Now that it's all developed to this point, the clothes have been taken off, and what shouldn't be said has been said, so let's have fun.
Xing Yan's heartbeat beat Qin Fang's hand up and down, and the star under his palm was very hot. Xing Yan pushed his hand away, still a little uncomfortable. I have seen all the places that are buried deepest and most feared by people, and I can no longer hide anything in my heart.
"It's not very pretty, I made it myself." Xing Yan took the clothes from Qin Fang and put them on. Qin Fang sat next to him and looked at him sideways. Xing Yan said: "I thought it was quite simple, but in the end I made a fool of myself."
"It looks good, the color is very beautiful." Qin Fang said.
"I proposed the color myself." Xing Yan put his hands between his legs, clasped them in a casual but somewhat restrained posture, "I always kept the star you gave me in my mind at first. , fell out of my pocket twice and almost lost it, and then I got the tattoo here."
Qin Fang's voice was still a little hoarse, he sniffed and said, "If you lose it, you lose it."
Xing Yan glanced at him, didn't speak, just shook his head.
Qin Fang didn't speak anymore, the large scar on Xing Yan's body and the blue star on his heart made Qin Fang not want to talk now, and his heart was empty.
The two sat next to each other on Xingyan's bed, they honestly didn't touch each other, and they were silent.
In fact, Qin Fang's character, Xing Yan, is well understood. Now that Qin Fang can block him in the room and let him take off his clothes, he can still touch him. Xing Yan's mind, which had been dull for two days, suddenly opened up. He looked at Qin Fang who was sitting next to him, and a certain nerve instantly opened up. An idea flashed in his mind, and Xing Yan quickly grasped it.
The light was turned on too brightly, Qin Fang wanted to change the color, he just stood up when Xing Yan grabbed his hand.
Qin Fang looked down at him, Xing Yan looked up, and suddenly asked: "There is no one around you... right?"
Qin Fang didn't speak, he shook his hand lightly, but Xing Yan grabbed it even tighter, and kept looking at Qin Fang: "Really?"
"I'll change the light." Qin Fang smiled and shook his hand.
Xing Yan let go of his hand, and Qin Fang sat back after changing the lamp, exhaled, and said without turning the corner: "Yes, no."
His answer was like a knife, cutting the rope that had been hanging Xing Yan for the past two days, and finally he was able to fall to the ground.
"I didn't want to tell you." Qin Fang said slowly, "I want to see if you will open your mouth once, how long you can hold it back, or if I am really with someone else, you will take it seriously. gone."
Qin Fang asked him: "So? If I didn't tell you today that I'm leaving tomorrow, what would you do? Did you admit it?"
Xing Yan was a lot calmer because of Qin Fang's answer just now, he shook his head and said, "I... don't want to admit it."
"Then what are you going to do?" Qin Fang smiled, "rob?"
Xing Yan felt relaxed now, and he didn't have to think about how to say what to say. He also smiled and said: "You have to try, you have to say what you have to say at least once, and it's up to you whether you can get it back."
"Then why haven't you said anything these two days?" Qin Fang continued to ask.
Xing Yan lowered his eyes and said, "The time is too short, so I'm not sure."
Qin Fang laughed suddenly: "So you've been acting cowardly for the past two days, and you're all pretending, and the tricks are all in the back."
Xing Yan also laughed, scratched his nose, shook his head and said, "I'm not pretending, I'm really cowardly."
Xing Yan's words made Qin Fang laugh for a long time, and his eyes became red again when he smiled. Xing Yan heard that he stopped smiling, and turned to look at his face.
Qin Fang turned his face away, raised his hand and placed it on Xing Yan's chest, and asked him, "Does it hurt?"
Xing Yan said: "It's okay, I'm all focused on how to make the painting look better, and I didn't pay much attention to the pain."
Qin Fang looked at him: "I said Scar."
Xing Yan said "um", but he didn't lie, and said honestly: "It hurts, burns are the most painful."
Babies who show weakness are painful, and Xing Yan's words made Qin Fang's nose sore. He asked Xing Yan: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Xing Yan looked honest and said: "It's useless to sell miserably, and it's useless if you don't want to talk to me. It doesn't work if you sell miserably, it's even worse."
Qin Fang should have laughed, but thinking about Xing Yan's scars, he couldn't. He took his hand away and asked, "Why didn't you call me at that time?"
"Called." Xing Yan patted his head, "My phone broke down in the laboratory, and I called from someone else's phone."
The two of them made countless phone calls, and Qin Fang could instantly remember which day it was. He closed his eyes, and Xing Yan didn't speak when the phone was connected.
Qin Fang didn't want to talk anymore, every word Xing Yan said made him uncomfortable. The fair and clean little handsome guy went out and came back with scars all over his body. He lost his parents when the chemical plant exploded, so he was afraid when the laboratory exploded.
Qin Fang turned around and put his arms around Xing Yan.
A long-lost hug, Qin Fang's arms are very strong, and his shoulders carry a sense of security that people can rely on. Xing Yan buried his face on Qin Fang's shoulder and took a deep breath.
"You've already called." Qin Fang touched the back of Xing Yan's head with his backhand, and stroked his short stubble lightly with his fingers, "... why don't you tell me you're injured."
At that time, the two of them talked on the phone for a few minutes, and now Qin Fang only felt a tightness in his chest when he thought about it.
Xing Yan's voice was stuck on Qin Fang's shoulder, sounding muffled: "What are you talking about... I haven't contacted you for so long, so I called and said 'I'm hurt and I hurt'? Afraid of you... don't worry."
