—Why are you always alone
—I'm afraid that half of me will scare you to death.
For a long time, [Fifth Yi] was very afraid of hearing someone ask him a question like "Why do you want to be alone", no, it should be said that he was afraid of anyone asking him during that time any problem. That was the most extreme life he had ever lived, as it said in "The Catcher in the Rye": He couldn't talk about anything with anyone, because as long as he talked about it, he would miss someone.
Really no exaggeration. Anything can make [Fifth Yi] instantly think of his [Lou Dingxian].
Thinking of [Lou Waiting]'s wish, thinking of [Lou Waiting]'s nagging, even thinking that when [Lou Waiting] smiles, the curvature of the left lip corner is always a little higher than that of the right, it looks a bit like a bad boy laugh at the details.
How did [Fifth Yi] gradually come out of this state, even he himself doesn’t quite remember, all he knows is that when he suddenly looked back one day, he was able to talk about it with anyone calmly. Anything, including how he lost his [Lou Ding Lei], and what kind of determination and belief he had while waiting for the other party's response.
Even this self-healing process later became a brainwashing package for [Fifth Yi] to persuade himself to continue.
—Look, even you can change from being secretive about [Lou Dingxian] to making fun of others, so why can't you wait for [Lou Dingxian]? It's nothing more than the length of the waiting time.
The earth is round, and so are the parallel universes. As long as you move forward, sooner or later he will return to the beginning and the starting point of everything.
There is nothing that time can't solve, and what he happens to have the most is time.
During these time, [Fifth Yi] has done a lot of things, saved many parallel worlds, and had conversations with many close friends, and almost every one of Yaowuzai asked him a similar question: "Are you just like this?" Can't let go downstairs and wait? Or is it because he is so charming in that world that you can't even copy a 100% restored world?"
[Fifth Yi] will always take the trouble to explain to his friends that the love between him and [Lou Tongxian] has nothing to do with charm, it cannot be explained clearly in just one or two sentences.
If I had to explain it in one sentence, it would probably be... "If I selfishly get together with other Lou Waiting, what should my [Lou Waiting] do?"
Yes, with so many universes, he is fully capable of creating exactly the same world and owning exactly the same buildings as he wishes. However, even if it is that kind of Lou Dingxian, it is not his [Lou Dingxian], it cannot be his [Lou Dingxian], there is always another Fifth Yi waiting there, he cannot forge this strange closed loop.
It's not how kind he is, nor is he deliberately embarrassing himself, but he is the one who killed [Lou Waiting], how could he leave [Lou Waiting] and go to be happy alone
"[Lou Waiting Leisurely] has already abandoned you, big brother." Yao Wuzai's words were always particularly blunt, and hit the nail on the head.
[Fifth Yi] It is rare for Yao Wuzai to choke, no matter which world he is in, he is the "boss" who he habitually follows, and only when Yao Wuzai says so, he will explode. No matter how many universes you have experienced, no matter how many times you have listened to it, every time you hear Yao Wuha say this, [Fifth Yi] will slap the table and stand up, with a ferocious face and bloodshot eyes: "He will not throw away Kill me! Never!"
That was what happened in universe A. At that time, they and the taskers hadn't seen each other. Although life was already faintly tense, at least they could spare time to sneak in occasionally.
[Lou Waiting Leisurely] is definitely an active member of the slack team. He wants to stop working all over the place, and he can find 800 reasons to rest a day.
The serious [Fifth Yi] is naturally very dissatisfied with this, he hates the so-called "casualness" that doesn't care about the occasion and the atmosphere, like this when everyone is serious, [Lou Waiting] But while promising to help and at the same time making trouble nonchalantly, that does not enliven the atmosphere, and instead makes [Fifth Yi] feel disrespected.
But they were already together at that time, [Fifth Yi] cherished the relationship with [Lou Dingxian] very much, and didn't want to quarrel, so they could only bear it again and again.
