Presence

Chapter 111

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It was dusk when Su Bing arrived at his hotel, and the summer dusk came late. Zhou Yan looked at the sky as the dusk seemed to diffuse out from the mountains, gradually turning yellow.

Pushing open the small wooden door with strong flavor of the hotel, behind the door is a yard, and the hotel is built in the yard.

Su Bing decided that Gu Chaoming shared a room with Lin Jianfan, and he and Cen Xi shared a room. As for Guan Hui... he figured it out himself.

After a few hours in the car, he could finally rest. Gu Chaoming took the luggage and picked up the keys and opened the door with Lin Jianfan.

The room is not big, there are two beds in the room with a bedside table in between. Opposite the door is a floor-to-ceiling window, because no one was staying before, the curtains were drawn, and the whole room looked very dark.

Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to choose a bed first. After Lin Jianfan finished choosing, Gu Chaoming automatically walked to the other bed, put down his schoolbag and started to organize things.

After packing up, taking a shower, taking a shower, eating, and taking care of everything, Su Bing went to Gu Chaoming's room and asked the two of them to come out for a walk.

The four people who had made an appointment plus Guan Hui, who was participating, Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan walked behind the crowd, Su Bing and Cen Xili walked together, with Guan Hui, who was still energetic after a day's car ride.

Ten minutes after they came out for a walk, Gu Chaoming was about to take Lin Jianfan out of the army and start their night journey.

The wind of the summer night prompted Gu Chaoming to just hold Lin Jianfan's hand and walk with him under the starlight.

I don't want anyone else, just the two of them.

Taking Lin Jianfan and Su Bing on different walking routes, the empty sky seemed to be more able to accommodate what he wanted to say to Lin Jianfan.

The starry sky, the night, the cool breeze, the holding hands, the fresh smell left after taking a bath, and the people around you, the world is so beautiful no matter the day or night.

When Su Bing persuaded him to travel, he once said that the starry sky here is extraordinarily beautiful. Indeed, as soon as Gu Chaoming raised his head, the vast starry sky seemed boundless, pouring out into the darkness of the night.

After a short walk, I walked to a small lake to rest. In order to prevent drowning accidents, a fence was erected by the lake, reminding Lin Jianfan of the river bank where Gu Chaoming took him to when they escaped from Gu Tao together.

Thinking of the moonlit river that night, and looking at the lake tonight, there are many stars in the night sky, but there is no reflection of them on the lake.

Lin Jianfan leaned on the railing by the lake and looked at the lake, and suddenly wanted to drink yogurt. Xu was thinking of the yogurt that Gu Chaoming bought for him that day, and the taste of yogurt in Gu Chaoming's mouth, and he was greedy.

Gu Chaoming leaned his back against the railing, and before Lin Jianfan said he wanted to drink yogurt, Gu Chaoming saw a butterfly flying among the flowers first.

Before Lin Jianfan could speak, Gu Chaoming stared at the butterflies flying among the flowers and asked, "Why are you afraid of butterflies?"

Lin Jianfan turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming who mentioned the butterfly again, Gu Chaoming pointed to the flying butterfly and showed him.

It was fake in the car, now it's real.

When Lin Jianfan saw the real butterfly flying among the flowers, he couldn't help frowning again. Seeing the strange colors on the butterfly's flapping wings, Lin Jianfan felt sick in his stomach and wanted to vomit.

Others praise beautiful things, but he can only feel uncomfortable when he sees it, even nauseated.

Feeling uncomfortable, Lin Jianfan stopped looking at the butterflies, and immediately turned his head, his eyes fixed on the lake surface, wanting to use the beautiful lake surface to wash the colorful colors on the wings of the butterflies that were constantly dizzy in front of his eyes.

Butterfly wings flutter, and colors follow.

With a click, the butterfly fell and was picked up by scientists and made into a specimen.

Gu Chaoming also turned around and accompany him to look at the lake blown by the wind of the summer night.

