"Do you want to know my background?"
life experience? Shen Xi never thought to ask Su Hang about his life experience. One is because there are many rumors about Su Hang's life experience in the circle. From when he returned to the Su family at the age of 18 to when he became the helm of the Su family, his life experience has always been a topic in the circle after dinner. The second is because Su Hang was too embarrassed when he returned to the Su family. Almost everyone in the circle knew from Su Mingli that when the Su family found Su Hang, Su Hang was pushing a tricycle with the orphanage. The children here pick up rubbish.
"Well." Shen Xi nodded, because he knew that Su Hang could ask this sentence, which meant that he wanted her to know.
"I know there are a lot of rumors about my life outside. Everyone knows that I am Su Bainian's illegitimate child." Su Hang almost gritted his teeth when he said the word illegitimate child, and he held the spoon firmly in his hand. Formed into a fist, the bulge of the phalanx is bluish-white.
Shen Xi looked at the ceramic spoon that was clenched by Su Hang, and couldn't help but stretched out his hand and attached it to Su Hang's clenched fist, trying to pull out the ceramic spoon he was still holding in his hand.
Su Hang felt the gentle touch on the back of his hand, and his hideous expression instantly eased.
"Be careful, don't hurt your hand." Su Hang held it too hard, and Shen Xi couldn't pull it, so she had to remind her softly.
Su Hang foolishly let go of his clenched palm, but the fragile white porcelain spoon was still broken into two pieces. Shen Xi brows lightly, opened Su Hang's palm and looked at it, and there was indeed a red mark on it.
"Fortunately, it's not hurt." Shen Xi checked it and was about to withdraw his hand. But I didn't want Su Hang's palm to suddenly force, and hold Shen Xi's hand in the palm of his hand.
Shen Xi was stunned for a moment, and looked up at the man on the opposite side in surprise.
Su Hang didn't know what was wrong, maybe it was because the feeling of Shenxi's fingers lingering in his palm was too happy, and he couldn't help but want to keep this feeling.
"Do you mind?" Su Hang looked straight at Shenxi.
"What?" Shen Xi didn't react.
"Bastard." Su Hang repeated.
Regarding this issue, Shen Xi in the previous life had already thought about it. In fact, since she married Su Hang, these labels posted on Su Hang have also been posted on Shen Xi. How many people joke about the life experience of Su Hang's illegitimate child behind their backs, and how many people joke that Shen Xi married an illegitimate child. Even after the two divorced, there were still rumors outside that, look, Shenxi finally couldn't take it anymore, and she still divorced that illegitimate child.
But how many people know that the divorce in the previous life was initiated by Su Hang.
It is true that Shenxi married Suhang for the sake of the Shen group, but during the five years of living with Suhang, Shenxi admired the man in front of him. He is calm and strong, erudite and wise, gentleman and graceful. If it wasn't for knowing that he loved someone else in his heart, Shen Xi felt that he would probably let himself fall in love with this man.
"Remember when you went to HK on business?" Shen Xi suddenly said, "The second day of marriage."
Su Hang looked at Shen Xi suspiciously.
"I went to Yunshu's club that day and met Su Mingli."
Hearing Su Mingli's name, Su Hang frowned.
"I heard her mentioning your background to others."
What Su Mingli can say, Su Hang can completely imagine.
"I was outside the door at the time, and they didn't find me. Then... I went in." Shen Xi said.
For some reason, Su Hang was a little nervous, holding Shen Xi's hand a little harder.
Shen Xi looked at Su Hang and said seriously: "I poured Su Mingli a glass of wine and warned her that no one can insult my husband in front of me."
slap.
Su Hang's half-drinking soup spread all over him, and the bowls and chopsticks beside him also fell to the ground.
When Shen Xi saw it, he hurriedly stood up and wanted to go over to check on Su Hang's situation, but was pulled back to the chair by Su Hang forcefully. Shen Xi looked at the opposite side in astonishment, but saw that Su Hang's eyes were terrifyingly bright, the muscles on his face were trembling faintly, and he was in pain when he held his own palm.
The two looked at each other for a long time, until Su Hang finally calmed down, he took Shen Xi's hand and took Shen Xi away from the dining table to sit on the sofa in the living room.
Shen Xi's eyes fell on the wet sweater on Su Hang's chest, and he used his other free hand to pull a few tissues to help him wipe it clean.
Su Hang sat quietly, he looked at Shen Xi busy for him, with a dull smirk at the corner of his mouth.
"You'd better change your clothes, be careful of catching a cold." Shen Xi wiped for a long time, thinking that it would be better to change into a different dress.
"Shenxi." Su Hang shouted.
"Huh?" Shen Xi responded casually.
