Every time something out of the ordinary was said, the atmosphere between the two would always change a bit.
Since it is mutual tacit ambiguity, the degree must be getting bigger and bigger day by day. I used to think that June would be here soon, but as time dwindled, I felt that the remaining days would be difficult.
Of course, I can't say these words clearly, and I can't hide the thoughts in my heart when I say them. But naive conversations like the following still happen from time to time.
Qin Fang: What's the date today
Xing Yan: 15.
Qin Fang: Soon.
Xing Yan: What is coming soon
I pretended to be stupid on purpose, but Qin Fang didn't answer him, and replied with a smile: I'm going on summer vacation soon.
If he didn't answer, he could only say it himself, so Xing Yan said: Then I will be on vacation soon.
Qin Fang: That's quite a coincidence.
Both of them pretended to be stupid, and neither of them mentioned the fact that they would meet soon.
Although I don't think about it lightly now.
Feng Zhe came back from the UK a long time ago, and the outside was plated with watery gold, but he still doesn't know anything when he comes back. He has no professionalism and no social experience. But after all, the family has a strong foundation, so they set up a hotel for him to practice. Feng Zhe ran to Qin Fang's side if he had nothing to do, and sometimes he would pretend to be dead as soon as he lay down at Qin Fang's house, and refused to leave.
"I don't need to do anything for my experience. I follow the team like a mink with a yellow tail." Feng Zhe lay on Huatong's bed and moaned.
"Then you won't be able to learn anything from our experience here." Hua Tong kicked his ass, "Have some snacks, Zhe'er."
"What's the matter, you've been killed by life." Feng Zhe said.
"I think you are really out of your mind." Qin Fang looked at him and smiled, "You can make nonsense about anything."
Feng Zhe grabbed a pillow and put it on his face, and said in a muffled voice: "No nonsense, now the one who can take me in and let me breathe is my father."
Qin Fang and Hua Tong looked at each other, and Qin Fang said, "It looks like I'm crazy."
After a while, Feng Zhe threw the pillow away, and said in a dull voice, "When will my father, Lin, come back and give me the immortal energy..."
"Your father Lin can care about you?" Hua Tong laughed aloud, "Your father Lin gave you a good look."
"My father, Lin, still cares about me." Feng Zhe said with a bitter face, "It's just aloof, and he can only show me a good face when he loves me."
Hua Tong took a tissue box and threw it on his head, Feng Zhe sighed bitterly: "I miss us, Xiao Fan."
These two are also funny, because Feng Zhe saw Fan Linyi being beaten so badly all day long, he pretended to be sensible and broke up with Feng Zhe, but he still couldn't completely coax Xiao Fan well. Before, Qin Fang didn't know that Xiao Fan had such a big temper. He usually didn't get angry when he made small fights, but when he was really angry, it was too difficult to coax.
Qin Fang asked him: "Did Xiao Fan say when he will be back?"
Feng Zhe shook his head: "I can't come back, I need a work permit."
"Scare you?" Qin Fang said.
"I also think it's to scare me, but I'm also really scared." Feng Zhe sniffed, "If he really doesn't come back, I'll be an idiot, I can't leave."
Hua Tong comforted him: "Xiao Fan still has you in his heart, and he will come back after graduation, don't leave."
Speaking of this, Feng Zhe was even more disappointed. Xiao Fan must have had him in his heart before, otherwise he would not have come out to his family on impulse. But after so long, Xiao Fan didn't show him much good looks, he was always cold, and he could only be a little warm every time after going to bed. After a long time, Feng Zhe couldn't figure out whether Xiao Fan still had him in his heart, and if so, how much was left.
The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable Feng Zhe suddenly grabbed Qin Fang's phone and lay down on the bed, using his phone to send Fan Linyi a message. Qin Fang let him go, and he had nothing to be afraid of looking at his phone.
Fan Linyi seldom answered his own mobile phone, and he would definitely answer it with Qin Fang's. He probably wasn't asleep at this time.
