Being ruthless is not as painful as being passionate!
The queen leaned on the door, waiting patiently, and all the past events passed through her mind like a revolving lantern, laughter, sweetness, passion, misery, grief, separation, life and death, the man with the affectionate eyebrows, the man with the indifferent smile, that A man as warm as the sun, Wenxuan, are you really still alive
Yang Shaolun signaled the palace maid not to disturb the queen, and he approached quietly. Since Lin Haihai entered the palace, he would come here to find her every day. As soon as he came to court, he would habitually walk to Anning Palace. Although he knew Lin Haihai was not here, he could not stop him. Heart's desire!
Now that he saw the queen's desolate look, he felt a sense of reluctance in his heart. For the past ten years, she had been managing the harem for him cautiously. The previous arrogance and domineering behavior of Concubine Li had caused her to suffer a lot of grievances and bitterness. , he never asked about it. His mother's daily life, diet, and minor disasters all these years were all taken care of by her, and she never relied on others. Regarding the relationship in her heart, he has always been very envious. There is a person who can make you love until it hurts. It is a very happy thing to open your heart, he understands and respects it!
"You don't have to worry, Xiaohai will be back soon!" Yang Shaolun comforted him in a low voice, his handsome face full of sympathy.
The queen was suddenly startled, turned around quickly, lowered her body slightly, bowed and said: "See you, Your Majesty!" The queen was grateful in her heart. The emperor, the king of a country, could tolerate his queen always having another man in her heart. In order to preserve her reputation, she treated Tingchu as her own son. For ten years, in order to consolidate her position, she would go to her Ning Ning Palace two or three times a month, but did nothing. She was so tolerant that she had already made a knot of grass and a ring in her mouth in return!
"I am also very anxious. I haven't seen her for many days!" Yang Shaolun sat on the chair, thinking of the smiling woman, a smile couldn't help but bloom on his lips!
"The emperor loves Xiao Hai very much!" The queen, who knew the inside story, gave Yang Shaolun a bitter look, unwilling to imagine how sad the emperor would be when Lin Haihai left in the future.
"I love her very much. I believe this love is the same as your love for Wenxuan. It will not change even if we are separated for ten years or a hundred years!" Yang Shaolun did not shy away from it. His love has always been upright!
The queen almost cried out in pain. What if it was a thousand years? She didn't say it after all. She still remembered the unforgettable pain and didn't want anyone to try it again, especially the emperor and Lin Haihai. They were good people and shouldn't have to endure this kind of pain!
"I sincerely hope that the emperor and Xiao Hai can stay together forever!" the queen said sadly, with a smile on her face. It turns out that when you want to cry, you can really laugh out easily!
"Yes, I will love her forever!" Yang Shaolun accepted her blessing with a warm smile. Having her in this life is enough for Yu Yuan!
Xiao Yuan hurried over to report, "Your Majesty, Doctor Lin and his men have already arrived in the capital. Should we go out to greet them now?"
"No need, you pick a team of experts and accompany me incognito to greet me. Don't make any publicity!" Yang Shaolun said cautiously. King Pingnan has been lurking recently and has not taken any action. He can't cause trouble at this time. Since the enemy can't move, , he did not move, but the envoys sent to the Rong Kingdom have not yet received any good news, which makes people anxious!
"I want to go too!" The queen stood up with longing in her eyes!
Yang Shaolun thought for a while and then said: "Then Queen, please change into ordinary people's clothes, I will take you there!" He just understood her psychology at this time, and the feeling of longing can drive people crazy!
The queen turned around, tears streaming down her face, Wen Xuan, you are finally here!
As soon as Yang Shaolun left the palace gate, Lin Haihai and others came towards him in a carriage. Yang Shaolun jumped out of the car and stared at the dusty Lin Haihai. The longing in his heart poured out. He stepped forward and hugged her tightly. Lin Haihai's heart was filled with emotion. The excitement, the separation of just ten days is enough to break the heart and soul. What if we really can't see each other in this life, what will it be like
The Queen Yingfeng looked at the man who was as gentle as in her memory. She saw dullness and coldness in his eyes, but there was no trace of ecstasy. Her heart instantly fell to the bottom of the cold valley, and there was no warmth at all for ten years. , she is the one who has not changed, but he, I am afraid, has already changed.
Qiu Jing got off the carriage, came to the queen's side, and called out: "Sister!" Su Qiu also got off the carriage and saw Qiu Jing standing in front of the queen. She saluted and said, "Madam, you are with us. Go back home or find another place to live?”
The sound of "Madam Mother" sent the Queen into hell. She felt cold all over. The ten years of waiting and waiting were like a joke, a ridiculous tragedy!
She turned around silently, all her physical and mental strength was exhausted, and the road in front of her seemed to be floating. She gritted her teeth in her heart and said: Be strong, you still have Tingchu, you can't fall yet, you have been used to living without him these years, it's nothing Big deal!
"Qiuyang!" Lin Haihai stopped the queen, looked at the crowd of people here, and said, "Let's talk about it back to the palace!"
