Qin Fang lay in front of Xing Yan, tapped his fingers on his cuffs, and said that the world was very happy because of his existence.
Xing Yan didn't speak for a long time, and he was rarely touched by anything, and his heart had long been hardened. But at this moment, the person in front of him and what he said are still too exciting.
In November, I chose to eat outdoors, and even the clerk who came to deliver the food could not understand their mysterious operation. The hot pot restaurant probably has a lot of delivery, too professional, everything is prepared, they can just put it in the pot. The clerk also brought two small mousse cakes, Qin Fang paid a lot of hard work.
"You can refund the deposit for the pot tomorrow." The clerk told them before leaving.
Qin Fang gestured to him to indicate that he knew, and then said goodbye to the younger brother.
When Qin Fang was ordering the meal, he made a special call and asked the delivery boy to go to a nearby dessert shop and cake shop to bring a cake, but it was too late at this time, and there was no appointment in advance, so the boy could bring two slices Came here and did my best.
Before the water boiled, Qin Fang laid out the two small pieces of cake, and said, "I just remembered that we don't have any cake, so let's just make do with this, it's better than nothing."
Xing Yan nodded with a smile, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Can I eat then? I'm hungry."
"I'm hungry too." Qin Fang picked up the piece near him first. It was too small, not as big as his hand, and the fork in the box was so small that he didn't know how to pinch it. Qin Fang bit it directly.
It tastes like blueberry, which he doesn't like very much. I didn't see it clearly at night. I thought it was strawberry when I saw the light color. He asked Xing Yan: "What's your smell?"
Xing Yan swallowed and said, "Like coffee."
Qin Fang said, "Mine are like blueberries."
"Don't like it?" Xing Yan pushed his over, "Change, I don't like this either."
Qin Fang was not polite at all, he just stood up and put his on the opposite side. The two finished eating a small piece of mousse in two or three mouthfuls. Qin Fang wiped his mouth with a piece of paper. After eating, he felt that it seemed inappropriate, and said, "Our behavior seems to be a bit ambiguous... Maybe."
Xing Yan made his words amused, and said, "It's okay."
Qin Fang sighed: "It doesn't matter if it's okay or not, I've finished eating."
"Not bad for you," Xing Yan should be very happy, still smiling, "I want to change."
Hot pot is a kind of amazing food. No matter how cold it is outside, if you put it in a pot and cook it, it will warm your heart when you eat it. The courtyard was pitch black and there were no street lights, the courtyard was overgrown with weeds, and the small building that had been uninhabited for a long time suddenly became ablaze with fireworks on such a late autumn night.
Qin Fang asked the clerk to bring a lot of wine, he took the initiative to open a beer, touched Xing Yan, and said: "I have increased my drinking capacity since I met you."
Qin Fang found that Xing Yan always likes to drink alcohol in his mouth for a while, and before swallowing it in his mouth, his mandible will draw a shallow arc of movement, which is very... sexy.
Qin Fang lowered his eyes and took a sip of his wine. He felt that he was always staring at Xing Yan now, like a subconscious habit, and he was dazed.
They were full of wine and food, both of them were starving before eating, and felt full after eating. Cleared up the table and moved it back, and then came out to sit again. There are still several cans of beer on the ground, one chair for each person, and a small warm-colored lamp above their heads.
Qin Fang sat astride the chair backwards, with his chin resting on the back of the chair. He glanced at Xing Yan, who was one meter away from him, and smiled after seeing Xing Yan.
After drinking, Qin Fang smiled more directly and contagiously.
Xing Yan also laughed, and asked him: "Why are you looking at me smirking?"
"There's nothing to say, so I just smiled." Qin Fang said.
Xing Yan was also sitting in the same posture as Qin Fang. He shook the can in his hand and raised his head to take a sip.
"It's quite surprising to know you," Xing Yan said calmly, his voice came into his ears, accompanied by the cool night, it seemed peaceful and tranquil, "You... have always been surprising."
"What's the accident?" Qin Fang leaned on the back of the chair and asked him with his head tilted.
Xing Yan thought for a while, and slowly said: "Everything is unexpected."
"I don't know if it's a surprise to know you." Qin Fang thought about the process of getting to know Xing Yan carefully, and then smiled softly, "You are different from the people I know."
They are very different from each other's social circles, that's for sure.
The turmoil and madness of the day are silent as the sun goes away, the moon above the head casts soft light, and the earth is blue and white. Such a night is suitable for chatting.
Xing Yan looked around at the small courtyard in front of him, took another sip of the wine in his hand, and asked Qin Fang, "Did you always live here when you were young?"
"Yes, yes." Qin Fang nodded, his chin never leaving the back of the chair, "My grandfather and I."
Qin Fang pointed to the weeds on the left, and said to Xing Yan: "There is a cherry tree there, I don't know if it is still alive, because it ate a lot of sour cherries when I was young, and I ate them all before they turned red. "
Xing Yan's eyes followed Qin Fang's fingers, and he followed Qin Fang's finger wherever he pointed.
"At the door, right there, there used to be a small shed, a canopy that my grandfather built for me." Qin Fang had a smile on his face, and his eyes were long, "I can't stay in the house when it rains. I have to look outside, and I also like the puddles on the ground, I have to step on the water with bare feet. If I am not allowed to come out, I will roll and cry. Later, my grandfather built a canopy for me, and I can watch the rain in winter and the snow in summer. "
There was a gentle arc on Xing Yan's lips, Qin Fang said: "I seem to have said the wrong thing, I drank."
"It's okay," Xing Yan looked at him, "You say."
