Qin Fang's attitude had already been shown, but since Xing Yan had come, it was impossible for him to leave.
Qin Fang is still not used to standing in front of each other with Xing Yan in this way, speaking in this capacity. But now the fact is that they have indeed become like this. It's ridiculous to think that they were still lovers when they last met.
Xing Yan wanted to hold Qin Fang's wrist, but he still didn't take it half way out, and took it back, only rubbing his knuckles. He repeated: "I want to talk to you."
Qin Fang looked at him, and repeated his own words: "I said it, I suggest not to talk."
Xing Yan is a very persistent person, or stubborn. Qin Fang is not as obvious as him, but he is also very stubborn, and his temper is not easy to talk to, and he does not suffer.
He reminded Xing Yan when he was still sane, but Xing Yan didn't leave.
So Qin Fang didn't give Xing Yan a chance to speak again, and he didn't hesitate when he punched out.
— A punch hit Xing Yan's left chest hard, with a bang. Xing Yan was thin, his bones collided with his fists, and both hurt each other. Before Qin Fang dropped his hand, he could predict it, but he didn't use his muscles, and he didn't take Qin Fang's hand, it was a solid punch.
Another punch hit Xing Yan's collarbone, and Xing Yan followed his strength to take a step back. Qin Fang followed a step, grabbed Xing Yan's clothes and punched him again.
Xing Yan frowned a little, coughed a few times, but never raised his arm.
"Do you remember what I said?" Qin Fang said in a deep voice. His hands were shaking a little because of the force he had just exerted.
Xing Yan nodded and said, "I remember."
Qin Fang said: "It doesn't matter what the result is, it's what comes and goes, don't force it."
Xing Yan didn't speak, he looked into Qin Fang's eyes, but Qin Fang didn't dare to meet his eyes. Qin Fang's eyes fell on the punch he had just slammed on Xing Yan's collarbone, and a patch of red could already be seen outside the collar. He kept staring at the skin: "But if you play with me, if you are not sincere, then let's fight... I will beat you with my life, and I will not be soft."
Qin Fang's voice was a little unsteady at the end, he took a deep breath and asked, "Do you still remember?"
Xing Yan said he remembered.
Qin Fang then said: "Today you have to fight with me, and we will fight with our lives. This is what you promised me."
The two of them stand out at the bottom of the dormitory building. Even though there are not so many people in the dormitory area now, there are still a few people around in twos and threes watching, and some even took out their mobile phones.
Qin Fang maintained the state of confrontation with Xing Yan, didn't look back, and only raised his voice and said: "Watch the fun and watch it casually, just shoot the video, I'm not feeling well today, give me some face, brother."
After he finished speaking, no one took another video, so don't cause this trouble.
But after all, the downstairs of the dormitory is not a good place to fight. Qin Fang grabbed Xing Yan and walked around to the back of the restaurant. Few people would come here. He let go of Xing Yan's hand, the distance between the two was a little close, Qin Fang said in a low voice, word by word: "Beat, I will talk to you after the beating."
Xing Yan looked at him and said in a deep voice, "You come."
Qin Fang looked at his face, his eyes suddenly turned red. He gritted his teeth, grabbed Xing Yan and put his knee on his stomach.
Qin Fang held back for so many days, never got angry, never told anyone about it, even when talking about it with Hua Tong, Qin Fang never brought any anger. Right now Xing Yan was standing in front of him, his brother Yan, his boyfriend, stood in front of him and nodded and said that he remembered them all.
Qin Fang's emotions, which had been suppressed for many days, were all tumbling out, and he couldn't suppress them.
He hadn't fought for a long time, and he never thought that one day he would throw his fists on Xing Yan. Qin Fang's eyes became redder every time he hit him, and finally he stared at Xing Yan, his chest heaving violently, and he gritted his teeth and asked him: "I told you to fight me, is it still a fight if you don't fight back?"
After being beaten so many times, Xing Yan didn't even frown. After coughing twice, he just said to him: "... come."
Qin Fang stared at him, and took a few breaths. The panting was so hard that there was even a sound of gasping in his throat. The eyes suddenly became blurred, Qin Fang blinked his eyes, and some liquid fell and hit the ground directly.
Xing Yan twitched his fingertips and wanted to raise his hand, but Qin Fang turned around and left. He didn't turn his head back, his shoulders were still straight, his pace became faster and faster, and finally he ran in big strides, turned a corner, and Xing Yan was out of sight.
