Ji Pianpian cried while watching, not wanting tears to dazzle her eyes, but unable to control them.
Shen Du talked about trivial everyday things, without any provocative words or touching words. It was just so plain and bland that it made people feel hot in their chests and made them cry.
Between the lines is missing.
Plain words are truth.
He was truly thousands of miles away from her, living a good life with his thoughts on her.
The bitterness and bitterness of a foreign land turned into sweet rain at this moment, soothing Ji Pianpian.
Ji Pianpian read back and forth many times. She couldn't help but read hundreds of messages for a week. She felt as if his voice was in her ears, as if he was speaking softly across time and space. She listens.
My heart is full of sweetness and bitterness, and my longing pours out.
Ji Pianpian was just about to type when she saw a new message: School isn't out yet
Ji Pianpian's mouth curled up and she replied to him with tears in her eyes: "I'm back."
Shen Du replied quickly: Is it convenient to answer the phone
Ji Pianpian's fingertips trembled slightly, biting her lower lip: Hmm...
As soon as she sent out a single syllable, Shen Du sent another one: Or a video
Ji Pianpian:!
Compared to a phone that can only listen to sounds, video is certainly better.
She wanted to see him, so much.
but…
She rushed to the dressing mirror and saw herself in the mirror.
The eye sockets were red, and the ends of the eyes were still wet. These damn eyes swelled when I cried, and they looked particularly aggrieved when they became swollen.
She is not so aggrieved!
It’s my fault that my eyes are so disappointing!
Shen Du:
Ji Pianpian was still hesitating, but he had already sent a video request.
To answer or not to answer
Her hands were faster than her brain, Ji Pianpian had already clicked Accept, and then she held her breath.
There was a slight network delay. After about three or four seconds, the picture was clear and Shen Du appeared in front of her.
When he was in the dormitory, he could see the desk piled with professional books in the back, and the thin moonlight filtering through the south-facing window.
Shen Du didn't turn on the light, and the cold light fell on him. His black hair and white skin looked particularly dazzling in the shadows. His dark eyes were raised under his slightly drooped eyelashes, and the corners of his mouth were gently raised with a warm smile.
He was looking at her without blinking.
She is also there
Look at him without blinking.
The frozen time was broken by a short chuckle: "Why are you crying?"
Ji Pianpian's face heated up and she stopped looking at him: "You say so many annoying things, can you stop crying?"
Shen Du was slightly startled: "Then I won't post it again."
Ji Pianpian: "..."
Shen Du said seriously: "I will never do anything that makes you cry."
She thought he was just teasing her, but she didn't expect his tone and demeanor to be so serious.
Are you really not sending it to her
She cried, but she liked it.
Ji Pianpian was a little anxious: "No, no!"
Shen Du: "Huh?"
Ji Pianpian: "I cried because... because studying was too difficult, not because I saw your message." It's embarrassing, no matter how you say it, it's embarrassing, but if she doesn't explain it, she's afraid that he won't leave her a message. .
How can Shen Du not understand
He was worried just now because he was worried that he would offend the little girl with his casual behavior.
After all, his little liar is cute and awkward.
"It's my fault." Shen Du's eyelashes drooped slightly, looking quite sad.
Ji Pianpian felt as if she had been poked by a small needle: "What's wrong with you!"
Shen Du looked at her: "As a tutor, I can't help you with your homework face to face."
Ji Pianpian: "..."
If he really asked her to tutor her face to face, she might not even be able to pass the S-level score!
The two chatted for a while about business, about studying.
Shen Du suggested: "Since you can't keep up with the school's courses, why not find a training institution?"
Ji Pianpian shook her head: "There are special art classes in the school, but they are not suitable for me..."
In 2008, in Ji Pianpian's northern city, media arts exams were still very partial and far less mature than those for music students and art students.
Music students and art students in the third year of high school will have special art classes when they return to school after taking the professional courses. The teacher will slow down the progress and requirements, and the progress will not be as fast as in the normal class.
If Ji Pianpian doesn't want to go to F University, then it's good to transfer to the art class. If she learns slowly and plays comfortably, it won't be a problem to pass S University.
But her goal is too big, she really wants to go to an art class
, equivalent to half giving up.
As for the off-campus training institutions, Ji Pianpian couldn't make the decision herself, and she didn't know what to tell her parents.
They didn't want her to go to F University. The biggest reason was that it was far away.
Too far.
Moreover, Ji's father was very doting on his children, especially his youngest daughter, and he couldn't bear to let her suffer this.
If you want to take the test of F major, S major is good enough.
After saying this vaguely, Shen Du also understood her troubles.
Seeing Shen Du frowning slightly and worrying about her, Ji Pianpian cheered up and said, "It's okay, I can keep up a little bit!"
Shen Du suddenly said: "Can you give me the address of your school?"
Ji Pianpian blinked.
Shen Du explained: "After all, he is your tutor. He cannot provide face-to-face tutoring, so he still has to organize review materials for you."
He asked for the address because he planned to send her appropriate information every week based on her study progress.
A pair of small dimples formed at the corners of Ji Pianpian's mouth: "Okay." She sent the address to the dialog box.
The weekend passed quickly, and Ji Pianpian returned to school.
This week she was in much better condition: Firstly, Lin Yu helped her clear up her doubts from time to time; secondly, she felt at ease with two copies of the handwritten information in hand.
One copy was sorted out for her by Fu Xuehui, and the other was sent to her by Shen Du.
The heavy review materials, one beautiful and clean, the other swimming like a dragon, made her so fond of it that she couldn't put it down.
When Ji Pianpian was busy studying, Shen Du was also busy.
On the one hand, he is busy with graduation projects, and on the other hand, he is also busy saving money to make a way out after graduation.
