Ji Pianpian regretted sending the text message.
It's a pity that there was no later withdrawal function in this era. Of course, it would be useless if it were. You have seen everything you should see.
Frustration rushed over her face, and Ji Pianpian felt even more useless.
Nothing but crying, nothing but complaining, nothing but regret.
What else could she do
Why not work harder earlier, starting from the first year of high school? Why doesn't she have the courage and strength to break through the distance of four years and a thousand kilometers
Why…
Why can't she just let go when she says let go, and forget when she says forget.
Ji Pianpian didn't want to lose her composure in front of her roommates, so she took her cell phone and went to the bathroom.
Fortunately, the girls who had been noisy all night were in a daze and did not notice her situation.
Ji Pianpian's fingers trembled, trying to calmly send the message: I drank too much, please pretend you didn't see it.
If Shen Du knows it, he will pretend that he didn't see it. He is the best at giving people dignity.
He won't embarrass her or get close to her.
He doesn't belong to her.
When the text message was sent, she also received one: Is it convenient to answer the phone
Ji Pianpian bit her lower lip.
The call came in, and the phone vibrated in her palm. The buzzing was like the beating of her heart.
It wasn't until the vibration stopped that Ji Pianpian suddenly came back to her senses.
Shen Du's text message popped in: Isn't it convenient? Sorry, there are some things I can't wait until tomorrow.
What words...
Can't wait until tomorrow
Ji Pianpian stared at the phone, as if she wanted to see Shen Du far away in the horizon through this small thing.
What was he going to say to her.
Comfort her
Coax her
She doesn't need to.
He refused to give her what she wanted.
Why are you so nice to her
She is not his sister, not his biological sister, there is no need.
The more Ji Pianpian thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and the more she thought about it, the more she hated herself.
She typed: No need to comfort me...
Before they were sent out, Shen Du’s messages had been sent one by one:
You are wonderful, the most wonderful girl I have ever seen.
I am very happy to see your college entrance examination scores. In just four months, you have done things that many people dare not even think about.
A university doesn't mean anything, you have proven yourself with your grades.
Diligence, hard work, and seriousness are the most valuable abilities.
After a while, Shen Du finally said what he meant: I don't think you are too young, I am afraid that you will grow up.
The girl's ignorance cannot withstand the erosion of time.
Despicable adults are afraid of her purity.
Pure love.
Leave honestly.
This is the privilege of a willful young man, and he does not have it.
Ji Pianpian looked at it word by word, and she understood the first words, which were his usual comforting words, but she didn't understand the last one.
He thinks she is young and is afraid that she will grow up.
She doesn't understand.
Ji Pianpian bit her lower lip and got a bloody mark, but suddenly she didn't notice it. She just trembled her fingers and dialed the phone number that was engraved in her heart with the strength she didn't know where it came from.
Shen Du picked up quickly.
Ji Pianpian didn't even make a sound of breathing.
Until a soft sigh came into her ears. In the dark night, Shendu's voice was like a distant wind, blowing away the dark clouds covering her chest: "Don't deny yourself like that, my little princess."
Ji Pianpian's face turned red, and there seemed to be a small and weak electric current surging in her ears. A tingling sensation slid down her ears to her neck, all the way down to her waist and eyes.
She leaned against the cold wall tiles, trying to calm her heartbeat.
W-what
It will coax people.
Thinking like this, a wave of grievance came over him, and the tip of Ji Pianpian's nose became sore.
Shen Du's voice came again.
Sometimes we are even closer to each other even though we are separated by the phone, because the voice at this time can go straight to the bottom of my heart.
He almost cut himself open completely and placed it in front of her.
She saw a different Ji Pianpian and a different Shendu.
What does Ji Pianpian look like in Shen Du's eyes
She is beautiful, well-behaved, conscientious and well-informed.
She has an enviable and beautiful family: her parents love her, her brother loves her, and she has enjoyed a happiness that no one else can desire since she was born.
She grew up in a honeypot, but she was not arrogant or arrogant, but treated people sincerely with a good upbringing.
She can enjoy freedom and challenge adversity.
She has the confidence and qualifications to do what she wants to do, and has the ability and temperament to face difficulties head-on.
How could he dislike her.
He just felt that he was not worthy of her.
She was born in a castle, how could he bear to drag her into the market.
These are things that Ji Pianpian has never thought of. Speaking from Shen Du's mouth, there is a full sense of distortion.
He...didn't he despise her for being naive and treat her like a child
Shen Du smiled and continued: "Do you know what I am like?"
This is a Shendu that Ji Pianpian doesn't understand, a reality that cannot be told in fairy tales.
Shen Du was born in an extremely ordinary family, so ordinary that he could be hidden among millions of families.
His parents were working in other places, and he stayed at his hometown with his seriously ill grandfather.
Left-behind children are a tragedy that a generation cannot escape.
