Qu Yingyi knew that Gu Chaoming was in love a few days before the final exam. Gu Chaoming was about to wonder if his mother had the ability to see into other people's hearts through their voices. He only accidentally mentioned Lin Jianfan's name on the phone, and he happened to be discussing love with Qu Yingyi. As soon as Yingyi heard his tone, she guessed that her son was in love.
He told Lin Jianfan well at the entrance of the hospital, and he was not allowed to hide their relationship from others. In the face of Qu Yingyi, Gu Chaoming also wanted to tell Qu Yingyi that Lin Jianfan was his boyfriend, but he was afraid that Qu Yingyi would not accept it, so he violated his original promise privately, when Qu Yingyi planned to ask again , Gu Chaoming began to change the topic, and did not want to bring the topic to Lin Jianfan.
Hanging up the phone, Gu Chaoming held the phone whose screen was dimmed, and slowly began to regret the deception he had just deceived to Qu Yingyi. He also wanted to directly announce to Qu Yingyi that Qu Yingyi is his most trusted mother, but facing her, Gu Chaomingyuan did not have the courage to announce his relationship with Lin Jianfan when he faced the doctor who treated him in the hospital.
As the so-called timidity of being close to hometown, the more Gu Chaoming faces the people he cares about, the more afraid of the waves and the more afraid of losing.
Looking at the darkened cell phone for a long time, Gu Chaoming called Lin Jianfan and took the initiative to admit that he had just broken his promise.
Lin Jianfan, who was reasonable and reasonable, completely forgave him.
"It's fine, if my mother asked me, I would hesitate," Lin Jianfan seemed to understand the betrayal feeling in Gu Chaoming's heart, "You didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't betray me, you just care about your mother's opinion of us. "
Hearing the latter sentence, Gu Chaoming almost wanted to hug Lin Jianfan through the phone, hug him, shake him, and say to him, "Why are you so good."
After the phone call with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming was no longer afraid of the waves between him and Lin Jianfan. Because he believes that no matter how high the waves are and how dangerous the mountains are, Lin Jianfan will walk down with him, and he will hold Lin Jianfan's hand firmly, cross thousands of waves, cross ten thousand mountains, and reach far future.
His boyfriend is great, Gu Chaoming has always known that. Lin Jianfan rushed to win the award before the end of the term, and after the end of the term, he was the first place as usual.
The announcement of the final exam results does not represent the beginning of the long summer vacation as before. The summer vacation between the second and third year is tiring and busy.
The school's supplementary lesson plan was announced before school was over, and the two-month summer vacation took up more than half of the supplementary lessons.
Among the four people who got the news, only Su Binggui was crying and wailing. He was sad for his summer vacation being taken up by make-up classes. Cen Xili had already prepared for his senior year review before the final exams, and Gu Chaoming had already been gearing up to prepare for homework. The third year of the Flood Beast. Not to mention Lin Jianfan's achievements, Gu Chaoming was not worried at all. Su Bing cried and howled for a while, but no one could understand his sadness.
Classes will continue as usual on the day the final grades are announced. When looking at the results, Gu Chaoming can see Lin Jianfan's results at first glance when he walks to the top of the ranking list without looking for it. Lin Jianfan always hangs high at the top of the ranking list, while his own results all the way from the bottom of the ranking list. Going forward, every time Gu Chaoming searched for his own name among countless personal names on the ranking list. He was always worried about seeing his name behind him when looking for it.
When he walked over and saw that Lin Jianfan was hanging high on the top of the list, and he had gone through a lot of hardships to find his name, Gu Chaoming felt the difference between himself and Lin Jianfan again.
Gu Chaoming sighed again, fortunately, it is only the gap in performance, there is still room for hard work, and achievements are not everything.
Even so, the differences between families and the inferiority complex brought about by the family cannot be changed, nor can they be changed through hard work. Learning may not last a lifetime, but families can.
Worried that his studies would not be as good as Lin Jianfan's, he would not be able to catch up with Lin Jianfan's footsteps in the future. Gu Chaoming studied hard, but there was a gap between the families. Gu Chaoming was afraid that in the future, when he wanted to confess to his parents, Lin Ma and Lin Dad will despise him.
Lin Jianfan, the meaning of his name can lead to the conclusion that Lin Jianfan's parents love him very much. Lin saw that Fan had loved his parents and had a complete family, but what about himself? Only the family who can't wait to escape, the missing father, and the mother who is married to someone else's wife.
And what about yourself? Only alone.
The family factor is a reality, and it cannot be changed by his efforts.
What should we do then
Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming could think about it for so long. Gu Chaoming leaned against the corridor railing with his back on the railing, his arms resting on the railing casually and comfortably. Lin Jianfan stood beside him, watching the slowly moving clouds in the sky.
"Look, does that cloud look like a spoon?" Lin Jianfan pointed to Gu Chaoming, happy like a child who had never seen a cloud before.
Gu Chaoming didn't turn to look at Yun, but looked at him, smiled at him, and looked at his innocence and cuteness.