Lin Jianfan stared at the lake, as if he had had enough, he looked at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming also looked at him, while Lin Jianfan turned his gaze to a farther place.

"Have you ever seen a butterfly that can't move after being made into a specimen?" Lin Jianfan Wang asked from a distance.

"I think that kind is very disgusting. They are fixed there and can't move. In fact, it is also a kind of corpse, but some people say that their corpses are beautiful. I can't understand. I have seen real butterfly specimens. At that time, the specimens of butterflies were It was hung on the wall, I remember someone saying that the butterfly taxidermy is so beautiful. It was a rainy day, and I seemed to see the butterfly flying towards me, directly on my face, and its body blocked my nose, preventing me from Breathe. Although I found out later that it was just my imagination, I also felt disgusting. Someone wanted to cut off butterfly wings, and I felt disgusting to touch it."

"Am I too weak? Someone so big is still afraid of butterflies." Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming with a brisk smile when he saw how heavy he had just described his experience of hating butterflies.

"Everyone has something to fear, it's nothing." Gu Chaoming looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes and said.

Lin Jianfan's eyes looked at Gu Chaoming and blinked, Gu Chaoming was right in front of him, and he told him that it was nothing to be afraid of butterflies.

The night wind blew their faces, and the topic of Butterfly was heavy. After Gu Chaoming said nothing, Lin Jianfan did not speak any more.

Lin Jianfan silently raised his head and looked at the night sky full of starlight, the sky full of starlight knotted in the dark night. Accompanied by the gentle evening breeze, Lin Jianfan retracted his gaze towards the sky and looked at Gu Chaoming beside him.

The starry sky and Gu Chaoming are the beautiful scenery bestowed by the night.

Gu Chaoming would comfort him when he was frightened, and he would also stick to Gu Chaoming after being frightened by a nasty butterfly.

The action of clinging after being frightened is subconscious, like a person who is about to fall subconsciously finds something to hold on to. He completely believed in Gu Chaoming and would look for Gu Chaoming's support in times of danger.

It seems that it is enough to stick to Gu Chaoming, and to find peace of mind by sticking to Gu Chaoming.

Hold on tight, be safe.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's face, the butterfly was flying not far behind him, and he wondered if it would fly to their side. Lin Jianfan approached Gu Chaoming and put his head on Gu Chaoming's shoulder.

The weight on his shoulders suddenly increased, Gu Chaoming lowered his eyes and glanced at the starlight in the sky.

The moon is bright tonight and there are many stars. The night wind was cool, and a pair of people stood by the lake.

They are close to each other, close to each other, expose their shortcomings in front of each other, confess their fears, and express their love.

Gu Chaoming looked at the starry sky, and Lin Jianfan looked at the lake where the silver moonlight was reflected.

One looks at the sky, one looks at the water, one looks at the stars in the sky, and the other looks at the moon in the water.

Looking at the finely divided moonlight in the water, Lin Jianfan felt that he had learned a lot from Gu Chaoming. Learn how to get along with people, learn how to resist, learn how to express love...

Perhaps there is a city hidden in the thick night sky, and the people in the city are only active at night, and the lights they light become the stars in our eyes.

It seems that many people in the invisible city have gone home today, and the night sky is filled with lights and a lively scene.

Standing still by the river, the phone message in his pocket rang, Gu Chaoming took out his phone, and Su Bing asked if they came back

"Go back." Gu Chaoming's voice was softer than Xia Feng's.

Lin Jianfan nodded.

He turned around and went back the same way. Just when he turned around, Gu Chaoming wanted to lift his hand to rub his eyes that were a little itchy from the wind. Maybe something had entered, but before he even lifted his hand, Lin Jianfan grabbed it first.

Lin Jianfan held his hand, Gu Chaoming changed his hand and rubbed his eyes. It seemed that he really wanted to free the arm that was close to him, in case he suddenly wanted to hold his hand, so that when Lin saw Fan wanted to hold his hand, his hand would always be there.

