "It's okay, it's none of your business!" After saying that, he turned around and went out. Wangchen looked at Lin Haihai and knew that Zheng Feng was kind. He tried hard to let Lin Haihai know how hurtful his actions were. However, seeing Lin Haihai's stunned expression, she felt a trace of unbearability in her heart. She didn't want to say it, naturally because the problem she had to face was that they all There is nothing she can do to help. Facing so many things alone, one must be extremely exhausted physically and mentally, yet she still keeps running for the people around her. Has she ever truly lived for herself
Lin Haihai sat helplessly on the chair. She understood Zheng Feng's abnormality, and was moved and sad at the same time, because in the future she would not only leave Yang Shaolun alone, but all of them, their care and care. , she has become accustomed to it. Once she loses it, how can she adapt to living alone
Wangchen sighed and wanted to go find Zheng Feng, but Lin Haihai stopped her, "Wangchen, let me talk to him!" Wangchen lowered his head, said nothing, and only nodded slightly.
Zheng Feng ran to the river in a fit of anger, picked up the stones on the river bank and threw them into the river. In the crystal clear river, fish scattered in all directions. Lin Haihai came to him quietly and asked softly: "Zheng Feng, I'm sorry! "
Zheng Feng turned to look at her. She had tears in her eyelashes. She bit her lips and looked at him faintly. Zheng Feng felt a pain in his heart. Her pain in the past few days had pushed him to the edge of collapse. He looked at her all over the floor. Writhing, he felt unbearable pain in his heart, wishing he could take her place in pain. Every time he asked her, she always remained silent, accumulating everything in her heart without saying a word. But you know, the feeling of being a bystander is... How uncomfortable and painful
"What happened?" Zheng Feng looked at her, with a hint of prayer in his words, hoping that she could tell him. It was better to know the cruelty of the truth than to blindly guess!
Lin Haihai smiled bitterly and said to Zheng Feng: "Actually, I didn't mean to hide it. I just thought that speaking out would only increase my worries. This matter has been bothering me for a long time, and I don't want you to worry about me!"
"If you don't tell us, we will be even more worried if you make random guesses!" Zheng Feng looked at her and said!
Lin Haihai sat on the grass, hugging her knees and looking at the grass under her feet. This is the tenacious vitality. Now she is half-yellow and is about to grow old. However, next spring, it will surely glow with new vitality. She felt a little sour in her heart. , told Zheng Feng everything that happened during this period, including his own origins, without hiding anything!
Zheng Feng was stunned. Wang Chen threw the fruit in his hand on the ground behind him. Lin Haihai and Zheng Feng turned to look. Wang Chen's face was filled with tears. He looked at Lin Haihai complicatedly, turned around and ran away.
Lin Haihai hurriedly caught up and grabbed Wangchen's sleeve. Wangchen wiped away his tears and said, "No matter what, there is always a way. I won't let you go!" In his words, there was a complaint like a child reluctant to leave his parents. !
"Fool, I'm leaving, and you still have Zheng Feng," Lin Haihai's voice trembled, and she was about to cry. She looked at Zheng Feng, "Wangchen is my disciple, you have to take good care of her in the future, don't let her I worry!"
"I will!" Zheng Feng's face turned pale, but he still responded to her affirmatively!
Lin Haihai smiled reassuringly. She would take care of every concern in this time and space!
Wangchen looked at Zheng Feng, then at Lin Haihai, and his heart suddenly felt sad. Even if there was Zheng Feng, he could not replace Lin Haihai. She has a special meaning to her!
On the second day, Wenxuan packed some clothes at will and followed Lin Haihai and others on the road. Qiujing naturally followed, but Lin Haihai didn't say anything. These were the grudges between the queen and her, and she had no right to interfere!
Along the way, Lin Haihai was silent and barely spoke. She often held the bright red pill in her hand. It was all her happiness. Now, she had to let it go with her own hands. Her body would hurt for an hour every day, but her heart was always in pain. It hurts sharply and hurts my heart!
Since he brought two more people with him, he had to travel by carriage all the way. Zheng Feng often looked at Lin Haihai melancholy. He had a lot to say in his heart, but he knew that he could not say a word!