Su Fengnuan silently let Ye Chang drag her back to her Fengnuan Pavilion.
Because Su Fengnuan these years, no matter whether she was in the countryside where the Su family settled down or returned to the Su mansion in the capital, her time at home was limited since she was a child. Although she was given two serving maids, they were also put aside by her and went to the outer courtyard leisurely. Therefore, Fengnuan Pavilion is very quiet, there is no one walking around.
Ye Chang entered the Su Mansion and entered the Fengnuan Pavilion as if entering his own house, with relaxed and leisurely steps.
He stepped into the gate, came to the main room, stretched out his hand and opened the door casually, then pulled Su Fengnuan across the threshold and walked into the so-called boudoir.
Su Fengnuan thought of a powerful word in his mind, and felt that it was very suitable for the current scene.
After Ye Chang pulled Su Fengnuan into the room, he let go of her hand, and said to her wearily, "Pour me a glass of water." After speaking, he took off his coat and came to her bed, He took off his shoes and lay on her bed.
Su Fengnuan stared at him for a moment, then rolled his eyes after a while, "Don't you have long hands?"
"I'm tired." Ye Chang closed his eyes and whispered.
Su Fengnuan was speechless, walked to the table, poured him a glass of water, came to the bed, and handed it to him, "How do you drink while you're lying like this? Don't tell me to feed you."
Ye Chang opened his eyes and looked at her.
Su Fengnuan saw that his eyes were like a clear spring, so clear and so beautiful, she held up the water glass to signal him to get up and drink.
Ye Chang got up slowly, supporting the bed with one hand, and took the water glass with the other.
Su Fengnuan drank a lot of tea at the Hundred Flowers Banquet, and was not thirsty, so she sat on the edge of the bed by the way, looked at him, and thought that it would be good if he came to her place now, where there is no one, so she can speak clearly , seriously, "You didn't seem to listen to what I said earlier?"
Ye Chang stopped drinking water, looked up at her, "I'm listening."
Su Fengnuan raised her eyebrows when she heard the words, "Since I heard it, why are you dragging my mother into the palace?"
Ye Chang remained silent, lowered his head, and continued to drink the water in his glass.
Su Fengnuan leaned on one side, seeing that he was silent, and said a little tiredly, "Ye Chang, I think we have been very good all these years, and we shouldn't change and kill this kind of goodness. In the end, it will be neither to you nor me. Well, the gain outweighs the loss."
Ye Chang remained silent and continued to drink the water in the glass, but his movements were extremely slow.
Su Fengnuan looked at him, these days, he was so thin that he would collapse when the wind blows. Since she came back to Beijing, his body, with such a tough soul inside, has done one after another big things, so that others can only see that he has been injured repeatedly, but they can't see that he is secretly silent The tricks and schemes he did all over the place concealed his ability under the injured appearance.
Although she knew it in her heart, she couldn't bear the torture of him hurting her again and again, which made her feel distressed and helpless, and she couldn't bear the pain of being clenched so tightly that she couldn't breathe for fear of falling apart.
After a long time, there are always times when you can't stand it.
A few days ago, it was one thing for him to be angry about her defrauding his senior brother to marry him. Today, it is another thing for Lin Zhixiao to express his affection for her again. If this relationship is not stopped, there may be more other things in the future.
Time is the most ruthless thing. If it goes on for a long time, it will always wear out the good, leaving only resentment and badness.
She didn't want to become like that, she thought, Ye Chang probably didn't want to, let alone the two closest people hurt each other.
Ye Chang finished drinking a glass of water, handed the empty glass to her, and lay back on the bed without saying a word.
Su Fengnuan looked at him, she knew a long time ago that if she could bow her head to anyone in this life, if she could take anyone down, it would be Ye Chang. He has had this ability since he was a child, so she can't do anything to him.
She raised her hand and threw the cup on the table, and the cup fell gently on the table, making a very light sound. She thought that since he didn't want to talk about it, let's talk about it another day, let him calm down first, then Reach out and push him, "Sleep inside, make room for me."
Hearing this, Ye Chang moved his body inside.
Su Fengnuan lay next to him on the outside of the bed and closed his eyes.
After a while, when she was about to fall asleep, Ye Chang whispered, "Su Fengnuan, you are giving up on me by saying this, right? You don't care about me anymore, right? You already hate me Enough of my temper, right?"
Su Fengnuan stretched out his hand to put his hand on his forehead, and said gloomily, "You misinterpreted my meaning, I mean, we are still the same as before, isn't it good?"
Ye Chang whispered calmly, "How can it be the same as before? You mean, you will leave Beijing to travel as before. The rivers and lakes are your favorite places, and Beijing is your inn. Every year, you will still be the same as before." Same, come back to Beijing to see me twice, will you stay for a few days?"
