Shen Du knew Ji Pianpian's college entrance examination scores very early.
Li Xingqiao told him.
The college entrance examination results were released at the same time across the country. When Jiang Muxue found out the scores, Li Xingqiao returned to the dormitory happily and wanted to rush over and give Shen Du a bear hug.
Of course, he didn't dare.
During this half-month period, the whole body was covered with air-conditioning, enough to freeze anyone three meters close to him into ice cubes.
Jiang Muxue had a score advantage because she was in City N. She took the test similar to Ji Pianpian, but she was 90% sure of being admitted to University F. How could Li Xingqiao not be happy for her.
"That Ji Pianpian..."
"have no idea."
Li Xingqiao: "...let me ask for you."
Shen Du: "No need."
Just use it if you don't need it. Li Xingqiao easily asked Ji Pianpian's score, and then... he was too embarrassed to tell Shen Du.
Shen Du looked at him.
What Li Xingqiao could do was to say: "I'm afraid it's going to be dangerous."
Shen Du was very calm: "It's amazing."
It's only been more than four months. To raise her score to this point, the little girl is very good, very good.
Li Xingqiao couldn't help but worry about him: "She will go to city S, you are in city n, and the past four years..."
Shen Du glanced at him and said quietly: "Think too much."
Throwing away these three words, he focused on his work.
Monk Li Xingqiao Zhang Er was confused and unsure of the meaning of these three words.
over thinking
Does it mean that he worries too much, that they are not afraid of the distance of time and space and can survive these four long years, or that... they have...
Li Xingqiao didn't dare to ask, and it was difficult to ask.
Boys always have trouble talking about this kind of topic.
You Qi Shen Du has a temperament and is not someone who needs others to make decisions for him.
Shen Du has been waiting, waiting for her.
For four months, she was studying hard and he was waiting for her. As for what was waiting for her in the end, he didn't know.
Of course, no matter what the outcome was, he respected her.
As I thought at first, I can understand the impulsiveness of a child.
Even if you have expectations, you still stick to reason.
She is still young after all.
A child's feelings come and go quickly.
After being apart for so long, she had almost forgotten about him.
Either way.
As long as the little girl is happy.
Shen Du thought so until he received a call from Ji Pianpian.
He hadn't heard her voice for a long time, but when he heard it, he realized that he had never forgotten it. He remembered her voice in his ears and everything that belonged to her was deeply imprinted in his heart.
I can't touch it at ordinary times, and I don't dare to touch it, for fear that if I accidentally expose it, I will lose the dignity of an adult.
Little liar.
In the end, it was a true prophecy.
Ji Pianpian said to him: "We should not contact him again in the future."
Shen Du was stunned for a moment, and then a suffocating bitterness surged into his throat, and he was almost speechless.
In the future, please do not contact me again.
This was the answer she gave him.
It’s expected, it’s reasonable, and it’s the best result based on rational judgment.
Good for her and good for him.
They are originally people from two worlds.
Shen Du could only maintain his calmness and uttered the only word: "Okay."
After hanging up the phone, Shen Du stood on the bustling Liuhuo street, as if trapped in the ice and snow.
oh.
Might as well be in a world of ice and snow.
Today in February, he always feels like spring breeze.
Shen Du raised his hand slightly. The four-leaf clover on his arm was still bright and emerald, reflecting the colorful green under the midsummer sunshine. The lines on the leaves were unexpectedly delicate, resembling a heart.
He suddenly used force and tore off the old black rope. The four-leaf clover swayed, and Shen Du's heart also swayed. Finally, he let it fall to the ground.
The ground is a green belt, and the lawn softly catches the crisp four-leaf clover and hides it inside.
Shen Du glanced expressionlessly, turned and left.
So be it.
that's all.
He strode for nearly a hundred meters, and the scorching sun hit his red wrists. It was hard to tell where the pain came from, and it was all squeezed into his chest.
The emotions I had endured for four months were on the verge of exploding.
Reason and restraint.
Adult decency.
Hold!
Shen Du turned around and strode back to the green belt, grabbing the small four-leaf clover that had fallen into the grass in his palm.