"I'm not an illegitimate child." Su Hang looked into Shen Xi's eyes, and slowly told the story of the previous generation, "My mother and Su Bainian were college classmates, one year younger than him. My mother was very beautiful when she was young, She is the school's beauty, and it is said that many people have chased after her, including Su Bainian of course."
"My mother is from a small remote mountain village. She went to university on a scholarship, so she didn't see much of the world when she first came to a big city. Like Su Bainian, a man with a good family background, a good conversation, and a gentleman's style, she is almost a There is no resistance."
The story of a noble boy and a poor girl is a drama that most playboys in the circle love to play.
"But my mother is very conservative. The love with Su Bainian has used up all her courage. So when Su Bainian had further requirements, my mother proposed to get married." Su Hang laughed at himself, " I think Su Bainian at that time probably liked my mother very much, and the two actually went to get the certificate."
"And then there was me, then graduation, and then there was a lot of shit." Su Hang's tone began to become indifferent, "If the Su family doesn't admit my mother, naturally they won't admit me. I don't need my mother. Under the circumstances, Su Bainian unilaterally filed for divorce at the Civil Affairs Bureau, and sent the divorce certificate to my mother. After half a year, he and Liu Fang got engaged, and the two went abroad together again."
Hearing this, Shen Xi's image of Su Bainian was extremely bad. Ren can do wrong, but he cannot be without responsibility.
"I can't stay here anymore, my mother had to take me away to live in H city." Su Hang continued, "Actually, in H city, life was pretty good. My mother stopped thinking about Su Bainian. , trying to live my life and even having a new relationship when I was six years old."
"It's just that her luck doesn't seem to be very good. She finally has to start a new life. A car accident took her life." The grief was unforgettable at the beginning, but Shen Xi couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
"Then... did you go to the orphanage later?" Shenxi asked.
"No." Su Hang shook his head, "My mother left a suicide note with my background written on it, and the police sent me to Su's house."
"But... you're not eighteen years old..." Shen Xi said in surprise.
"Liu Fang happened to be pregnant with Su Mingli when I arrived at Su's house. She didn't seem to know that I existed. When she saw me, she had a very emotional reaction, and she almost had a miscarriage." Su Hang said, "Like me, I have already been killed by the Su family. How can the abandoned child be compared with the child in Liu Fang's belly, naturally they can't stay in the Su family, so the Su family decided to send me away."
"Su Bainian means to find a family to adopt me. In order to prevent me from getting involved with the Su family, Liu Fang offered to help me find a family to adopt me." Su Hang couldn't help sneering when he said this.
"Then how did you get to the orphanage in the end?" Shen Xi couldn't help but wonder.
"The other day, I followed a middle-aged couple who came to pick me up and left in the car. They told me that the place to go is far away, and they asked me to sleep for a while, and then I fell asleep. When I woke up, I Found myself sleeping alone in a deserted meadow."
"What?!" Shen Xi shouted in disbelief.
"But I was very lucky. I met a kind-hearted person who was camping over there and took me back to the city and sent me to the police station." Su Hang recalled, "But... police, when I asked who else was in my family. , but I didn't say anything. They searched for a long time and couldn't find it, so they sent me to the nearest orphanage."
"Suhang..." Shen Xi's nose was sore, and her eyes gradually turned red.
"I'm fine." Su Hang saw that Shenxi's eyes were slightly red, as if he was about to cry, and he was at a loss.
blah blah blah!
The tears in the eyes could no longer be saved, a teardrop the size of a bean dripped on the hands of the two people, and the hot Su Hang panicked: "Don't cry."
But Shen Xi was so distressed that he couldn't stop the tears, and the tears flowed even more happily.
"I didn't say this to make you cry, I just wanted to tell you my experience." Su Hang didn't know how to express it, and he said incoherently.
"I'm sorry!" Shen Xi couldn't help but threw himself into Su Hang's arms.
Su Hang held Shen Xi blankly, joy and bitterness mixed in his heart. He didn't know how much Shen Xi was crying so sadly, how much was because of distress and how much was because of sympathy.
I'm sorry, Shen Xi said over and over again in his heart. In the five years of my last life, I made myself smart. I know that you have high self-esteem and that you care about other people's opinions, so I never took the initiative to ask once, and I even deliberately avoided when you mentioned it occasionally.
But today I understand that you only care about the opinions of the people around you. The self-righteous way I used to protect your self-esteem is what hurts you the most.
At that time, you must have thought that I was very concerned about your origin.
"This weekend, let's go see my mother, your mother." Shen Xi suddenly said.
"Well." Su Hang nodded.
No matter, whether it's sympathy or distress, as long as you are willing to come close to me, I don't care.