Facing Xiao Rui'er's initiative to hug, Long Feiye didn't react for a while, and was even a little bit at a loss.
This is the first time since my son was born!
This... is also the expectation he has kept deep in his heart, even Han Yunxi may not be able to fully understand it.
He has never been hugged by his father, and from the time he can remember, the number of times he has been hugged by his mother is even more limited. Even if he was, it was just hugging him and patting him on the shoulder.
Perhaps, he was born to be an unloved child, a child who had to grow up early, but this did not prevent him from embracing and loving Rui'er.
It is precisely because of the experience that I understand children's desire better and look forward to giving.
Seeing that his father was not moving, Xiao Rui'er cried even louder. He grabbed his father's robe, stepped on it with his calf, and rubbed against his body with all his strength.
Finally, Long Feiye regained his composure, and hugged Rui'er tightly in his arms, wishing to rub it into his own flesh and blood.
This... how much love is it
"Daddy is here! Don't be afraid!"
"Good... Daddy is here!"
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In the dark night, no one noticed that Long Feiye's eyes were filled with tears.
Little Rui'er really stopped crying, unlike before, when she was held in his arms, she burst into tears in fright.
Little Rui'er's small hands tightly wrapped around his father's neck, he lowered his head, and his little head drilled hard into his father's chest.
Gu Qishao watched from the side, not knowing what to say.
I can only sigh secretly, after all, he is someone else's own son!
Little Rui'er stopped crying, but after a while, Long Feiye sensitively noticed that Little Rui'er was trembling, she was very scared.
Although Long Feiye really wanted to hold Rui'er for a while, and wanted Rui'er to rely on him for a while, but he was sensible to Rui'er and cold to himself.
He immediately pulled Rui'er up from his arms, and Rui'er also raised her head, and he saw Rui'er biting her lip tightly with a look of horror on her face.
Now, Gu Qishao also noticed something strange.
How could this be
"Rui'er, what's wrong with you? Tell daddy, talk to daddy well, don't be afraid." Long Feiye asked seriously.
Rui'er looked at him, did not speak for a long time, her eyes were full of tears, her consciousness was confused, and she was not fully awake.
"Hey, tell daddy, why? What are you afraid of?" Long Feiye asked again.
Rui'er trembled even more, her expression was like a fear that no one could have. Seeing Long Feiye's heart throbbing.
Long Feiye remained patient and asked earnestly, "Rui'er, you are afraid of Daddy, aren't you? Tell Daddy, yes, or not?"
Little Rui'er still just bit his lip and didn't speak, but he shook his head almost without hesitation.
Long Feiye asked Rui'er like this more than once, and Rui'er shook his head every time.
No matter when he was awake during the day or when he woke up at night and was crying in a daze, he would always shake his head.
However, his most instinctive reaction was obviously fear!
"Then what are you afraid of?" Long Feiye was so anxious that he forgot that Rui'er was not fully awake at this moment.
What a mess this night.
The child's consciousness is not clear, and he will not remember it when he wakes up tomorrow.
Rui'er fell silent, he stared at his father, his tearful eyes were full of innocence and timidity, but if he stretched out his hand again, he hugged his father's neck tightly, as if he would never let go open.
Long Feiye knew that he should push Xiao Rui'er away, but he couldn't hold back after all. He also hugged Rui'er for a while, protecting Rui'er in his arms with his big hands, if the sky fell, he could always support Rui'er.
When Rui'er was awake, it was an instinctive reaction to let him hold her, cry and be afraid.
However, in such a noisy night, without a clear consciousness, all the reactions are also the most real and instinctive reactions!
It turned out that Rui Er wanted him to hug her!
When Ruier was awake, how much did she endure because of that inexplicable fear
Just like when he was back then, looking at his cold and ruthless mother and concubine, the only close relative, how much did he bear
That feeling of forbearance is like being boiled. Stay until you grow up, until you don't lose that desire.
However, back then, he never thought that his father, mother and concubine had left before he grew up, leaving forever.
Those who remained only recognized him as the Crown Prince of the Eastern Qin Dynasty, and only regarded him as a person who would not be sad or miss him, and put all the responsibilities of his father and mother on his shoulders!
From that time on, he lived alone, cold and cold, because he only had subordinates, no family members, no relatives!
Long Feiye hadn't recalled those events for more than ten years. He buried his head on Rui'er's shoulder, and pressed a kiss heavily on Rui'er's body.
He swore in a low voice, "Xuanyuan Rui, don't be afraid! Daddy won't leave, Daddy will always wait for you, when you don't fear Daddy anymore."
After he finished speaking, he resolutely pulled away Xiao Rui'er's hand, and handed Xiao Rui'er to Mother Zhao who had just arrived.
Although Xiao Rui'er hugged him tightly, she was trembling very badly, there must be a reason for this. If Xiao Rui'er was to continue to be afraid, he didn't know what would happen.
He can only be cruel!
Zhao mama hugged Xiao Rui'er, but who knew, Xiao Rui'er was still crying loudly.
Zhao Momo was at a loss, the little master wanted her alone besides his parents at night.
Actually, Mammy Zhao stayed by the little master's side all the time just now, just to prevent the little master from waking up and seeing Gu Qishao and making a fuss. She just walked away on business.
