The snow on the roadside has been melted by the footprints of pedestrians. In winter, the temperature difference between the inside of the air-conditioned bus and the outside of the bus is too large, and a hazy mist forms on the window glass, making it difficult to see the outside scene.
In the morning, the bus during school and work hours is basically crowded with people, and it is a hell on earth. Gu Chaoming stood by the bus exit door and grabbed the handrail of the bus. There were students in the bus rushing to eat breakfast, and the whole carriage was filled with a scent of noodles. In winter, the bus does not open the windows, and the fragrance of the noodles is squeezed into the closed compartment and into Gu Chaoming's nostrils.
When the bus arrived at the bus stop, Gu Chaoming got off the bus with a large group of students, got rid of the fragrance of the noodles in the car, and the white breath exhaled from his mouth disappeared into the air at once.
Students gathered from all directions at the school gate kept pouring into the school. The steamer at the school gate was bubbling hot. The boss wore a heavy padded jacket and an apron to prepare breakfast for the students.
At a glance, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan who was bending over to pick up milk in front of the early shop.
Lin Jianfan held the selected milk in one hand and paid for it with the other, as if feeling Gu Chaoming's approach, Lin Jianfan turned his head.
"Morning." Gu Chaoming stepped on Yu Xue on the ground with his schoolbag on his back and walked to Lin Jianfan's side.
"morning."
Approaching and seeing the milk in Lin Jianfan's hands, it was the same kind of milk, and Gu Chaoming had to automatically think of the yogurt that Lin Jianfan likes to drink.
Just a glance, between the lightning and flint, Gu Chaoming thought of many things in the past from the yogurt that Lin Jianfan liked, the day he allowed Lin Jianfan to drink two boxes of yogurt, and the night on the river bank together...
Many of their important memories are related to a small bottle of yogurt.
Gu Chaoming looked at the milk in Lin Jianfan's hand and smiled unconsciously.
Gu Chaoming's eyes stayed on the milk in Lin Jianfan's hand. After Lin Jianfan paid the money, he looked up at Gu Chaoming. He wanted to talk to him but found that Gu Chaoming was in a daze.
Following Gu Chaoming's line of sight, Lin Jianfan lowered his head to look at the milk he had just bought. Gu Chaoming was thinking about something, but his eyes didn't move.
"Huh?" Gu Chaoming stared at the milk in Lin Jianfan's hand with straight eyes, and finally moved after feeling that Lin Jianfan bumped him with his elbow.
Gu Chaoming came back to his senses, looked at Lin Jianfan who hit him with his elbow, saw Lin Jianfan looking at him and found that Lin Jianfan's milk had been bought.
"Let's go." Gu Chaoming's hand habitually and naturally touched the back of Lin Jianfan's neck. The palm that took off the gloves touched the cold winter air, and touched the back of Lin Jian Fan Lu's neck in the cold winter air.
The skin exposed in the icy air was definitely not as warm as Gu Chaoming's palms wrapped in gloves. The back of his neck was warm, and there was a piece of cool skin under Gu Chaoming's palm.
Touching the back of Lin Jianfan's neck, which was not warm enough, Gu Chaoming rubbed his palm on the back of Lin Jianfan's neck, trying to convey the temperature of his palm to Lin Jianfan.
There was slightly hot milk in his hand, and Gu Chaoming's palm rubbed on his neck. Gu Chaoming's "hands-on" Lin Jianfan has become accustomed to it. In winter, Gu Chaoming is always more clingy, or the longer they spend together, the more Lin Jianfan realizes that Gu Chaoming is actually a clingy spirit.
Gu Chaoming's clinginess is not because he wants to hug and hug him all the time, but he likes to touch him, pinch his face, rub his head, and mess up his hair when he has nothing to do.
Usually after school, we go back to Chaoming's house for dinner, and Gu Chaoming will cook simple but delicious meals for him. Once Gu Chaoming had a slight cold, Lin saw that Fan would not allow him to cook. Cooking was too tiring, so he would just buy something outside to eat at home.