Li Xingqiao finally understood: "Laodu, you are going to start your own business!"
A large number of offers were placed in front of him. He, a top student, was jealous, but Shen Du was obviously unmoved.
Looking at him working harder than usual, Li Xingqiao couldn't help but guess: "It's not easy to do it yourself."
Shen Du: "What's the point of easy things?"
Li Xingqiao clicked his tongue, ignited by his words, and came over excitedly: "What, are you going to challenge Tianqi?"
Shen Du: "No."
Li Xingqiao: "???"
Shen Du: “The one that beats the best in the industry is never its similar product.
Taste. "
Li Xingqiao was stunned for a moment before he realized: "Fuck, you're the only one who's so fucking awesome!"
There are always some people who are alone and brave. As long as they stand there with a gun, even if there is an abyss in front of them, there will be people following them.
There is no doubt that Shen Du is such a person. If he wants to, he can definitely form his own team.
Li Xingqiao got excited: "Bring a brother with you!"
Shen Du looked at him: "This is not easy."
Li Xingqiao's original words were sent to him: "What's the point of saying it's easy?"
Shen Du smiled.
Li Xingqiao got excited and asked him: "What are your plans? What should we do?"
Shen Du was calm and calm: "I haven't thought about it."
Li Xingqiao: "???"
Shen Du smiled and said nothing.
How could Li Xingqiao not understand him: "I believe your ghost!"
Shen Du didn't think it through completely, but he did have an idea. He picked up the mobile phone on the table, touched the sensitive touch screen with his cold white fingertips, and said thoughtfully: "You tell me later, Smart opportunities will not be as ubiquitous as computers.”
Li Xingqiao was startled.
I want to create a new path in today's world where the industry's big guys dominate.
Just change the track.
Everyone is flocking to computer games, why not try other things, such as software that can run smoothly on mobile phones or even large-scale games
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When Ji Pianpian returned to school, she had just finished a monthly exam. After studying hard for a month, she ushered in her first monthly exam after finishing professional classes.
For high school students, monthly exams are something they are accustomed to and feel numb.
No matter how accustomed I am, I will still be nervous when facing this relatively important system exam.
The monthly exams are taken again and again, and finally it is the college entrance examination.
If you do well in the exam, you will feel relieved temporarily, but if you do not do well in the exam, you will feel depressed.
The senior high school students on the wire rope are always swinging between the cliffs.
After Ji Pianpian walked out of the examination room, she was exhausted.
Didn't do well in the exam.
In other words, the test was very poor.
Although the results will not be released until Monday, Ji Pianpian already knows it.
She performed very well and completed every question carefully and carefully, but if she couldn't do it, she couldn't, and the points she couldn't get would always slip away from her fingertips.
For the first time in this month, Ji Pian
Pian didn't dare to turn on the computer after she got home.
She wanted to settle down, but she didn't dare to see him.
After hesitating for a long time, Ji Pianpian slowly logged in.
There were still overwhelming messages, and Ji Pianpian was pulled back from her lowest mood. She just curled her lips, but she felt lost again because of the last sentence.
Shen Du: I have something to do tonight. I’ll see you later.
It was half past five in the afternoon, the time when she got out of school.
Shen Du is not here.
She couldn't see him.
Disappointment welled up in my heart, and my palms fell empty on the keyboard.
Ji Pianpian looked at the messages in the dialog box, her mood falling again and again.
If she fails to get into University F and Shen Du stays in City N, they... will eventually be swallowed up by this vast distance.
How many emotions can the Internet maintain
Who can bear the longing without seeing each other
How long can a relationship with more suffering than sweetness last
Ji Pianpian sat in front of the desk in a daze, staring at the computer screen with unfocused eyes.
Besides…
Shen Du never really said he liked her.
Ji Pianpian fell asleep lying on the desk, and she had that dream again.
In the dream, she was standing on the university campus, and Shen Du could not be found anywhere.
Until someone told her: "This is not F Big."
Yes, this is not F Big.
She is not in city n.
How could she possibly find him.
"jingle!"
Ji Pianpian woke up from her dream, cold sweat rolled down her forehead, and she waited for a while before looking at her phone.
Caller: Shen Du.
Ji Pianpian bit her lower lip and answered the phone: "Hello."
Shen Du was obviously stunned for a moment, and his voice was a little urgent: "What's wrong, you don't feel well?" The little girl had a nasal voice, so soft and painful that it hurt.
Ji Pianpian felt that she shouldn't be so weak, but she was really sad, sad and scared.
"Shendu..."
"Yeah, I'm here."
Ji Pianpian choked and said, "You...are not here."
Shen Du froze, and the girl's three words in a crying voice were like a heavy hammer, hitting his heart hard.
If he could, he wanted to be by her side and accompany her through the most painful days in his life.
But…
The heartache is followed by great helplessness.
Shen Du felt it
The long-lost feeling of powerlessness.
There was so much he couldn't do.
He had so little to give her.
For some reason, he suddenly saw the thin figure jumping down again.
Beautiful and fragile.
It's a porcelain doll that breaks when touched.
No matter how carefully you take care of it, it is overflowing with anxiety.
Shen Du took a breath and coaxed her in a warm voice: "It's my fault."
Ji Pianpian: "..."
Shen Du remembered everything: "Is the monthly exam over?"
Ji Pianpian: "Well..."
Shen Du: "It's okay. Just listen to every lesson and do every question well. Don't be afraid of any exams."
Ji Pianpian liked his voice, what he said, and how he coaxed her.
People are really disappointing.
The more someone treats you so tenderly, the more frightened you become.
What Ji Pianpian couldn't say was—
What should you do if doing your best every moment isn’t enough
What should she do if she can't get into F University
What if she ruined their future
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