Shu Jin's heartbeat gradually accelerated, and he involuntarily stopped to see more clearly.
But even if he couldn't see the other's face clearly, he couldn't admit his fault with that tall figure. After confirming who that person is, he clearly knows that this kind of development should not continue, but the other party is like a magnet, attracting him to approach uncontrollably.
Sheng Xinghe had no luggage, his hands were in his coat pockets, his hair was a little messy from the wind, and there were a few tiny snowflakes on his shoulders.
"Brother." Shu Jin called out timidly.
"Where did you go?" Sheng Xinghe asked flatly.
I haven't seen you for more than half a month, from the hot seaside city to the icy north.
Sheng Xinghe put on a thick, well-cut woolen men's coat, which suddenly suppressed the whole person's temperament more calmly. If the last time Shu Jin saw Sheng Xinghe in a white shirt, he could still find some traces of his college days, but now he can't find it at all. Sheng Xinghe in front of him was closer to the legendary upstart Shu Jin had seen on the Encyclopedia, which made him feel unfamiliar and had a sense of distance.
There is no one downstairs, except for the trees and grass in the community, which is a silent building.
The cold wind is slow, Shu Jin is full of cold air, and his eyelashes tremble: "Go shopping."
Sheng Xinghe said: "What about the things you bought?"
Shu Jin was empty-handed, stunned by the question, and said, "I wanted to buy it, but I didn't."
Sheng Xing He Ben just asked casually, turned around and went upstairs with him.
The two entered the elevator, and Shu Jin pressed the button.
He subconsciously stood on Sheng Xinghe's right, and when Sheng Xinghe turned his head to glance, he lowered his head and dared not speak, his face was already red.
From the lift of the elevator to when he opened his door, he was full of thoughts about why Sheng Xinghe came.
How did this happen? He mentioned the company's name once, did Sheng Xinghe remember it? Moreover, Sheng Xinghe had at least a two-hour flight to Xingcheng. Did he come to see him on a business trip, or...
Shu Jin knew that last time they were not really a happy goodbye, Sheng Xinghe was very angry, and he couldn't give an answer, so what was it like this
Shu Jin was very nervous, the key was inserted several times but failed to insert into the keyhole.
Sheng Xinghe said "I'm coming" and took the key from his hand. He felt that Sheng Xinghe's hand was cold, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting downstairs.
The lights in the living room were bright, and Shu Jin forgot to turn off the lights when he went out just now.
Shu Jin casually kicked off the wet shoes in the snow, gave his slippers to Sheng Xinghe, and walked in wearing socks: "Brother, come in."
It was very warm at home, but Sheng Xinghe grabbed his arm: "Put it on."
Shu Jin said, "There are no other slippers."
Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows slightly: "Do you think I can wear it?"
The height difference between the two is half a head, and the shoes are of course not the same size.
Shu Jin put on his slippers embarrassedly and walked away: "Want to drink some water?"
Sheng Xinghe took off his coat, stretched out his hand and hung it on the narrow entrance, which might not be called a entrance, because standing here can see the entire living room at a glance, with only a low shoe cabinet as a partition.
The decoration of the house is very old and simple, and it looks like it is rented, and the area is pitifully small.
A fabric sofa and a TV. People sit on the sofa and watch TV, and they can reach out and touch the dining table on the other side. If they want to eat at the dining table, they cannot enter the room, because the chair will occupy the aisle to the room.
Overall, the whole living room is not as big as Shu Jin's former bedroom.
Shu Jin seemed to be used to such an environment.
I saw that he skillfully plugged in the kettle, took out the cup from the cupboard and washed it, and finally found the tea bag and put it in the cup. The timing was just right, and the water was already boiling when he turned around. .
From the age of nineteen to twenty-four, Shu Jin was no longer the pampered and pampered boy he used to be.
"How do you live here?" Sheng Xinghe asked.
"It's cheaper here, and it's close to my work, so I can sleep a little longer in the morning." Shu Jin handed him the water, "Be careful, and warm your hands first."
Sheng Xinghe frowned.
He glanced at the coffee table and said, "Is there a guest just now?"
There are also two cups on the coffee table, which were used by Shu Zhaoyuan when he came. Shu Jin didn't have time to collect them, and subconsciously said, "It's a colleague."
Sheng Xinghe: "Which one did you travel with last time?"
Shu Jin forced Lin to take the blame and nodded.
He never dreamed that it would be so lively today, and he reminded himself to remember to send a message back to his colleagues for a while, lest they really come over.
Before Sheng Xinghe sat down, Shu Jin asked, "Brother, haven't you eaten yet?"
