Because he hurt his hand while traveling with Gu Chaoming, it was extremely inconvenient even if he didn't hurt his right hand for writing. Every time he saw Lin Jianfan's bandaged hand resting on the table, Gu Chaoming always felt that it was his own fault, and he didn't take good care of him and hurt him.
On the first day of school, Lao Chen noticed Lin Jianfan's injured hand. Needless to say, Gu Chaoming understood the expression on his face;
"Cough, it's all here. After the summer vacation, you are all in your heart. You are now the real senior year, not the quasi senior year of the summer vacation. You should study hard, and pay attention to safety. Don't get hurt."
Old Chen said the last sentence after looking at Lin Jianfan, reminding the whole class of the injury on Lin Jianfan's hand.
Gu Chaoming tilted his head slightly to look at Lin Jianfan's back. Lin Jianfan was wearing his summer school uniform, his eyes fixed on the blackboard, and he was motionless. When Lao Chen Yi said it, the bandaged arm resting on the table moved and retracted under the table.
After class, Old Chen really asked Lin Jianfan to go to the office to inquire about the injury. When he first came to the class, many students asked him what was wrong with his hand. Lin Jianfan didn't know how many times he answered: "It's sprained."
When asked in the office, Chen gave the same answer.
The days of the senior year of high school went back and forth, leaving early and returning late, as if entering a closed loop.
In the closed loop, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan's hands were better than Cen Xili's legs before, just because the third year of high school was too boring, apart from studying or studying, Gu Chaoming's time seemed to be stagnant, as if Lin Jianfan was only once The plaster on the hand is gone.
The third year of high school seems to be endless, with the same routine every day, the homework is always in front of me, the teacher's lecture is in my ear, and it is time-consuming to even get a glass of water.
I don't know how many times I have read the knowledge and texts in the textbook, and I remember all the pages. It's a little happy to do the same question type, but if you do it wrong, you will be criticized by the teacher again.
"How many times have I taught this type of question, and I'm wrong! Did you listen to the class seriously? What did you listen to? Did you use your brain to do it when you were doing the question?"
The math teacher was mad at the topic in class, and there was silence below. The math teacher didn't know how many hairs he had lost because of his anger.
It's another math class. The math teacher's voice is not very comfortable recently, and the hoarse voice of the lecture and the sound of chalk hitting the blackboard echoed in the classroom.
"Here's the point! I told you all so, let's see who is wrong next time!"
The countdown table for the college entrance examination on the wall was hung up early, and the number decreased day by day, and the study became more and more tiring day by day.
Gu Chaoming supported his head, his mind was confused, and his eyes began to blur. Finally, he was still a little conscious, and his upper and lower eyelids knew how to fight. In his heart, he thought that I can't sleep, I can't sleep, but the fighting power of the eyelids is getting weaker and weaker. .
When Gu Chaoming's upper and lower eyelids were about to make peace, the math teacher on the podium finally couldn't stand it any longer. Gu Chaoming had noticed him from the beginning when his eyes were a little dull, and he reminded him without naming: "Some students are comfortable in class, and you don't need to do things like opening your eyelids."
Cen Xili turned to look at Gu Chaoming, and found that what Lao Chen was talking about was Gu Chaoming. Cen Xili immediately pushed Gu Chaoming, who was asleep, with his elbow. Gu Chaoming opened his eyes and glanced at Cen Xili who was pushing him in a daze. Cen Xili's eyes looked at the stage. Gu Chaoming's heart skipped a beat, and he instantly understood what Cen Xili meant.
Gu Chaoming's neck was dry as if it was not oiled, and he turned to look at the math teacher on the podium. The math teacher saw that he woke up and thought that he was not a repeat offender, so he didn't pursue him, and continued to teach.
In the sound of the math teacher's continued lecture, Gu Chaoming shook his head and repeatedly emphasized in his heart: "Can't sleep, can't sleep!"
After shaking his head and continuing to listen to the lecture seriously, Lin Jianfan turned his head to look at him, and Gu Chaoming smiled at him.
Chatting at night, Lin Jianfan kept urging him to go to bed earlier, for fear that he would be scolded by the teacher when he went to bed in class tomorrow.
"Okay, okay, got it, obey, I'll go to sleep." Gu Chaoming said.
The nerves are numbed by the day-to-day learning, only the countdown on the wall changes every day, and the rest are always the same. The homework is piled up one by one, and the refills are one after the other.