It wasn't enough for the sugary night wind to blow on the calm water, but also to caress the boy's face.

Gu Chaoming looked up at the starry sky and remembered the book "The Little Prince" he had read.

Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand and looked up at the starry sky and said to him: "Every star above your head lives a person, they will name their planet, and the little prince will name his planet. for b612."

"Are you talking about the story of The Little Prince?" asked Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming smiled under the starlight, he nodded and replied, "Yeah."

What could be more romantic than holding your hand and walking with you under the stars

On a whim, Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone and clicked on the search page to find the sentence in "The Little Prince".

Lin Jianfan held his hand and didn't know what he was doing until Gu Chaoming's voice sounded under the night sky.

"If you say you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, I start to feel happy from three o'clock, and the closer the time comes, the more I feel happy. At four o'clock I get restless and I find that The value of happiness, but if you come at any time, I don't know when I will be ready to meet your mood."

"If you fall in love with a flower on a certain planet. Then, as long as you look up at the stars at night, you will feel that the stars in the sky are like blooming flowers."

These special sentences became extremely heavy, and could not be blown away by the night wind, and stayed by Lin Jianfan's ears.

Gu Chaoming seriously pretended not to read it to Lin Jianfan word by word.

Especially that sentence, Gu Chaoming said it deliberately looking into Lin Jianfan's eyes.

"Maybe there are five thousand flowers in the world exactly like you, but only you are my unique rose."

you are my rose.

Unique rose.

Gu Chaoming's gentle voice was sent into Lin Jianfan's ears by the cool night wind. Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's hand. He didn't know whether it was the words in the book that made his ears red, or whether it was Gu Chaoming's soft voice in the night that made him more. Red ears.

When it comes to love, Gu Chaoming is too romantic. He clearly thought he was just a straight-minded and rigid loner in Su Bing's mouth, but now he has a set of tricks.

Maybe it was just because he was holding Lin Jianfan.

The night wind picked up again, and Gu Chaoming swiped his phone and wanted to continue reading. Before he could say anything, Lin Jianfan didn't give him any time to react, grabbed his arm, stood in front of him, hooked his neck, and started kissing him without saying hello.

The kisses took much longer than the speed of the wind.

Gu Chaoming never thought that Lin Jianfan was such a "rude" person, that Lin Jianfan's attitude was so tough, and his "rude" style made him almost breathless.

Gu Chaoming was a little confused by Lin Jianfan's sudden kiss. This was Lin Jianfan's second initiative.

After kissing Lin Jian Fan let go of him, no guilty conscience before, completely confident.

Gu Chaoming liked Lin Jian Fan's confident expression, as if he was saying, "You are my boyfriend, what's wrong with a kiss?"

"Aren't you afraid that I won't like you in the future if you are so active? I like people who don't take the initiative." He was so happy in his heart that he hoped that Lin would see Fan take the initiative a few times, but he said something ironic.

Lin Jianfan blinked, the light in his eyes instantly sank, and Gu Chaoming felt Lin Jianfan's fingers in his hand move.

Now Gu Chaoming panicked, he pulled Lin Jianfan, who lowered his eyes, in front of him, hugged him, and patted his back: "I lied to you, do you really believe it?"

"I like everything about you, whether you take the initiative or not. I like the way you look like a 'dictatorship'. You should be a little more 'dictatorial'. I don't like what I say if you take the initiative, so you should say to me, 'You Dare', this is my boyfriend, right?"

Lin Jianfan was too naive and believed everything he said. Gu Chaoming hugged him and couldn't help crying and laughing. He kept comforting him, afraid that Lin Jianfan would think it was true.

"I won't talk about it in the future, I won't talk about it, you know that I'm a cheap talker, I can't speak my mind, I..."

"Don't talk about yourself like that." Lin Jianfan said in his arms.

Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jian Fan's back for a while, and his heart followed.