But saints can't help it sometimes, let alone people like [Fifth Yi].
After a certain [Fifth Yi] finally couldn't bear it, he and [Lou Waiting] broke out in the biggest quarrel since their relationship, and it was the only quarrel. The two of them were fighting in [Lu Jianyan]'s office, their faces were red and their ears were red, and they were out of breath. , looking at each other with staring eyes does not look like a lover, but more like killing a father and an enemy.
One said: "Can you be more mature? You look like this, who can bear you except me?"
Another said: "Did I let you bear it?! Did I beg you to bear it?! Do you know that what I hate the most is that you keep your dissatisfaction in your heart and don't say it, and you insist on waiting for the final score How do you look like? If you don’t tell me, how do I know what’s bothering you?! It’s enough for me to have one friend like this, and I don’t want to have another lover like this!”
Although both sides still retain the restraint of not doing anything to each other, and resolutely refuse to break up the principle, but judging from the situation at the scene at the time, it is the best ending for them to be either lovers or enemies.
In the end, everything ended with [Lou Dingxian] slamming the door.
But almost at the second when [Lou Waiting] rushed out the door, [Fifth Yi] regretted it, he didn't want to quarrel with [Lou Waiting], he really didn't want to, he was afraid that even a little crack could become the final result. The key to their parting ways. But who would have thought that such a heart would become the key to their inability to communicate.
[Fifth Yi] Reflecting on it, he did make a mistake. As early as the first time he felt that [Lou Waiting] was inappropriate, he should have told him directly. After all, everyone knows that [Lou Waiting] does things. Really don't think too much.
Even [Lu Jianyan], who is admittedly heartless, rarely said one more word to [Fifth Yi]: "What are you doing stupidly? Go after him."
But it was still too late for [Fifth Yi] to catch up. That world is full of dangers like this, and no one knows what will happen in the next second. The scariest record of [Medicine Free] is that he saved the earth three times in one day by using his abilities.
When he saw a meteorite falling from the sky outside, it is said that it hit the head of some unlucky guy who just came out of the building, [Fifth Yi]'s heart even stopped beating at that moment.
He seemed to be unable to think all of a sudden, or his brain was thinking too much, recalling all kinds of [Lou Waiting] like a revolving lantern, thinking that he really lost his lover just like that. After their quarrel, he lost him forever, which was simply the greatest malice from fate.
Then, [Fifth Yi] was embraced by [Lou Waiting] rushing over from behind. The other party's face was full of tears, and he was obviously frightened. He checked [Fifth Yi] tremblingly. No injuries.
[Lou Waiting Leisurely] No one was smashed, it was someone else who caused the accident.
[Fifth Yi] When he came back rationally, he almost went crazy: "Where the hell did you go?"
"I'm hiding next to Yanyan's office!" [Lou Waiting leisurely] also yelled back.
"What are you doing hiding next door?"
"See if you will chase me!"
[Fifth Yi]: "..." Do you think we are filming an idol drama
In short, it was an oolong fight. Both of them thought that the other party was killed by the meteorite when he left the office building. With the rejoicing of the rest of their lives, they hugged each other again after shouting, with unprecedented strength, wishing they could just blend together like this.
"I'm sorry," [Lou Waiting Leisurely] was the first to apologize, he always said something, "I was wrong, I didn't explain clearly to you, I took it for granted that you would understand, I kept asking you to hang out, just to watch you Too tired, trying to relax you. But your face is getting more serious every time."
[Fifth Yi] looked at [Lou Waiting leisurely] in a daze, thinking in his heart, so it is so, so it is so. He is the one who is really arbitrary, and he is the one who is wrong. He really doesn't know what to say.
The two who kept apologizing to each other almost quarreled again because they insisted that they were at fault and the other party was not.