Every day is full of study, study, exams, and nothing else. When he was in the third year of high school, the clothes that Qu Yingyi bought for him were changed to review materials and supplements. She couldn't make soup for Gu Chaoming in a different way like Cen Xili's mother, she could only do her best. Help Gu Chaoming buy something he needs.
Gu Chaoming still didn't tell Qu Yingyi that he moved out. Qu Yingyi bought the things he bought and handed them to him, and the rest were delivered to the former home, which caused Gu Chaoming to take a courier to the former home by car. go.
Trouble is, Gu Chaoming doesn't care, what Gu Chaoming cares about is not letting his mother know that he moved out.
When picking up the courier, I met Aunt Cheng from the canteen on the road. Aunt Cheng brought her young son, and Gu Chaoming followed them with the courier. He followed their pace and did not dare to surpass them, for fear that Aunt Cheng would see him asking Dongdong. Ask West.
Aunt Cheng didn't notice him, and walked to the station in a thrilling way. Gu Chaoming turned over the express box to see what his mother bought for him, but it was quite heavy.
Before seeing the courier slip, someone patted his shoulder, Gu Chaoming turned his head while holding the courier box.
Zhou Han had long sleeves and a jacket on the outside. The school started a month in a never-ending study. Gu Chaoming didn't think it would be so cold in October.
The sun was on its head, and the sunlight passed through the tree branches by the roadside. The shadows of the tree branches and the sunlight fell to the side of the station together. Gu Chaoming only wore a thin single coat.
"I have a cold, and my mother asked me to wear more clothes." Zhou Han explained.
"Why are you back? Didn't you move out?" Zhou Han asked after explaining.
Gu Chaoming pointed to the courier box in his hand: "I'll come to get the courier."
"Want to come here to get it?" Zhou Han didn't know that Gu Chaoming didn't tell his mother that he moved out.
Gu Chaoming smiled copingly and changed the subject.
"How was your test this time?"
"It's okay, it's not bad, it's not bad, it's a normal performance, right? How about you?"
"I generally."
After chatting with Zhou Han to the car, Gu Chaoming got on the car with the express box, and found a seat by the window to sit down.
The sunlight outside the car window ran into the car and rested on the express box that Gu Chaoming was holding.
The express order is facing up, and Qu Yingyi bought it for him again. Gu Chaoming held the express box with both hands to prevent it from falling, and looked out of the changing window.
The sun was sticking to his palm, and in the chat with Zhou Han at the station, he accidentally learned that Gu Tao hadn't come back for a long time.
"I don't know if your dad didn't come back, or he didn't see anyone when he came back at night. Anyway, I haven't seen him for a long time."
Zhou Han said so.
Hearing the name Gu Tao again, Gu Chaoming advised himself not to think about it. Fingers clasped the edge of the paper courier box. At the beach, I said let the past go to hell, then don't think about it anymore.
But looking out the window, Zhou Han's words kept lingering in his mind, and Gu Chaoming didn't care about the scenery passing by the window.
After entering the third year of high school, the noisy second class was much quieter. After class, many students immersed themselves in the struggle with their homework.
Quiet time, repetitive time, tired time, like copy and paste, Gu Chaoming feels that time is still, just like now.
To solve a problem that he couldn't do, Gu Chaoming exhausted his brain cells, and he still could not get the correct answer after using several pages of scratch paper. He was going to ask Lin Jianfan, the first person in their class and his boyfriend, for advice.
Gu Chaoming raised his head during the homework he never knew how to do, looked in Lin Jianfan's direction, and when he touched Lin Jianfan's position, Gu Chaoming's eyes were tightly absorbed.
In the quiet classroom, Lin Jianfan looked at the exercises on the table, but took the water cup on the table without looking at it. Blinking his eyes, he seemed to think of an idea. Instead of drinking water, he first wrote down his ideas in the exercise book.
After writing, put down the pen, retract your hand and slowly unscrew the bottle cap, raise your head and take a sip of water from the water glass.
The Adam's apple twitched, and it was the island where Gu Chaoming's line of sight landed.
He was already a boyfriend, but Gu Chaoming still liked to watch him secretly, especially in class, Lin Jianfan looked at the blackboard seriously, the young man had a slender neck, and the sun gave him a velvet glow.
The boy seemed to have stopped time and the wind.