Gu Chaoming had no appetite for a cold, so he only ate less than half of his usual food and put down the dishes. During the meal, Gu Chaoming was close to Lin Jianfan, and halfway through the meal, he remembered that he could not infect Lin Jianfan with the cold, and the body that was close to him moved away.
As a result, Lin Jianfan felt suddenly empty around him while he was eating, and he turned his head in doubt. Gu Chaoming chewed the tasteless food in his mouth and said to Lin Jianfan, "Don't infect you."
Lin Jianfan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Gu Chaoming said in the morning that he felt bloated and wanted to vomit. It must be very uncomfortable.
Gu Chaoming took a step back because he was afraid of infecting him. Lin Jianfan moved his position to fill the distance Gu Chaoming had moved: "It's fine, I have good resistance."
"Are you still able to resist? You are a weak physique who is afraid of cold and heat." Gu Chaoming said, but his body was honestly close to Lin Jianfan's body and did not move away.
During the day, the head bloat was relieved by dinner, but it was still a little bloated. The body temperature seemed to be losing, Gu Chaoming, who had a cold, just wanted to be close to Lin Jianfan and his peace of mind.
Gu Chaoming, who put down the tableware and chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a tissue, just now he didn't want to infect Lin Jianfan with the cold. After eating, Gu Chaoming raised Lin Jianfan's arm with the tableware and chopsticks to eat, and lay in Lin Jianfan like a coquettish kitten. Seeing Fan's lap, he closed his eyes and rested.
Lin Jianfan lowered his head to look at Gu Chaoming, who suddenly broke into his arms, and touched the top of Gu Chaoming's head to see if his forehead was still hot.
After the meal, Lin Jianfan did not move Gu Chaoming, who was lying on his lap with his eyes closed, but Lin Jianfan stroked Gu Chaoming and used gentle techniques to make Gu Chaoming, who was just resting with his eyes closed, come out and be lazy for a day. Evening class ideas.
When I feel uncomfortable, I definitely need company. Lin Jianfan caressed Gu Chaoming, who was lying on his lap, and thought while looking at the dinner on the table.
Thought about being lazy, but Gu Chaoming still went to school with Lin Jianfan for evening classes. No matter how Lin Jianfan persuaded him, it was useless.
When he first met Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan was stubborn, but Lin Jianfan felt that Gu Chaoming was stubborn. I didn't want to break the rhythm of my efforts because of a day's laziness. No matter what Lin Jianfan said, Gu Chaoming still went. He always felt that his efforts were not complete if he missed a class, and he was afraid that he would regret the lack of knowledge in this class in the future college entrance examination.
As the semester was about to end, Gu Chaoming did not feel relieved, but even more nervous.
The final exam is scheduled for next Wednesday, and after the end of the term comes the winter vacation tutoring. The study of the third year of high school never stopped, and Gu Chaoming was also ready to do it all the way.
The cheeks were warm for a while, Gu Chaoming turned his head sideways, Lin Jianfan held the hot milk in his hand and pressed it against Gu Chaoming's cheeks.
"I'll keep you warm too." Lin Jianfan said to him with a smile.
Gu Chaoming also laughed, and the hand that rubbed against Lin Jianfan's neck touched the back of Lin Jianfan's hand holding the warm milk close to his cheek.
The hand at the school gate touched hand to hand. When entering the school gate, Lin saw Fan stuffing the milk into Gu Chaoming's padded pocket and explained, "I'm afraid I won't be able to bring it in."
"This shouldn't be blocked, it's just a bag of milk." Gu Chaoming said, touching the milk that warmed his pockets.
Lin Jianfan's padded jacket also had pockets, but Lin Jianfan was going to put it in his pocket, Gu Chaoming smiled, touched the milk that Lin Jianfan had stuffed in his pocket, and was in the sight of the dean with Lin Jianfan. Enter the school gate.
