The summer vacation of the second and third year of high school is not destined to be leisurely. After spending repetitive and tiring tutoring, there is only half a month of vacation rest left.
Gu Chaoming has never slackened his studies because of the summer vacation, but because he can control the summer vacation time independently, the study time does not decrease but increases. I learned that it is not a matter of once or twice to sleep until noon the next day in the middle of the night. Learning the lesson that if he gets up late to study, he will be in a bad state. Gu Chaoming pays attention to bedtime, so that the biological clock will not be adjusted when it is time to start school.
Compared with Gu Chaoming's efforts to study at his desk all day, Su Bing seems to be too leisurely, thinking about where to play and who to play with.
During the more than ten days of vacation, Su Bing came to Gu Chaoming's house. Gu Chaoming worked hard to study and didn't have time to care about him, so he played on his mobile phone by himself.
"Go to the living room to play, don't disturb my study here." Gu Chaoming banged Su Bing.
When he needed to concentrate on his studies, there was someone sitting next to him who was playing with his mobile phone, and Gu Chaoming couldn't concentrate at all.
Su Bing, who was playing with his mobile phone, still said his theory of "learning and playing combined".
Gu Chaoming wrote quickly: "I haven't seen you learn it, but you have played a lot."
"I didn't play much." Su Bing also knew to turn off the game with a guilty conscience.
He was a little guilty in his heart, but Su Bing's words didn't make Gu Chaoming realize his guilty conscience at all.
As soon as Su Bing finished saying "I didn't play much", he said "hey" and began to persuade Gu Chaoming to fulfill the dream he wanted to fulfill since he was a freshman in high school - to travel together.
"I didn't go last year, and I can't go this year." Gu Chaoming kept the pen in his hand and turned over the material book with the other hand.
"There are still a few days before school starts. It doesn't take long for a trip. One or two days is enough. It's not enough for a day or half a day. One day is too little. I think two days is just right, or three days."
"I know a place with good mountains and rivers, and there are a lot of stars at night. It's best to see the stars in summer. You can also climb mountains and have farmhouses there. I've been there once before, and I think it's just right for us to go there. It's not expensive, the mountains are not high, you can still see the scenery and exercise, oh yes, there are also flower fields, there is a large area, there is a road in the middle, you can only see it from the outside, don't you know how to take pictures when you see Fan? He brought a camera with him, you two can go out and play together, it's better than studying at home."
"You have to create some memories in high school. When you meet again in the future, you will say, 'Ah, remember where we went to play together'. You can enjoy your two-person world with Jianfan, and Xili and I stay away, okay? Bar… …"
There was a buzzing buzzing like a honeycomb in his ears, and Gu Chaoming felt that Su Bing would definitely make a lot of money when he became a salesman in the future. I have to say that Gu Chaoming thought Su Bing annoyed at first, but Su Bing finished his speech, especially when he talked about being able to play with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming heard his heartbeat.
It's not that his concentration is not strong, but that Su Bing's words are too seductive.
Going out to live alone, facing one’s home every day, going out to study is okay, and having a lot of contact with the outside world, but every day during the summer vacation to study at home alone, Gu Chaoming often feels that his home and heart are empty. Sometimes my head hurts when I do my homework, and Gu Chaoming wants to go out with Lin Jianfan to relax and relax his mind, but his reason doesn't allow it.
"Look, school starts in a few days, and you're still going out to play?" Reason scolded him like an aunt with a broom and urged him to study hard.
In an empty home, Gu Chaoming missed Lin Jianfan and the feeling of "real home" when he was at home with him.
After his birthday, Gu Chaoming was more eager for the college entrance examination than before, and wanted to live with Lin Jianfan as soon as possible.
Even if Su Bing's heart was moved, his mouth was still hard: "Can you stop thinking about playing all day? Do you remember when you said you wanted to take the same university as Xili's exam?"
Speaking as if he loved studying, Gu Chaoming said, "If you really want to go, ask Fan to see if he will go, and I will go if he goes."
Lin saw that Fan was so unwilling to refuse other people's requests, except for the reason of his family's unwillingness, Su Bing assured him that he would definitely go.
Hearing Gu Chaoming's harsh words, Su Bing leaned back in the chair and covered his mouth and snickered.
Although he covered his mouth and snickered, the laughter squeezed out of Su Bing's fingers, ran to Gu Chaoming's ear and said to Gu Chaoming: "You are still pretending, you are still pretending to study, you just want to go with Lin Jianfan. Play."