No matter when I think about it afterwards, there is only tooth-sweetened candy left over this past. And, [Lou Waiting leisurely] vowed at the time: "How could I really leave you alone? Don't be kidding, if I get angry again, I will at most run away from home and go to the next door, not farther away. I don't want to be too far away from you .I will never, ever leave you, even if you choose to leave me."
[Fifth Yi] The answer at that time was a look of disgust: "Why are you so nasty?"
[Fifth Yi] The answer today, many years later, is to say in my heart over and over again, I will not abandon you, even if you abandon me.
"... We agreed." [Fifth Yi] sat down on the sofa, no longer angry at Yao Wuhai, only repeated self-brainwashing, they agreed, everyone No one will be left behind.
That oath is worth more than gold.
That oath is truer than pearls.
That oath can span time and space.
This belief reached its peak when [Fifth Yi] unexpectedly met a rational, mature, kind and beautiful mastermind one day.
Yes, finally there is a mastermind who has evolved from a middle-school boy to a normal adult, or maybe this mastermind is just the only good born out of the evil among most masterminds. The three parallel universes it controls are the most comfortable worlds that [Fifth Yi] has ever experienced. He does not need to fight wits and bravery to kill the mastermind, nor does he need to run around to save a friend or lover who is in distress in his memory. He just needs to watch them happy.
Facts have proved that when the purpose of the master brain is no longer to be unscrupulous and insatiable to ask for energy, but to arrange taskers and systems to do tasks step by step according to the normal pace, the world will become unbelievably beautiful.
Of course, when this kind of happiness is distributed to a certain individual, there may still be misfortunes, such as unexpected disasters, or unavoidable accidents, but at least there will never be a Lu Jianyan who needs to worry about whether it will be because of him. Because of the reasons, the relatives and friends around him were replaced by others.
Systems with different functions issue tasks in different directions to the taskers, but they all go to the same goal. They are all committed to making their world and their universe better.
Care about the environment, humanities, charity, and everything that can make the world a better place.
And once a tasker or the system has evil thoughts in his heart and wants to take a shortcut, he will get a warning from the main brain. Under the premise that the aborigines have not harmed the tasker in any form, it is impossible for the tasker to take a shortcut in any form. , Deliberately harming the aborigines, whether physically or mentally.
[Fifth Yi] even sat down with the mastermind calmly and had a chat.
"You take good care of your parallel universe, so good that it looks like a fake." [Fifth Yi] said so.
"I apologize to you for the trouble I caused in other universes. I just want to grow too much." Whether it is a human or a machine, sometimes they always lose themselves in the pursuit of the way forward. They wanted to become stronger to make the world better. It is beautiful, but it deviates from the goal a little bit, and forgets the real motivation to become stronger in the first place after unscrupulous methods.
"Will I meet more and more of you like this?"
"I hope you can meet." The beautiful girl transformed into the mastermind looked at [Fifth Yi] with sincerity, her eyes were like her character, full of tenderness, "more and more me appear, It means that I have stored enough energy, and maybe I can enter the next stage of strength soon."
"To what extent can you be the most powerful?" [Fifth Yi] is still a little afraid of the mastermind. He hopes that the mastermind will calm down because he has enough power, but he is also afraid that the mastermind will get too much power and he will have nothing to do. Kill it when it does evil.
"Hmm," the mastermind pointed at his chin with his index finger, and thought hard for a while, "I don't know, but I guess, it's just a speculation, maybe I can really beat time."
"You mean..." [Fifth Yi] suddenly seemed to be choked by someone. Maybe it was because of his closeness to his hometown. After he had waited for so many years and wandered so many universes, this was the closest he got to his true wish. A moment that might be able to be realized.
"Yes, when I am strong enough, maybe I will be able to fulfill your wish and break the vicious circle between you and me."
Instead of creating infinite parallel universes, we really use time to solve problems.
"Can you give me an estimate?" How much time it will take for you to actually grow up.
"I..." The mastermind actually couldn't say it well.
