Gu Chaoming's birthday is in the summer vacation, the hottest and hottest time of the year. Before the time of summer tutoring was announced, Gu Chaoming thought that his birthday this year would be spent at school, but the summer tutoring ended earlier than he thought. .
On his eighteenth birthday, a once-in-a-lifetime adult ceremony, Gu Chaoming hopes that the people he cares about can be by his side. The only people he cared about and wanted to call over to celebrate his eighteenth birthday were those few people.
His boyfriend Gu Chaoming would definitely not allow him to be absent. Su Bing and Cen Xili, who usually stay with him all day, also invited them by Gu Chaoming, and Su Bing and Cen Xili agreed.
Of course, there is also the mother who doesn't know if she still remembers his birthday.
In the past, Qu Yingyi would rush home to cook a bowl of longevity noodles for him every birthday, sooner or later, but this year, Gu Chaoming wasn't sure whether she even remembered her birthday.
Gu Chaoming didn't call to check if his mother still remembered his birthday. He didn't have the guts or the face.
He was afraid to hear the voice of his mother who suddenly realized and reminded him of his birthday, and he was afraid that his mother explained the reason why he couldn't come.
In the past, Gu Chaoming always felt that the goddess of luck never favored him, but now Gu Chaoming felt that he was too lucky. Since Gu Tao inexplicably disappeared from his life, his life seems to be going smoothly, despite the bumps and stumblings in the end.
When Gu Chaoming was hesitant about whether Qu Yingyi remembered his birthday, Qu Yingyi himself called to ask him where he wanted to go for his birthday this year.
Gu Chaoming, who answered the phone, was so happy that the smile on the corner of his mouth could not be covered by anything in the world.
The mother still remembers and still cares about him.
The excitement in Gu Chaoming's tone was passed on to Qu Yingyi who made the call.
Gu Chaoming, who answered the phone, was extremely excited, but Qu Yingyi, who made the call, was full of guilt.
She once shamelessly kept a good mother image in Gu Chaoming's heart. She didn't want Gu Chaoming to feel that she abandoned him, that she didn't want to make Gu Chaoming feel that she didn't love him, and she didn't want to break the mother image in Gu Chaoming's heart, so she chose to lie and lie. Said he could take him there.
She reprimanded herself. She said it nicely to prevent Gu Chaoming from feeling that his mother didn't love him, and to prevent Gu Chaoming from feeling that he was an abandoned child. In fact, she deceived Gu Chaoming, but she just wanted to save her image in Gu Chaoming's heart. That's it.
After all, it is for myself.
She thought that she had divorced Gu Tao and gave Gu Chaoming a broken home. Gu Chaoming would hate him and hate her mother who abandoned him, but Gu Chaoming on the other end of the phone was so excited just because he celebrated his birthday. The voice made Qu Yingyi almost cry while holding the phone.
Gu Chaoming has always loved her, and she is deceiving him, deceiving the sincere feelings of a seventeen-year-old child.
As a mother, she is full of guilt for her children.
Full of guilt against God's joke.
Qu Yingyi thought that God played a serious joke on Gu Chaoming's birthday, and made her understand that her guilt was just to excuse her original lie.
God made her new daughter Yuanyuan have a high fever the night before Gu Chaoming's birthday. The man was on a business trip. Yuanyuan was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night.
Sick Yuanyuan, Gu Chaoming waiting for him to celebrate his birthday.
One is his new daughter and the other is his own son.
Although she is a stepmother, Yuanyuan is as important as Gu Chaoming in Qu Yingyi's heart. They are both her children. No Qu Yingyi wants to live up to her.
But she must live up to one, she chose to abandon Gu Chaoming before, and then made up for it with endless guilt.
What about this time
There are priorities, illnesses are big, birthdays come every year, and the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony is only once, but it is no match for Yuanyuan's body. Qu Yingyi is not partial to one side, nor does she want to promise Gu Chaoming and then go back.
Chaoming is eighteen years old today, an adult. He has always been sensible and should understand his choice. Qu Yingyi thought about calling Gu Chaoming who was waiting for him at home.
"Hey, Mom."
It was only a few days after the summer vacation tutorial ended. Gu Chaoming, who was waiting at home, got up early to prepare a delicious birthday breakfast.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether it should be called the first day of eighteen or the last day of seventeen. Whether it was seventeen or eighteen, it all started with a delicious breakfast and a good mood.