Gu Chaoming smiled, the final exam was over, and Gu Tao still didn't come to him. Gu Chaoming felt that the current life was too beautiful and too beautiful to be true.
If he could live like this forever, Gu Chaoming felt that it was okay to die young, but Lin Jianfan would not allow it, and Gu Chaoming was also worried that leaving Lin Jianfan alone would not hurt him.
Gu Chaoming just wanted his life to end at the happiest moment, and meeting Lin Jianfan was his happiest moment. He became an awkward person, thinking about dying at the happiest time, and thinking about growing old happily with Lin Jianfan. In the end, we will be happy until we grow old and win, because the happiest moment with Lin Jianfan is always the next moment.
What does it matter if family factors are immutable? Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and thought, as long as they were not changed by family factors.
The sunlight on the corridor cast a golden velvet light on Lin Jianfan, who was smiling and looking at the clouds, and Gu Chaoming looked at him. In fact, he doesn't need these things. He is alone, and without a little dye, he is already the light in his world.
"I especially like the feeling of myself slowly getting better when I'm with you." Gu Chaoming leaned against the railing and tilted his head to look at Lin Jianfan, his eyes full of sweetness that he didn't want to hide.
"You are very good." Lin Jianfan seemed to hear Gu Chaoming's heart from Gu Chaoming's words, and he looked into Gu Chaoming's eyes.
It seems that he is encouraging Gu Chaoming, whose grades are not as good as his, but it is not. In Lin Jianfan's heart, Gu Chaoming will always be a better person than himself. He is cheerful, bright, he loves and hates clearly, and his eyes are always bright. Even after the wind and frost, his eyes are still bright and bright. .
He was affirming Gu Chaoming, the most perfect Gu Chaoming in his heart.
Two people who are together feel that each other is better than themselves, and see each other's shining points.
However, Gu Chaoming's heart was so straightforward that after he heard what Lin Jianfan said, he remembered the advertisement, and his mouth quickly received: "You are beautiful~"
Lin Jianfan sighed, and Gu Chaoming wanted to slap himself a few times. At such a romantic moment, how could one's mouth be unable to control the atmosphere
"You have been very good. Before and now, you are very good. It is not the reason for the increase in scores, but yourself. Because you have a stubborn spirit, life presses you to go down, but your heart is to go up. Yes. Life presses on your back, you can walk with it on your back, and have time to laugh at me."
Lin Jianfan didn't smile when he said this, he was confessing his heart very seriously. Gu Chaoming didn't blame his mouth anymore. Gu Chaoming, who was hurt by a mouth, was too stunned to speak.
Gu Chaoming stared blankly at Lin Jianfan, and after a long time he smiled relievedly. He raised his hand to stroke Lin Jianfan's soft head, and the warm sunlight slipped past him.
In the midsummer when the second year of high school and the third year of high school are in line, the whole city is like a melting pot, the scorching sun scorches the earth, and the summer wind also brings its own heating.
Su Bing finally moved into the third floor of the high school where he often sneaked in just to see the senior sister after she left the college entrance examination.
It is no different from the previous teaching building, the tables and chairs are the same, but the atmosphere in the building and the slogans that can be seen everywhere make it impossible for those who don't want to study to ignore the power of the senior year.
After moving to the new classroom, Lao Chen stood on the podium and talked to his classmates about the time constraints in senior three and studying hard. Gu Chaoming went from traveling and playing Sudoku in his sophomore year of high school to listening carefully now, through the time of a year, through the spring breeze and winter snow.
Sitting on the desk and chair in the third grade teaching building, Gu Chaoming still did not change his temperament in the second grade, and continued to stare at Lin Jianfan's back from behind in another classroom.
Lin Jianfan's back was still in that position, Gu Chaoming still supported his head and admired it, nothing had changed, it was just a new classroom.
Their senior year of high school life began in this way with Lao Chen's rambled persuasion.
The overwhelming study did not surprise Gu Chaoming. He was already prepared to stay up late to study, and he bought a lot of coffee and put it on the table.
During the hot summer's tutoring, it was difficult to take a day off. Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to buy materials and stationery together, and went out to play and make a date.
One morning is more than enough time to buy stationery and materials. Gu Chaoming had anticipated that he bought two movie tickets in advance. After buying the materials, he pretended to propose to go home. Seeing the expression on Lin Jianfan’s face, Gu Chaoming didn’t think too much. happy. He had to see the unfinished expression on Lin Jianfan's face, so he took out two movie tickets and shook them in front of Lin Jianfan's eyes.
"Can this gentleman accompany him to watch a movie?" Gu Chaoming asked while holding the movie ticket.
The unsatisfactory expression on Lin Jianfan's face disappeared immediately when he saw the movie ticket, and Lin Jianfan nodded and took the movie ticket.
Gu Chaoming always said that Guan Hui was a child, and why was he not, he always liked to use such little tricks to make Lin Jianfan happy.
The snacks that came out of the pocket, the movie tickets that had been prepared for a long time, and only left for a while and asked "Miss me?"
The little surprises in life and the little pleasures in the repeated life of the senior year are all given by Gu Chaoming.
