If a person cannot breathe, he will die and wither like a flower that is not watered!
Su Fengnuan lifted the curtain and watched Ye Chang's figure disappear into the high wall of the household department's inner courtyard. She slowly lowered the curtain and said softly to Qianhan, "Go and get the wedding dress fabric that I put in the household department. I'll take it back to the Su Mansion."
Qian Han answered yes and went immediately.
Su Fengnuan sat in the car, thinking that she used to get together with Ye Chang less often, and only came to Beijing once or twice a year, staying for a few days each time, relying on his bed and his people , but that was only a few days, if she was allowed to cling to him like this now, she would not be able to get used to it after all.
She doesn't know, if things go on like this, will she be like those great ladies in Beijing, living within the high walls, embroidering flowers, raising grass, doing needlework, and thinking about the spring dreams of her daughter's family? live a lifetime.
Ye Chang will not tire of her, but she will tire of herself like this.
She overestimated her tolerance, since she was a child, she will not be a person who completely entrusts her life to others. Even if this person is Ye Chang, she can't let her eyes and ears be closed, her hands and feet bound, her heart wrapped in silk nets, and she can be a wooden man who wants to be happy.
Today, her father was assassinated and seriously injured. At that moment, she really wanted to fly to Peicheng as Ye Chang said, but now she has no strength to restrain a chicken, can't ride a fast horse, and can't reach Peicheng.
She saved Ye Chang's life with all her martial arts, but she didn't regret it, it was the result of her seeking benevolence and gaining benevolence. It's just that she couldn't stand herself without martial arts, and became dependent. In the end, she couldn't even use her brain. If your ears and eyes are blocked, if you go on for a long time, you will be trapped to death.
She closed her eyes, leaned all her body weight on the car wall, and left Ye Chang's embrace. Even though there was a stove in the car, she still felt the bone-chilling coldness, which reached her heart, where, It was already frozen, but gradually the ice layer became thicker and thicker, and it became the ice cave in Wangdi Mountain, which was too frozen to melt.
Not long after, Qian Han fetched the cloth and wrapped it in brocade. Seeing that the curtain had fallen, he said softly, "Girl, here it is."
Su Fengnuan lazily raised his hand, opened the curtain, and said, "Let it in."
Qian Han replied yes, and put the cloth into the car along the curtain that Su Fengnuan opened.
The carriage left the household department and headed for the Su residence.
Mrs. Su was arranging flowers and plants in the mansion. When she heard that Su Fengnuan had returned to the mansion, she was taken aback for a moment and asked, "Didn't she go to the household department at this time every day? Why did she go back to the mansion?"
The housekeeper shook his head, "Miss brought back the embroidered cloth for the wedding dress, I guess there is a place where I can't embroider it, so I came back to find you, madam."
Mrs. Su laughed, "Maybe it's because of this matter." After saying that, she put down what she was doing and walked out of the room quickly.
When Su Fengnuan came to the main courtyard, she saw Mrs. Su with a smile on her face. Thinking of his father being seriously injured and dying, her mother was still so young, like a delicate flower. After he went, my heart felt a little uncomfortable. But he didn't show it on his face, and said with a smile, "Mother, I'm not a guest, so why would you go out to meet me?"
Mrs. Su laughed and scolded, "Stinky girl, how are you not a guest? Let me ask you, since you were young, when did you go home and not use your home as an inn? How many years have you stayed here? How many days in total?"
Su Fengnuan said with a smile, "I also remembered this, why don't you move back to the mansion?"
Mrs. Su was joking, but Su Fengnuan did not expect Su Fengnuan to say such a sentence, and immediately asked, "What's the matter? You lived well in Rong'an Palace? What happened? Why did you move back to the mansion again?" ? Xiaoshang let you back?"
Su Fengnuan heard her mention Ye Chang and said "let it go". She sighed secretly and said, "Well, let me go back."
Madam Su's smile stopped, and she asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Did you two quarrel?"
Seeing Su Fengnuan's nervous face, Su Fengnuan laughed and shook his head, "No."
Mrs. Su looked at her, it really didn't look like she was arguing, but she also thought that this child has always had ideas, he is a master who knocks out teeth and swallows blood, don't look at her little daughter who looks weak and weak, but in her bones she is iron-blooded. Because of Yanbei Su's family's temper, they keep everything in their hearts, and when they don't want to be known, no one can find out.
She said solemnly, "Go into the room and tell me what's going on? Don't fool me, you've already discussed with your relatives and set a date for the sixth ceremony. The date of the big wedding has also been set, but you can't joke or mess around. "
Su Fengnuan entered the room, took off his cloak, and lay down lazily on the hot kang, only to feel warmer.
Mrs. Su sat on the edge of the kang and looked at her.
Su Fengnuan thought about his words, and asked her, "Mother, you and your father have been married for many years and gave birth to us four brothers and sisters. Do you listen to my father on everything?"