At 0:00, I received birthday wishes from the "Auspicious Three Treasures" group. Zhou Han, who knew that he ran away from home and asked for the address, because he didn't know Su Bing and the others, was afraid that he would not be able to come to his birthday party, so he gave him a birthday gift early. Yesterday, I also received a gift from Liu Yi, who works in other places.
"I was afraid that I would be late, but I didn't expect to receive it the day before." Liu Yi said when he called Liu Yi when he received the gift.
All the gifts Gu Chaoming were put in the bedroom cabinet, Su Bing and the others would come over at night. Because Qu Yingyi promised to take him out to play, Gu Chaoming made time to put the party in the evening. Get up early in the morning to prepare things for the party, change clothes early and wait for Qu Yingyi's call.
While preparing for the party, he was waiting for Qu Yingyi's phone call, preparing to suddenly think that he hadn't told Qu Yingyi that he moved out. Gu Chaoming didn't want to tell her, for fear that she would be worried.
Gu Chaoming was worried that Qu Yingyi would see the move out, so he answered the phone and tried to hide it.
When preparing for the party, he thought about how he would answer if Qu Yingyi asked about this. He has made many assumptions, and he tried his best to hide it, but he never thought of receiving a call from Qu Yingyi that he couldn't take him out.
"Wait until Yuanyuan is ready, then mother..."
"It's okay." Gu Chaoming interrupted Qu Yingyi after waiting for a long time for such an answer.
Like the plot in the TV series, Gu Chaoming never thought it would happen to him.
Life is like a play, play is like life, Gu Chaoming smiled, he really can pretend to be generous.
"Is it better round?"
"I know, you must be by your side, how uncomfortable it is to be sick, I'm just celebrating my birthday..."
"Tell me when Yuanyuan is healed."
"Well, it's okay, I'm so old."
The "generous" Gu Chaoming hung up the phone, and the beeping sound of the phone being hung up reverberated slightly in the living room. Gu Chaoming did not turn on the speakerphone, and the beeping sound of the phone hanging up was slight, but Gu Chaoming could hear it very clearly.
When he told Qu Yingyi that he was fine, Gu Chaoming thought he was really fine, but he was also clear about the loss in his heart.
The two moods collided but perfectly blended together.
The slight sound of hanging up the phone made the living room look so empty, and Gu Chaoming, who was sitting on the sofa, fell from the peak of excitement.
Gu Chaoming didn't know what kind of mood he belonged to in his heart. He felt that he seemed to be very dull, as if his mood was just a little lower, but from the expectation before answering the phone to the empty heart, it seemed that there was no difference.
no difference.
The snacks prepared in the living room are still lying on the sofa in the same position as before answering the phone, the curtains on one side are still open, the light is still dazzling, and the scorching sun outside the curtains is still dazzling.
Gu Chaoming glanced at the dazzling sunlight outside the window after listening to the beeping sound after hanging up. The sun shines straight into the window, and Gu Chaoming can clearly see the dividing line between it and the darkness.
Gu Chaoming returned the mobile phone to the table, took the snacks on the sofa and continued to prepare as if he had never received a call from Qu Yingyi.
It's just that there is no longevity noodles to eat this year.
The time reserved for Qu Yingyi was spared, and Gu Chaoming didn't think about how to spend the whole day when he was suddenly free.
He didn't seem to think about anything, but was still busy preparing in and out of the living room and the room.
When Gu Chaoming was about to go downstairs to throw away the collected garbage, the phone on the sofa rang.
He picked up the phone and saw that it was Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming answered the phone and walked to the entrance to change his shoes, ready to go downstairs to throw garbage.
"Did you go out?" Lin Jianfan asked on the other end of the phone.
Because of changing shoes, Gu Chaoming turned on the speakerphone, and Lin Jianfan's cheerful voice sounded at the entrance.
"I'm going out." Gu Chaoming said.
Throwing out the trash is also considered going out.
"Why is your voice a little weird?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"What's wrong?"
"Is it just that you feel a little unhappy?"
Gu Chaoming's movement of tying his shoelaces paused. Is his unhappiness so obvious? Obviously Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone could hear it
With the garbage bag at his feet, Gu Chaoming recalled his tone just now, which was indeed very different from Lin Jianfan's cheerful tone.
It seems that today is Lin Jianfan's birthday instead of his birthday.
After tying his shoelaces, Gu Chaoming stood up with a garbage bag in hand. Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone didn't speak any more. Gu Chaoming thought about how to explain his low tone.
The hand carrying the garbage bag touched the doorknob and twisted the door lock.
"Happy birthday!!!"