When Su Bing went home, he told Lin Jianfan about the trip. Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming if he would go, but Su Bing cleverly lied and said, "Go, go, go."
Hearing that Su Bing said that Gu Chaoming was going, Lin Jianfan immediately agreed.
Su Bing was very happy to have fulfilled his dream of traveling together, but he just felt that the dog food in his mouth was a little dry.
These two people, one said I would go when Lin saw Fan, the other would go if he asked, Su Bing couldn't stand it.
Inform Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili about the travel, and Su Bing's mother will coordinate everything related to travel.
With travel, it seems that there is hope. It is no longer a dark study. A few days of preparation time seems to pass in a flash, and even learning becomes easier.
It's time to go out for a trip with ease.
Gu Chaoming changed his shoes at the entrance and saw Lin Jianfan again. Gu Chaoming became excited when he went downstairs. On the way downstairs, he met the couple at the opposite door and his eldest son. Gu Chaoming walked to the corner of the stairs too fast and almost bumped into them. "
Being told by a young child to be careful when walking, Gu Chaoming squatted down with a smile and pinched his fleshy cheeks: "Okay, my brother knows, he has to leave beforehand."
Saying goodbye to the couple, pinching the cute child's face, Gu Chaoming's mood rose to a brighter shade on the color card.
Walking downstairs and passing by the trash can on the side of the road, I found a fat cat lying lazily on the lid of the trash can. There was still a little bit of water on the trash can cover, which was wiped clean by the fat cat.
There was a variegated cat lying under the trash can. Both cats were a little scared of people. Gu Chaoming just passed by normally, and they both stared at it for a while.
The two cats were ready to run away, Gu Chaoming tried his best to walk over without seeing them.
When Gu Chaoming walked away, the variegated cat under the trash can jumped on the trash can cover, Gu Chaoming heard the two cats behind him kept calling and thought they were fighting.
Looking back, the two cats were sitting opposite each other on the lid of the trash can. One barked and the other barked. Gu Chaoming thought they were going to fight, but the two cats jumped off the trash can together and walked away.
Gu Chaoming looked at it and smiled. He might not have paid much attention to these things before, but now he finds it quite interesting.
It was because he had been with Lin Jianfan for so long that he started to care about the little things in life.
Other than that, life is made up of funny little things.
Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan met at an ordinary station. The bus passed by on the road, and Gu Chaoming was sitting by the window. The air conditioner of the bus was facing the top of his head, but he didn't care at all. As soon as he approached the road where he had agreed to meet, Gu Chaoming's eyes eagerly cast his eyes out of the dazzling window.
The summer sun was sticking to the car window glass, and Gu Chaoming was illuminated by the sun shining through the glass window.
The vehicle moved forward slowly.
Getting closer, getting closer.
Finally approaching the stop sign at the intersection, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him at the station.
The blue curtains that swayed with the car covered and released Lin Jianfan, who had just entered Gu Chaoming's field of vision.
It was not more than ten days before his birthday, and we met again after his birthday. Lin Jianfan told him to ride a bicycle. After that, he only used his mobile phone to contact him because of the pressure of study, and we never met again. There are some things to say face-to-face. Machines cannot convey all emotions. It was the first time that Gu Chaoming wanted to meet someone so urgently, and he wondered if he was going too far when he wanted to see himself.
But when he saw Lin Jianfan's side profile from the car window, Gu Chaoming realized that he could love someone like this, and seeing his side profile makes him feel that this world is good, and only such a good world can be created. Such a good him.
He is the accumulation of all the good, people can not help but close, can not help but miss.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether Lin Jianfan missed him as much as he did. In the past, he was always afraid of being self-motivated and caring too much about one person, but these were afraid that the whole army would collapse in front of Lin Jianfan.
I don't know where to perceive, or from every place, from every hair on Lin Jianfan's body, from every inch of Lin Jianfan's skin, from every second of Lin Jianfan's breath, Gu Chaoming can feel Lin Jianfan love for him.
Maybe Lin Jianfan doesn't miss him as much as he does, but Gu Chaoming doesn't care, he abandons the arrogance he used to be afraid of. He expresses his thoughts and love.
No reservations, no return.
In the past, he wanted the bus to drive slower because he didn't want to go home, but at this moment, he wanted the bus to drive faster, faster, and bring him to Lin Jianfan's side.