Children should not be messed with.
But it has been provoked.
He provoked her.
She provoked him too.
A heartless little liar, why don't you just say you don't want him
No.
He waits for her to come of age.
Ask her again whether she wants it or not.
How far is city n from city s
Four years is a long time
He could be very close to her.
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Ji Pianpian got off the plane and realized what she had done.
What are you doing here in a hurry
No matter what, why did you come to n city
Looking for Shendu
So what if she finds Shen Du
Let him see her miserable appearance, arouse his sympathy, and force him to take 'responsibility'
Little kids little kids.
Ji Pianpian, you are really a child, a childish ghost who is not worthy of him from beginning to end.
Standing outside N City Airport, Ji Pianpian lost all her strength as she looked at the airport building with people coming and going.
She sat in the cold armchair and felt that the air conditioning in the airport was turned on too much.
cold.
Bone-marrow-soaked cold.
Ji Pianpian huddled in the corner and forced herself to calm down.
She couldn't go to see Shen Du.
Can't.
Shen Du didn't owe her anything. Shen Du treated her well enough, he just didn't like her that much.
How could she coerce him so despicably
How long can the sympathy gained in exchange last
meaningless.
She didn't do it.
She ruined everything.
She couldn't get into University F, she couldn't stay in City N, how could there be any results after four years in a different place.
From beginning to end, Ji Pianpian never thought about letting Shen Du go to S city.
How could she ask him to give up everything to make up for her failure
Two people can be better together, so how can they accept falling together
"bell."
The ringtone of her mobile phone woke up Ji Pianpian. She took out her mobile phone and saw Ji Heyu's name.
Ji Heyu: "Where are you?" His voice was harsher than ever before.
Logically speaking, Ji Pianpian should be afraid, but she ran to City N without saying a word, as if she was crazy.
But…
She wasn't afraid, she was too uncomfortable and didn't know what to do: "I'm in city n."
After she finished speaking, Ji Heyu became furious: "He asked you to go there?"
Ji Pianpian shook her head: "No..."
Ji Heyu said coldly: "Wait, I'll be there right away."
Ji Pianpian was startled and panicked: "No! Brother, I..."
Ji Heyu cursed and said, "Don't go anywhere, I'll have someone pick you up."
Let someone pick her up
Who else could be in n city
Zhu Muning... Shen Du...
Ji Pianpian's scalp was numb, and she kept saying: "Don't... Brother, don't tell others, I was wrong, I... I have calmed down, I will go home right away, I will go home right away, don't tell others, please..." By the end, she was crying.
Ji Heyu's heart was pounding when he heard this, and he wished he could pick up the knife and chop that piece of shit into pieces.
Damn it, you bastard who deceived a little girl!
Ji Pianpian was afraid that he would tell Zhu Muning, and then Zhu Muning would accidentally tell Shen Du.
She really has no shame in living.
It was originally impulsive, and Ji Pianpian knew very well that even if she went to Shen Du, she wouldn't be able to change anything.
Four years.
A thousand kilometers.
It is destined to be fruitless.
It is better to stop the loss in time and leave the best memories.
So be it.
that's all.
She is useless.
Can't get into F University.
Ji Pianpian held the phone in her hands, her throat was like a sponge, filled with tears: "Brother, I'm going home, I'm going home now."
Ji Heyu was silent.
Ji Pianpian cried and said: "I'm buying tickets. I don't see him anymore. I... go home."
She got up in embarrassment, bought the ticket without being able to wipe away her tears, changed her boarding pass under the surprised eyes of others, passed the security check, and boarded the plane.
The moment I returned to J City and saw Ji Heyu.
Ji Pianpian clutched his arm tightly and burst into tears.
I can no longer bear it, no longer have any delusions, no more expectations.
Ji Pianpian didn't know why she met Shen Du.
I don't know why I like him so much.
I don’t know how I can forget him.
The end of seventeen.
She used the embarrassment as a coming-of-age ceremony to bid farewell to the childish Clover.
Hand Strap.