After the door opened, a loud blessing popped in.
In the corridor is not the dazzling sunshine, not the usual quiet, but Lin Jianfan who opened his arms and carried a gift to wish him a happy birthday.
Gu Chaoming who opened the door was surprised, he stared at Lin Jianfan who opened his arms towards him.
Lin Jianfan didn't know why Gu Chaoming stared at him like that. On the way, Lin Jianfan thought that Gu Chaoming would be surprised with joy, and then brought himself into the room, but Gu Chaoming just looked at him after being surprised, and kept looking at him.
Lin Jianfan didn't put down the gift in his hand, not because he was too embarrassed to put it down, but because Gu Chaoming stared at him so that his arm had already forgotten to move.
Lin Jianfan kept the surprise hug for Gu Chaoming, and explained with some guilt: "I just wanted to give you a surprise, you said something, but I think the eighteen-year-old birthday needs to be a little special, if you have something to do , I'll be...!!!"
I'm leaving right now...
Before the last word was spoken, a short syllable came out of his throat. Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan's hand like a cheetah rushing out. Lin Jianfan's body was unstable, and he crashed into a familiar embrace.
The heart in his embrace was beating, and Lin Jianfan used his own heart to listen to the beating of Gu Chaoming's heart.
Lin Jianfan, who didn't know what was going on, hugged Gu Chaoming's waist, and his hand without the gift touched Gu Chaoming's back to comfort him.
Gu Chaoming put his head on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, he did not kiss Lin Jianfan's neck like last time.
He just hugged him, just wanted to hug him.
I wanted to prove that Lin Jianfan wouldn't leave me without kissing him.
He will not suddenly leave his world like Qu Yingyi.
"Can you tell me what happened?" Lin Jianfan asked while stroking Gu Chaoming's back.
Gu Chaoming did not speak.
"It's alright, can't you tell?" Lin Jianfan asked again.
It's more sad than I thought, I thought I wouldn't be so sad - Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan and looked at the stairs behind Lin Jianfan and thought.
He thought he wouldn't be sad, at least not so sad.
Knowing that Qu Yingyi couldn't come, he could continue to prepare for the party, he thought he didn't care.
Just a birthday.
No big deal.
Qu Yingyi underestimated Gu Chaoming's love for her, and Gu Chaoming underestimated his love for Qu Yingyi and his mother.
Seeing Lin Jianfan outside the door and hearing his blessing, Gu Chaoming had only one thought - hug him.
I just want to hug him, the birthday surprise, and the boy who loves him.
He is a child who lacks love, and Lin Jianfan came full of love.
What he longed for, what he longed for, what was clear, what was buried in the bottom of his heart and was not discovered, Lin Jianfan was full of love and opened his arms to embrace.
"Can't you tell me?" Lin Jianfan asked again.
"You want to know?" Gu Chaoming finally said.
Lin Jianfan in his arms nodded.
"I'll take you somewhere."
Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan in his arms, closed the door behind him, and even remembered to lift the garbage bag that fell on the ground.
Holding Lin Jianfan's hand, he walked downstairs and threw away the garbage bag in his hand. Gu Chaoming found a bicycle parked downstairs.
Gu Chaoming didn't care, glanced at the parked bicycle and continued to lead Lin Jianfan forward, but Lin Jianfan held him.
"What's wrong?" Gu Chaoming stopped and turned around to ask Lin Jianfan, who was no longer walking.
Lin Jianfan pointed to the parked bicycle: "I came here by bicycle, so it doesn't matter where I put it? Is that place far away? Shall we go by bicycle?"
Cycling
Gu Chaoming looked at the bicycle, and then looked at Lin Jianfan in front of him: "It's quite far..."
It’s not that it’s very far, it’s that he rides back and forth for a longer time, and after playing for a while, it can last a day.
"I don't know how to ride a bike..." Gu Chaoming's voice was inexplicably soft.
Why can't you ride a bike? !
Why are you saying such a cowardly thing at this time? !
Why didn't you learn it in the first place? Look, I can't carry Lin Jianfan now!
Gu Chaoming remembered that Su Bingxiao in the cafeteria used to have a face that could ride a bike but no legs that could ride a bike. At that time, he should have asked Cen Xili to teach him how to ride a bike.
What should we do now
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan said, "I will, I will take you."
"You take me?" Gu Chaoming asked.
Lin Jianfan nodded: "What's wrong?"
"… nothing, nothing."
The scorching sun was shining overhead, the shadows under his feet moved rapidly on the road, and the oncoming hot wind brought the sun to Gu Chaoming's face, blowing Gu Chaoming's hair back.
