Pianpian Does not Grow Up

Chapter 45: It's hard to calm down

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Shen Du knew.

No matter how unbelievable it was, he couldn't help but not believe it when the facts were in front of him.

Shen Du's doubts started when Ji Pianpian stopped him.

She forced her to carry out her joke about liking men in order to hide more important things.

There was something that Ji Pianpian wanted to hide at all costs.

It just happened to be you.

If Ji Pianpian had not stopped the conversation at that time and allowed Shen Du and Ji Heyu to continue chatting, the ID "It's you" would have definitely blurted out.

Shen Du likes you.

It just so happens that you like Yugami.

In this case, let's talk, what will be the consequences, everyone will die.

Having guessed this, Shen Du then began to help Ji Pianpian lie, and at the same time tested her with words.

I haven't found it yet when I wasn't doubting it.

Once you have doubts, there are too many tricks.

How could the little girl hide it

It was also he who was carried away by 'like'.

Didn't think much about it at all.

What made Shen Du even more certain was after leaving the Zhu family.

Ji Heyu offered to take him back to N University, but under normal circumstances Shen Du would politely decline.

It was a short walk, and it would be closer if he took the shortcut, so why bother taking a ride to the main entrance, but now...

Shen Du sat in the passenger seat, his expression was calm and polite, contrary to his previous sharpness.

Ji Heyu had also put aside his prejudice against him long ago. Although he was destined not to be brothers because of the game, he would not confront him tit for tat again.

"How are you preparing for your graduation defense?"

"about there."

"Further studies?"

"Preparation."

"Stay in city n?"

"Um."

"Did you get an offer from Tianqi?"

"Still considering."

The two of them didn't have an awkward conversation, they talked pretty much the same thing.

Shen Du calmly said something harmless and casual: "You haven't been on the phone much lately?"

Ji Heyu: "Busy at work."

Shen Du: "The last camp battle..."

Ji Heyu: "The little liar's number."

Little liar…

Shen Du Weiwei: He is indeed a little liar.

Shen Du: "She played well."

Ji Heyu: "I heard that I will kill you once."

Shen Du: "Yeah."

Ji Heyu curled his lips, seeming to be disgusted but actually showing off: "She is so smart that she doesn't need to study. A serious person can't learn it, but an unserious person can be revealed at a glance."

Shen Du's eyelashes narrowed slightly: "Has she never played Tianqi before?"

Ji Heyu: "Have you played before? Are you from the Ice Domain? You're only at level 20?"

Ji Heyu thought for a moment and then said: "The ID is you, if you meet..."

Shen Du: "..."

Ji Heyu is worthy of being a big devil: "Kill when you encounter trouble. It's best to kill her until she retreats."

Day by day, instead of studying hard, I just think about playing games.

Shen Du paused.

Ji Heyu: "What's wrong?"

Shen Du smiled and said calmly: "Thank you, senior, I'm here."

Ji Heyu didn't think too much and said goodbye to him: "Oh, goodbye."

Shen Du: "... Well, goodbye."

-

For the first time, Ji Pianpian found that her ID was so annoying.

It just happened to be you.

Why couldn't it just be her

A wave of grievance welled up in Ji Pianpian's heart, the tip of Ji Pianpian's nose felt sore, and tears were about to come out.

Why come twice.

Why is it getting harder every time

right…

She was the one to blame, she shouldn't have lied to others, she deserved the retribution.

She should have told him earlier, she shouldn't be so greedy.

But…

She couldn't bear it.

Ji Pianpian lay on her back, raised her phone high, bit her lower lip and edited the text message: Yes, it's me.

Just three words, it took all her strength.

Indescribable exhaustion surged into her heart, and the experience of more than a month circulated in her mind like a slow-motion movie.

Games, reality.

Save me, save me.

Joy, fun, appreciation, liking...

Everything came to an abrupt end on this deserted New Year's Eve.

The sourness could no longer be suppressed, and the tears that were being held back fell from her cheeks.

Ji Pianpian covered herself in the quilt and cried silently.

It wasn't because of her sinking attitude, nor was it because of the news that she was destined to die.

She just...

Just a little homesick.

Shen Du sat in the dormitory with no lights on, stared at the messages on his phone, and sighed.

He usually doesn't smoke, even if he is busy with schoolwork, life, and work

No matter how cruel I was, I never thought of touching that thing.

But now.

He actually regretted the lack of a cigarette between his fingers.

Ji Pianpian.

Seventeen.

The child he had rejected.

