"You are back." Hua Tong opened the door and came back to see Qin Fang. He was so excited, "I thought you abandoned me and flew away."
"Where am I going?" Qin Fang lay on the sofa with a pillow on his body.
Hua Tong sat next to him, put his elbow on Qin Fang's raised knee, and said, "I wrote two papers for you and handed them in. Without me, you will fail these two subjects. How do you plan to express your gratitude?" .”
"Brother Tong is my angel." Qin Fang smiled at him, "What paper?"
"Small papers like homework are not important. It's very easy for Brother Tong to write this." Hua Tong said.
Qin Fang nodded: "Brother Tong is the best."
He left for several days, leaving a lot of things at school. The students who usually know Qin Fang know that they have to go to Hua Tong directly. Hua Tong will help him with everything that Hua Tong can do, and let him go if Hua Tong can't. with.
When Hua Tong asked about Si Tu, Qin Fang said a few simple words, but there was nothing to say. For such a complicated matter as life and death, it was nothing more than a few words to describe it.
Hua Tong sighed and said, "It's a pity."
"Yes, it's a pity." Qin Fang closed his eyes and said, "But there is nothing we can do."
"Everyone has their own destiny." Hua Tong patted Qin Fang's leg, "It's enough to live without regrets for so many years."
"It's impossible not to regret it," Qin Fang thought for a while, "It's not easy to grow up. After growing up, I left after a few years. It seems that I have some regrets in this life."
Hua Tong shook his head, and Wagrates began to express his thoughts again: "It is regrettable not to have experienced difficulties. It is not easy to grow up, but it does not mean that this life is not good. Maybe because I am a bystander, I think this is very complete. My life. There are many things missing, but I have everything I should have. I have a few close friends and a girl I love very much. I have tasted both sweet and bitter. Although there are many sufferings. If fate is like this, stop at everything. It’s a comfortable node, so lucky, isn’t it? At least the hard times are over.”
Hua Tong often makes this kind of speech, sometimes it seems that he thinks too little and thinks everything is simple, but sometimes he thinks what he said is right. Qin Fang thought about his words for a while, and finally said: "The master is right."
The words are right, but emotionally it may not be acceptable. Humans are emotional animals after all.
Qin Fang came back this time with something different. On the surface, everything looks normal, but if you observe carefully, there are always some changes.
For example, he didn't touch his mobile phone very much before. He kept his mobile phone in his pocket every day for a day, and he didn't even touch it when he was busy. Now I have to take my phone out of my pocket from time to time to have a look, to see if there is any news on the screen.
"Brother Fang, are you waiting for news?" Qin put it in the tutor's office, waiting for a while to collect something before scanning it into the computer. Next to him is his little friend from the same school, a girl named Liu Yuan. Sitting opposite Qin Fang, she saw that he was always looking at his phone, so she asked with a smile.
Qin Fang looked up, and then said, "No."
"Then why are you always looking at your phone?" Liu Yuan asked him.
Qin Fang smiled: "I watch the time."
"I'll order a meal later, do you want to eat? Together?"
"No," Qin Fang told her, "I'll be back after scanning the documents later, you eat by yourself."
Qin Fang lay half prone on the table, with his cell phone next to him. After a while, the phone rang twice, and a WeChat notification popped up on the screen. He clicked to open it.
Xing Yan: I'm awake, and I'll show you the wild rose.
Below is a photo of a big red flower emerging from the grass on the side of the road.
Qin Fang laughed unconsciously, and replied: This is the rose.
Xing Yan quickly replied: I know, I just want you to reply me.
Qin Fang felt a little speechless looking at Xing Yan's words, but the corners of his mouth clearly kept smiling.
Qin Fang: You are a little naive.
Xing Yan: Yes.
Maybe after posting, he felt that the other party could not answer the word "um", and seemed indifferent, so Xing Yan followed up with another message: um.
A "hmmm" made Qin Fang collapse in an instant, lying on the table and laughing for a long time. It's too hard for brother Yan, it's not easy to pretend to be cool, it's even harder for really cool brother to pretend not to be cool, this has forced our brother Yan into something.
If Xingyan's character is gone, he is completely gone. This person is so different from before. In the past, there was no punctuation in Xingyan's messages, and he never added a period. Now not only is there punctuation, but the tone is much cuter.
Qin Fang seldom replied to him at the beginning, he had to restrain his emotions, otherwise the wechat was sent every day, and the two of them would soon have to get together. The two of them had to resume their status as a couple before anyone came back. That was too fast and shouldn't be. So Qin Fang came back occasionally, but most of the time he didn't.
Because this Xingyan often behaves like today, post something that Qin Fang will definitely reply. If he wants to show you the monthly season, Qin Fang probably won't reply, but Qin Fang has to correct him if he says something wrong, and we can chat once in a while.
Of course, Hua Tong also found out that Qin Fang was different, living together every day, he would definitely be able to tell if there was anything wrong.
Qin put it in front of the computer while writing a thesis while looking at his mobile phone. Hua Tong called his girlfriend on the bed for more than ten minutes. Later, he was almost finished talking on the phone and Qin Fang touched his mobile phone every half a minute.
"Then I won't tell you, I'm going to watch a movie with my roommate." The little girlfriend was in a very good mood, and her tone of voice was always rising.
Hua Tong said: "Well, go ahead, call me if you need anything."
"Okay, let's play with Brother Fang, why is Brother Fang so quiet, I can't hear his voice."
Hua Tong raised his eyes and glanced at Qin Fang, and laughed: "Brother Fang is busy."
"Oh, then you guys are busy, I'm going to play." The little girlfriend happily hung up the phone.