He opened Fan Linyi's chat interface, and when he came up, he called out: Lin Bao.
Fan Linyi was indeed still awake, and immediately replied after seeing the news: What's wrong, Brother Fang.
Feng Zhe pouted: Lin Bao, are you awake
Fan Linyi said: No, just tell me if you have something to say.
Feng Zhe pouted even higher, muttering that he didn't know what to scold.
"Don't use my mobile phone to send random messages, I will beat you if you send random messages." Qin Fang said next to him.
Feng Zhe didn't say a word, and continued: Lin Bao, when are you coming back
Qin Fang usually called him "Xiao Fan", but he had never called him "Lin Bao". At the beginning, the two sounds could be taken as a joke, deliberately acting stupid, and there might be something to say. Even the third tone can definitely feel something is wrong, this is not Qin Fang's tone of voice.
So it took several minutes for Fan Linyi to return: "It's not yet decided, I don't plan to return for the time being, Brother Fang."
Feng Zhefa: I miss you.
Fan Linyi replied: I miss you too.
Immediately followed by another voice: Brother Fang.
"I'll fuck your brother." Feng Zhe cursed in a low voice through gritted teeth.
Fan Linyi didn't have a younger brother, and the only younger brother he could get along with was himself. Both Hua Tong and Qin Fang glanced at him, Feng Zhe didn't look up, and continued: If you don't come back, Xiao Feng will die in my house.
Fan Linyi: What happened to him
Feng Zhe said: He is uncomfortable.
Fan Linyi: Brother Fang, tell him to do it in your own home, not in someone else's.
Feng Zhe cursed again, his eyes turned red with anger when he read a few chat records, and then he sent a voice with red eyes: "Fan Linyi, you are an idiot!"
After posting, he sat there with his lips pouted and waited for news, but they didn't reply to him. Qin Fang sighed, knowing that it was impossible for him to calm down.
After a while, the phone finally rang. Feng Zhe quickly looked down, but it was not Fan Linyi. Before he realized it was not Fan Linyi, he clicked on it.
Feng Zhe said: "Someone asked you to watch the little sparrow."
Hua Tong laughed with a "poof" beside him.
Qin Fang stretched out his hand to Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe obediently handed it over and said, "I didn't mean to look at it."
"It's okay," Qin Fang smiled, "I'm not afraid to watch."
There was a bird standing on the window of Xing Yan, and he took a photo to show Qin Fang.
Xing Yan: The little sparrow was photographed yesterday.
Qin Fang: This looks like a bird raised by someone else.
Xing Yan: I don't know, and then flew away.
Two messages came up on the phone, Qin Fang said to Xing Yan: I won't tell you now, Feng Zhe uses my phone.
Xing Yan: All right.
When Qin Fang handed back the phone to Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe looked at him for a long time with eyelids lifted, and said, "You seem to have a problem."
Qin Fang answered calmly: "There is a situation."
"Who is it?" Feng Zhe asked.
Qin Fang smiled and said, "Xing Yan."
Feng Zhe was stunned for a moment, looked at Qin Fang and asked, "Is it the original Xing Yan? Are you two getting together again?"
Qin Fang smiled and said, "It's never been broken."
"..." Feng Zhe blinked and looked at Hua Tong, who shrugged at him.
Qin Fang was forced to question because of his frankness, but there was nothing to say about this matter, Qin Fang kept his mouth shut, and Feng Zhe went to concentrate on chatting with Xiao Fan after asking for a while.
Even though the two of them are in contact every day, Xing Yan is really busy during this time, so he took the time to send two messages. Qin Fang is like a boy addicted to online dating, his mobile phone sticks to his hand all day long and does not let go.
There are more and more festivals now, one, two or three for Valentine’s Day, even if it’s not just a festival.
On the night of the 19th, Hua Tong chatted with his little girlfriend, and the little girlfriend had already set a schedule for the next day, saying that it was 520 tomorrow, and she wanted to be sweet. Listening to their conversation, Qin Fang felt like laughing.
