From Su Bing's description, Gu Chaoming learned that the first time they met Fang Niya was at a school performance.
At that time, Su Bing, whose girlfriends changed every day and danced happily in the flowers, took Gu Chaoming to the backstage in order to surprise his then girlfriend.
Su Bing's girlfriend is an actress in one of the shows. Her show is in the back. Su Bing sneaks in to surprise her and asks Gu Chaoming to help out.
The art show was about to start, and the backstage was a little hectic. Gu Chaoming came to the backstage for the first time and walked around to see while helping Su Bing to let the wind out.
The cultural performance has officially started, and the host is ready to take the stage. The hosts were dressed up one by one, the male hosts wore suits, and the female hosts wore long or short dresses.
When the host came to the stage, Gu Chaoming happened to be standing beside the steps to the stage, watching closely the hostess in costumes come to the stage.
It was just a show that was forced to show off. All the costumed hosts walked past him and Gu Chaoming didn't even look at it. He never imagined that the girl in the pink sand long dress was the one who Su Bing mentioned later on who liked pink. Fang Niya.
Fang Niya is one year younger than Gu Chaoming. Fang Niya, who is still a little girl, is already a goddess, with a pair of long legs supporting a pink long skirt.
Fang Niya has an outstanding goddess appearance, but God did not give him goddess treatment. As soon as he came to the stage, he didn't even reach the center of the stage, and the long skirt that was mopping the floor was hooked on the stairs.
Fang Niya stood on the stage and dared not move. The leader and many classmates were sitting under the stage, and the host in front had already pulled away from her for some distance, but she still stopped there awkwardly.
Just when she was extremely embarrassed, she suddenly heard the voice of the savior—someone patted the wooden stairs at the backstage to remind her to look back.
When Fang Niya turned around, Gu Chaoming, who was wearing a high school uniform at the entrance to the stage, pointed to the hem of her skirt that was hooked, helped her to pull it off, and then gestured to her to move forward, don't worry.
After helping her fix the skirt, Gu Chaoming was quickly called away by Su Bing and disappeared from Fang Niya's sight. Fang Niya turned her head, faced the classmates under the stage, and walked generously to the other hosts with a confident smile.
Just a small action of pulling the skirt left no trace in Gu Chaoming's heart, who was living in a daze at the time, but left a deep impression in Fang Niya's heart.
Fang Niya remembered Gu Chaoming who helped her throughout the art show. When she got off the stage, Fang Niya looked for him in the background, hoping to thank him, but Gu Chaoming had already left with Su Bing.
When I asked the backstage classmates, they all said they didn't know each other. Finally, I asked Su Bing's girlfriend to know that he was Gu Chaoming from the first and second class of high school and their senior.
From then on, once Fang Niya put on a long skirt and came to the stage, the host always liked to look back at the entrance to the stage, but the boy who helped her pull the skirt never appeared again.
Fang Niya's pursuit is not violent, and it can't even be said that the pursuit can only be regarded as a secret love, and the secret love has not allowed Gu Chaoming to know her for a few years. Such a crush on Fang Niya didn't know if it was a failure.
In Fang Niya's world that Gu Chaoming didn't know, Fang Niya found him in the upstairs window when he was washing his hands in the sink next to the toilet of the original teaching building.
Holding the book and following her classmates downstairs, Fang Niya didn't go up to talk, she just peeked quietly as she passed by, not disturbing the classmates beside her, nor did she disturb Gu Chaoming, who was anxious to return to the third floor of the senior high school.
The homework book she unintentionally dropped became the reopening of their connection.
Feeling a pat on the shoulder, he turned his head to see Gu Chaoming, took the workbook that Gu Chaoming handed over, everything went smoothly, in the eyes of the kind-hearted Gu Chaoming, and in the eyes of his classmates, nothing special.
There was nothing special in everyone's eyes, only Fang Niya knew that when she took the workbook, her hands trembled slightly and she couldn't help looking at Gu Chaoming.
It was so sudden, Fang Niya didn't know how she spent those few seconds.
After the open class, Fang Niya never used the workbook that Gu Chaoming helped her pick up. She changed it to a new one, and the workbook that Gu Chaoming helped her pick up was kept in the drawer of the room. inside.
Gu Chaoming only recalled an outline of the encounter from Su Bing's description. Gu Chaoming didn't know anything about Fang Niya's collection of the workbook he picked up later, only Fang Niya knew about it.
Like many people's secret love, only you know.