He has biological parents, but he is like an orphan. The phone calls once a week or even once a month turn his parents into distant symbols. He can only remember them in his heart, always reminding himself that he has a family.
Countless children have fallen at this time, and some are holding their breath, refusing to admit defeat, wanting to go out, want to change, and want to get rid of the separation they have to face because of money.
Shendu is like this.
His school career is filled with three words: scholarship.
Scholarships, scholarships, scholarships.
He said something that Ji Pianpian could not imagine: "When I got the admission notice from N University, I couldn't raise the tuition fee."
During the summer after her senior year of high school, Ji Pianpian traveled to Europe.
After graduating from high school, Shen Du worked three jobs a day to pay for his freshman year tuition.
This is the gap between them, not just time and space, it is a distance that is more real and cruel than this.
Saying this is like peeling off a layer of skin for Shen Du.
Underneath the shiny surface is mud and chaos.
He didn't want to say it.
But he had to tell her.
It was his responsibility to let her know how good he was and how good she was.
A beep sounded.
Ji Pianpian suddenly came to her senses and found that her phone's battery power was only 3%.
"Shendu!"
"Um."
"I… "
The broken mobile phone that looks useless is turned off.
Ji Pianpian's scalp felt numb and she immediately rushed out of the bathroom to find a charger.
Something even more breathtaking happened.
The dormitory building has a power outage!
Yes…
After 12:30, the whole building was cut off, and there would be no call until 5 o'clock tomorrow morning.
Ji Pianpian looked at her sleeping roommates and found that she really couldn't turn on her cell phone.
The dormitory building was also locked and she couldn't get out.
At such a critical time, the phone ran out of battery, Shen Du...
Ji Pianpian fell on the bed, feeling confused.
The nearly hour-long phone call before was all Shen Du was talking about. She was filled with surprise and could only listen.
Everything was different from what she thought, so different.
It has nothing to do with Shen Du's past.
She just didn't expect that Shendu, who was so outstanding, so powerful, and almost out of reach for her, could have such... such a fragile side.
how could be.
What he said only proves that he is better, right
How can the large lotus blooming in the lotus pond compare to a single snow lotus on the cold peak of the mountain
How can the former know the suffering of the latter
It is precisely because of this kind of hard work that it is rare.
How could he demean himself like that
He is better than anyone else!
He was the most wonderful man she had ever met!
She...she was the one who didn't want to drag him down.
Ji Pianpian could not wait to rush out of the dormitory right now, rush to him, tell him... tell him...
yes.
Why didn't she tell him face to face.
She wanted to tell him face to face!
The blind tone coming from the microphone made Shen Du stunned for a moment.
She hung up.
Don't want to hear any more
A heart-piercing pain hit him. Shen Du leaned back on the sofa and pulled down the corners of his mouth.
The clock passed twelve o'clock.
Reality tears apart illusion.
The witch's magic failed.
That’s fine…
all good.
Shen Du stayed up all night. When the doorbell rang in the morning, he was shocked to realize that it was dawn.
After leaning on the sofa for several hours, his neck was stiff and his legs were numb. His phone had already slipped from his fingertips and he was lying alone on the floor.
Shen Du picked up the phone, grabbed his messy black hair, stood up and opened the door.
It's not even six o'clock.
Who would come here so early
Shen Du was thinking of the people in the studio. When he opened the door and saw the panting girl, he was stunned.
The late autumn sky has been immersed in the long night. At 5:50, everything around is still gray and the sun has not yet risen.
But the eyes of the girl in front of her were full of light, the light that illuminated all the gloom.
She looked up at him, bit her delicate lower lip, and said in confusion: "The phone ran out of battery last night, and the power in the dormitory was also cut off. I..."
There was no time to charge, no time to call, I just wanted to come over to see him as soon as possible and tell him as soon as possible.
Tell him what
tell him…
Ji Pianpian remembered that she went to n city alone a few months ago. She wanted to see Shen Du and wanted to tell him face to face, tell him...
The belated and unsaid words were finally spoken.
"Shendu, I like you!"
Shen Du lowered his eyelashes and looked at her intently: "Ji Pianpian."
Ji Pianpian bit her lower lip: "Yeah."
Shen Du's usually gentle voice trembled slightly: "You are still young and you don't understand many things. When you grow up, you will know what I said..."
The reality was cruel, and he didn't want her to regret it later.
Ji Pianpian interrupted him and looked into his eyes: "Then don't let me grow up!"
Shen Du was stunned.
Ji Pianpian's words touched the deepest part of his soul: "If I don't like you when I grow up, then I would rather never grow up!"
Is the like limited time
Without time, how could he deny her feelings.
Seventeen-year-old Ji Pianpian likes Shen Du, and she still likes him when she is eighteen.
Twenty-seven years old, thirty-seven years old, forty-seven years old...
She will always like him.
There are no fairy tales in the world
some.
All fairy tales are written by people one by one.