Even at the age of 800, they still engage in homonyms. The little girls have a sense of ritual.
As a result, just after midnight, Xing Yan suddenly sent a message.
Qin Fang laughed after reading it.
—I heard that today is confession day, shall I confess
Qin put him back: no need.
Xing Yan: Make a list.
Qin Fang: The little girl just passed this, are you a little girl
Xing Yan: I am not, but you can be.
Qin Fang: Me neither.
Xing Yan also took the time to send a message, he is really too interesting. Qin Fang finds it funny when he thinks about it. Is this still the brother Yan who took him to find freedom when he played the big motorcycle? That brother Yan who always speaks only a few words
Qin Fang was in a good mood, chatted with him for a while, and fell asleep at some point.
Before I fell asleep, I thought that Xingyan would almost be back in more than ten days.
Hua Tong went out on a date with his little girlfriend early in the morning. Qin Fang had a class in the morning, and after the class was fine, he went to work in the office. Liu Yuan from the same group was also there, and Qin Fang asked her, "Didn't you go out for a date?"
Liu Yuan sighed and said, "Whoever a single dog dates with, they used to date with my roommates, but now my roommates are not alone."
Qin Fang smiled and said, "Look at who has no appointment tonight, why don't I treat you to dinner."
"That's good," Liu Yuan nodded, "Let's sing a karaoke after eating, so who doesn't have a good time on confession day?"
Qin Fang said to Xing Yan: Let's have a meal with my friends at night.
Xing Yan: Didn't you say that little girls only live through this
Qin Fang replied with a smile: Then I am a little girl.
Qin was a little bored sitting in the office, he had nothing to do, and his teacher didn't come today. It was already midnight at Xing Yan's side, and he didn't sleep, so he chatted with Qin Fang.
Qin Fang told him several times to let him go to sleep, but Xing Yan kept saying that he was not sleepy.
Qin Fang: Do you want to spend today with me in this way
Xing Yan: No.
Qin Fang: This is a bit naive, I suggest you don't.
Xing Yan: I'm really not sleepy yet.
Qin Fang: It's already two o'clock, you don't plan to sleep tonight
Xing Yan: Yes.
Xing Yan: Yes.
Another girl came to pick up things. When she opened the door and came in, she was still holding a small bouquet of flowers. There were not many flowers, but they were quite delicate. Liu Yuan said "Wow", and then said, "The flowers are so beautiful."
Qin Fang knew her well, and said with a smile: "Then what should I do, brother Fang will also order a bouquet for you? You pretend to be confessed."
"Forget it," Liu Yuan shook his head, "Aren't you also a single dog? Your flowers don't have any meaning of blessing."
Xing Yan was still chatting with him on the phone, Qin Fang said: Single dogs can't even send flowers, and the little girl in the office doesn't accept my flowers.
Xing Yan immediately asked: Who is single
This is the stalk between them, Qin Fang replied with a smile: It's not me anyway.
Xing Yan: Do you have a boyfriend
The dialogue is silly but sweet and addictive. Qin Fang replied: Yes... maybe.
Xing Yan asked him: Did your boyfriend confess his love to you today
Qin assured to say, are you obsessed with this? I didn't let you confess last night, and I still think about it today.
Qin Fang said: Not yet.
Xing Yan: Then your boyfriend is not good enough.
Qin Fang:
Xing Yan: Don't get along with him.
Qin Fang:
Xing Yan: Kick him and follow me.
Qin Fang couldn't stop laughing: Are you sleepy, are you still awake
Xing Yan: Not sleepy.
Qin Fang: Then what nonsense are you talking about
It took a few minutes for Xing Yan's news to arrive, and Qin Fang almost thought he had fallen asleep. As a result, after seeing the news, my heart beat faster and my breathing became lighter.
—Boyfriend confesses to you.
—Come downstairs, little girl.