The life of the senior year is ordinary and tasteless. Studying is the main ingredient of the senior year, and Lin Jianfan is like the sweetener of the main ingredient. Everything in the senior year, no matter the bitterness or bitterness, can be sweetened with him.
One afternoon, when he was about to go to class, Gu Chaoming was still washing his hands in the sink outside the toilet, not in the toilet on the third floor of the high school. Gu Chaoming quickly washed his hands in a hurry and prepared to run back to the third floor of the high school for his morning self-study.
When they walked towards the third floor of the high school after washing their hands, a wave of people came out of the teaching they had studied before.
It was almost time for class, and the number of people who walked out of a class one after another continued. Looking at the textbooks in their hands, Gu Chaoming guessed that they were going to another open class upstairs in the afternoon.
Not wanting to be late, Gu Chaoming, who was in a hurry to return to the third floor of the high school, inserted himself from the crowd, and the homework book that fell to the ground caught Gu Chao's attention.
Afraid of being trampled on by the people behind, Gu Chaoming bent down and picked up the workbook on the ground. When he saw that the girl had dropped the workbook, Gu Chaoming hurriedly ran to the girl and patted her on the shoulder and handed her the workbook: "The workbook has been dropped."
Handing the homework book back to its owner, the class preparation bell rang at this moment. Gu Chaoming accepted the girl's thank you and hurriedly ran past her towards the third floor of the high school.
When running away, I noticed that the girls looked at him as if they knew him. Do they know him
On the way back to the third floor of the high school, Gu Chaoming recalled the girl's expression, picked up the workbook and glanced at the girl's name - Fang Niya.
I seem to have heard it somewhere, but I didn't remember it until I ran back to the classroom and saw Su Bing and Gu Chaoming in the seat.
Oh! Fang Niya!
Su Bing said, "She knows you, but you don't know her" Fang Niya!
Gu Chaoming never thought that he would meet her.
After class, Gu Chaoming ran over and said to Su Bing, "I saw Fang Niya on the road."
When it comes to Fang Niya, Su Bing is as surprised as if he mentions a sex for some reason. Obviously there was nothing to do with Lin Jianfan, but Su Bing looked at Lin Jianfan. After seeing Lin Jianfan, he looked back at him, trying his best to give him a look, and even took him out of the classroom under the pretext of going to the toilet.
Gu Chaoming: "?"
Lin Jianfan sat in the seat and watched Su Bing pull Gu Chaoming and disappear in the back door of the classroom with doubts.
"What are you doing?" Gu Chaoming broke free from Su Bing's shackles.
Su Bing took Gu Chaoming to the corner, looked around and found that Lin Jianfan didn't follow him before turning around and said to Gu Chaoming, who didn't know what was going on, "This time is different, brother, don't mention the name Fang Niya."
"Ah?" Gu Chaoming was stunned, didn't he bring it up by himself before? Said to show him pictures.
"What's wrong?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"Uh...how to say..." Su Bing organized the words and asked Gu Chaoming: "Fang Niya, she didn't tell you anything?"
"We just met and gave her the workbook and I left in a hurry. What can I say? Oh, yes, she said thank you to me."
After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he nodded slightly.
"That's good, that's good." Su Bing breathed a sigh of relief, as if relieved.
"What happened?" Gu Chaoming asked.
Su Bing made a soft "tsk" and sighed again and asked Gu Chaoming, "Do you really want to know?"
Gu Chaoming saw Su Bing's twists and turns, hesitated for a while, but nodded: "Tell me, why can't you mention it, and you can't meet Fan's face?"
Knowing that he can still think of countermeasures, Gu Chaoming hates not knowing, and feels uncomfortable in his mind.
Su Bing said, "Don't be too shocked."
Wait, wait, wait, don't be too shocked, Gu Chaoming: "If you have something to say, hurry up and let your fart go."
Su Bing said in a deep voice, "Fang Niya told me that she likes you."
"She likes me???" Gu Chaoming's face full of doubts did not need to be translated, and he wrote it frankly on his face.
The third floor of the high school after class was not at all as noisy as in the second year of high school. There was a struggle slogan hanging on the wall in the corner where Gu Chaoming was standing.
"It's not... This..." Gu Chaoming didn't say a complete sentence for a long time.