The "magic relationship" between the dean and Gu Chaoming has long since been lifted. Except for the dean's visit to the third floor of the high school, Gu Chaoming hardly saw him.
I only met him a few times in the third year of high school. From correcting his mistakes every day and scolding him for not making progress, when I saw him now, I told him to study hard. It was only from the second to the third year of high school, and it was also only from the second to the third year of high school. Lin Jianfan, who had milk stuffed into the pocket of his cotton coat.
"Director still attaches great importance to you." Lin Jianfan said to Gu Chaoming with a smile.
Walking into the school gate, Gu Chaoming took out the milk in his pocket and returned it to Lin Jianfan. Lin Jianfan took it, inserted a straw, and handed it back to him.
"Here, I'll give you a drink." Lin Jianfan stuffed the milk into Gu Chaoming's palm.
Watching Gu Chaoming at the school gate stared straight at the milk in his hand, Lin Jianfan gave him the milk generously.
Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming was thinking about something in a daze, and thought that Gu Chaoming wanted to drink and was embarrassed to say it. If Gu Chaoming, who took the milk, knew the reason why Lin Jianfan gave him milk, he would never take it, and would say, "Do I look so greedy?"
Drinking the milk given by Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming felt warm in his heart and asked Lin Jianfan, "Have you brought all the things Lao Chen asked to bring?"
Yesterday, Lao Chen made it useful to bring student ID cards, ID cards, and other documents, and he specially warned him twice, for fear that some students would not bring them.
Near the end of the semester, the end of a semester, the third year of high school has become more and more miscellaneous things. The things that I explained yesterday were always forgotten by my classmates. Old Chen, who was always nagging, became more nagging. He didn't feel relieved if he didn't tell it twice. After hearing Lao Chen's advice twice, Lin Jianfan would not forget it.
Lin Jianfan nodded: "I brought it all."
Gu Chaoming is not only Lin Jianfan's boyfriend, a clingy spirit, but also an old mother who cares about big things and small things.
"Oh yes." Walking down the aisle leading to the teaching building, Lin saw Fan remembering something and said to Gu Chaoming beside him, "Li Zhao said that Shi Cancan was celebrating his birthday in a few days and wanted me to accompany him. I agreed. If you go, buy a gift for Shi Cancan, will you accompany me to buy it when you go back to dinner in the evening?"
Gu Chaoming smiled and nodded, "Okay."
The air in the winter morning is cold, but Gu Chaoming's heart is warm. The milk in his hand seems to remind him that this is a good time, let's go on a date! juvenile!
He took a few steps after drinking the hot milk in his hand, Gu Chaoming bit the straw, glanced at Lin Jianfan next to him, and coughed softly, "Aren't you going to buy a present for the crying bag, or should we go out for dinner together at night? "
Gu Chaoming felt inexplicably conspiratorial when he asked Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming scolded himself, he was already a boyfriend, just a normal date, why did you cough before
Gu Chaoming "conspiracy" in his heart and thinks he is a bad guy. He didn't know where this feeling came from, as if he wanted to trick Lin Jianfan, a little white rabbit, into the cage, but it was obvious that Lin Jianfan was already his boyfriend.
The little white rabbit simply nodded and agreed: "Okay."
"But is it time to win? I'm afraid of being late." Lin became worried after seeing Fan's agreement.
Gu Chaoming grabbed the worried Lin Jianfan: "It's okay, let's eat quickly, you can buy gifts quickly."
The padded clothes were close together, and Lin Jianfan smiled in Gu Chaoming's arms.
In the evening after school and Gu Chaoming had dinner together to choose gifts for Shi Cancan, Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming, "What kind of gifts do girls generally like?"
He specially selected a shop that looked very pink and definitely had something that girls liked and walked in. Gu Chaoming followed Lin Jianfan and saw the dazzling array of products on the shelves. He didn't have the slightest suggestion for Lin Jianfan. .