No matter how many years it was, Gu Chaoming could still remember what he was thinking when he first sat on the back seat of Lin Jianfan's bicycle.
Thinking that I must learn to ride a bike in the future, thinking that my legs are sore, thinking that I actually sit in the back seat of Lin Jianfan's car, thinking that Lin Jianfan's back is so beautiful...
Lin Jianfan didn't recognize the way, so he stepped on the pedals and rode along the route pointed by Gu Chaoming in the back seat. Gu Chaoming only knew how to get there by car. If he was riding a bicycle, he had to use a map on his mobile phone.
The beep of the map on the phone kept ringing, and Gu Chaoming judged the direction while holding Lin Jianfan's bicycle seat.
The distance was long, Gu Chaoming didn't know how long it would take to ride the bike, he only saw that Lin Jianfan's forehead was slowly covered with beads of sweat, and his hair was already sweaty.
Taking a break in the middle, Lin Jianfan even thought that he was participating in a marathon, his legs were sore, and he almost couldn't stand up straight.
But when Gu Chaoming finally reminded him to pay attention to the front, the scene in front of him still shocked him, making him feel that the painful ride all the way was worth it.
The scorching sun ahead reflects on the sea, and the strong sunlight meets the clear water. There is a vast sea in front of you, the scorching sun is sparkling on the sea, and broken gold is floating. The sea water gushed and receded, and the air was fresh with the freshness of the sea.
The bicycle was driving on the road by the sea. The beauty and grandeur of the sea made Lin Jianfan, who was riding a bicycle, forget the pain in his legs.
The sea breeze, bicycles, waves, scorching sun, Gu Chaoming in the back seat, everything is too beautiful.
Lin Jianfan was deeply attracted by the beauty in front of him, but he had to control the bicycle under his feet.
"It's so beautiful!" Lin Jianfan sighed while riding a bicycle.
The sea breeze blew Lin Jianfan's voice to Gu Chaoming's ear, and it was also because of the noisy sea breeze that Gu Chaoming had to speak loudly before Lin Jianfan could hear it.
"What did you say? Be louder!" Gu Chaoming could only hear part of what Lin Jianfan said.
"I said this is too beautiful!" Lin Jianfan shouted loudly as the bicycle continued to move forward on the seaside road.
Gu Chaoming laughed and answered loudly, "This is my secret base."
"I thought the bank of the river last time was your secret base."
"So is the river bank, and the river bank is also beautiful."
"Why do you have so many secret bases?"
"There are two secret bases, but only one boyfriend!"
Lin, who was riding a bicycle, laughed heartily when he saw Fan smiling.
In front of Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan was not only the most comfortable, but also the most daring. Gu Chaoming gave him unlimited courage.
Before, he only increased his voice so that the two sides could hear each other's words. This time, Lin Jianfan opened his voice and shouted with all his strength, "Me too! I only have you as a boyfriend!"
Regardless of shame, regardless of the world, regardless of the eyes of others.
If someone listens to it, let him listen to it.
As a gift of gossip to him, the wheels are moving forward anyway, and the sea breeze will take them away anyway.
"Lin Jianfan is my boyfriend! Not the son of my second uncle!" After Lin Jianfan shouted, Gu Chaoming also shouted.
Wasn't it uncle last time? Lin Jianfan thought to himself, forget it. There was a smile on his lips, as if he wanted to compete with Gu Chaoming who loves each other more, Lin Jianfan shouted even louder: "I love you! Gu Chaoming!"
Lin Jianfan knocked down Gu Chaoming in the back seat with a big straight ball. Gu Chaoming heard the confession from the wind, and his heart was like the sea breeze in his ear.
Lin Jianfan looked at the sea in front of him and screamed. Forgive me for not being very good at speaking love words. To express my love for you, I can only think of three words: I love you.
Lin Jianfan seemed to let go completely, as if he was venting something, and he was cheering.
Lin Jianfan's cheers infected Gu Chaoming in the back seat, and Gu Chaoming cheered along with him.
A bicycle passed by on the seaside road, bringing the sea breeze and blowing the hair of the cyclist and the teenager in the back seat of the car. The sea stood still, and the teenagers on the bicycle cheered heartily.
When he rode to the beach, Lin saw Fan locked the car in a happy mood. Gu Chaoming couldn't wait to pull him to the front of the sea and show him a close-up view of the sea.