Hua Tong and his little girlfriend have been together for a while, and the relationship has always been good. Except for the occasional work that needs coaxing, the little girl is very worry-free at other times. Hua Tong is very rare for his little girlfriend. The biggest difference between him and Qin Fang is that as long as Hua Tong talks about it, it will be a long-term talk, unlike Qin Fang's time when each appointment did not exceed two months.
"There's something I've been forgetting to ask you." After Hua Tong put down his phone, he came to Qin Fang's side and sat facing him.
Qin Fang just replied a message, without looking up: "You say."
"You go this time..." Hua Tong looked at him, "Has Xing Yan come back?"
"I'm back." Qin Fang put down his phone and continued to look at the computer, "It's impossible not to come back."
"See you?"
"See you."
Hua Tong smiled, and then asked: "So you have been sending messages to him these days?"
Qin Fang finally raised his eyes to look over, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Obviously?"
"It's okay." Hua Tong leaned against the head of the bed, "My eyes are more thieves."
Qin Fang didn't need to hide anything from Hua Tong, and he didn't need to hide this matter, so Qin Fang said: "Don't ask about the next sentence, we haven't reconciled yet."
Hua Tong nodded: "I know that, okay, it's impossible to be so fast."
After a while, Hua Tong couldn't stay idle anymore, and the fire of gossip ignited: "Then... did something happen?"
Qin Fang was speechless: "What can happen, the relationship is here, it should have happened sooner."
"It's a pity to hear that nothing happened in your tone?" Hua Tong asked.
"No, can you stop owing?" Qin Fang laughed, "I'm such an uncontrollable person?"
"I can't help it." Hua Tong chuckled a few times, feeling a little wretched, turned away and didn't ask about their gay affairs.
Since the two of them have been able to go two years without taking a step forward, it means that they are not people who can do something on the spur of the moment, and they are both rational. Qin Fang can't, and Xing Yan can't. When they were in love, Xing Yan could stop doing it all the time, let alone now.
Their current relationship is far from considering that matter, and their communication is limited to the stage of simply hooking up.
But the rational Qin Fang really can't stand the current Xingyan.
the morning before.
Xing Yan: Brother Fang, look at the rainbow.
Qin Fang: get.
The two of them have a time difference, so most of the photos Xing Yan took during the day had to be posted at night. Qin Fang deliberately teased him: You returned the rainbow when it was dark that day, a picture stolen from the Internet
Xing Yan directly took a screenshot of a mobile phone photo album. He took more than 20 photos of such a rainbow, and picked the best one and sent it.
Qin Fang looked at the more than twenty photos in the album, and wanted to laugh, but felt weak again, and said: Don't be so serious, just take a random photo.
Xing Yan: What I take seriously is the effect you take casually.
Qin Fang: It's not important, then you can shoot whatever you want, I can understand it.
Xing Yan: All right.
The former "um" has now become "um" and "okay", and now he is a soft-spoken teenager.
the next morning.
Xing Yan: Brother Fang, look at the rainbow.
Qin Fang: ...
Qin Fang: Hahaha got it.
The picture is several colorful arcs drawn with colored pencils on a piece of paper.
Xing Yan: It rained today, and there was also a rainbow, but I didn't get a picture because I was in the lab.
Qin Fang: Forget it.
Xing Yan: Anyway, you let me take pictures casually, I think the pictures look better than the pictures.
Qin Fang looked at the chat box and replied with a smile: Can you stop being cute
Xing Yan: No.
Qin Fang laughed again, and now it has become a habit to look at the phone first when he wakes up every morning, and he touches the phone first to see the rainbow when he opens his eyes.
Later, Xing Yan changed his avatar into a cartoon little rainbow.
Xing Yan: Brother Fang, look at me.
When Qin Fang saw this post, he thought that Xing Yan was going to send him a selfie, but later he realized that he was asking him to look at the profile picture.
Qin Fang: Hahahahahaha.
Xing Yan: It didn't rain today.
Qin Fang: Hahahahahahaha.
Xing Yan: Did you get it? You haven't said get yet.
Qin Fang: ggggget!
Of course, Xing Yan knew Qin Fang very well, and this person was still of high rank. If he chases after him seriously and talks about love from time to time every day, Qin Fang will of course be moved, but after all, they are so far away now, and the only thing they can contact is the mobile phone. It is easy to say things seriously every day, and Qin Fang If you put it here, you won't be able to answer.
On the contrary, if you post some random things like this, the atmosphere will always be good without embarrassment.
In the past, Xingyan was so cool all day long that attracted Qin Fang, but now he is even more fascinated by his cuteness. Such Xing Yan has an irresistible attraction, and he will feel bad if he doesn't reply to his message.
Qin Fang said to Xing Yan one day: You didn't chase me like this before.
Xing Yan: At that time, I was in the second year of middle school, and I had grown up.
Qin Fang: Hahahaha but you are like a child now.
Xing Yan: So do you like it now? Or do you prefer the old days
This is a trap, no matter what the answer is, I like it, Qin Fang will not jump.
Qin Fang smiled without saying a word.
After the joke was over, Xing Yan still said it seriously, and he sent another message later.
—I thought about it before, if I have another chance to chat with you, it will be different. My personality is too bad, and I don't talk much, it seems that I can't touch it all the time. There must be some changes all over again.
Qin Fang looked down at the message and didn't speak for a long time. Another piece of news came.
—I'm not doing this to coax you and me, I just hope to make you feel a little bit more secure.
Qin Fang lay on his arm with his face sideways, looked at the two messages on the phone, and rubbed his face on his arm. Later, he slowly tapped the letters on the screen with his finger to reply.
Qin Fang: Got it, Brother Yan.