Life is full of drama, and sometimes it is simply too dramatic. Qin Fang beat Xing Yan so hard that his knuckles were swollen.
When Hua Tong came back from the study room, Qin Fang was squatting on the chair in a daze.
"I didn't reply to the message, I thought you were not in the dormitory." Hua Tong patted his shoulder and said.
Only then did Qin Fang come back to his senses, and looked up at him: "I didn't hear it, it must have been muted."
"How was the exam? Can you pass it?" Hua Tong asked him.
Qin Fang said, "Yes."
Hua Tong went to wash his face first, then came out and turned on the air conditioner. Qin Fang squatted in a daze in the dormitory without even turning on the air conditioner, and the room was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.
"What philosophical question are you meditating on here?" Hua Tong sat across from Qin Fang and asked him.
Qin Fang answered smoothly: "Who am I, where do I come from, where do I go."
His eyes were still a little blank, Hua Tong looked at him, stopped talking, and asked him to sit quietly. After sitting for a while, Qin Fang changed to lying on the table, looking for a random spot, staring at the key next to him.
His cell phone rang above his head from time to time, but Qin Fang didn't notice it at all, as if his soul had been emptied. Hua Tong didn't speak, and sat on the other side reading a book.
Fortunately, this is the end of the exam, otherwise Qin Fang's current state, his mind is in a mess, and he can't remember what he has memorized. He and Xing Yan will have this time sooner or later, as long as they meet, Qin Fang will definitely fight this fight. But Xing Yan didn't fight back, and finally turned into Qin Fang's unilateral venting of anger.
In fact, Qin Fang also thought of this.
It was impossible for Xing Yan to fight back, he wouldn't even lift a finger.
Qin Fang hit Xing Yan one after another today, not only hitting Xing Yan, but also smashing his longing for love and their past. Qin Fang was merciless, he was ruthless to Xing Yan, and even more ruthless to himself.
Every time he slammed it, it hurt him twice, and when he swung the knife at himself, he was straightforward and merciless.
It was too late, Hua Tong asked him to go to bed, Qin Fang said "hmm" and went up.
There are many reminders on the phone, including missed calls and messages, Qin Fang looked around. There were two text message reminders. He opened them to read, one of which was a spam advertisement, and the other was from Xingyan.
— If you don’t have a good time, you can come again. I want to say a few words to you.
That message was sent in the afternoon. Qin Fang watched it for a long time, finally locked the screen and didn't reply.
Before having a meal appointment with Han Xiaogong, Qin Fang went to pick him up at the gate of the community. When Han Xiaogong came out, he carried a thermos cup, got in the car and handed it to Qin Fang: "Si Tu cooked it, let me bring it to you."
Qin Fang opened it and took a sip: "Fruit tea?"
"That's right, I didn't drink it, he tossed about it all day." It was too hot outside, so Han Xiaogong turned on the vent.
"What to eat?" Qin Fang asked.
Han Xiaogong said: "Let's go, I'll take you to eat and drink for nothing."
"Great." Qin Fang smiled, and walked according to the location given by Han Xiaogong. Every time the two of them came out to eat free food, they were very happy. This is a very interesting activity. Both Xing Yan and Si Tu didn't bother to come out, but Qin Fang liked it, mainly because he thought it was interesting and fun, and he could eat a king's meal by taking a photo and posting it on Weibo.
I went to a Japanese grocery store. Qin Fang had been there before, and it was a pretty good store. The two sat cross-legged in the private room, and the manager politely set up a table. Neither of them brought a camera, but the store was very professional, and there was a special person with a camera to take pictures, which turned out to be very good. Qin Fang sat there laughing for a long time.
The manager said to Han Xiaogong: "I thought you would bring a team. Since you didn't come, our little friend can do it too. He is a photographer."
Han Xiaogong said: "I don't have a team, it's okay, just shoot whatever you want."
The cameraman took pictures for more than ten minutes, and the camera was always aimed at Qin Fang. Han Xiaogong told him, "Just take pictures of myself."
Qin Fang shook his head and said, "It's okay, just shoot whatever you want."
The two of them said the same thing, Qin Fang smiled and said, "Is there anything I can't shoot while eating and drinking."