It was a happy day that was finally taken out of the third year of tutoring. Gu Chaoming was immersed in the sweetness of Lin Jianfan by his side all day long, until he went to a restaurant for dinner and saw the waiter and sister in the restaurant looking at Lin Jianfan and following him. eyes.
The girl wearing the apron didn't look too big, but the gaze she kept staring at Lin Jianfan gave Gu Chaoming an unprecedented sense of crisis.
Gu Chaoming even deliberately embraced Lin Jianfan to show intimacy. When the waiter girl saw Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming moved his body quietly to block Lin Jianfan in front of him, but he didn't know that in the waiter girl's eyes, this could only show that they were very good. A very good brother, showing that he knows the contact information of the handsome guy he is holding.
Gu Chaoming deliberately said that he would order something else, and let Lin Jianfan occupy the seat, and he came to the ordering table where the waiter girl stood.
The girl at the cash register looked up and saw that it was the guy next to the handsome guy. When Gu Chaoming finished ordering the meal, the girl asked tentatively, "Your friend is so handsome. Fortunately, I put on makeup today. Does he have a girlfriend? Tell me his contact information?"
The waitress was too proactive, her inquiring eyes and her brows of anticipation made Gu Chaoming think "I won't give you my boyfriend's contact information".
Thinking that she could get the contact information of the handsome guy, the girl smiled excitedly.
Gu Chaoming looked back at Lin Jianfan, who was sitting in the seat waiting for him. Lin Jianfan looked at him and asked if something happened to Gu Chaoming? Lin Jianfan wanted to come over but was stopped by Gu Chaoming shaking his head.
Gu Chaoming, who stopped Lin Jianfan, turned his head to the nympho girl and said, "He has a partner, and he loves him very much. You have no chance."
Gu Chaoming had a slightly evil smile on his face.
Stop hitting on him, you have no chance.
After saying that there was no chance, Gu Chaoming also said to the waitress girl with jealous sourness and bragging sweetness: "I also have a partner, and he loves me very much, so you have no chance."
He was too bad, Gu Chaoming walked back to Lin Jianfan and thought.
Gu Chaoming sat down beside Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan asked, "What did you just say?"
Gu Chaoming smiled: "I didn't say anything."
Learning is the only theme in the reciprocating high school life. Three days for a small test and five days for a big test. Gu Chaoming worked hard to adapt to the accelerated review rhythm, so that he would not be left behind before the review rhythm.
Any small surprises in the repetitive life are worth surprising. Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming are in the stage of common progress in love and review. Su Bing has been much more peaceful since her graduation, but she seems to have a new relationship recently. Does anyone like him
"That's what they said." Su Bing said.
"Fuck, she will like you? You are such a slutty man." Gu Chaoming didn't believe it.
Gu Chaoming said that she was the girl who asked Su Bing to help them move books on the last day when Cen Xili was confessed by Guan Hui.
The girl always asked Su Bing for help, and Su Bing was helpful and didn't think about it at all.
"Where am I debauched? They said she likes me." Su Bing said.
Once again, I was called by a girl to help, once again I met my classmates on the road, and once again I asked them to help and was rejected.
He was rejected every time, but this time when Su Bing came back, he asked the classmate who refused to help why he didn't go.
"What's the plan?" Su Bing, who Gu Chaoming called the saint of love, also had moments when he didn't understand, or after the senior sister left, Su Bing's ability of the saint of love also followed.
The classmate explained, "Didn't you find that she called you every time, not anyone else, and she called you in every big and small matter."
With that said, Su Bing's finger on the table stopped.
Indeed, the girl always asked him for help, and there were very few books that she and Cen Xili went to move last time. At that time, Su Bing thought that this book might be too many for girls, but later Su Bing thought that he had seen the girl carry a bucket.
No way…
"Then what are you going to do?" Gu Chaoming asked as he took out the dessert from Lin Jianfan from the drawer.
The dim sum was given by Lin Jianfan, who Lin Jianfan said was made by his mother. The desserts made by his mother-in-law, Gu Chaoming still wants to eat sweets even if he doesn't like it.
"Take one step at a time. If she doesn't confess, I will pretend I don't know." Su Bing said.
"What if she confesses?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"What else can I do? I refuse, can I agree?"
Gu Chaoming swallowed the dim sum in his mouth, and he looked at Su Bing who said this in surprise.
Su Bing seems to have changed in a place that Gu Chaoming didn't notice. In the past, whether he liked Su Bing or not, he would not refuse, but now he says "reject" as a matter of course.
"Why are you looking at me like that? It's a little disgusting." Su Bing looked at Gu Chaoming and said to himself.
Gu Chaoming didn't say what he was thinking, he just smiled.
Life was changing, and the people around him were also changing. Gu Chaoming still had the sweetness of dessert in his mouth. He looked in the direction of Lin Jianfan, who was sitting in the seat teaching Li Zhao mathematics.
The summer wind is not cool, the dessert in his mouth is sweet that he doesn't like, but life is the smooth look he likes.
Drive forward smoothly.