Telling Su Bing that she liked Gu Chaoming was just her impulse, and after the impulse passed, she never dared to chat with Su Bing again.
Knowing the existence of Fang Niya, Gu Chaoming's life has not changed much, and it can even be said that it has not changed.
He still reviewed with Lin Jianfan, ate together, abandoned Su Bing and Cen Xili together and quietly went to a corner where no one was there, and met on rest days together, at Gu Chaoming's house or out on a date...
Nothing has changed, not because of a crush on Fang Niya.
When he returned to the classroom after chatting with Su Bing that day, Su Bing also asked him if he wanted to tell Lin Jian about Fan Fangnia.
Gu Chaoming said, "Whatever."
He has full confidence in Lin Jianfan, and he believes that Lin Jianfan can understand.
Telling Lin Jianfan was also a kind of respect for their relationship. Gu Chaoming didn't want to hide the fact that someone had a crush on him in order to maintain their relationship.
Doing that is just burying a cock that explodes with a "bang" one day.
Blow them up with blood, heartbeats separated, and never see each other again.
Gu Chaoming gave Lin Jianfan full respect, and Lin Jianfan also gave Gu Chaoming full trust.
Lin Jianfan never asked what Gu Chaoming didn't want to say. As soon as Gu Chaoming mentioned Fang Niya, he was dragged away by Su Bing. Even if he thought there was something going on, Lin Jianfan didn't ask anything.
The splash of the name Fang Niya seems to have only had a little turbulence on the day Gu Chaoming met her, and life went on as usual after that.
Endless homework, tired review, until that day, until the pink letter hidden in the sleeve.
Gu Chaoming couldn't remember how long it had been since the day he met Fang Niya. a month? two months? About a month or two.
He was tortured by the third year of high school and was weighed and found to have lost three pounds. Obviously, the third year of high school ate better and more nutrition than before in order not to be overwhelmed by the heavy study, but the weight still fell.
In the evening of the third year of high school, Gu Chaoming lived close to the school and did not need to stay at the school for dinner. Lin Jianfan’s house was far away, and Lin Jianfan stayed at the school for dinner, so Gu Chaoming asked him to go to his house for dinner and then go to school together. Evening study.
It was an ordinary autumn day after school. Gu Chaoming was carrying his schoolbag, carrying Lin Jianfan's schoolbag in his hand, and walked to a bench in the school to wait for Lin Jianfan.
Putting Lin Jianfan's schoolbag on the bench, Gu Chaoming sat down and looked at the fallen autumn tree a few steps away from him.
The leaves fell all over the ground, and a leaf fluttered and fell from the top of the tree. Gu Chaoming leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the falling leaves.
Before you know it, it's autumn, the school is full of fallen leaves, the time is the same, and the learning is repeated in the autumn.
Gu Chaoming heard that he was going to cool down recently, and it was cold at night. Lin Jianfan's clothes obviously didn't expect to cool down. He had to attend night classes at night, and when he got home, he had to find thicker clothes for him to put on.
Gu Chaoming looked at the falling leaves in a daze, and the leaves in front of him suddenly turned into darkness, and there were traces of light leaking in the darkness.
A pair of hands covered his eyes.
"Guess who I am." The blindfolded man asked in a different voice.
As soon as he heard the voice and touched his blindfolded hand, Gu Chaoming knew who it was, and deliberately said: "I don't know, who are you? Why are you blindfolding me, my boyfriend will be jealous when he sees it so close, you say right?"
The blindfolded eyes could still see Lin Jianfan's hand a little through the leaked light, but Gu Chaoming could never guess Lin Jianfan's kiss.
In dark sight, the sense of touch is complementary and extremely developed.
The feeling of the soft lips touching the side cheeks was even more obvious, and Gu Chaoming laughed for a moment.
"Do you know now?" asked the blindfolded man.
Gu Chaoming's smile didn't fall: "I see! Sweetheart!"
A little sweetheart ushered in a "heavy blow" on the head.
"I said don't call me sweetheart."
This kind of sweetness is staged every day, and it is the sweetener for Gu Chaoming's heavy senior year. It only takes a little bit to make Gu Chaoming smile all day long, not to mention that Lin Jianfan has given so much.
He got up and put the schoolbag on Lin Jianfan's back, Gu Chaoming embraced Lin Jianfan and prepared to walk towards the school gate. While telling him what to eat tonight, he helped him sort out the belt of the schoolbag he turned over.
"Senior."
A strange girl's voice came from behind.
Holding Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming turned his head, and Lin Jianfan also turned his head.