Lin Jianfan didn't allow him to talk about himself like that. In his heart, Gu Chaoming's actual shortcomings were nothing, and he would always be that bright young man.

His palm slowly fell on Lin Jianfan's back, and Gu Chaoming said softly, "Okay."

Gu Chaoming looked up at the starry sky, at the pool water reflecting the moonlight, and at the lights in the distance. This once thought plain scenery has now become incomparably beautiful.

Because of the kiss just now, because the night wind was too soft, and because of Lin Jianfan next to him.

Back to the hotel together, half an hour has passed since Su Bing sent the message, and it is no wonder that Su Bing met them with gossip when they came back.

"Go back to your room." Gu Chaoming led Lin Jianfan and kicked Su Bing who was standing in front of their door.

Su Bing just came to see if they came back, and wanted to ask them to play cards. The first time there was no one in the room, the second time they came back by coincidence.

"Guan Hui is also there, let's be together." Su Bing said.

After returning from the walk, Guan Hui still didn't go back to his room. He called Cen Xili one by one, and he didn't sit on a stool. He insisted on sitting on Cen Xili's bed. After being kicked up by Cen Xili, he called them to play cards.

There was nothing to do anyway, so Su Bing agreed.

It was late, and after a few hours in the car in the afternoon, he slept in the car for a while. Lin saw that Fan didn't sleep at all. Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would be too tired, so he told Su Bing who came to ask them to play cards. : "I won't be here today, I'm too tired, we're going to bed."

Turn on the lights in the room, and forget to close the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows before going out. Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to wash up first, then walked to the window and closed the curtains to turn on the air conditioner.

When Gu Chaoming came out after washing up, the lights hadn't turned off, and the room was brightly lit. Lin Jianfan was lying on his side on his bed, eyes closed, as if he was asleep.

Don't turn down the lights when you sleep, because sleeping like this will dazzle your eyes, Gu Chaoming thought.

I also thought that maybe Lin Jianfan didn't turn off the lights because he saw that he hadn't finished washing up. When this idea came up, Gu Chaoming smiled, and Lin Jianfan was indeed more careful than him.

Gu Chaoming walked gently to Lin Jianfan's bed and looked at his sleeping face.

Lin Jianfan had a good sleeping habit, neither opening his mouth nor grinding his teeth.

Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan's sleeping face was very good, he leaned down and whispered in the ear of Lin Jianfan who was asleep, "I love you."

After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he placed a kiss on Lin Jianfan's forehead before getting up and was about to turn off the light. Lin Jianfan, who was supposed to be asleep on the bed, opened his eyes and took Gu Chaoming's hand that was about to turn off the light: "Turn it off later."

He didn't fall asleep, and kept closing his eyes to find sleep, but came to Gu Chaoming to say "I love you."

Now I can't sleep anymore, I have to blame Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming never thought that Lin Jianfan was not asleep, and thought that Lin Jianfan couldn't hear his own words, Gu Chaoming's voice was a little stiff and said: "Okay."

Gu Chaoming took back the hand that turned off the light and asked, "It's hard to sleep so bright, so why don't we turn on the lamp?"

"The desk lamp is broken." Lin Jianfan said as if he was aggrieved while lying on the bed.

Gu Chaoming tried pressing the switch, but it didn't light up, as Lin Jianfan said, it was bad.

"Do you have to turn on the lights to sleep?" Gu Chaoming asked.

He didn't seem to have the habit of sleeping with Lin Jianfan before.

Lin Jianfan explained: "I like to turn on the light when I sleep alone, and I used to it when I was young. It's okay, it's okay to not turn on the light, it's just a habit when I was a child. You don't like to sleep with the light on, anyway, you sleep next to me, I I won't be afraid anymore."

Lin Jianfan tried his best to explain, for fear that turning on the light would make Gu Chaoming sleep well. When a person sleeps in a bed, he likes to turn on the light, and when there is no one around, he uses the light to find a sense of security.

