Ji Pianpian didn't make a sound, and Shen Du couldn't see her appearance. He could already imagine her appearance just by listening to the small sobs.
The white face must have lost all color, the round eyes are red, swollen and moist, and the long and curled eyelashes can hold tears, and the way they can't shed tears is tugging at people's hearts.
Shen Du almost blurted out: I booked a ticket...
He wanted to visit her in S city.
Ji Pianpian spoke first: "I can still improve..."
Realizing that she was acting like a child acting like a spoiled child with her parents, she suppressed her emotions. Ji Pianpian didn't want to be treated like a child and tried to cheer up.
She had to bear the pain by herself, no one could help her.
What purpose does such a weak and incompetent look serve other than worrying those who care about her
Ji Pianpian said in a calm voice: "I will definitely make great progress in this monthly exam."
She felt that she did not do well in the exam because she compared the score line of F major. If she compared her previous scores, she would have improved by leaps and bounds.
Shen Du was still worried: "Take your time."
Ji Pianpian smiled to herself: "Maybe our old class will give me a progress award."
Shen Du's tone became more relaxed: "Then should I give you a reward?"
Ji Pianpian: "Yes!"
Shen Du: "Is a piece of candy enough?"
Ji Pianpian pursed her lips: "Stingy."
Shen Du: "Wait."
Ji Pianpian said hurriedly: "No need..."
She didn't really want the reward, she didn't have the nerve to ask for it, she just said it to lighten the atmosphere.
Shen Du really thought about it and said, "It will take a while before I can give it to you."
Ji Pianpian: "Well..." Reluctant to refuse a second time.
The two chatted for a while, but neither mentioned the monthly exam again.
Ji Pianpian asked Shen Du about his work, what he was busy with, and the progress of his project.
She couldn't understand most of them, but she wanted to understand them, as if this would bring her closer to him.
Shen Du patiently told her, using easy-to-understand examples, making her smile.
Ji Pianpian: "The phone is so small, how can it hold those large games!"
Shen Du: “When computers were first launched, they were not big.”
Ji Pianpian thought the same thing: "Yes, my dad said that when he bought his first TV, the neighbors were wondering how such a small box could fit in it.
So many people. "
Before a new thing is born, it is always full of wonder.
Turning the unimaginable into reality is the value of innovation.
After hanging up the phone, Ji Pianpian felt much better.
Shendu is so powerful.
With such a person in front of her, she felt infinite power!
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The monthly exam results are here.
Ji Pianpian's total score exceeded 460, which was more than 100 points higher than half a year ago.
The head teacher was beaming with joy and praised him emphatically in the class, as if Ji Pianpian had scored 640 instead of 460.
Ma Qixuan was stunned when she heard this score.
She didn't expect...
It turns out that Ji Pianpian is not just showing off, but is actually studying hard.
But what is there for her to work hard for? She can already go to an undergraduate school that they may not be able to get into even if they work hard, so what's the use of getting higher scores
Ma Qixuan didn't understand, but her attitude towards Ji Pianpian changed.
No matter what the reason is, those who work hard deserve to be respected.
The head teacher not only praised Ji Pianpian in the class, but also called Ji Pianpian to the office to praise her.
He has a strict temper and a clear sense of rewards and punishments.
If something is good, praise it; if it is not good, then criticize it.
Ji Pianpian's score was average in the class, but it was already a huge improvement for herself.
This is good and must be praised.
The head teacher praised her for a long time and found that the little girl smiled very reluctantly.
Ji Pianpian was more than just trying, she was suppressing her loss.
Four hundred and sixty points, not low.
It is more than 60 points away from the admission score of University F last year.
The progress from three hundred and three to four hundred and six is relatively easy.
From four hundred and six to five hundred and three, every point has to be endured.
And she doesn't have much time left.
The class teacher has so many students, and he has his own way of judging people. How could he not understand the emotions of the students? He paused and said: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you are already great, very good!"
Ji Pianpian smiled: "Thank you, teacher."
It was another weekend, and since it was a short break, Ji Pianpian was in no hurry to go home.
All the classmates in the class had left, and she was still immersed in doing the questions alone.
When Fu Xuehui came over, what she saw was her best friend who had lost half a circle of weight again.
Miss Fu strode into the classroom and pinched her thin arm: "If we don't eat, everyone will be gone!"
Ji Pianpian looked up blankly.
Fu Xuehui felt even more distressed when she saw the big eyes on this small face: "Bao, you can't do this."
Ji Pianpian pulled her to sit down: "Show me this question..."
Fu Xuehui: "..."
I want to scold her, but I can't bear to do it. I want to feed her, but I can't fill her up in one breath.
Fu Xuehui sighed and sat down to answer her questions.