Mrs. Su was startled, then laughed and said, "If you marry and follow your husband, naturally you have to listen to your father."
Su Fengnuan said, "But you also have a temper, don't you? Why do I always remember that every time you disagree with my father, it's my father who coaxes you? Do you want it?"
Mrs. Su laughed, "That's a trivial matter. On major matters, I still listen to your father."
Su Fengnuan said, "My father is always in charge of you, watching you everywhere, not letting you do this, not letting you do that?"
Mrs. Su was startled, she could sense the taste, she looked at her and said, "You are running back to the house in a fit of anger because Xiaoshang is always watching you and not letting you do this or that?"
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "It's not that I came back angry, it's because I'm not used to being controlled by him like this. If it goes on for a long time, I don't need anyone to hurt me, I'm afraid I'll be suffocated to death first. I mentioned it to him, and he asked Qianhan to send me back .”
Mrs. Su laughed angrily when she heard this, and reached out her hand to tap her forehead, "You, for so many years, you have been running around outside every day, even when you go home, you are not idle, either fighting with your three brothers, or pulling them to make trouble, you are used to being noisy. You can't stand it if you are suddenly idle. You are so weak..." After saying that, she said "huh?" and said, "You have been raised in Rong'an Palace for many days. , is still the same as when you returned to Beijing, did not see any improvement?"
Su Fengnuan couldn't help laughing, "Even you said that, it seems that you really haven't made any progress." After she finished speaking, she covered her face and sighed deeply, and said in a low voice, "Mother, why do you think people are so dissatisfied?" What? I used to only want to detoxify Ye Chang, and I can do whatever I want, even if I risk my life, but now, after detoxifying the heat, I can walk and move without being paralyzed in bed. Relatively, it should be the best result. But I thought again, if this continues, I will no longer be me. I will be watched by him, controlled by him, restricted by him, and everything must be approved by him. Even if I know that he is tired and harder than me, I still can't bear it."
After listening to her words, Mrs. Su finally knew where the crux was. She patted her head and said, "If I tell you, you and Xiaoshang are right about this matter. Xiaoshang is too nervous about you. Good for you, I will take good care of you, and I am afraid of the slightest mistake. This is right. And you, you are a lively person, and you can't stand being controlled by others since you were a child, whether it is your father, me, or you Brothers, as well as your master and senior brother, no one can control you. Now even if you are weak in body, you are still a restless master in your bones. If this continues, it will naturally be unbearable."
Su Fengnuan has no words, everyone is right, but in the future, she can't give up on each other, she always wants to be together, what should she do
Seeing that she was silent, Mrs. Su said, "It's fine if you come back to live. I thought you were never married and lived in the Rong'an Palace for a long time. Even if you set a date for the sixth ceremony, it would not be good. However, Xiaoshang didn't like it. I was worried about taking care of you personally, so I followed him. Now that you two are married for half a year, you can always find a way to get along."
Su Fengnuan nodded, and could only leave it at that for now.
Mrs. Su patted her on the shoulder, "I think you are tired too, take a rest!" After she finished speaking, she saw the embroidered wedding dress and said, "It's still half a year away, so don't be in a hurry, wait until your body improves. It's not too late to embroider."
Su Fengnuan gave a "huh" and said, "Mother, you sent someone to clean up my yard and clean up a room for Qianhan. Ye Chang gave him to me, and he will come in and out with me from now on."
Madam Su nodded and stood up, "I'll make arrangements right away."
Su Fengnuan didn't speak anymore, he was really tired, he lay lazily on the bed and didn't want to move, but he couldn't fall asleep when he thought of General Su, so he closed his eyes and rested.
Mrs. Su left the main courtyard and took people to Fengnuan Pavilion, which had been vacant for a long time.
Ever since Ye Chang and Su Fengnuan returned to the capital, the conversations about them have never stopped. Even though there was little movement about Su Fengnuan's return to the Su Mansion, it was soon known by the major mansions in the capital.
Liu Yan said, "Ever since Brother Ye returned to Beijing and took Miss Su to the Rong An Palace to recuperate, the Rong An Palace has been closed to thank guests. Now that Miss Su's injury is almost recovered, she returned to the Su Residence. Brother Ye will never Why don't you thank her behind closed doors! I'll go find him tonight."
The King of Jin heard the words, "They were not married before, so they should have kept some etiquette. It is not appropriate to get too close before the wedding. Now she only lived in the Rong An Palace for a few days and then returned to the Su Mansion, so she still knows the rules and etiquette. "
Liu Yan said happily, "Grandpa, then I will be staying in the Rong'an Palace tonight. I haven't played with Brother Ye for a long time."
King Jin looked at Liu Yan and said, "If he doesn't drive you out, you can live in his residence tonight if you are willing."
Seeing that King Jin agreed, Liu Yan went happily.