Gu Chaoming was extra careful with Lin Jianfan after having the experience of being spotted by the restaurant waiter on the last date. Lin Jianfan's face was so attractive that Gu Chaoming was afraid that if the bus drove slower, someone would come up to Lin Jianfan to chat up.
He wasn't worried that Lin Jianfan would be kidnapped, and Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan's well-behaved boyfriend, wasn't worried at all, he just hated it and hated others approaching Lin Jianfan with the idea of taking his place.
So much so that he jumped into Lin Jianfan's arms when he got out of the car, and gave Lin Jianfan a bear hug. Lin Jianfan, who was waiting for the sudden hug, was stunned, and kept blinking his eyes in question.
Lin Jianfan, who was under the platform, was wearing a simple white printed short sleeve and the black baseball cap that Gu Chaoming had given him when he had just turned around, with a little sweat on his neck due to the summer heat.
In addition to Lin Jianfan, there were two elderly people waiting for the bus at the station. They were a couple. Lin Jianfan was hugged by Gu Chaoming and met their eyes.
The hug of meeting was loosened, and the smile on Gu Chaoming's face Lin Jianfan felt that he should restrain a little, but when he thought that Gu Chaoming was so happy because he saw him, he couldn't open his mouth again.
I have always been "stingy" in expressing my emotions, and the surging surging in my heart seems to never be able to express enthusiastically. Lin Jianfan was afraid that his love would be too "stingy", which would make the enthusiastic Gu Chaoming not feel it. He did not let Gu Chaoming restrain himself, but instead followed Gu Chaoming to laugh.
The two teenagers smiled at each other at the station where they met, and neither spoke a word.
Gu Chaoming's love is too grand and majestic, Lin Jianfan is always worried that his poor emotional expression and love talk skills will make Gu Chaoming feel his love, but he doesn't know how he tries to express his love in Gu Chaoming's eyes. Li is already the one who loves him the most.
There were too many people on the road, and Lin Jianfan didn't dare. It wasn't until he reached a deserted path that Lin Jianfan summoned up the courage to grab the things that Gu Chaoming had purchased together.
"?" After walking well, Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan suspiciously, his palm was held by Lin Jianfan.
"No matter what you are carrying in the future, the hand that is close to me must always be empty, because it is just in case I suddenly want to hold your hand." Lin Jianfan tried his best to not speak so much about the love he had thought about all the way. stiff.
Gu Chaoming, who Lin Jianfan said so unprepared, was flustered.
I am too weak, Gu Chaoming thought.
With a contented smile on his face, Lin Jianfan clenched Gu Chaoming's palm tightly. He didn't hold Gu Chaoming's hand because he wanted to express his love, but he should have said that he wanted to hold hands first and the love words behind.
On the road, he saw Gu Chaoming's palm swaying slightly with his steps, Lin saw Fan's fingers curled up, he wanted to hold it, he wanted to hold Gu Chaoming's palm.
He wanted to make Gu Chaoming, who radiated all the enthusiasm for him, also feel his love.
Lin Jianfan tentatively took the first step to express his emotions. The seemingly simple gesture of holding hands concealed Lin Jianfan's sea-like hesitation and wandering. He has a delicate mind and likes to bury everything in his heart like a little squirrel hiding pine cones for the winter. He expresses little care for others. He used all his courage to confess to Gu Chaoming in the toilet last semester.
He is afraid to express, but eager to express.
Gu Chaoming's enthusiasm like summer sunshine made him want to express his concern for the first time.
Gu Chaoming is like the sun, his enthusiasm, his embrace, holding his hand, walking by his side, Lin Jianfan can feel the irresistible light in every inch of his skin.
In a place he didn't know, in Lin Jianfan's heart, Gu Chaoming became the sun in his name that his mother wanted him to be.
He didn't know that he thought he, who was irritable, straight-headed, lacking emotional intelligence, and had many shortcomings, gave Lin Jianfan the courage to express his inner feelings.
They don't say anything, but they all learn from each other, and they all move closer to each other to become better versions of themselves.
They walked side by side to the meeting place agreed with Su Bing and Cen Xili. Besides Su Bing and Cen Xili, there was a third person at the meeting place - their junior brother Guan Hui.
Guan Hui was standing beside Cen Xili, "harassing" Cen Xili who didn't want to pay attention to him. Cen Xili said nothing, and Guan Hui once again formed a clear contrast with the indifferent Cen Xili.
One moving, one still.
One lively, one cool.