Fang Niya? Is that the name? Fang Niya likes him? Is he secretly in love with a girl whose name he can't remember
No wonder Su Bing didn't let him mention it in front of Lin Jianfan.
"Are you serious?" Gu Chaoming looked at Su Bing suspiciously, "Aren't you lying to me?"
Su Bing's face was unbelievably exaggerated, and Gu Chaoming could hear his sudden angry breathing. Su Bing spread his hands and said angrily to Gu Chaoming: "Ancestor, why am I lying to you? You are still suspicious of me, what's the benefit of me lying to you? I'm too happy for you to fall in love with Jianfan, I What are you cheating on?"
Seeing Su Bing's angry look, Gu Chaoming knew that he had said the wrong thing, and quickly reassured the angry Su Bing: "It's okay, it's my fault, I don't doubt you."
"I'm telling you seriously, I'm not joking with you." Su Bing said solemnly, "I know you like Lin Jianfan very much. It's hard to be with one person. As a brother, I can't destroy it. I know Fang Ni. Ya likes you, and you like Lin Jianfan, I don't even help her anymore."
"Huh?" Gu Chaoming felt that something was wrong, "What have you helped her?"
"Uh, this... It's nothing," Su Binggang was still serious, but he felt guilty again, "Just... I just sent her a photo."
Having been with Su Bing for so long, Gu Chaoming knew when he saw Su Bing that he did not "confess and be lenient". Gu Chaoming approached Su Bing: "What else? Did you reveal my whereabouts to her?"
Su Bing immediately shook his head: "How is that possible? That's personal privacy. What if she stalks you?"
"You still think about the consequences, which means you have thought about it." Gu Chaoming said.
Su Bing was forced by Gu Chaoming to step back: "... uh... I didn't tell her anyway, don't worry."
"What else did you do for her?" Gu Chaoming asked, "How did you betray your brother?"
"Where is this betrayal? She said that you were his male god, so she asked me to help her with something. You don't want it at first."
"Send something? When?"
"The first year of high school." Su Bing answered truthfully.
High school? In Gu Chaoming's memory, Gao Yi was like a mess. It was so thick that it was impossible to tell which event was in which time period. It was like a snowball.
The main reason was that during that time, he was too muddle-headed, he didn't know what he was thinking or what he was doing all day, and he carried the cynicism of a sixteen-year-old boy.
The past days seemed to be in another world. Gu Chaoming, who was in the third year of high school to prepare for the college entrance examination, recalled those days and felt like he had changed his body.
In the past, the body was covered in mud, smelly and dirty. Gu Chaoming, a senior in high school, seemed to have gone through a baptism, washed away the mud on his body, and lived once.
The baptism of Gu Chaoming's life happened in the second year of high school, a year when things happened frequently, a year that changed his life.
When his parents divorced that year, he began to study hard and was with Lin Jianfan... It all happened in that year.
After the baptism, Gu Chaoming couldn't recall anything about Fang Niya, so he asked Su Bing, "Did Fang Niya talk to me?"
"I don't think so." Su Bing said with an expression of recall.
"She likes me without even saying a word? Even since the first year of high school?" Gu Chaoming felt incredible.
"I don't know. She didn't say it before. I only said that you are his male god. Let me not tell you, and I didn't say that I like you. I don't care."
"I know you weren't with Lin Jianfan when she liked you, but I can see that you like Lin Jianfan so I didn't tell you."
Gu Chaoming didn't expect his good brother to "sell" him when he didn't know it, let alone a girl who liked him since the first year of high school.
It doesn't feel like being secretly in love at all, and it doesn't feel real now.
"The last time I mentioned her to you at my house, she hadn't told me that she liked you at that time, so I thought she was a school girl who admired you. After all, you have so many things in the school that you can turn Yusanjin into one arm with a chair. Everyone knows that I am not surprised that she is your fan sister. At that time, I could feel that you liked Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan also liked you, and I felt that neither you nor him liked to play. You finally have one If you like someone, of course I will help you match them. Although I just talked casually at the beginning, but after I see that you like each other, I am no longer a joke, but I really want you to be together. Fang Niya told me She likes you, and I don't want her to trouble you, and I'm not sure of her sincerity, so..."
It turned out that there was such a complicated reason behind Su Bing's ridicule against him and Lin Jianfan. After hearing Su Bing say a long paragraph of words that he could not think of, Gu Chaoming looked at Su Bing and couldn't say anything.