Wenxuan looked at the queen's eyes, which turned from surprise to despair, and his heart was as sharp as a knife. Could it be that Qiu Jing really deceived him? Qiuyang has never received any of her letters? He looked at Qiu Jing and saw that Qiu Jing was looking at her calmly, as if she didn't feel guilty at all. He frowned, who was lying
The night was as cool as water. The queen looked at the man walking towards her from the dimly lit area, and she was haunted by the man. She could not remember how many times she had had such a dream in the past ten years. She only remembered that every time she woke up, her heart was in unbearable pain. She could not accept the reality of separation between life and death, but she had to accept it!
After all, he couldn't hold back the longing in his heart and wanted to ask about what happened back then. In these years, although he hated her, he never let go of her. All he thought about was her smile and frown. When he dreamed back at midnight, he was still the same as before. That young woman!
"How have you been these past years?" he asked. Darkness could cover everything, and naturally it could also cover the tears in his eyes.
"Very good!" Two calm words came out of her mouth, but no matter who she was, she could see that her heart was trembling!
"Qiuyang, did you ever receive my letters back then?" He said that in the face of love, self-esteem is worthless, so he chose to ask directly, even if the answer made him fall into hell again, he didn't care. Got it!
The Queen was stunned and looked at him steadily, "What letter?"
Wenxuan smiled bitterly. If her reaction was fake, then she would be too funny. But he knew that Qiuyang had always been a woman who did not lie, so he would be so heartbroken when he received her letter of righteousness that day. Because he knows that once she doesn't love him anymore, she will say it directly without beating around the bush!
"Then have you ever written a book of righteousness to me?" Wenxuan stared at her and asked, feeling a burst of ecstasy and rage in his heart!
"No!" The queen looked at him coldly. She didn't understand a word he said. The only thing she knew was that what he said must have happened. She was just not sure whether he still had feelings for her. She can only try to keep her heart from being hurt!
Wenxuan hurriedly took out a letter from his arms. The handwriting on it was mottled, but he could still read it carefully. The queen took it and looked at it carefully. She saw that the words were sincere, but every sentence hurt Wenxuan. It seemed that it was a last resort, but there was always something between the lines. It's a bit ruthless. No wonder he treats me like this. Even if I read it, I can't stand the cruelty in the letter!
She tore up the letter. Qiu Jing had tried her best to imitate herself since she was a child. Her clothes, actions, and handwriting all followed her example. Unexpectedly, in the end, for a man, she pushed her beloved sister into a place of eternal destruction!
Lin Haihai and Yang Shaolun watched silently from a distance. Lin Haihai deliberately did not explain it to the queen, so that they could express all their bitterness over the years. This was the most direct way to relieve their heartache!
"If one day I leave you for ten years, will you still love me when I come back?" Lin Haihai asked foolishly.
"How could I let you leave me for ten years? Leaving you for ten days has already made me extremely anxious. Ten years, I can't bear it!" Yang Shaolun shook his head and said softly!
If you can't bear it, so what? Lin Haihai reached out and touched the pills in his arms. Only by forgetting can he avoid the pain of separation!
Qiu Jing rushed over, with a gloomy face, staring at the queen and saying, "Sister, you personally handed this letter to me. Have you forgotten it?"
The queen looked at her sister coldly. This was her biological sister. Although she was not a sibling, she still had the same blood. Why be so impatient
"I said I haven't written it, so of course I haven't!" the queen said calmly, her eyes clear!
"It was written by you, Brother Xuan. Believe me, it was really written by her. Her intention is to prevent you from entangled with her and hinder her prosperity. Now that the emperor has Lin Haihai by his side, she is neglected. Naturally I think of you, Brother Xuan, don’t be fooled!”
Wenxuan looked at Qiu Jing coldly. She had been able to face many things calmly over the years. Why did she look so frantic now? Was it because she had a guilty conscience
"I don't need to lie. Now you are both husband and wife. It doesn't matter whether I wrote it before or not. You can leave!" The Queen issued an expulsion order calmly!
Wen Xuan looked at the Queen with sorrow in her eyes, and felt a pain in his heart. She still loved him, but he didn't believe her. He never believed her. He walked forward slowly, stared at the Queen and said softly: "Qiu Jing and I are not husband and wife! The students saw her helping me in the academy, so they called her that. I stopped them several times, but the students were used to it and many of them couldn't change it!" The Queen was a little shocked and looked at Qiu Jing. Qiu Jing's face was pale and murmured: "You didn't deny it all these years. Didn't you have feelings for me?" She raised her head and looked at Wen Xuan, tears flashing in her eyes. Ten years of infatuation and waiting, but in return, she got such a result? Could she be willing
Wenxuan looked at her with pity and guilt in his eyes, but without any affection. His heart had already been lost to another woman more than ten years ago!
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Nowadays, I dare not read the comments. Many readers have great opinions on my updates. In fact, when I opened a new book some time ago, it happened to be a downturn in the company. I was very free and planned to finish it in a month or two, but the plan was never I can't keep up with the changes. I've been completely busy this month. I can only promise to keep updating the doctor. I'll talk about the rest next month! I am here to say sorry, I am very sorry to the readers who have always supported me!