It has been two or three days since Su Hang came back from HK, and every day, except for three meals a day, he handles official business in the study room. This made Shenxi very puzzled. If he was so busy, why didn't Suhang go to work in the company
So after having breakfast that day, Shenxi saw that Su Hang was going to the study again to handle official business, and couldn't help but ask, "Is it very busy at work?"
"It's okay." Su Hang replied after being stunned for a while.
"I think you stay in the study for a whole day. Wouldn't it be better to go to the company if you were busy?" Shen Xi suggested.
"It's okay." Su Hang's tone revealed a faint grievance.
"Uh… "
"You don't need to go to the company." Su Hang added stubbornly.
Shen Xi looked at Su Hang in astonishment. She wondered if she had hallucinations. She felt that Su Hang's eyes looked very similar to the eyes of the fifth day when she looked at her.
"I see." Shen Xi felt a sense of guilt for no reason, as if he had bullied someone just now.
Su Hang pursed his lips and stood in place awkwardly. He originally wanted to go to the study, but thinking of what Shenxi asked him just now, he didn't want to go to the study. He looked at Shen Xi, who was also a little helpless, and suddenly felt annoyed with him, why couldn't he even speak when he met Shen Xi.
Fortunately, today's Shenxi is a reborn Shenxi, a Shenxi who has lived with Suzhou and Hangzhou for five years. She has experienced too much embarrassment of this kind of honey. In the past, Shenxi encountered this kind of situation. He walked away calmly and silently, but now Shenxi wants to get along with Su Hang in another way. So she calmly raised her head and asked, "Do you have time in the afternoon?"
"Huh?" Su Hang looked at Shen Xi in confusion.
"Do you have time?" Shen Xi asked again with a smile.
"Yes." Su Hang nodded affirmatively, that is, it can be changed without me. This is what Su Hang did not say.
"Sister Zhang reminded me in the morning that the gifts we received when we got married were all piled up in the guest room upstairs and never opened." Shen Xi said, "If you have time, let's take a look together in the afternoon. In this way, Sister Zhang is also easy to clean up."
"Okay." Su Hang nodded.
"Then let's go together after lunch." Shen Xi suggested.
"Well." Su Hang, who turned around, couldn't help but have a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
Aunt Zhang came out of the kitchen with a rag, and happened to bump into Su Hang who was walking towards the study. She was about to say hello, but Su Hang nodded to her first. Sister-in-law Zhang walked to the dining table in surprise. While cleaning the dining table, she couldn't help chatting with Shen Xi, "Mr. looks very happy today."
"Is there?" Shen Xi glanced at the closed study door and asked casually.
"Yes. I just saw him laughing." Sister Zhang exaggerated, "I've been here for more than a year, and I've seen him laugh twice in total this time."
"When was the last time?" Shen Xi couldn't help but wonder.
"The day you got married, Mr. Zhang was always smiling that morning," said Mrs. Zhang.
Shen Xi glanced at the ring in his hand thoughtfully.
On the other side, someone who claims to be busy working in the study didn't even turn on the computer. He leaned back on the chair and looked stupid, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth for a while, and then his face was wrinkled into a ball in annoyance, and finally he simply used his head directly. Hit the desk, hit with a bang.
"Su Hang, what are you doing? You have to control yourself." The angels and demons in Su Hang began to fight fiercely.
"Everyone has been married by you, and now you are your wife. It is normal for you to have ideas." The devil was tempted.
"But didn't you marry her to help her? You didn't intend to take advantage of her," the angel reminded.
"Then why don't you go and make it clear to her, saying that you are actually married in a fake, and that you will get divorced after Shen shi has overcome the difficulties." The devil analyzed, "You haven't said it, it just means you have selfishness."
"But Shenxi doesn't like you, haven't you always known?" the angel asked, "Are you willing to force Shenxi?"
"What is reluctance or not, she agreed to marry you, that is, she agreed to accept you. You see that she is so good to you, maybe she likes you too?" The devil said.
"If Shenxi likes you, then I have no problem." The angel and the demon actually reached a consensus.
Su Hang slammed his head on the table again, and he knew that after staying with Shen Xi for a long time, his selfishness would become heavier and heavier, and he was about to lose his grip.
Through these few days of getting along, Shenxi's continuous release of kindness, she will smile at herself, take the initiative to talk to herself, and care about herself, all these actions actually make Su Hang have a delusion, he can't help thinking that maybe Shen Xi is a little like himself.
How could you come up with such a ridiculous idea, you clearly know that what Shenxi did is just her own upbringing, she has been a kind and polite girl since she was a child, don't you know
Since he was brought back to the Su family at the age of 18, in this so-called upper class circle, Su Hang has no friends of the same age. This is why, not because of that ridiculous life experience. No matter how good they become, those real so-called wealthy families still look down on their origins.