Two sets of footprints were left on the beach. The two ran to the sea holding hands. The surging sea water wet their shoes. Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan to avoid them, but Lin Jianfan pulled Gu Chaoming, who was dodging, to greet them. incoming sea water.
Lin Jianfan completely released himself, his usual serious face was full of smiles, and the formulaic smile when he turned around has long been lost.
Gu Chaoming by the sea looked at Lin Jianfan's profile, Lin Jianfan rushed into the sea, playing with the waves like a child.
The shoes were soaked by the sea water, but Gu Chaoming did not hide. He followed Lin Jianfan, who was playing with the sea, into a child, holding hands to greet the waves.
"Come here! I count one, two, three, and let's dance together." Lin Jianfan said loudly.
"Okay!" Lin saw that Fan was happy, and Gu Chaoming was also happy. No matter how naive he proposed, Gu Chaoming was naive with him.
"one"
"two"
"three"
"Jump!"
Two shadows jumping holding hands on the seashore, the sea splashed, and the shoes were wet by the sea.
They jumped into the waves together.
The coolness of the sea dissipated the heat, and Lin Jianfan's mood did not diminish after playing under the scorching sun by the sea.
I don't know how many times I jumped over the waves, and the sea water soaked my shoes. I don't know how many times I've run on the beach, and my shoes have brought sand and gravel. Lin Jianfan was finally tired, and stood by the sea with Gu Chaoming.
"Facing the sea, spring flowers bloom." Looking at the vast and boundless sea and the scorching sun on the sea, Lin Jianfan suddenly said.
"As long as you are happy, the world is full of sea, and spring flowers will bloom everywhere," Gu Chaoming's gaze towards the sea shifted to Lin Jianfan's face, and he said to Lin Jianfan earnestly, "There will be flowers everywhere."
Hearing Gu Chaoming's words, Lin Jianfan turned his head.
The two looked at each other, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's eyes and blinked, the smile on his face paused, he looked at Gu Chaoming with eyes Gu Chaoming had never seen before.
In the end, Gu Chaoming laughed first, and Gu Chaoming said with a smile, "Don't look at me like that, I can't say something like that because of my poor language. I'm embarrassed when you look at me."
The pause button bounced, and Lin Jianfan showed a bright smile.
"Happy birthday, eighteen-year-old Gu Chaoming." Lin Jianfan said.
Gu Chaoming at the seaside smiled, facing Lin Jianfan, the fierce sunlight and the boundless sea.
"Thank you."
The sea breeze was cool, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's eyes, his clenched hands were slightly sweaty, but no one let go.
The world never treated them badly, the world sent them to each other.
Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan, "At the seaside, the waves and the sea breeze will take all your troubles away."
"It's true," Lin Jianfan said, "I felt my leg was about to break on the road, but when I saw the sea, I felt that my leg didn't hurt at all."
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was smiling happily, he was hesitating, he was hesitating, hesitating whether to tell Lin Jianfan what was in his heart, and how to tell him.
"Don't you want to know what I'm thinking?" Gu Chaoming started with a brisk tone.
"Do you want to tell me?" Lin Jianfan asked, and he made an expression of listening intently.
"You can't regret after listening to it." Gu Chaoming said.
"No." Lin Jianfan answered quickly without any hesitation.
Gu Chaoming looked at him, at Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him to express his heart.
He mentioned to Lin Jianfan the inner forest that he thought he would never tell others in his life.
Gu Chaoming opened his mouth and controlled the tone so that Lin Jianfan could not see the fear in his heart, but what he was about to say had already revealed his panic.
"I've... thought about... Killing my dad, I'm scared, scared, I'm scared, sometimes I dream of killing my dad, you know?"
Gu Chaoming's eyes were slightly red, and he was destined not to be able to finish speaking in a calm tone from the very beginning.
Lin Jianfan's face was astonished as Gu Chaoming had imagined, but Gu Chaoming was not at all surprised by the surprise on Lin Jianfan's face, it was the expression that a normal person would definitely have after hearing what he said.
But Lin saw that the surprise on Fan's face only flashed for a moment, and he immediately said, "But you haven't done it yet, have you?"
But you haven't done that, have you
"You didn't kill him."
I don't have it? But I have stretched out my sinful hands, and I have strangled his neck.
"I almost killed him," Gu Chaoming said, "he used a knife to point my mother, I was really afraid that he would kill us, at that time I would only cry, it was really scary, thinking about it now is also very scary. Fear."
"I still remember when he beat my mother, I knelt on the ground and begged him to stop beating. He was like a murderous demon, his fists were stained with my mother's blood, I was afraid he would kill me and my mother die."
