As if the moon fell into the sea and whales roamed the galaxy.
The world has become more splendid because of the blooming youth-love.
Shu Jin bravely grabbed the corner of Sheng Xinghe's clothes, and Sheng Xinghe responded directly to him. The earth-shattering sentence "I just like you" made the suppressed feelings burst out. Regardless of gender, right or wrong, they held each other tightly that year.
There is no "sneak".
So Sheng Xinghe always looked at him, pampered him, and cared for him.
Shu Jin responded ignorantly to Sheng Xinghe's response. He not only wanted to give him another kind of good, but also to give him more and more other good.
The first time they officially held hands was when Sheng Xinghe took him to the station the next day.
They were sitting on the bus, shy because of last night's confession, and even Sheng Xinghe pretended to look out the window, but lightly grabbed Shu Jin's hand, with his fingers intertwined, his palms were sweating.
When he got off the bus, he had to let go, and when he entered the train station to get the ticket and queued up, Shu Jin shoved his hand back while no one was paying attention.
"I'll see you again next month." Shu Jin lowered his head, even the back of his neck was red, "There will be a 3-day holiday next month."
Sheng Xinghe's small company has just started, so it should be very busy.
Shu Jin was taking the initiative in his own way, Sheng Xinghe knew it and did not refuse: "Okay, I'll wait for you."
They held hands quietly, then turned into hooked fingers as the team progressed, and finally separated completely reluctantly.
The first official hug was on the day of the kiss, and two things happened together.
It was one night that Shu Jin came to Sheng Xinghe's school again.
The weather is getting hot and the air is sticky.
He was wearing an ordinary T-shirt, clean canvas shoes, and a bag on one shoulder, and he appeared on Sheng Xinghe's campus like that. Sheng Xinghe looked calm when he saw him, but when they walked to a secluded place where no one was there, Sheng Xinghe suddenly stopped and hugged him tightly.
The cicadas rustled in the summer night, and Sheng Xinghe was a little fierce when he kissed him.
In a random kiss, they bumped into their teeth, Shu Jin opened his lips with a "uh", and Sheng Xinghe rushed in unceremoniously.
What follows is no first meeting.
They traveled to the two cities several times in more than a year.
Delivered each other's first night in the last summer vacation.
Shu Jin cried so hard that he bit Sheng Xinghe's shoulder, but when he woke up, he hung on Sheng Xinghe's body, softly begging for a hug.
They talk about ideals, but also about the future.
Shu Jin wants to go to Sheng Xinghe's city after graduation, and then buy a house that belongs to them together. It must be close to Sheng Xinghe's company and adjacent to the supermarket, so that they can learn to cook. The house doesn't need to be too big, it only needs one bedroom, and give the balcony to Puff.
Sheng Xinghe will choose a suitable time to tell Shu Zhaoyuan the matter when he is full of wings, when he can have the confidence to shoulder another person's life.
It was a wonderful year and a half, and it was exciting.
At home, they hide in the room to do i, hide in the kitchen to kiss, and hold each other's hands along the deserted river while walking the dog.
Outside, they wandered the streets generously, passing through couples' outfits regardless of the gazes of others.
They have quarreled, mostly over trivial matters. For example, Shu Jin's social software has too many likes from girls. For example, Sheng Xinghe is busy with work and forgets the time to be late for a date. They have almost all frictions between couples. Shu Jin deliberately stood on the right side of Sheng Xinghe to get angry, Sheng Xinghe grabbed him in front of him, and finally ended with a kiss and hug.
In the next few years, Shu Jin had to rely on those memories to stop crying out at night.
He once looked into Sheng Xinghe's eyes and thought about it countless times—he was there on the day of the accident when he was a child, and it would be great if he could prevent that incident from happening.
He even hated the initiator. When Sheng Xinghe was euphemistically told by his collaborators that it is best to change a colleague for the first side of business, he hated that person uselessly in his heart.
They will be better. Shu Jin thought.
Their years are long and the rest of their lives can be expected.
until everything came to an abrupt end.
Shu Zhaoyuan called and asked him where he was in a calm voice. After getting the answer, the next sentence was to ask him, "Where's Sheng Xinghe?"
A situation like the eve of a storm made Shu Jin intuition what his father had discovered.
Shu Jin said that Sheng Xinghe was at school.
Shu Zhaoyuan said, "Did you go to his place last weekend?"
Shu Jin: "Yes."
Shu Zhaoyuan: "What are you doing holding hands in the square? In the public, two men are pulling each other, and people who don't know think you are a couple. When your Uncle Li told me, you joked, I have a son-in-law for myself, you Do you know how humiliated I am?"
That Uncle Li, Shu Jin can remember, the last time he was admitted to the university, when Shu Zhaoyuan treated guests, he should have seen him and Sheng Xinghe.
The world is so small, and you can meet like this.
Listening to Shu Jin's silence, Shu Zhaoyuan cleared his throat: "Remember not to do that next time. It's not good to be misunderstood. My Shu Zhaoyuan's son is regarded as gay—"
"No misunderstanding." Shu Jin admitted.