"No, don't tell me, I can afford to wait for as long as I want, and I will wait forever!" There was never a moment when [Fifth Yi] could say this with such confidence. In the past, these words were just a kind of self-comfort that he actually knew very well, but now it has finally found sporadic theoretical support. That's great.
It was a kind of inconceivable with extremely poor words. The hope and desire bursting out of his body even shocked him.
But the mastermind smiled: "I prefer the current you, and the previous you always felt depressed. However, I still want to remind you that mastering the time is at least my personal speculation, and there is another possibility to restore the dead self-backup, You know, similar to human limb regeneration, of course, back to a more normal version of me, not a crazy version."
After a long time, [Fifth Yi] has forgotten, he only remembers that one day when he woke up in a parallel world, the only kind girl mastermind came to him and said excitedly: "I succeeded!" ! Do you need to say goodbye to your friend? After saying goodbye, I will send you back."
"No need to say goodbye!" [Fifth Yi] didn't hesitate, because his friends and lovers were waiting for him in the past.
After a snap of his fingers, [Fifth Yi] opened his eyes.
Right in front of him was [Lou Waiting] crying in his arms, apologizing and saying, "Why would I leave you? The farthest distance I can run away from home can only be next door."
[Fifth Yi] was completely dumbfounded, of course he knew which time period he returned to, every bit of how he got along with [Lou Waiting] was played over and over again in his mind, even if it was just a sentence If he didn't, he wouldn't even remember when he discovered it. This is really Universe A. The struggle between them and the tasker has not yet heated up. He and [Lou Waiting] had the first and most serious quarrel since they dated. Never part again.
There is no better time than this.
[Fifth Yi] once again hugged [Lou Dingxian]: "Yes, I know, you always keep your word."
He looked at him deeply, as if looking at the most beautiful masterpiece in the universe, he admired him, cherished him, even to the point where he dared not touch him, but that person was real, his fiery body was fiery heart of.
Even if the other party doesn't remember or care about anything, he can remember everything for them.
Then, a miraculous thing happened, the world seemed to be a delusion intentionally fulfilling the dream [Fifth Yi], [Lou Waiting] suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he had discovered something, and said pleasantly: "You have also been reborn , right? You also have the memory of the future? It's me, your system number 888 is sincerely serving you!"
"888 is your self-proclaimed number? There is no system that would call it that." [Fifth Yi] couldn't laugh or cry, but answered the call smoothly and naturally.
"Ah, it's really you!"
At the next moment when [Lou Waiting Leisurely] was about to kiss him excitedly, [Yao Wuzai] appeared so desperately, he got off the sports car in a hurry, looking anxious, he didn't even care that the door of the sports car was still open I came up, I just want to see [Lu Jianyan] as soon as possible,
[Lou Waiting leisurely] pretended to stroke the non-existent beard on his chin, and said to [Fifth Yi]: "I think there must be something strange about this matter."
"Follow me!" [Fifth Yi], after closing the car door for [Yao Wuzai], simply dragged [Lou Waiting Leisurely] to watch the live version.
Sure enough, [Lu Jianyan] forgot to close the office door in a hurry, [Fifth Yi] could clearly see from the half-covered door that [Yao Wuzai] was pressing down on [Lu Jianyan] for a kiss, no matter what , crazy and hot.
[Lou Waiting leisurely] covered his exclaimed mouth, then said to [Fifth Yi] vaguely: "Yan Yan will definitely beat him to death."
[Fifth Yi] thinks so too.
[Lou Waiting leisurely] continued to brainstorm: "You said that Wuha is also... that's why you are so impulsive? It's the same for me. I knew that I was going to die in the future, but I didn't confess to it before I died. The first time after rebirth It must be conveying my heart. Although, cough, it will not be conveyed so passionately. I don’t even know that Wuzai is such an old driver, tsk.”