Guan Hui saw Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan walking towards them, smiled and said hello and continued to talk to Cen Xili.
"Get in the car when you're all here, and wait for you for a while." As soon as Gu Chaoming arrived, Su Bing greeted him and got in the car, without explaining why Guan Hui was here.
The place Su Bing said was not far away, it would take about two or three hours by car. Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan into the car without knowing what was going on, and sat in the last row with Lin Jianfan.
The car was a two-seater. Su Bing first got in the car and chose a seat at will, and Cen Xili hurried to sit beside Su Bing as soon as he got in the car.
Guan Hui, who followed Cen Xili, pouted and sat down beside Cen Xili across the aisle.
As soon as Guan Hui sat down, he found a topic to talk to Cen Xili, but Cen Xili ignored him. Su Bing looked at the two of them, then got up to look at Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan who were sitting at the end of the two-person world.
Originally thought that Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan were chirping and crooked together, he could still be with Cen Xili, and they would not be killed by them. Who knew that Guan Hui would pop up when they assembled.
This is different from what he thought. Su Bing felt that he was going to be the loneliest one during the small tour these days.
Su Bing cried out to the window. Cen Xili closed his eyes and was woken up by Guan Hui. He sighed deeply.
Looking at his reflection on the window, he heard Cen Xili's sigh, and the phone in Su Bing's pocket vibrated.
"Why is Guan Hui here? What did you call him?" was Gu Chaoming's message.
As soon as he came, he urged him to get in the car, but Gu Chaoming didn't have time to ask.
Su Bing: "How do I know that he came by himself, and he can't even leave."
After reading Su Bing's reply, Gu Chaoming leaned forward and stuck his head out from the last row to look at Guan Hui who was talking to Cen Xili in front of him.
Leaning back in the seat, without drawing the curtains, the sun jumped into the car from the window glass and fell on Gu Chaoming, who was sitting by the window. The vehicle was turned on, the tree shadows blocked it, and the sunlight jumped and disappeared on Gu Chaoming's legs.
Gu Chaoming closed half of the curtains and asked Lin Jianfan, who was sitting next to him, "Are you tired, do you want to go to sleep? I heard Su Bing say that he will be sitting for two or three hours, and he should arrive at five or six o'clock in the afternoon."
Lin Jianfan shook his head in good spirits, but Gu Chaoming had not seen him for a few days, and a faint layer of dark circles appeared under his eye sockets.
Gu Chaoming persuaded Lin Jianfan to sleep, and Lin Jianfan persuaded him in turn: "You haven't rested recently, you have dark circles under your eyes, do you want to sleep?"
"Dark circles are what you think." Gu Chaoming's love story went online again.
Some cliché love words, Lin Jianfan still couldn't help pursing his lips and laughing: "I'm starting to glib again."
"Because it's with you."
Gu Chaoming's words made Lin Jianfan speechless, and Gu Chaoming continued: "If I want to be with others, I'm very refreshing."
The vehicle drove smoothly on the highway, the roadside scenery changed, and after an hour of driving, there were fewer houses on the roadside, but Guan Hui's words were not less at all. Su Bingbai was bored and played games by himself. Cen Xili wanted to sleep to avoid Guan Hui's conversation, but Guan Hui just didn't let him sleep, but Gu Chaoming, who was slick in the back, slept the best.
The vehicle drove to a big bend, and his body drifted with the vehicle due to inertia. Lin Jianfan supported Gu Chaoming's head on his shoulders with his hands to prevent Gu Chaoming from waking up because the vehicle turned.
Repeated and continuous study makes both spirit and sex tired. He is surrounded by people who make him feel at ease. Gu Chaoming is leaning on Lin Jianfan's shoulder. He doesn't know how long he will sleep before going to bed. It must be good to be able to lean on Lin Jianfan's shoulder. Dream.
"what!!!"
The good dream has not been fulfilled yet, and I haven't seen a bit of Meng Xingzi. After a terrified scream in his ears, the shoulders under his head trembled violently, until Gu Chaoming's head fell off his shoulders.
When Lin Jianfan screamed, Gu Chaoming woke up and opened his eyes, afraid that Lin Jianfan would be hurt.
The last moment he was still asleep, the next moment Gu Chaoming sat up immediately to check on Lin Jianfan's situation.
Lin Jianfan's shoulder was so frightened that he was close to him, and Lin Jianfan unconsciously leaned in his direction, as if looking for support.