He still remembered that he met Shen Xi at the first reception he attended after returning from his studies abroad. That day, Shen Xi was wearing a long pink dress and was chatting with the young lady of the Yun family on the sofa. Countless young talents came forward to invite Shen Xi to dance, but Shen Xi politely refused one by one.
Su Bainian noticed his sight. Su Hang still remembers what he said to himself at that time. Su Bainian said: "That's the girl of the Shen family, Shenxi. This reception gathered most of the rich people in the S city. Character, your wife will most likely be one of the little girls here in the future."
Su Hang turned to look at Su Bainian.
"But Shenxi, don't think about it." Su Bainian said, "Shen Hechuan will not let his precious daughter marry an illegitimate son of a wealthy family who grew up in an orphanage."
Although Su Hang knew that he was not an illegitimate child, the marriage between his mother and Su Bainian was not recognized in this so-called circle, how ridiculous.
However, when Su Hang took control of the Su family and insisted on saving the Shen family under the pressure of the company's shareholders, Su Bainian smiled and said: "The way you are now and the fact that I disregarded your grandfather's objection and wanted to stay with your mother. It looked exactly the same together. But it didn't end well, as you can see."
"Do you think you got your wish by marrying Shenxi this way?" Su Bainian said, "A girl like Shenxi is proud from the bottom of her heart. You got her this way, she I won't appreciate you, much less like you. She'll think you toad want to eat swan meat, she'll think you're forcing her, and she'll probably hate you."
"You should wait for her to fall into the quagmire completely, and let the reality crush the arrogance of her arrogance." Su Bainian suggested, "At that time, she will depend on you. ."
"I'm not the same as you." Su Hang looked at his father coldly, "Your cowardice made my mother lonely all her life, but I will never hurt Shenxi."
Su Bainian didn't speak anymore, he just smiled meaningfully, as if he was certain that this would be a tragedy.
Su Hang's reason also knows that although the words of Shen's father are cruel, they are somewhat reasonable. Shen Xi looked down on himself, and he always understood in his heart. Although Shen Xi agreed to marry her because of the Shen family, emotionally, she should be extremely reluctant, otherwise she would not be unhappy.
Suhang was reluctant to hurt Shenxi. Although he had the right to do so, he was reluctant to let Shenxi be sad. So at the beginning, Su Hang didn't think about being a real husband and wife with Shen Xi, he just wanted to help Shen shi through the difficulties. But he never told Shen Xi this idea. Because when Shen Xi walked towards him wearing white gauze, when the two kissed under the altar, greed and delusions grew wildly in his heart.
He thought, what if? What if Shenxi would slowly fall in love with him
Then let's not talk about it, I don't force her, I don't tell her, I give her time, maybe one day she will accept me
But now Su Hang is a little scared. The longer he spends with Shen Xi, the more he can't control himself. Every time Shenxi smiled at him, he wanted to rush over and kiss her fiercely. He was afraid that if it went on like this, one night he couldn't help rushing into Shenxi's room to force Shenxi. After all, they are already husband and wife, aren't they
He asked Mrs. Zhang to go home every night and created such a space where only the two of them were alone. Wasn't it because he had such an unbearable feeling in his heart
The more he thought about it, the more irritable Su Hang became. He felt that he was going to be stunned. He kept hitting the table with his head until he calmed down.
During lunch time, Shenxi was startled when she saw Su Hang at the dining table. She pointed to the other's swollen forehead and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you? Did you hit the wall?"
"Ah?" Su Hang reacted, covering his forehead and said, "I just didn't pay attention, I accidentally..."
"Why is it so swollen?"
"It's okay, I..." Su Hang froze because of Shenxi's sudden approach.
"Sister Zhang, help me get the medicine box." Shen Xi suddenly reached out and touched Su Hang's forehead, examining it carefully.
Aunt Zhang quickly brought the medicine box over, and she was surprised when she saw the redness and swelling of Su Hang's forehead.
Shen Xi pulled out a can of Yunnan Baiyao spray from the medicine box, put one hand on Su Hang's forehead and caressed it, the other hand carefully sprayed the spray on the red and swollen area, and said worriedly: "Why? The swelling is so severe, first use Yunnan Baiyao to reduce inflammation, and if it doesn’t go down at night, try applying heat.”
Su Hang squinted his eyes, feeling the softness of Shen Xi's fingertips, the concern in his words and the fragrance lingering on the tip of his nose.
The woman he loves is so close to him, and is caring for him tenderly and considerately. Su Hang's fingers trembled, and the delusions in his heart began to grow wildly. Like a hungry beast, madly hitting the shackles that trapped it:
"What are you waiting for? Aren't you already married? You already have the right to get her. Stop locking me up and let me out."