Fang Niya stood on the fallen leaf where he was just waiting for Lin Jian Fan to be bored, looking a little nervous. There was something hidden in the sleeves of the autumn school uniform, showing a pink edge.
With just this pink edge, both Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan could see that it was a pink envelope.
After school, girls, nervous expressions, pink envelopes... Everything points to those two words.
"Senior, I have something to tell you." Fang Niya looked at Gu Chaoming who was holding Lin Jianfan.
Holding his boyfriend and elementary school girl in his arms to confess, Gu Chaoming really wanted Niya to say that my boyfriend is here, but the girls liked him for so long and were so nervous, Gu Chaoming was really embarrassed to say it.
Although Lin Jianfan was simple, he was not stupid, and looking at Fang Niya's expression showed something else.
Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan, as if asking for his opinion, and wrote on his face, "Boyfriend, will you let me go?"
Lin Jianfan blinked, looked at Gu Chaoming beside him, and then looked at Fang Niya, who was alone.
"I'll be waiting for you at the school canteen." Lin Jianfan said.
Trust is the basis for a relationship to continue, just like the load-bearing wall of a building. Once there is a crack, it will only collapse sooner or later.
Love is the foundation, trust is the support.
Lin Jianfan never doubted Gu Chaoming, and after speaking, he turned to Niya and smiled.
Not an encouraging smile, but a polite smile.
Lin Jianfan could trust Gu Chaoming, but it was absolutely impossible to encourage Fang Niya to confess.
Went to the canteen to buy two bottles of yogurt and stood in front of the canteen waiting for Gu Chaoming.
Opened one of the bottles and took a sip. There were fallen leaves everywhere in the school where there were trees. Lin Jianfan took another sip of yogurt, and the cold yogurt filled his entire mouth.
Although he was "generous" enough to allow others to confess to Gu Chaoming, he also believed in Gu Chaoming, but when he took out two bottles of yogurt from the freezer in the school canteen, he knew that he was not that "generous".
All likes are petty.
He just believed in Gu Chaoming, not being generous.
The autumn wind was a little depressing. Lin saw that Fan was wearing less clothes, and there was cold yogurt in his mouth. He felt a little cold.
Fallen leaves are the sign of autumn. When he felt the coldness of autumn, Gu Chaoming stepped on the sign of autumn and ran towards him.
The steps are steady and firm, like the words he said when he rejected Fang Niya.
Even if he saw the tears in the girl's eyes, Gu Chaoming could only say sorry, because someone was waiting for him.
After saying sorry, Gu Chaoming rushed to the school canteen and ran to Lin Jianfan's side. As soon as he ran to Lin Jianfan's side, the yogurt in Lin Jianfan's hand was "robbed".
"It's over, let's go home." Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan with a mouthful of yogurt.
When I got home, I found a thick coat and gave it to Lin Jianfan, so that he could put it on when he went to study at night to avoid catching a cold.
"Wear so little, don't you know that the temperature has cooled recently?" Gu Chaoming said.
After talking, Gu Chaoming went to the kitchen to prepare for cooking, and then he turned his head to Lin Jianfan and said, "Oh, by the way, the weather forecast says it will rain, so remember to bring an umbrella."
Lin Jianfan nodded while holding his clothes.
After Lin Jianfan thought that Gu Chaoming was going to enter the kitchen, Gu Chaoming walked to the door of the kitchen, turned around and said to him, "I rejected her, and that's it, I'm going to cook."
Gu Chaoming turned back three steps and finally walked into the kitchen.
Lin Jianfan stood in the living room and smiled while hugging the thick coat that Gu Chaoming gave him.
Sitting on the sofa, he watched Gu Chaoming, who was busy cooking in the kitchen, and Lin Jianfan, who had put on Gu Chaoming's coat, sniffed quietly.
Lin Jianfan seemed a little disappointed that the washed clothes did not smell like Gu Chaoming.
But he didn't know that when Gu Chaoming was choosing the clothes for him in front of the closet, facing his thick coat, he was a little selfish about one of them.
Gu Chaoming took out the selfish jacket and told Lin Jianfan to put it on when he went out.
It was the coat that Qu Yingyi bought for him, and he deliberately gave it to Lin Jianfan to wear.
His petty selfishness was just that Lin Jianfan put on the coat that Qu Yingyi bought him, as if Qu Yingyi accepted their relationship, and the warmth Qu Yingyi gave him also wrapped Lin Jianfan.
The little selfishness of the young man is nothing more than that.