"You should ask Su Bing this question. He is a friend of women and an expert on women." Gu Chaoming touched the bag protected by a glass cabinet on the booth, and it was marked as not-for-sale.
Lin Jianfan laughed when he heard Gu Chaoming say that Su Bing was a female expert.
"Do you know what Shi Cancan likes?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"How do I know that, I'm your boyfriend, not a crying boyfriend. You should ask Li Zhao about crying." Gu Chaoming looked around from behind.
"Yeah, Li Zhao might know," Lin Jianfan looked as though Gu Chaoming had called on him, "I'll give him a call."
Just when Lin saw that Fan was about to take out the mobile phone in his pocket to call Li Zhao, the waiter in the store saw the two boys wandering around the store for a long time, and came over and asked kindly, "Are you two picking gifts for your girlfriends?"
girlfriend? Gu Chaoming's eyes suddenly became vigilant, and he looked at the waitress who thought they were hesitant and clueless to buy gifts for his girlfriend.
Why did you call my boyfriend someone else's boyfriend
Lin Jianfan quickly shook his head and denied: "No, I bought it for my classmates."
After Lin Jianfan answered, he looked at his boyfriend, Gu Chaoming. If the waitress noticed Lin Jianfan's eyes, I wonder if she would understand it, but the waitress didn't notice and turned her words to Gu Chaoming.
The waitress asked Gu Chaoming with a smile with excellent service quality: "What about this one?"
When asked if he bought a gift for his girlfriend, Gu Chaoming embraced Lin Jianfan, who was standing beside him, and hugged him tightly, showing intimacy.
Gu Chaoming pointed to Lin Jianfan, who was a little embarrassed to be held by him in his arms: "He, my boyfriend, I'll accompany him to buy a gift for a female classmate in our class."
Xu Shi thought that the waitress didn't do it on purpose, she just didn't know their relationship, so it was a bit rushed. Gu Chaoming finally smiled and said to the waiter, "Thank you, we can see for ourselves."
The waitress had a surprised and confused expression on her face. She was surprised by Gu Chaoming's sudden words, but she immediately reacted. She smiled like the beginning with her good professionalism and no weird eyes: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood, Please choose slowly, and call us if you have anything."
Gu Chaoming also smiled and nodded.
As soon as the waitress walked away, Gu Chaoming felt a pain in his waist. He turned to look at Lin Jianfan who was pinching his waist: "Why are you pinching me? It hurts."
Lin Jianfan pretended to continue pinch gesture: "Don't talk like that to others, they are also working to help."
Gu Chaoming pouted slightly and said obediently, "Oh, I see. Didn't he say that Shi Cancan is your girlfriend."
"People are just asking, you just keep rushing."
"Okay, I know, I'm just a little..."
A little jealous.
"I'm a little uncomfortable." Gu Chaoming said.
"Not feeling well?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"Yeah." Gu Chaoming nodded.
"Actually... Forget it." Lin Jianfan turned on his phone halfway through and called Li Zhao.
After only half the words, Gu Chaoming, who was aroused by curiosity, asked, "What is it?"
"It's nothing." Lin Jianfan said on the phone.
Gu Chaoming wanted to ask again, but Li Zhao had already answered the phone.
Gu Chaoming could only stare at the non-sale items on the shelves protected by glass cabinets in a daze.
Lin Jianfan and Li Zhao looked at Gu Chaoming, who was in a daze, on the phone, and he laughed.
The second half of Lin Jianfan's sentence is - Actually, I really want to hear from you that you are jealous.
Gu Chaoming's obvious jealousy could not be covered by a single word of discomfort, Lin Jianfan all understood.
After asking Li Zhao to finally buy a gift for Shi Cancan, he walked out of the store with the gift bag in his hand. Gu Chaoming saw that he should be able to get back to school before class.