In fact, Qin Fang could guess what Han Xiaogong was thinking. In the photos before, Qin Fang appeared on camera, and Han Xiaogong's fans were bragging about his face and shouting about his and Xing Yan's cp. At that time, it didn't matter how he posted it. Now Qin Fang and Xing Yan don't know what's going on in the future, so it's not appropriate to send Qin Fang again. Although it's normal to take a photo as a friend, but the girls keep mentioning Brother Yan below, it's not the case, This also disrespects Qin Fang.
He has always been very thoughtful and thinks a lot, and it is very comfortable to associate with such a person.
After taking the photo, there were only the two of them left in the private room, Qin Fang said with a sigh of relief, "I can finally eat."
"You eat yours, he shoots his." Han Xiaogong was almost full, and he took too many photos, and he no longer took the camera seriously.
Qin Fang smiled and said, "I'm afraid I will be ugly."
They are too familiar, eating and chatting together has always been natural, even if Qin Fang and Xing Yan are in their current state, it will not prevent them from getting along normally.
After eating, Qin poured down a cup of tea and drank it slowly, and Han Xiaogong finally mentioned Xingyan. They haven't talked about it since they met.
"Brother Yan did something stupid." Han Xiaogong asked directly.
Qin Fang drank his tea with eyes downcast and shook his head.
"Are you divided?" Han Xiaogong asked.
Qin Fang raised his eyes and said, "Did he ask you to ask?"
"How is it possible?" Han Xiaogong laughed, "He doesn't talk, we haven't talked for many days, he is now the former Zhou Siming, he leaves early and returns late, a lone ranger."
Qin Xin's mouth hurt for no reason, he put down the cup, and gently swirled the mouth of the cup.
"I'm not here to speak for him, I've never done this kind of thing." Han Xiaogong played with his chopsticks and moved the position on the table in a small range, "I gave an assist before you all came, and that was the first time I interfered with others As for emotional matters, I only help Xing Yan, I think he is too strenuous, he won't fall in love."
Qin Fang laughed, blinked and asked, "He doesn't know how to fall in love?"
Han Xiaogong nodded: "Why not? Do you think he will?"
Thinking of the journey he and Xing Yan had taken, Qin Fang couldn't nod his head and say that Xing Yan wouldn't talk. The speeding at high speed, the birthday stone, and the words given to him from time to time that made him struggle but moved his heart. This was before we got together, not to mention after we got together, Xing Yan was practicing every day how to make him more excited.
"He really can't, you think highly of him." Han Xiaogong smiled and shook his head, fingering the chopsticks and turned over on the table a little.
Qin Fang also shook his head, and said, "It's you who underestimated him. Compared to you, he may not be enough. Talking to me is enough."
Han Xiaogong still smiled, looked at Qin Fang and said, "He doesn't know what you do."
Qin Fang said: "Stop making trouble, I can't, I'm just a fool."
Han Xiaogong said it a bit seriously: "Who is smart or not, who is stupid or not, what do you think? Feelings are not judged by being stupid or not."
Qin Fang didn't answer his words, so Han Xiaogong didn't continue.
He didn't come here to speak for Xing Yan, and he really didn't know what was going on with them. Xing Yan didn't say a word, Han Xiaogong probably guessed it. He came out to have dinner with Qin Fang today, that is, just to have a meal. We've known each other for a year, so don't act like if he and Xing Yan broke up, it would be a waste of friends.
It is true that they have their own positions, but this does not prevent them from being friends. Qin Fang is a very good person, because he broke up with Xing Yan, since then he and Si Tu haven't had any contact with each other as if they didn't know him, which makes people feel that the world is too indifferent.
The world is indeed indifferent, but sometimes there is still a little warmth.
Afterwards, they didn't bother to chat about Xingyan, they just drank tea and chatted.
Han Xiaogong said that Zhou Siming was admitted to graduate school and would stay here to continue studying. He and Si Tu will go back and will not stay here.
Qin Fang nodded and said, "The climate here is not suitable for you either."
"It's the same wherever I am. Si Tu is really not suitable for living here." Han Xiaogong said.
"What about Xie Zhe? Will he still run to find you often in the future?" Qin Fang asked with a smile.
Han Xiaogong waved his hand and said, "It's divided."
Qin Fang was a little surprised: "When?"
Han Xiaogong said, "Last week."
"Why? He's so..." Qin Fang thought for a while and said, "So tiny."
"Mini?" Han Xiaogong laughed, shook his head and said, "It's not that big, and it's not important."
