Physician, Not A Consort

Chapter 93: Meeting in the Royal Garden 2

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He looked at her back blankly, her hair was blown up by the night wind, and her skirt was flying. He went up gently, hugged her tightly from behind, rested his chin on her ear, and held his breath, as if he could hold back the heartache. Lin Haihai closed her eyes, and tears slipped quietly from the corners of her eyes. Her love died in the soil before it had time to sprout.

"Don't leave, I will take care of it!" His assurance seemed particularly weak at this time. Lin Haihai turned around and threw herself into his arms, wanting to remember the warmth in his arms for the last time.

"Don't go, it's okay even if I see you from a distance. I promise, I really won't do anything to you, I promise!" He hugged her tightly, his body trembling slightly.

Lin Haihai didn't speak. She felt very comfortable in his arms. She didn't want to talk or move.

"Haihai, promise me not to leave. I don't have to see you. As long as I know you are here, as long as I know you are fine, I don't have to see you! As long as you don't leave!" The voice has turned into a low pleading. This emperor has already Give up your dignity.

Lin Haihai remained motionless in his arms, wrapping her hands tightly around his neck and hugging the man in front of her with all her strength. He lowered his head to search for her cherry lips. The overbearing power made her feel raw. She did not avoid it and entangled with him awkwardly. The sadness she had never felt in her heart made her at a loss. She just kept wanting to be with him. Go on until my heart no longer hurts.

Yang Shaolun could see from her enthusiasm that she was determined to leave, and the panic in his heart turned into frenzy. He didn't want to lose her, don't lose her, couldn't lose her! He wants to have her, want to spend time with her, and want to stay with her forever. He is the emperor and the world belongs to him, why can't he have her? Even if the emperor's brother and that person rebel against him, so what? He doesn’t care about this throne, so just give it to him!

"I won't let you go, I won't, I won't let you leave me!" Yang Shaolun left her lips and said in an extremely firm tone, with desperate fanaticism and domineering in his eyes.

"What do you want to do?" Lin Haihai had a bad omen in his heart!

"Don't ask, just trust me. It won't always be like this between us!" There was joy jumping in his eyes, which was a sign of danger. Lin Haihai suddenly felt frightened. He wouldn't openly compete with his younger brother for his wife, would he? He should be a rational person, especially at this time of internal and external troubles. He wouldn't conflict with his brother over a woman, right? Doesn't that directly give the enemy a chance

She shouldn't have come tonight. He had always been calm and restrained. He was even very angry when he saw her. Why did she insist on breaking the window paper? she thought ruefully.

"Don't change anything. I don't want to change. Let's end the fate between us!" She returned to her calm tone. If the quarrel continues, things will get messier.

"No, I wasn't sure about your heart before. I could convince myself not to miss you, but now I know that you, like me, miss everyone day and night. I will never give up no matter what!" He has lost it. Reason and long-suppressed emotions finally came out, and his narrow eyes were full of obsessed affection. He is the king of a country and has his responsibilities and commitments, but he also longs for the love of ordinary people and just wants to hold the woman in front of him properly. Everything else is no longer important. Lin Haihai was very moved, so moved that she wanted to cry. This man loved her more than she imagined. It was a pity that their timing was wrong. He was already a husband and a father. She couldn't bear any woman to be around him, but there was someone beside him. There are a lot of women of the highest quality, beautiful, generous, well-educated, and he will have more women in the future, and how should she position herself? Since it will be painful at the time, it is better to end everything before it starts. That way, you can still have a good memory and feeling of this relationship.

"I admit that I have feelings for you, but that's just a feeling, you know? For example, I have a kitten and I have always loved it. Occasionally one day I meet a puppy, The puppy is very cute, and I like it too, but that doesn’t mean I want the puppy to replace the kitten. I like the puppy, it’s just that I want to play with it or look at it when I have free time! " She said cruelly that this statement would make him miserable, but at least it would keep him awake. It’s just that they will really be strangers from now on!

"You mean... I'm that puppy? The puppy you want to tease when you're happy?" He looked at her, anger growing in his eyes, and the pain in his voice was so obvious that she couldn't bear to witness the change. She turned around and said nothing, but her silence was equivalent to acquiescing to his words, "In other words, you have never loved me? It was all because you wanted to tease me on a whim, right?" She still didn't speak, She stubbornly turned her back to him.

"It seems that I have misunderstood and offended the princess. I guess the princess was just teasing me when she said she would leave and never come back, right? That's right, since the princess loves me so much, how could she bear to leave so far away?" The alienated words sounded coldly, and Yang Shaolun smiled instead of getting angry, "Then I wish you a long and happy life together!"

Lin Haihai tried his best to open his eyes wide and control the tears in his eyes. The sorrow in her heart left her speechless. Some things could be fine without being made explicit. Once the veil was lifted, what she could see might be the heartbreaking truth.

"It's a fact that I love him, and it's a fact that I want to leave. Maybe I left because I love him very much and don't want to hurt him or be hurt by him. After I leave, he will quickly forget me and start his new life again. Come. Goodbye tomorrow, we are still good friends!" She said calmly, her clear voice like a stream flowing in the dark night, "I came tonight because I don't want to leave any regrets in my heart. I do feel for you. It was a throbbing feeling, so I came and wanted to know what this feeling meant. It turned out that it was just my temporary confusion and impulse. At this moment, what I was thinking about was my husband. I want to get back to him as soon as possible, I want to see him as soon as possible, after all, I don’t have much time with him!" She turned around, the fog in her eyes dissipated, and there was a deep pool of reflection in her eyes. He was devastated.

He looked at her, even though his heart no longer existed, his face still maintained the usual coldness, but too much pain and disbelief behind him made his voice tremble slightly: "In that case, please come back, Princess." , it’s time for me to rest! Come and show me the Plum Garden! "The Plum Garden is Concubine Lin’s palace! After saying that, he turned around and left without looking at Lin Haihai again.