After finishing a paper, Fu Xuehui looked at the scores on the paper and her heart skipped a beat.
"How many points did you get in the weekend quiz?"
Ji Pianpian whispered.
Fu Xuehui figured it out as soon as he calculated it, and the total score barely reached 470, which was better than the monthly exam, but...
Fu Xuehui paused, but still couldn't hold it back and said, "Why don't you just go to S University?"
Ji Pianpian remained silent.
After all, Fu Xuehui cared more about her childhood friends and cared about her. She couldn't help but said, "Can't Shen Du change the city?"
Fu Xuehui is not an emotional person, what she says is analyzed rationally.
It’s not bias, it’s just an objective assessment of the matter and an analysis of the possibilities.
"I'm not trying to hit you, but no matter how hard you try, you still have so little time left, you can't improve that much. There is an upper limit to a person's ability. It's hard for anyone to do it, let alone you... ”
What's more, it doesn't matter if the score is raised to 530. This was the lowest score last year. It is completely unknown whether it will increase this year.
Ji Pianpian didn't dare to tell her class teacher that she wanted to be admitted to F University, nor did she dare to tell her classmates. The only reason was that she didn't want to hear discouraging words.
When she told her that she wanted to take the exam at F University, I was afraid that even her upright head teacher would tell her: "Don't get your hopes up."
She doesn't need such words, she has to hold in her breath and fight to the end.
How could Fu Xuehui not know her temper? If he hadn't seen that she was suffering too much, he wouldn't have said this.
"Pianpian," Fu Xuehui said warmly, "I know you want to go to F University and want to fight for yourself, but you have to relax a little. You have a second choice. You can't push yourself so hard."
Ji Pianpian stared at her calloused fingers from holding the pen, and said slowly: "I have to try it."
Fu Xuehui was a little angry: "What's wrong with going to City S? He's graduating soon..."
She finally spoke her mind.
Ji Pianpian shook her head, not letting her finish her sentence.
"It's good to go to City S, but it's better to go to University F."
"But you..."
"What's wrong with me? Shouldn't I be trying to make us better?"
“…”
"It would be better for me to go to University F than to University S; Shen Du's foundation is in City N, and his major is more suitable for development in City N."
"As long as I get into F University, it will be good for both of us. Why should I back down?"
"Remember what we talked about before?"
Fu Xuehui knew what she said: "Remember."
Ji Pianpian said: "Right, two people who love each other should embrace the whole world because of each other's existence, and should not give up."
She lowered her eyelashes and whispered: "We can get better together, why don't I work hard?"
He was already standing there waiting for her.
If she doesn't work hard to catch up with him, how can she deserve his love.
Fu Xuehui could not say anything.
Ji Pianpian is not running for anyone, but her own future.
Young people have no hesitation.
It is something that no amount of rational analysis can measure.
Fu Xuehui took a breath and encouraged her: "Come on!"
She supports her.
Even she doesn't understand her, how lonely she is.
After talking to Fu Xuehui, Ji Pianpian saw her own heart clearly.
She wanted more.
She is greedier than anyone else.
She could only do her best for this.
If you can't endure the short-term pain, how can you enjoy the rainbow in the future
She must be more cruel to herself and cut off all escape routes.
Ji Pianpian took out her diary and wrote a paragraph in it, a paragraph that made her heart feel like a knife.
It can only be like this, it can only be like this.
Four years.
Four long years.
She couldn't delay him.
After writing these words, Ji Pianpian was no longer afraid.
Try Harder.
Try your best, try your best, and try your best.
Even if she can only do what is written in the diary in the end, she does not have to regret it.
Ji Pianpian returned home, picked up her phone, closed her eyes and dialed Shen Du's number.
This seemed to be the first time she called him since returning to school.
It's not that I don't want to fight, it's that I don't dare to fight and I don't have time to fight.
He was always faster than her.
Shen Du answered quickly: "Go home?"
"Yes." Ji Pianpian responded and called him, "Shen Du."
Shen Du received a rare call from her. He was in a happy mood and didn't hold his tongue too much: "What, I want to..." After all, he stopped the car and didn't finish the sentence "Miss me."
Ji Pianpian: "Yeah."
Shen Du: "!"
Implicitly, through the window paper, each other understood.
Shen Du sighed slightly and was not in the mood to get down to business.
Ji Pianpian spoke first before him: "Can you make a video?"
The video is nothing, if she acts coquettishly again, he will immediately fly away to see her.
Well, can't scare her.
Shen Du: "Wait a minute."
Ji Pianpian: "Well..."
After a while, Shen Du sent a video request, and Ji Pianpian saw him.
No wonder she had to wait. He didn't seem to be in the dormitory, but in an empty conference room. He was probably busy outside and found a place to video chat with her.