Gu Chaoming, who was awakened from his sleep, looked at the frightened expression on Lin Jianfan's face and asked anxiously, "What's wrong?"
Lin Jianfan didn't speak, just shook his head. Gu Chaoming first comforted the frightened Lin Jianfan: "It's okay, it's okay."
Lin Jianfan screamed, and the three heads in the front row stuck out. Su Bing knelt on the seat, leaned on the back of the seat and asked Lin Jianfan, "What's wrong?"
Lin Jianfan shook his head and said, "It's fine."
Su Bing had been playing games and didn't know what was going on, but Cen Xili, who was beside him, knew all about it.
"Did you cause trouble." Cen Xili blamed Guan Hui, got up and walked towards the frightened Lin Jianfan.
Cen Xili picked up the culprit who had fallen in the corner of the car seat and made Lin Jianfan scream, and walked to Lin Jianfan to apologize for Guan Hui who was rambunctious.
"It's okay, it's a fake, Guan Hui has nothing to play with."
Gu Chaoming looked at the thing in Cen Xili's hand, it was a fake butterfly.
When Gu Chaoming fell asleep, Guan Hui had nothing to do and took out the prepared trick toys to scare Cen Xili, but Cen Xili was as calm as a stone to his tricks.
Playing tricks on Cen Xili is not fun, and Guan Hui wants to tidy up Su Bing next to Cen Xili. Su Bing is playing a game and bluntly tells Guan Hui not to quarrel with him, otherwise he will die miserably.
Guan Hui turned his tricky eyes to Lin Jianfan, who was taking care of Gu Chaoming's sleeping in the last row. He pressed the tricked butterfly into the book and handed it to Lin Jianfan. As soon as Lin Jianfan opened it, the butterfly in the book flew out immediately, achieving an unexpectedly scary effect.
Lin Jianfan screamed in fright, and Guan Hui ran back to his position successfully, and was taught by Cen Xili.
Gu Chaoming took the butterfly in the hands of Cen Xili, who helped Guan Hui clean up the mess. It didn't look like a real butterfly, but Lin Jianfan's scream was really ringing in his ears.
After Gu Chaoming's comfort, Lin Jianfan slowly regained his composure, but he still leaned on Gu Chaoming's side. As long as Gu Chaoming moved away a little, Lin Jianfan would lean up.
Lin Jianfan told him that he was afraid of butterflies, but Gu Chaoming remembered it but never thought that he would be so afraid of butterflies. Even an innocent butterfly could scare him like this.
Gu Chaoming took the fake butterfly in Cen Xili's hand and showed it to Lin Jianfan: "It's not real."
Lin Jianfan also tried his best to restrain his fear and looked at the butterfly in Gu Chaoming's hand. He refused.
"Well, I'm fine." I was so frightened that I didn't dare to look at it, but still said it was fine.
Gu Chaoming asked Cen Xili to take the butterfly away, and he also asked Cen Xili to tell Guan Hui not to scare Lin Jianfan with these tricky things, or he would never end.
Lin Jianfan tried his best to pretend to be calm, Gu Chaoming looked at him worriedly, the sound just now really frightened him, and now seeing Lin Jianfan's heart lingering in fear and not looking at the fake butterfly, Gu Chaoming felt that his frightened emotions were still there. did not dissipate.
Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's arm, and followed Lin Jianfan's arm slowly down to hold his palm.
Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming smiled at him: "It's alright, just a fake butterfly."
The frightened Lin Jianfan clenched Gu Chaoming's palm tightly, and Gu Chaoming could feel the strength on his palm. Seeing that Fan was close to him, Gu Chaoming raised his hand to touch his panicked face.
Lin Jianfan's shoulder was pressed against Gu Chaoming's shoulder, and he didn't separate until he got out of the car.
After getting out of the car, Gu Chaoming also specifically stopped Guan Hui, who was giggling in front of him, and told him not to mess with these tricky things.
Guan Hui said: "I didn't expect him to be so afraid of butterflies."
Cen Xili slapped him hard: "I'm sorry, why don't you apologize for scaring people?"
Cen Xili was on the verge of being tortured crazy by Guan Hui all afternoon, and his temper was rather grumpy.
"I'm sorry~" Guan Hui didn't listen to anyone, even his father scolded him. Only Cen Xili listened to what he said, and he apologized when he asked him to apologize.
But I don't know if this apology has 50% sincerity.
Gu Chaoming didn't care, because he knew that Guan Hui was such a person, you and he must be the one who regrets being serious in the end.