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "That's not true, now I can't get away, I always have to stay in Beijing, I'm talking about our relationship, it's still the same as before, it's good to be like relatives, there's no need to get closer together."
Ye Chang turned his head to look at her, "You mean, you got married with me that day, and said, 'we will be husband and wife, and there is no doubt about love and affection.' Doesn't that count?"
Su Fengnuan pursed his lips, and said with a headache, "Is it that important whether you are a couple? Ye Chang, our temperaments are too similar, how far do you think we can go? One day in the future, maybe we just hate seeing each other, why bother? "
Ye Chang pursed her lips, "Are you so unconfident about the close relationship between us and the life of a husband and wife?"
Su Fengnuan nodded and said honestly, "For so many years, we have claimed to know each other, maybe not as much as we thought. You have lived in the capital for a long time, and I have lived in the countryside for a long time, and I have different views on many things. .I think it's a small matter, but you think it's a big thing. I think it's a big thing, but you think it's a small thing. Except this, maybe there are other things, and there will be differences. How can it be long?"
Ye Chang opened his eyes and turned his head to look at her, "So?"
Su Fengnuan also opened his eyes, turned his head to look at him, and said seriously, "So, let's go back to the past! Okay? Today you dragged my mother into the palace to give you a marriage. Maybe there is a lot of anger in your heart." Fortunately, something happened to the crown prince, and the marriage failed, so he was able to rein in the precipice."
Ye Chang was silent.
Su Fengnuan said sincerely, "I will help you choose another good marriage. Maybe you don't like her that much, but as long as she doesn't annoy you, has a good temper, has a good temper, and will let you and obey you, It's great to obey you. It's not like you can't find such a woman in the world. Sun Qingxue from the Prime Minister's Mansion looks very good to me. I originally thought that it would be great if she could be my sister-in-law, but I thought that if she could marry For you, with her character, I am very relieved."
Ye Chang's complexion suddenly changed.
Seeing his ugly face, Su Fengnuan immediately said, "Of course, if you don't like Sun Qingxue, it's okay for you to force yourself to like other women..."
Ye Chang suddenly couldn't bear it and said angrily, "You said you wanted to choose another good marriage for me, then you will also choose another marriage, right?"
Su Fengnuan thought for a while, and said honestly, "It depends on the future. If there is anyone who can barely live with me, I will choose a marriage. It is not a bad idea. At present, I may not choose anyone. This is What's next..."
Ye Chang suddenly sat up, stared at her, and said angrily, "You are dreaming!"
Su Fengnuan saw that he was in a hurry, thinking about this matter, has it become a knot that can't be solved
She also sat up, and said slowly to him, "Don't be angry, don't worry, I said this, and I also think it's good for both of us. Now you may still be angry and not calm down, so let's not Let's talk about this. You are tired, and I am also very tired. When I wake up, I have to go to the Prince's Mansion. You calm down about this matter some other day, and we will talk about it."
Ye Chang looked at her angrily, "I won't be able to calm down in another year or ten years."
Su Fengnuan looked at him speechlessly, "You really don't listen to me at all, do you have to let us see each other to the point of hating each other before you feel satisfied?"
Ye Chang said angrily, "Su Fengnuan, since you were young, what things have you given up easily? How much of those difficult things have you bought for me? Who knows, I'm afraid you all feel like you want to be Biden The sky is still difficult, unimaginably difficult. But you have done it. Why do you give up so easily when it comes to your relationship? Ever since you were young, even if you liked me, you never thought of marrying me. Up to now, because of these two things, it is easy to use it as an excuse, saying something that I will hate seeing each other for a long time in the future."
Su Fengnuan looked at him and couldn't help but argue, "Emotions are not things, and neither is marriage. They cannot be compared."
Ye Chang said angrily, "How can I compare? So what if I can't? Do you think that my thoughts on you are because I have been used to you since I was a child, so I can't let go? What do you think I am? I'm used to Qianhan, why don't I want to get close to him?"
Su Fengnuan was laughed out of anger for a moment, "What are you talking about? What are you pulling Qianhan out for?"
Ye Chang said angrily, "I love you to the bottom of my heart. I wish my flesh and blood could be fused with your flesh and blood, so I want to marry you for a lifetime or even ten lives. Su Fengnuan, do you understand? Do you have any? No heart? Or are you used to the rivers and lakes and the countryside, afraid of being with me, I have become your bondage, you always want to push me away, and now you have simply found a reason to give up on me completely. "
Su Fengnuan was speechless again.
Ye Chang looked at her, "I have a bad temper. You are used to it. I always bully you. I used to lose my temper with you. You are used to it. Now you don't want to tolerate me, you don't want to spoil me Now, you tell me clearly, and I'll just change it. In short, you don't want me to marry you again. Just interrupt this kind of dream for me, and don't think about it from now on. "