Ji Pianpian said guiltily: "If you are busy..."
Shen Du looked at the little girl intently and said, "I'm not busy."
Ji Pianpian's face was slightly hot, and she bit her lower lip out of habit.
Having known her for so long, Shen Du had already discovered it.
The little liar will involuntarily bite his lower lip when he is nervous, uneasy, or scared.
Her lip shape is beautiful, and her slightly pouty lip peaks are sweet and cute. When she bites her lower lip, she reveals some white teeth, which are particularly bright against the red and white.
"What's wrong?" He couldn't help but feel sorry for her.
Ji Pianpian didn't look at him, but her voice dropped, calm and firm: "Let's not contact him before the college entrance examination, okay?"
As soon as she finished speaking, Ji Pianpian felt completely empty. She couldn't distinguish her emotions.
Afraid... timid... strong... persistent...
Countless contradictory emotions collided together, torturing her to the point of exhaustion.
I don’t know how long it took.
It's as long as a century and as short as half a second.
Ji Pianpian heard Shen Du say: "Okay." There was no loss or doubt, only firm trust and endless tolerance.
Heat surged to the tip of her nose. When Ji Pianpian looked up at him, her eyes couldn't help but turn red: "I, I want to give it a try, I... I want to not think about you first, I want to not worry about anything, I want to... "
She was stumbling as she spoke, but she finally managed to put the anxiety, depression, and pain of the past few months behind her.
Let it out.
This road is difficult enough.
She wanted to keep it simple, and keep it simple.
Don't think about what will happen if you pass, and don't think about what will happen if you fail. Just focus on this moment, just focus on what you must do now, and then... try your best.
As Shen Du said:
Just listen to every lesson well, do every question well, and don't be afraid of any exams.
—She does what she has to do and is not afraid of the consequences.
Shen Du looked at her, his dark eyes filled with gentle encouragement, and his voice filled with relief and undisguised love: "It's only been two months, I'll wait for you."
Ji Pianpian: "!"
Shen Du repeated: "I'll wait for you."
Waiting for you to finish the exam, waiting for you to grow up, waiting for you to make your own choice.
Regardless, he doesn't regret meeting her.
Ji Pianpian looked at him and said firmly: "Wait for me!"
Shen Du: "Yeah."
After hanging up the video call, Ji Pianpian's heart was no longer empty, but full of strength and motivation.
She got up and went upstairs to find Ji Heyu.
"elder brother."
"Um?"
"help me!"
Ji Heyu took off his glasses and looked at her: "Do you still have time to beg me?"
Ji Pianpian didn't argue with him and said bluntly: "I want to take the F University exam."
Ji Heyu raised his eyebrows and said unceremoniously, "You won't pass the exam."
Ji Pianpian gritted her teeth and said: "How can you know if you don't try!"
Ji Heyu was ruthless: "No need to try, I'm sure."
Although Ji Pianpian was aggressive with him every day, this time she was rarely angry. She stubbornly repeated: "I want to take the exam at F University."
Ji Heyu saw the determination in her eyes and couldn't help but examine her carefully.
He knows his girl's temperament better than anyone else.
He looks cute and soft, but he is actually stubborn and stubborn in his heart. He is a childish ghost who accepts death.
Either you don’t do it, or you will fight to the end if you do it.
Even if it hurts my head and bleeds.
Ji Heyu hadn't seen her so serious for a long time.
"Why?" Ji Heyu asked her.
Ji Pianpian: "Going to a better university, do you need a reason?"
Ji Heyu: "You don't care about this."
Ji Pianpian: "I care."
Ji Heyu sneered, but he didn't ask any more questions. He just said coolly: "Tell me how you want me to help you."
Ji Pianpian knew that she had escaped a disaster: "Tutor, one-on-one, at night."
Ji Heyu: "Okay."
Ji Pianpian: "I want to guide college entrance examination students."
Ji Heyu squinted his eyes at her: "I have brought them to Tsinghua and Peking University."
Ji Pianpian breathed a sigh of relief and whispered to him: "Thank you."
Ji Heyu rolled his eyes at her: "Talk nonsense."
Ji Pianpian went downstairs, Ji Heyu pointed at the book, but his mind wandered a little further.
Is there a stupid girl growing up at home
Why do I feel something is weird
Haven't you been inspiring for half your life? Why are you so motivated all of a sudden
Don't be...
It’s early love.
Ji Heyu frowned slightly, and a sneer hung on his thin lips: F Da, is there some bastard thing that this girl can't forget
The author has something to say: University F: I won’t bear this responsibility, please move to a university next door!
Aww, one kiss, three hundred red envelopes are enough to shock you, right