Handwritten tutoring materials.
Fancy notebook.
There is only one little mage in the friend list...
Everything related to Shen Du was sealed in this cold midsummer by Ji Pianpian.
In August, the Beijing Olympic Games opened, which excited the whole country.
August 20th is Shen Du’s birthday.
At the close of the Olympic Games on August 25, China won 51 gold medals, bringing the total number of medals to a full 100.
In September, colleges and universities start school.
After the military training, Ji Pianpian is about to celebrate her eighteenth birthday.
Her birthday is on October 13th, which is autumn when the leaves turn yellow and the weather turns cooler.
Ji Pianpian was admitted to S University with the highest score in the school. On the first day she entered the school, she was the student number 1 that attracted attention.
Every teacher remembered her first, and even the instructor asked her if she wanted to run for class president.
Ji Pianpian never thought that one day she would be regarded as a "student master". She told this matter as a joke to Fu Xuehui, who was happy for her.
They didn't say it out loud, but they knew in their hearts -
The four months of her senior year in high school were of lifelong benefit to Ji Pianpian.
There is no wasted effort, there is no fruitless effort, it is just not time.
Just like Ji Pianpian’s tutor Dai Yangan said -
Don't focus on one point, your efforts will be waiting for you in the future.
She missed F University and failed to reach her final destination, but she gained a lot along the way.
Entering the school with such a high score made her college life extremely smooth, and also inspired her to study hard.
Life is only once, why should we live in confusion
You have to see more, think more, and experience more, so that you won’t be full of regrets the moment you close your eyes.
This is what Shen Du told her.
Ji Pianpian will still think of Shen Du, but it won't be so painfully painful.
She will smile, miss, and be grateful.
Meeting Shen Du was her luck after all.
He changed her, guided her, helped her.
Although she failed to keep him.
How can people be so greedy
Ji Pianpian closed the diary and hid the dizzy words in her heart.
On her eighteenth birthday, Ji Pianpian was very happy.
The blessings from her parents and the huge red envelope from Ji Heyu made her smile.
The three roommates are all girls she likes, and they tease her: "What are the arrangements for the evening? The neighbor next door doesn't want to invite us?"
The grass next door...
Oh, Lin Yu.
Ji Pianpian continued to repeat helplessly: "He and I are just good brothers."
Xi Weiwei, who is a bit chubby but very cute, laughed and said: "If you don't want to tie the grass, don't blame the sisters for being so cruel!
Ji Pianpian believed her: "Why, you started to fall in love with the piano prince next door and finally gave up?"
Xi Weiwei was troubled: "Oh, it's so difficult, everyone is so handsome, I have to do whatever I want!"
The most indispensable thing in art colleges is trendy and handsome young men.
Xi Weiwei's mouth was full of excitement, but in fact, no one dared to come close.
Ji Pianpian received a call from Lin Yu.
Lin Yu: "Do you have any plans for the evening?"
Ji Pianpian: "Let's have dinner together, my roommate and two seniors from the student union."
Lin Yu immediately said: "Okay!"
Ji Pianpian thought for a moment: "Go... um..." she was thinking.
Lin Yu suggested: "You are an adult now, let me take you to Mi!"
Mi is a music bar. Many vocal music students from S University will stay there and they are all familiar with it. Ji Pianpian has a strict upbringing and has never been there before, let alone drank.
"It's okay, you don't like drinking, we..."
"Okay." Ji Pianpian said, "Please book a table for me. I don't have a phone."
Lin Yu said happily: "Okay!"
Music bar.
When she was in n city, she bumped into him by mistake. Ji Pianpian inevitably thought of Shen Du, her own trepidation, and his sharp tolerance.
My heart no longer hurts.
Time is indeed terrible.
Heal, grow, He can do it all.
What Ji Pianpian didn't expect was that she would see Shen Du again, and reunite with him like fate at such a moment and in such a place.
Only then did she realize that time is not that scary: there are scars that He cannot heal, and there are people that He cannot change.
She grew up.
After meeting him again, he didn't grow up much.
The author has something to say: The next paragraph is about university~
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