Qin Fang's fingers on his back trembled a little, thinking about what the scar on Xing Yan's body would be like at that time. Calling him with this injury and not daring to say anything, Qin Fang scratched his head again: "I just asked you to go to school to let you think about it, and I didn't just abandon you. Like that."
Xing Yan put his eyes on Qin Fang, absorbing the temperature of his body, and his breath is also fascinating. Xing Yan didn't speak, he was really cowardly, Qin Fang cut off the connection between them with a card at that time, without turning his head. This person is too decisive and straightforward, Xing Yan seems to have lost it since that day.
Qin Fang really didn't want to talk so much with Xing Yan this time, but the matter came to this point. The night before when Xing Yan came out of the shower, Qin Fang felt that his arm looked wrong, and Xing Yan had been wearing long-sleeved clothes since then. He hadn't even rolled up his sleeves, so Qin put it on him when he took a bath and tried it out.
Seeing that embarrassment, Qin Fang couldn't hold back anymore.
But the gap between the two of them in the past two years is also real, and it is impossible to pass because of Qin Fang's distress. That's too funny, as if this relationship and the two-year cooling-off period are like a joke, meaningless.
So Qin Fang said to Xing Yan that night: "I can be honest, and I will tell you clearly that I haven't thought about anything else since you left. I am still me. The story you gave me is so good that I don't like it." If you are willing to withdraw, you are worth waiting for me. I always believe that you are still there, and you are working hard."
He looked into Xing Yan's eyes, and said to him: "But I don't want to toss again, and I can't afford to toss again. Two stunned young men fell in love and bumped into each other. Do I have to knock again? I'll knock again. I also admit it, I can knock it, but I really can’t afford to divide it again. So I’ll be cold, if I continue, I don’t want to divide it again.”
Xing Yan listened to him and nodded: "I know."
This coincided with Xing Yan's thoughts. He said: "I was planning to come back and chase you again, but it was an accident that I came back early. It's useless to say more, so take your time later."
"Ha," Qin Fang smiled, and asked Xing Yan, "Are you going to pursue me? Brother Fang is hard to chase."
Xing Yan said "um", lowered his head and said, "It's hard for others to chase, but it should be easier for me to chase..."
Qin Fang raised his eyebrows: "Why?"
Xing Yan touched his nose, he hadn't said shameless words for a long time, he was a little embarrassed: "Aren't you originally... mine."
After saying this, both of them panicked with embarrassment, Qin Fang choked and coughed, and turned his face to the side: "Where did you come to the conclusion? It's too early to say."
"You said you're not single," Xing Yan looked to the other side, "Then your...boyfriend, who is it?"
"Why aren't you cowardly anymore? I think you're used to being cowardly." Qin Fang smiled, "You don't care who my boyfriend is."
Xing Yan stopped talking and looked at the wall on the other side, his heart beating steadily and powerfully in his chest. Qin Fang stood up after chatting, shook Xingyan's head, and said, "I'm waiting for you to chase me, little brother."
A chat that shouldn't have happened at this time, but it was chatted after chatting, as if the progress bar was pulled forward a little bit to fast forward.
Xing Yan didn't go to Si Tu's room that night, he just slept in his own bed, and the two of them slept soundly in one bed. The sound of each other's breathing could be heard in the room. For the two former lovers, it was ambiguous, seductive and at ease.
Qin Fang's flight is in the afternoon, and Xing Yan's flight is tomorrow morning.
Han Xiaogong hadn't decided when to leave, Qin Fang said to him: "You can go to my place when you are free, anyway, you know it well."
"I have to wait until the weather is warmer to go there, I've had enough of that smell of smoke." Han Xiaogong said that there was disgust on his face.
Qin Fang smiled and said, "The heating has been stopped."
"I'm not going there either, the wind is annoying." Han Xiaogong waved his hand, "Men in the north are attractive, but the weather in the north is simply poisonous to me."
Qin Fang made people feel disgusted, and couldn't laugh or cry.
Gong Qi drove over to take Qin Fang to the airport. Before Qin Fang left, he went to the cemetery to take a look at Si Tu. He came here this time to see him. When Qin Fang left, he waved to him without saying goodbye.
Gong Qi looked at the two people in the back seat and asked, "Are you going together? Brother Yan, are you leaving today too?"
"He's not," Qin Fang said, "You'll bring him back later."
"No need," said Xing Yan and Gong Qi, "throw us at the airport and go, I'll take a taxi back later."
Gong Qi asked them: "Are you reconciled?"
Qin Fang didn't speak, Xing Yan said, "Not yet."
"It's almost time to make up quickly," Gong Qi smiled, "I think it's a pity that you are separated, and I didn't dare to say it before."
"I also feel sorry." Xing Yan said.
Qin Fang laughed immediately, and looked at Xing Yan, Xing Yan was serious, not joking. Qin Fang said: "You are now a cool man, don't you want it?"
"No more." Xing Yan said, "It's useless."
Qin Fang boarded the plane and Xing Yan left. Qin sat on the seat, and the phone was not turned off when Xing Yan's news came.
This is the first time this avatar has been posted on WeChat after changing phones.
Qin Fang clicked to open it, and there were two in a row.
— Thank you for not being single.
—The boyfriend’s place is reserved, wait for me to get it.
The two sentences seemed a bit contradictory, but only they could understand them.
Qin Fang smiled and replied.
— easy to say.