At that moment, he seemed a little impulsive, but he didn't regret it.
Shu Jin: "Dad, I'm in love with him. I liked him first."
Shu Jin couldn't remember Shu Zhaoyuan's rage very well.
Shu Zhaoyuan asked him if he wanted shame, asked him not to be a good girl, to be perverted, to like a man. Ask him what Sheng Xinghe can do with a disability, and is he also blind.
Shu Jin hung up the phone.
At that time he thought it was just a struggle with his father, as long as they were persistent, as long as they could prove their feelings, then one day his father would accept them.
He was afraid that Shu Zhaoyuan would call to scold Sheng Xinghe, and even called his mother to ask for her help.
The tug-of-war with Shu Zhaoyuan lasted for two months.
During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Shu Jin did not go home.
Shu Zhaoyuan came to his school, took him to a meal, and then told him a fact.
"Do you think the love you imagined is deep?" Shu Zhaoyuan said clearly in the attitude of a businessman, "That's because he doesn't know anything."
"What do you mean?" Shu Jin frowned, he thought his father was here to reconcile with him.
"I've never told you about this, Shu Jin." Shu Zhaoyuan said, "I've never told anyone, and I'll tell you today. If you don't want him to hate you, keep this secret yourself."
"Sheng Xinghe's eyes were blinded by you."
"You were playing in the clearing and when I heard the screams you arrived with a branch in your hand."
"You were less than three years old at the time, and you were so scared that you couldn't speak. I grabbed it and threw it away, and asked someone to send Sheng Xinghe to the hospital."
"Blind eyes, you have to pay hundreds of thousands."
"I just invested in the construction of a factory, I have a lot of foreign debt, and I have no money to pay for it."
"... Although it is said that the child's play is just accidental injury, and strictness is not a responsibility, but for so many years, my conscience has not been able to live. I have been good to him, and I want to make amends, but I did not let you do this to him! I did not let you and He's gay together!"
Shu Jin froze in his seat, his face pale.
After a long time, he found his voice and murmured: "You lied to me, you dare to say anything in order to break up us."
Shu Zhaoyuan said: "Did I lie to you? He was too young at the time and didn't see people clearly... Think carefully about why I didn't take you there again, just for fear that some children would recognize you. Otherwise, you would think that I was really doing charity, and I would take it from him. So young to start funding?!"
Shu Jin's ears were ringing, and he still couldn't believe it.
How could Shu Zhaoyuan say it so lightly
Must be fake.
"If Sheng Xinghe finds out, do you think you can still be together?" Shu Zhaoyuan roared, "If you don't separate, I will tell the truth even without this old face!"
"What about the family?"
Shu Jin looked at his father, his eyes were as black as ink, and his lips began to turn white.
Shu Zhaoyuan didn't understand: "Which family?"
Shu Jin still held on to the last bit of hope, hoping that the person was not himself: "The person who took the responsibility and lost money to the Sheng family, did they recognize what they didn't do?"
Shu Zhaoyuan frowned: "They are different, they were originally poor families, and they couldn't pay much money after adjustment. At that time, his family was working in a factory, and after the children took the responsibility, I paid tens of thousands of yuan for them, and they had nothing to lose. "
Shu Jin opened his mouth.
It took a while for him to find his own voice as if he knew Shu Zhaoyuan for the first time: "You, did you put the blame on someone else?"
Shu Zhaoyuan was stuck for a moment, his old face flushed, but he quickly said, "I'm not talking to you about this problem now!"
Shu Jin stood up suddenly, the chair fell to the ground, and he left without looking back.
The autumn wind was bleak, and it rained that night.
Shu Jin didn't sleep all night and didn't buy a high-speed rail ticket the next day, so he spent his wallet on the car and rushed to Sheng Xinghe.
Sheng Xinghe's city was also cloudy and rainy. He squatted at the door of Sheng Xinghe's residence. When Sheng Xinghe came back, he gently asked him why he didn't enter the house.
Shu Jin said, "I didn't bring the key."
Sheng Xinghe pulled him up. Shu Jin's hands were cold and his face was not good-looking. Sheng Xinghe didn't ask him why he didn't call him, but said to him, "Are you an idiot."
After entering the room, Sheng Xinghe poured hot water for him, and when they turned their heads to look at each other, Shu Jin turned his head immediately.
Sheng Xinghe asked, "What's wrong?"
Shu Jin didn't say anything, just started to cry.
"Did your uncle scold you again?" Sheng Xinghe squatted in front of him, "Then I'll let you scold you? Or I'll call him and ask him to scold me along with him. When he calms down, he might be able to accept us. ."
Shu Zhaoyuan had already called and scolded Sheng Xinghe to the ground.
Calling him a white-eyed wolf, a wolf-hearted man, and a bad character for Shu Jin, calling him a pervert, looking good on the outside, but who knows that the inside is broken.
"Good."
Sheng Xinghe touched Shu Jin's face, stood up, put the man on his lap, hugged him, and kissed the tip of his nose.
Shu Jin whimpered even more, hugging Sheng Xinghe's neck and calling him "brother" loudly.
He said sorry.
But don't say why.