[Fifth Yi] was very quiet from the beginning to the end, listening to [Lou Waiting leisurely] nagging, watching [Lou Waiting leisurely] in high spirits, as if he couldn't get enough of everything, until [Lou Waiting leisurely] also found [Fifth Yi]'s silence, this kind of staring finally stopped.
"What do you see me doing?"
"You, have you ever blamed me?" [Fifth Yi] plucked up his courage, and finally asked what he wanted to ask.
"What's your fault?" [Lou Waiting leisurely] wondered.
"I killed you."
"Please," [Lou Waiting leisurely] looked speechless, "The decision to sacrifice me in exchange for points was made by the two of us, didn't it? It was even started by me. Who knows that after I die, I won't be able to come back to life Ah. We are not gods, and we don’t have any wishing operation guide? Can any wish come true? The main brain is the biggest scam. But, look, we succeeded in the end, didn’t we? So, our The decision was right, but the waiting time was a bit longer. When did you become as holy as Yan Yan? Did you kill me? Is your brain circuit normal? You want to kill me... It was the two of us who killed me together, I am willing to share this guilt with you."
[Fifth Yi] took a deep look at [Lou Waiting], he knew that he would say that, he also knew that he would laugh and scold like this, he knew even more...
He is fake.
Even if he is exactly the same as his [Lou Waiting], even if he says everything his [Lou Waiting] would say, even if this is the most beautiful result, but a fake is a fake.
But maybe it was too real, or too beautiful, [Fifth Yi] couldn't help pampering himself for a while longer, and finally hugged him again, but didn't kiss him, because he knew that once he kissed him , he can clearly know that this world is fake. But it doesn't matter, what he wants to experience is almost over.
In the end, [Fifth Yi] smiled at [Lou Waiting]: "I love you forever."
[Fifth Yi] After opening his eyes again, he joined forces with Lu Jianyan in this world without hesitation, and stabbed to death the mastermind who pretended to be a kind mastermind. This is another parallel universe. It has a mastermind who has more information. It is not a good thing. It even pretends to be another kind self, trying to confuse [Fifth Yi]. Fifth Yi] counter-use, caught off guard.
The main brain has been watching [Fifth Yi] unwillingly until its death, it wants to know why, how [Fifth Yi] found out. But [fifth Yi] don't tell it.
Another parallel universe has been saved, and [Fifth Yi] is about to rush to the next battlefield without stopping.
The friend who came to see him off was hesitant to say anything, just like a song in the lyrics, the dream is gentle, but the awakening is cruel. They didn't even know how to comfort [Fifth Yi. ]
[Fifth Yi] was very relaxed on the contrary, he shrugged nonchalantly and said: "I will always wait for him, don't worry about me, okay?"
After finishing speaking, [Fifth Yi] left gracefully, just like in the old western movies, the cowboy who practiced and walked towards the sunset, with one person, two guns, and the him in his heart, is the whole world.
[Fifth Yi] In another world where no one knows who he is, he finally took off all the disguise, lowered his head and took out the system detector given to him by the kind girl mastermind from the neckline. The detector is only connected to one The system belongs to [Fifth Yi]'s own system. The detector has only one function, when the system wakes up, it will start to heat up, making [Fifth Yi] the first person in the whole universe to know about it.
I don't know if it's an illusion, or maybe it's too hot because of the body temperature. [Fifth Yi] always feels that the detector was cold before it was taken out, but now it is gradually warming up.
People live for hope, because with hope, people have the courage to live. — "Anna Karenina"
—End of extra episode—
The author has something to say: It's over, it's really over.
For this ending, for those who want great unity, it can be understood that the detector really got hot, and [Lou Waiting] really came back.
However, the stupid author still wants to say that sometimes it is lost when it is lost, and there is no way to come back. From the original intention of this article, I personally prefer that the heat of the final detector is only that of [Fifth Yi]. illusion.
Two directions, relatives like (づ￣3￣)づ╭? ~ above.