"At that time, I had a small wooden bench. My grandfather's driver made it for me. It was very small, more than a dozen centimeters? Anyway, it was very small." Qin put his chin on the chair, opened and closed his mouth when he spoke, and followed his head. "The driver always carried me and rode on his neck. I can't even remember what he looked like."
Xing Yan never spoke, but gave voice from time to time to represent that he was listening. Qin Fang said a lot, it was all about his childhood.
"I'm too naughty. Sometimes my grandfather gets angry and calls me twice in a hurry, and it's over." Qin Fang looked up at the stars in the sky, raised his hand, and stroked his fingers lightly, "I remember now These are all beautiful."
"Yeah," Xing Yan nodded, "it's beautiful."
"It's so beautiful here, even if it's so barren, even if it's so old." Qin Fang sniffed, the alcohol made people's eyes hot, "...it's still as beautiful as a fantasy of mine. That's why I rarely come here , I haven’t been here for a long time.”
Xing Yan stood up and moved the chair closer to Qin Fang, so close that he could touch his head with his hand. Xing Yan scratched his short hair with his fingers, Qin Fang looked over on his side, the light in his eyes seemed to have secretly hidden a few stars in his eyes when he raised his head just now.
"Such a beautiful place secretly took you to see," Qin Fang smiled and licked his lips, "Brother Yan, you made money."
"It's a big profit." Xing Yan said with a smile.
"So," Qin Fang blinked lightly, "I will think about this every birthday in the future. I will divide the memory into half of you. I hope that from this year on, there will be beauty in your memory."
Xing Yan didn't speak, his hand kept scraping Qin Fang's head lightly, and his wrist rested on his neck. Qin Fang didn't move, he cooperated very well. Xing Yan opened his fingers, and scratched the back of Qin Fang's head with his fingertips. Qin Fang lay there a little drowsy.
"Your rank is really high." When Xing Yan spoke again, he suddenly said this sentence out of context.
Qin Fang looked at him and raised his eyebrows.
"I actually..." Xing Yan lowered his head and snorted, "I don't really want to date you anymore."
Question marks were written on Qin Fang's face.
"Brother Fang is amazing," Xing Yan still laughed, and laughed twice with his eyes downcast, "It's amazing."
"I don't understand." Qin Fang really didn't understand, and he didn't want to think about it. He shook his head, "I've been drinking, and my brain is not working."
Xing Yan finally flicked on his head with a soft sound.
Xing Yan pointed to the motorcycle in the yard with a cold light, and asked Qin Fang: "Don't be too willing?"
"That's for sure." Qin Fang smiled, "I'm about to cry."
"I can think of it." Xing Yan also imitated Qin Fang's posture, lying on the back of the chair, resting his chin with the back of his hand.
Qin Fang said, "Who cares about him."
Xing Yan looked at it and said to Qin Fang, "Thank you."
He said it before, and Qin Fang also said that you are welcome, but now he said it again: "You are welcome."
Xing Yan turned his head to look at him, looked at Qin Fang's face, looked at his eyes, smiled and said, "I can't have it."
Qin Fang's expression didn't change, he blinked his half-closed eyes again, nodded and said, "I know."
"I have received everything you want to express, and I have also received the happiness it can give me." Xing Yan said, "I have received everything you conveyed, thank you cutie."
"What the fuck is cute..." Qin Fang couldn't hold back his curse, "If you call me that again, we'll definitely have a fight."
Xing Yan said: "Little cutie."
"..." Qin Fang made him laugh angrily, and turned his head away from him.
"I know you won't want it, but if you put it in your hands, you might have to break up with me." Qin Fang has always understood interpersonal communication, and he said, "I wouldn't do it if I were another person, but for you and me A little over the top."
"Above?" Xing Yan laughed again, and couldn't help but flicked him on the head again.
"Well," Qin Fang also looked at the car and said, "It's really up there. Brothers, friends...you're lying to ghosts."
Xing Yan was startled by his divine words again, and asked him with a wry smile, "Do you know what you are talking about?"
"I know," Qin Fang said lying on his stomach, "I haven't figured it out yet, but I have some clues. Brother Fang was once a bully in love, so don't be shy."
Brother Fang must have drunk too much, the little overlord in love has never been in a relationship for more than two months.
Qin Fang also knew that he had drunk too much, he put his hand in the pocket of his coat, and continued: "You are so special to me, you make me not look like me anymore."
Xing Yan asked: "Don't you like this?"
Qin Fang thought about it for a long time, then shook his head, and said honestly: "I can't say I don't like it, I can't say I like it or not, I just don't like it, and I don't know what to do."
Xing Yan looked at him: "Afraid?"
"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of." Qin Fang replied confusedly, "You always ask me if I'm afraid, but in fact I'm afraid of very few things. I just... have no bottom and can't step on the ground."
It was very late at night, and the alcohol was mixed in the blood, making people intoxicated and confused. Qin Fang lay there blinking his eyes, and said slowly, "I haven't cleared my heart yet."
With one arm hanging down, he shook it slightly, and continued: "But I want to give you a lot of things, I want to give you happiness, I want to make you happy, and I want to give you all the good things."
He closed his eyes after speaking, as if sleepy.
Xing Yan remained silent, looking at Qin Fang's handsome profile and the shape of his beautiful head. Time passed by every minute and every second. I don't know how long it has passed. There are only two young teenagers in the still space.
One was half asleep and half awake, and the other was silent.
Then the one who was silent stood up first. Xing Yan walked over, leaned down slightly, and whispered in Qin Fang's ear, "Stop stroking."
He put his lips on the back of Qin Fang's head, and touched it gently for a long time.