At night, the streets were cold and lanterns everywhere, so he bought a snack on the side of the road, and Gu Chaoming fed it to Lin Jianfan with a toothpick. Lin Jianfan took a gift for Shi Cancan and bit down on the food that Gu Chaoming fed, and told Gu Chaoming how happy Li Zhao was when he received Shi Cancan's birthday party invitation.
Lin Jianfan said, imitating Li Zhao who was happy at the time and went around in a circle in the mall.
"Li Zhao is like this, and then the smile on his face is like this." Lin Jianfan's mouth grinned to the maximum.
After facing Gu Chaoming's imitation of Li Zhao, Lin Jianfan asked, "Does he really like Shi Cancan?"
"Yes, he liked Shi Cancan when we met him." Gu Chaoming said.
Lin Jianfan walked backwards, imitating Li Zhaoshi with the corners of his mouth grinning to the maximum. Although he is not as exaggerated as imitating Li Zhaoshi now, he is always smiling.
Showing his snow-white teeth and chili oil on his mouth after eating snacks, Gu Chaoming took out a tissue from his pocket worriedly: "Look at your mouth."
Gu Chaoming wanted to wipe him, but when Lin saw Fan took the tissue and wiped it himself, he asked him, "Is it gone now?"
Gu Chaoming nodded: "No more."
Lin Jianfan held the tissue that wiped his mouth and looked at Gu Chaoming with a smirk.
He also said that Li Zhao was happy, you are the happiest now, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan Xiang.
When they came home for dinner in the third year of high school, they also ran out to eat and buy gifts. It seemed like a short and urgent date, but it was the most exciting and happiest date.
The night outside the building was heavy, and it got dark early in winter. Lin Jianfan just wanted to say to Gu Chaoming, "buy a roasted sweet potato at the school gate when you go back to school", but someone behind him stopped him.
The voice from behind made Lin Jianfan speechless.
"Lin Jianfan?"
Hearing someone calling Lin Jianfan's name in a tone of disbelief, Gu Chaoming raised his eyes and looked at the person who called Lin Jianfan's name.
The man looked simple and honest, typical of a good student, with a pair of black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, some degrees.
A pair of lowered eyes behind the glasses looked at Lin Jianfan who stopped in disbelief just like his tone.
Following the man's line of sight, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan next to him.
Gu Chaoming really didn't want to say it, but Lin Jianfan was indeed frightened, his breath stopped in fright, his mouth opened in fright, and the words he wanted to tell Gu Chaoming to buy roasted sweet potatoes when he went back to school disappeared as if it had never existed in his brain. .
In Lin Jianfan's eyes, except for the panic, he could not find anything else. Gu Chaoming could feel Lin Jianfan's hand trembling slightly, a very small tremor, but Gu Chaoming still felt it.
Gu Chaoming wanted to hold Lin Jianfan's trembling hand to comfort him, even though he didn't know the situation. Before Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand, his hand was held by Lin Jianfan, and he used a lot of strength, a power that Gu Chaoming had never experienced in Lin Jianfan.
Before Gu Chaoming could react, nor did the boy with glasses react, Lin Jianfan took Gu Chaoming's hand and ran frantically in the mall.
Lin Jianfan ran faster and faster without looking back. Gu Chaoming was forced to follow Lin Jianfan out of the mall and into the cold wind of winter.
Leng Feng did not stop Lin Jianfan, who was running, and Gu Chaoming was pulled by Lin Jianfan, so that Gu Chaoming thought he was fleeing at the speed that Lin Jianfan plugged into a taxi parked on the side of the road.
The two ran into the car, exhaling hot air after getting in the car. The driver thought someone was chasing them, so he looked out the car window, but there was no one there.
"Where?" the driver asked, leaning back in his seat.
Gu Chaoming in the back seat looked at Lin Jianfan, who was sitting next to him, the panic in his eyes still not dissipated. He gripped Gu Chaoming's arm tightly.