Gu Chaoming didn't understand the feeling of sleeping like turning on the lights, so he deliberately asked Lin Jianfan, "Besides, which side?"

Sleeping in the other bed is also sleeping beside, and sleeping in the same bed is also beside.

Gu Chaoming didn't wait for Lin Jianfan to answer, he pulled the quilt on Lin Jianfan's arm and said, "Go to sleep inside."

Lin Jianfan obediently moved back, Gu Chaoming lay on the bed, and grabbed Lin Jianfan who had retreated to the side of the bed: "You little fool, you retreated to the ground, how much do you think your boyfriend occupies the bed? what?"

Gu Chaoming joked that Lin Jianfan just wanted him to sleep more spaciously, the single bed was too small.

Lin Jianfan, who was about to fall after the fish, fished it into his arms. Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan and adjusted the pillow, looked at Lin Jianfan's eyes and said to him, "Can you turn off the lights when two people sleep together?"

Lin Jianfan nodded close to Gu Chaoming.

"Why didn't you tell me that you slept with me before?" Gu Chaoming hugged him and asked.

"It's not necessary." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and said in a serious tone, "What is unnecessary? Tell me about your little habits, and tell me anything you are afraid of."

Nothing about you is unnecessary, it's all important.

Fear of butterflies is the same as the little habit of turning on the light when a person sleeps.

Gu Chaoming's words were tough but gentle, and Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at him, buried his head in Gu Chaoming's chest, with a smile that Gu Chaoming could not see at the corner of his mouth: "No more."

Gu Chaoming stroked the hair on the back of Lin Jianfan's head, resting his chin on Lin Jianfan's head: "Also, don't take my jokes seriously in the future. If you take them seriously, I'll be afraid. Those are really jokes."

Gu Chaoming didn't want to try the power of his own casual joke, which was believed by Lin Jianfan.

Seeing Fan Meng in his arms, Lin said, "Yes, I can't tell the difference. I remember telling you in the supermarket where you worked part-time that I'm not very good at joking, and I can't tell whether others are joking at me or not. I told you to tell me if I believed your joke."

"I remember." Gu Chaoming recalled that day, and Lin Jianfan believed the joke "Why are you here?".

"I'm still not very good at distinguishing, so you can't tell me you're joking just because I'm stupid." Lin Jianfan said.

"Who said you were stupid?" Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's hair to Lin Jianfan's neck.

"No one says I'm stupid, I think it myself. I'm serious, I don't know jokes, and I'm boring. You must be bored with me, right?"

"What nonsense are you talking about at night?"

The person in his arms actually said that he would feel very boring with him. People are separate individuals and cannot perceive each other's hearts. If they could perceive them, Gu Chaoming believed that Lin Jianfan would not have said such words.

He didn't know that he had always been the source of a better world for him.

He is light, and he is Lin Jianfan, who is full of flowers.

Gu Chaoming took back the hand that stroked Lin Jianfan's neck, and wrapped his arms around him: "You are very important to me, very important, what's so boring with you, it's the happiest thing in my life. Being with you is the happiest thing in my life. After being together, I feel that time passes faster than before, and life is better than before, but you actually said that I would feel bored, so don’t make random guesses.”

"Although I feel very hypocritical, I still want to say 'Thank you for coming into my life.'"

Thank you for coming into my life.

Thank you for kissing me under a thousand stars.

The waist in the quilt was embraced by both hands, Gu Chaoming pressed closer to Lin Jianfan in his arms, touched the top of his head, and said softly to him, "Don't think about it so much, it's just a joke, go to sleep. , can I turn off the light?"

The person in his arms nodded, Gu Chaoming reached out and pressed the switch, and the room was instantly dark. Gu Chaoming turned off the light and retracted the quilt to hug Lin Jianfan, who was afraid of the dark.

"Good night." Gu Chaoming said.

"Good night." Lin Jianfan said.