Qin Fang blinked before realizing what he was talking about, his face was a little red, and he said: "I mean 'fan', obsessed with you."
"Ah." Han Xiaogong still smiled, "I still think about it, you think about it a lot."
Qin Fang's face became hot, Han Xiaogong put away his smile and said, "It's really not suitable, the child is too tender, it makes me a little tired."
"Clingy?" Qin Fang raised his eyebrows and asked.
"He's not very mature. I can't coax children with my character. If he's too immature, I won't call." Han Xiaogong said.
Qin Fang said: "But he seems to really like you."
But Han Xiaogong said: "How can I tell you, little straight man. Some feelings come very inexplicably, just like love at first sight in many cases, it feels fierce and fierce when it comes, and even if you don't know this person, you like it like crazy. He His longing, his sincerity, may indeed be very touching, but you have to know that this kind of feeling also has a drawback, that is, it has no foundation. It is very turbulent, but it is floating for a long time. It can give You are satisfied, but it is also dangerous. I said a little bit, did you not understand?"
It was the first time I heard this from Han Xiaogong. He seldom talked about his feelings, and even less about his own affairs. Everyone in their small group has the same characteristics, and they don't like to talk about themselves. They never dissect themselves with anyone else, no matter which one.
But Qin Fang still understood what he said, and he said, "That means he can't give you a sense of security."
"Yes, he makes me feel unreliable. Not only because he is small, he is only one year younger than you, and the same age as you last year, but you made people feel at ease last year."
Qin Fang said: "It's determined by character."
Han Xiaogong shook his head and said, "His feelings themselves also make me feel floating."
A prodigal son who plays games in the world, there is always some truth in what he says. Qin Fang subconsciously thought of him and Xing Yan because of his words.
What kind of feelings are they.
Han Xiaogong could see what he was thinking at a glance, so he smiled and said: "Our house is our lair, and it is our rotten root. We will not let others touch that place. For so many years, the only outsiders are you and me. Gong Qi has been here before, only you two have touched their rotten roots."
Qin Fang blinked, thinking about what he said, this sentence is not easy to digest. He remembered that Xie Zhe suddenly bumped in with flowers on New Year's Day, such a big bouquet of flowers, bright and warm, but Han Xiaogong frowned and said "I don't like it".
It's not that he doesn't like flowers, it's that he doesn't like others breaking in.
When Qin Fang sent Han Xiaogong back, Han Xiaogong invited him to sit upstairs, but Qin Fang shook his head and couldn't say anything. Han Xiaogong nodded and said: "That's right, if Brother Yan is at home, you two won't have a place to fight."
Qin Fang laughed: "Why do we fight?"
Han Xiaogong "tsk": "You have beaten him so virtuously, are you not guilty of saying this now? He came back the night before yesterday and his shoulders can't be straight."
"I'm not guilty," Qin Fang said frankly, "I have to pay back what he owes me. After paying back, it will be cleared, and we won't fight again."
"What do you mean?" Han Xiaogong raised his eyebrows, "It's gone?"
Qin Fang was silent for a moment without denying it.
After Han Xiaogong got out of the car, Qin Fang sat in the car for a while. Recently, he always likes to be in a daze quietly. It may be ten minutes or half an hour, it doesn't matter.
Hua Tong called after the exam and asked him if he wanted to eat something.
After Qin Fang hung up the phone, he drove away. The driveway in the community is not wide, and there are parking spaces on one side, so driving can only be done on one side. Qin Fang didn't drive fast, and a person suddenly appeared at the intersection ahead.
He was so familiar with that figure, Qin Fang could recognize who it was no matter how far away he was.
Qin Fang stared straight ahead with no expression on his face, showing no intention of stopping.
The man was standing in the driveway and didn't move.
The two faced each other briefly for a few seconds, and later they were so close that they could see each other's eyes through the glass, Xing Yan still didn't move, standing straight in front.
— Qin Fang stepped on the brakes.
The two were motionless, they had fallen into each other's eyes countless times, this time they met each other with a short distance between them.
A car came from behind, and the horn sounded shortly.
The two still looked at each other, and Xing Yan raised his eyebrows at Qin Fang, a little questioning.
Qin Fang shook his head lightly.
So Xing Yan nodded, took two steps back, and then moved to one side, out of the way of the driveway.
Xing Yan was still standing there, but Qin Fang had already left.
On the other hand, it looks like the love that Xing Yan planned for Qin Fang.