Su Bing and Cen Xili knew that Gu Chaoming's father beat him, but they didn't know what Gu Chaoming was thinking. He concealed all dark thoughts and his own fears so that no one could see them.
He was afraid that impulsive beasts would break through his rational defenses and take him to hell, even though he was already in hell at that time.
There will be a deeper hell to execute him.
Cen Xili and Su Bing asked him, "Why was your dad beaten again?" He just laughed and teased them. He concealed himself well, but today he told Lin Jianfan about his panic and fear.
Complaints.
Like peeling off his own skin, revealing the black under the skin. He became naked/naked and transparent in front of Lin Jianfan, and all his bloody and dirty thoughts were told to Lin Jianfan.
Tell him that I am such a terrible person, a person who hides the smell of blood in his heart.
Gu Chaoming expressed his fear of Gu Tao, his eyes were red, and the seventeen years of fear surged in his heart, but Gu Chaoming still did not allow the tears to fall.
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, whose eyes were flushed but did not shed a single tear. After hearing Gu Chaoming's terrifying thoughts, his shock and distress could not be concealed on his face.
It turned out that he always thought that the young boy who was sunny was also forced to have darkness in his heart.
It turned out that the young man who brought him to appreciate the beauty of this world was once in boundless hell.
Lin Jianfan raised Gu Chaoming's hand silently and kissed the circular scar on the back of his left hand.
He heard Cen Xili say that Gu Tao burned it with a cigarette butt.
Lin Jianfan imagined the pain Gu Chaoming had endured in a world he didn't know, as if he had walked through Gu Chaoming's life.
Lin Jianfan said, "You don't look like a murderer who wants to kill at all. Generally, people with such thoughts are very dark."
Gu Chaoming smiled with red eyes: "I'm really dark, don't you think? But who said that if you have hatred, you have to live in deep hatred every day. Worry is only one of life, and there is still one in life. There are so many happy things lining up for me. Ignoring the things that make me happy for the sake of this one sad thing is stupid and it's all gone, so man, be happy every day, like this The days will pass quickly, and I will be able to go to the white head with you earlier."
Talking and talking, maybe he has experienced a beautiful world. Gu Chaoming has mastered the ability to heal himself. He has seen the beauty of the world, so he can bloom himself in pain.
Gu Chaoming ended the deep topic positively. He didn't want his talk to affect Lin Jianfan's good mood.
Lin Jianfan did not comfort him, but reached out to the sky filled with warm sunlight, grabbed a handful in the air, and handed it to Gu Chaoming.
"For you." Lin Jianfan said to him.
"What do you give me? Air?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"No, I'll give you the sun I caught."
Give you the sun I caught as a thank you gift for helping me catch the wind that night.
This world is not only dark, this world is bright, you see, the sun is shining in the palm of my hand, I will send it to you.
The world is bright, but you haven't realized it yet. I grabbed a handful of sunshine from the new world you brought me to and gave it to you.
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's clenched hand, how could he lose if he was the king of love words.
Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan and pulled him into his arms: "My sun is in my arms."
It was very windy by the sea, and they hugged each other, letting the sea breeze blow their hair and kiss their foreheads.
"Let those thoughts go to hell." Gu Chaoming suddenly hugged him again, Lin Jianfan said in Gu Chaoming's ear.
Lin Jianfan dragged Gu Chaoming to the front of the wave, facing the sea with spring flowers blooming, put his hands to his mouth and shouted, "Go to hell!"
Lin Jianfan pulled him and said, "Shout out, you said that the sea breeze will take them away."
Facing the sea, Gu Chaoming shouted to the sea for the first time. He used to sit silently by the sea, like a silent stone sculpture, polished by the sea breeze.
"Shout out!" Lin Jianfan said.
Gu Chaoming looked sideways at Lin Jianfan, and then at the sea where the waves were rolling. He put his palm to his mouth.
"Go to hell!"
Go to hell with all the bad moods!
Go to hell, the misery of the past seventeen years!
Go to hell!
"Go to hell!" After Gu Chaoming shouted, Lin Jianfan shouted again.
The two teenagers shouted at the beach, and Lin Jianfan shouted louder than him, as if to help him drive away his previous misery.
Gu Chaoming looked at the young man beside him who put his hands to his mouth and shouted for him to go to hell.
Go to hell with all the suffering, all he wants is the sea where the flowers are blooming in spring, and Lin Jianfan who is blooming with flowers.