Hold!

Shen Du threw down his cell phone and leaned back on the engineering chair, his cold white arms resting on his eyes.

From time to time there were sounds of firecrackers outside the window, and messages of blessing rang from time to time on the mobile phone. Only the moonlight flowed quietly from the horizon, filling half the window sill like silver.

Quiet campus, quiet dormitory building, quiet room 333.

Only the tumbling emotions are difficult to calm down.

Is there anything else Shen Du doesn’t understand

Like neatly arranged dominoes, or like a fine woven fabric with a thread exposed, all it takes is a slight push and a slight tug, and only a violent collapse and separation will follow.

Ji Pianpian.

The girl's sweet and lovely appearance appeared in his mind, Shen Du cursed himself, and then he felt helpless.

She is Ji Pianpian.

Ji Pianpian is her.

That leaves him with what to do.

Shen Du has experienced many ups and downs since he was a child.

She stayed away from her parents when she was young, and took care of her seriously ill grandfather at the age of six. After going to school, she relied on scholarships to support her life. Later...

He has encountered many things in his life, but none of them made him feel helpless.

Life, money, hardship.

You can always get through it.

Only now, he has provoked someone he shouldn't have provoked, and he doesn't know what to do.

Can't think about it, can't blame it.

Can't bear to be hurt, can't bear to leave.

Zhu Muning's voice suddenly appeared in his ears: "Pianpian wants to take the F University exam?"

Shen Du stood up suddenly, and the engineering chair hit the desk because of his too much movement, making a clanging sound in the quiet dormitory.

Ji Pianpian is going to be admitted to F University.

She only applied for the exam in the past few days.

The exam date is…

Shen Du frowned and replayed their conversation tonight in his mind without missing a word.

Originally, he wasn't interested. He had always avoided suspicion towards Ji Pianpian. He would not listen if he could, and he would not participate if he could not.

Now…

Why should she apply for F University

Is it because of him...

Shen Du took a breath to get rid of the disappointment that filled his chest.

He likes small

A mage

like.

Does he like Ji Pianpian

Can't like it.

but…

He couldn't leave her alone.

No matter what the cause was, no matter what the reason was, he had offended her after all and gave her a huge impact at such a critical time that could shake her life.

Shen Du pressed his temples to get rid of all negative emotions and calm down.

He is an adult.

Rational adults should be responsible for what they have done.

For some reason, even though he was not in front of him, Shen Du seemed to see the little girl whose eyes were red from crying.

Oh shit.

He who called Li Xingqiao a beast is the real beast.

Shen Du picked up his phone and found the little girl among a bunch of blessing messages.

Shen Du: It’s you.

Ji Pianpian: Yes, it's me.

Cry.

He was originally a crybaby child.

Shen Du hesitated for a while, considered his words, and finally sent three words.

-

Ji Pianpian cried silently.

After all, she was in someone else's house, and she was afraid of disturbing others and causing unnecessary trouble to them.

The more suppressed the crying, the sadder it becomes and makes me feel disgusted.

Disgust one's own incompetence, despise one's own weakness, and despise one's greed.

The phone beeped.

Ji Pianpian poked her head out from under the quilt nervously, her eyes wide open, and her thin white fingers looked like tender bamboo shoots under the light, trembling so much that they seemed to break at the first snap.

Is it a blessing message from someone else, or a message from Shen Du

Ji Pianpian wanted to look, but didn't dare to look. She seemed to be on the gallows, waiting for the last moment to come.

Always have to face it.

Escape is not her habit.

Ji Pianpian closed her eyes, took another deep breath, and then clicked on her phone.

It's a short message.

Sender: Shen Du.

Ji Pianpian unconsciously bit her lower lip until her pale lips turned white, leaving deep tooth marks.

The content of the text message was different from anything she had imagined.

The moment she saw those three words, she was stunned. Indescribable emotions were lingering around her, and they were so tangled together that she couldn't capture or distinguish them.

There was only one thing Ji Pianpian was certain about.

she can breathe

, like a fish jumping back into the water, everything around me relaxed.

"jingle."

Ji Pianpian was startled when her cell phone rang.

After seeing the caller clearly, she hesitated for a while before answering: "Hello..."

A familiar low voice came from the other end of the phone, and Shen Du repeated the content of the text message: "Little liar."

The author has something to say: Mo Mo Mo Mo~~~

It’s about to enter the next stage!

Well, Du Shen will not bully little friends. The core of this article is - growing up.

I love you all by sending three hundred red envelopes.