The strength on his arm made Gu Chaoming anxious and worried. He didn't know what happened to Lin Jianfan. He was having a good date, why did this happen all of a sudden
Everything shows that Lin Jianfan's change has something to do with the man who stopped him in the mall.
I don't know if Lin Jianfan wanted to go back to school or somewhere else. The driver asked another question, but Lin Jianfan still didn't answer.
Gu Chaoming lowered his head and touched Lin Jian Fan's hand holding his arm: "Can we go back to school?"
Lin Jianfan nodded.
When the taxi arrived at the school, the night wind was cool, and Gu Chaoming got out of the car to help Lin Jianfan put on his hat.
Lin Jianfan never said a word since he met that man.
Gu Chaoming didn't ask him what was wrong, nor who the man was. He only asked, "Are you still going to the night class?"
Lin Jianfan nodded again, did not speak, and looked around after getting out of the car, Gu Chaoming's mood changed from being happy in the mall to worrying.
Lin Jianfan kept silent, and he didn't tell Gu Chaoming that he wanted to buy roasted sweet potatoes after passing through the school's take-out roasted sweet potato stand.
As if he had never wanted to eat roasted sweet potatoes, he walked past the grandfather who sold roasted sweet potatoes.
Gu Chaoming wanted to know what happened to Lin Jianfan, but Gu Chaoming didn't ask. During the summer vacation in the flower field, Lin Jianfan told him, "Cen Xili will tell you when he wants to tell you."
Gu Chaoming remembered Lin Jianfan's words, he wanted to wait, when Lin Jianfan wanted to say it.
Walking on the aisle leading to the third grade teaching building together in the morning, Lin Jian Fan Sai gave him a bottle of hot milk in the morning, and the two in the evening didn't say a word.
About to go to class, there are almost no students on the road, only a half-moon and the dark night sky of the winter night as company, walking to a tree not far away and a few steps away, Lin Jianfan stopped, and Gu Chaoming followed. stop.
"Can you wait for me? I don't want to say it right now, can you wait for me until I want to say it?"
In the moonlit night, Lin Jianfan had tears in his eyes.
Gu Chaoming didn't know what happened to his boy, he was at a loss, he could only look at Lin Jianfan's tearful eyes and said, "Okay."
Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming had decided to wait for him long ago, when he wanted to speak.
Maybe Lin Jianfan will tell him tomorrow, maybe he will never know who that man is for the rest of his life.
Gu Chaoming didn't think about it, he just wanted Lin Jianfan to change back to the way he was happy when he was in the mall, and to return to Lin Jianfan who learned Li Zhao's circle.
"Do you have evening classes in your senior year? Why don't you go? You're going to be late." A flashlight shone brightly, and the school security patrol urged them to hurry back to the classroom.
Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan to answer the security guard. He answered that the security guard would return to the classroom, but he took Lin Jianfan into the toilet when the bell rang in the evening.
The toilet lights came on, Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan into the toilet cubicle and hugged Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming's hug came suddenly, and Lin Jianfan was not allowed to refuse.
Seeing that Fan didn't struggle, Gu Chaoming hugged him tightly: "I don't know what happened, but I know you are very unhappy now. It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, I won't think about it, I just want to tell you, you Don't hold back alone, I'm always here."
Gu Chaoming stroked Lin Jianfan's back, Lin Jianfan was like a floating person grabbing the life-saving straw, and hugged Gu Chaoming tightly with both hands.
With both hands tightly grasping Gu Chaoming's shoulders, Lin Jianfan's chin rested on Gu Chaoming's shoulders, Gu Chaoming could not see Lin Jianfan's face, nor could he see what Lin Jianfan saw.
Lin Jianfan saw the door of the toilet cubicle in the school, the lamp on the top of the toilet, and the light falling from the top of the toilet into his world.
He hugged Gu Chaoming tightly, and he couldn't tell for a while whether it was the light from the toilet that fell into his world, or the light that Gu Chaoming brought him.
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