The house is so big, Shu Jin couldn't avoid Sheng Xinghe's sight all the time, and said, "I only have simple food here, dumplings, noodles, etc. I won't cook complicated ones. If you're hungry, I'll go and serve them first. You're ready to eat."
Just as he was about to hide in the kitchen again, Shu Jin was grabbed by Sheng Xinghe's wrist.
He trembled all over and heard the sound of Sheng Xinghe putting the cup on the dining table behind him, and then a hug completely wrapped him from behind.
Sheng Xinghe wrapped his arms around Shu Jin's thin body and buried his head between Shu Jin's warm neck.
The hug is tight and possessive.
It made Shu Jin's nose sore, and the whole person began to tremble.
Both of them didn't speak for a long time.
"No need to cook." Sheng Xinghe's voice was deep and a little sandy, as if he was suppressing some kind of strong emotion, "I've eaten it."
"Oh." Shu Jin stammered, "Okay, okay."
"Shu Jin."
Sheng Xinghe suddenly called his name.
Shu Jin seemed to have a hunch, knowing what Sheng Xinghe was going to say, the trembling became more obvious.
Sheng Xinghe still hugged him tightly, his broad chest firmly pressed against his back, and said in a hoarse voice, "You don't want me, and you don't reject me, how can there be such a good thing in the world?"
"... If you can't say it, I won't ask you again."
"No matter what I do in the future, you are not allowed to have an opinion. You are no longer alone, and I am no longer alone. We are a relationship back together."
Shu Jin couldn't answer, not even simply shaking his head or nodding.
Sheng Xinghe concluded this matter: "If you still feel sorry for me, from now on, you will be atonement, and I will force you."
After Sheng Xinghe finished speaking, he turned Shu Jin to face him.
Shu Jin's eyes were extremely red, and Sheng Xinghe, who was always proud, was not much better.
Shu Jin wanted to say something, but looked at Sheng Xinghe and tried several times but couldn't speak.
Sheng Xinghe stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, whispered "don't look at it", and kissed him gently with his lips, and then slowly deepened. Shu Jin took a step back from the kiss, and he hit the door frame of the kitchen. He was a little breathless and had to lift his head to bear it.
Shu Jin was crying.
However, his hand gripped Sheng Xinghe's sweater tightly.
As Sheng Xinghe said, he didn't dare to ask for Sheng Xinghe, and he couldn't refuse Sheng Xinghe. He could only numb himself in this moment of joy, and be a coward who didn't have to choose or make promises.
That night, the two of them lay on the same bed again.
Sheng Xinghe wrapped Shu Jin's arm around him and pressed him into his arms, as if to make up for the power he gave up more than half a month ago.
They didn't do i.
When taking a bath, Shu Jin forgot to take the bath towel - he had already packed his suitcase before, Sheng Xinghe helped him find it according to the instructions, and knocked on the door and handed it to him.
There was steam in the bathroom, half of Shu Jin's exposed face was steaming red, and his eyes were shining, thanking Sheng Xinghe.
Sheng Xinghe glanced at him, his Adam's apple rolled: "Where are you going?"
Shu Jin said, "I was going to my mother's place."
Sheng Xinghe stood at the door, his expression did not fluctuate.
Shu Jin immediately added: "I'm not going now!"
Sheng Xinghe said "um" with satisfaction and closed the door for him.
After Shu Jin dried his body, he put on his pants and faced the dilemma that he couldn't go down. His mind was filled with Sheng Xinghe's extremely sexy Adam's apple, and he couldn't help but recall the feeling of biting on it.
Lying on the bed at this time, Shu Jin also opened his eyes and did not sleep. In the darkness, his eyelashes swept across Sheng Xinghe's face again and again.
Sheng Xinghe asked, "What are you thinking about?"
Before waiting for an answer, Sheng Xinghe backed away, pinched his chin and asked again, "Shu Jin, what are you thinking about?"
Shu Jin gently held Sheng Xinghe's hand and said, "Brother, I actually remembered something from my childhood."
"It was a few years ago." He told Sheng Xinghe, "I just graduated at that time, and once went to the construction site to do research and write an environmental report."
"There were several children playing near the construction site that day. They were divided into two factions, pretending to compete with brooms or something."
"I vaguely remembered that I seemed to have played such a game before. I found a branch on the ground... The first one was too thick, I couldn't hold it, and after walking a few steps, I found another thin branch and held it on the ground. Just right in hand."
As he spoke, Shu Jin felt a chill on his body.
He gritted his teeth involuntarily: "Everyone was shouting, I rejoined the game, as if I had stabbed something."
The room was silent for a long time.
In the end, Sheng Xinghe took him back into his arms and said lightly, "Maybe, I don't remember."