"Little master, look at this old slave, she is a nanny! Look!"
"Little master, wake up, it's dawn, it's time to wake up."
While coaxing, Mother Zhao motioned Xu Donglin to bring the lantern closer and shine it on the little master's face.
A child who is fussy at night can't be appeased, only to wake him up.
Helpless, Xiao Ruier still cried. Just like in Gu Qishao's arms, crying and struggling hard.
Little Rui'er's strength was so great that Mammy Zhao couldn't even hold her while she was standing, and she slipped and fell down if she was not careful.
As soon as Xiao Rui'er slipped down, she turned around and rushed towards Long Feiye, holding on to his legs tightly, crying and begging, "Daddy, I want Daddy... Daddy hug..."
Seeing this scene, Mother Zhao was in tears. Xu Donglin turned his head away, not daring to look at it, and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
The more Gu Qishao looked at it, the more distressed he became, and the more he looked at it, the more confused he became.
He urged angrily, "Long Feiye, what are you doing? If you don't hug me again, I will rob you!"
Gu Qishao could not wait to rush over to protect Xiao Rui'er in his arms.
Long Feiye looked down at his son, kept rubbing his little head, and finally sighed softly.
He didn't make a sound, picked up Xiao Rui'er, stepped on lightness kung fu, and flew towards the direction of Narcissus Court.
Little Rui'er didn't cry all the way, but she never stopped trembling.
Long Feiye knew very well that after this time, he would not hug Rui'er again, unless Rui'er was no longer afraid of him.
In particular, the road to the Narcissus Temple can be longer, and longer.
But what is the use of a long road
His speed was very fast, he arrived at the Narcissus Court in a short while, and carried little Rui'er into the warm tea room.
Little Rui'er seemed to be sleeping but not sleeping, neither crying nor fussing, nestled in his arms and shivering all the time.
Long Feiye had never loosened his frown until now.
He put Rui'er on the bed, as soon as little Rui'er smelled the familiar smell and saw her mother, she whimpered and crawled to her side, and found a place to lie next to her. , pouted his little butt, pressed his face against the quilt, and fell silent.
Feeling sad and wronged, he was quiet for a while, then sniffled again, whimpered a few times, and fell asleep from complete silence.
At this moment, Rui'er does not have the temper she had in the daytime, she is cold, like a clingy little fart.
Long Feiye stood aside and watched, seeing Rui'er's sleeping face as pure as a lotus, and Han Yunxi's sleeping appearance, obviously sad and helpless, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help showing a slight arc, which was warm. , is happiness.
Many times, suffering is only because of loneliness.
If you have close relatives, if you are accompanied by your true love, no matter how hard things are, you won’t feel bitter or difficult, will you
Long Feiye found a blanket and carefully covered Rui'er. He sat down next to Rui'er and Han Yunxi, leaning on the high pillow.
Long Feiye never tires of seeing the sleeping faces of the mother and son. Looking at it, he fell into deep thought.
Originally seeing that Xiao Rui'er was normal in all aspects, he and Han Yunxi planned to wait another year or a half, maybe Xiao Rui'er would be able to explain why when he grew up a bit.
But tonight, looking at such a helpless son, his heart seemed to be torn apart, the pain was so painful that it was hard to breathe.
Gu Beiyue once said that this may have something to do with his murderous aura, the stronger the internal strength, the heavier the murderous aura, children are the most sensitive, and Ruier may be too sensitive.
Perhaps, he has to go to Tianshan Mountain, or find a way to meet Han Chen. Han Chen may know more about the power of love than his master.
On New Year's Eve, Long Feiye leaned on his wife and children like this, and fell asleep unconsciously.
Tang Li was also watching over his wife and daughter, sleeping peacefully.
The snow fell more and more, and the No. 7 tea house was completely silent, only the howling of the north wind remained.
Gu Qishao had already returned to Xihe courtyard, and at this time, he was soaking in the tea soup pool. He leaned against the shore, raised his head, and spread his arms carelessly on the shore.
Tangshui and chest, his body has been recovering for more than a year, his chest muscles are clear, his shoulders are refined, his sexiness is so imaginative, coupled with this beautiful appearance, he is simply a top-notch monster.
He closed his eyes and let the snowflakes fall on his face and shoulders. Before the snowflakes covered his entire face, he chuckled, "Another year... the first year has passed, hehe!"
Another year, his age can be increased.
The first year... the first year of his new life.
In the future, there will be many, many years.
The No. 7 tea house returned to the silence of the night. At this moment, Gu Beiyue had just returned to her residence.
After the founding of the People's Republic of China, Gu Beiyue was the busiest one in the civil and military affairs of the Manchu Dynasty. Thanks to the busyness of the past few months, he will be free for the next period of time.
After all, the prince is still too young to be considered a sensible age, and there is not much to teach, and the Tai Hospital has also been rebuilt, and all positions have been properly arranged.
As for bringing Medical City and Medicine City under the same jurisdiction of Tai Hospital, it is a major event after all, there is no rush, he is still preparing.
On the grounds that Qin Min was not in good health and needed to avoid the cold, he asked Long Feiye for leave and took Qin Min south.