Gu Chaoming has been willful many times in his life, skipping classes, not studying, smoking... At that time, he was too young and ignorant to realize his willfulness. Su Bing once called those willfulness "short-term freedom". Gu Chaoming first felt that he was too self-willed, when he promised Lin Jianfan that night not to tell Lao Chen where their home was.
Before sending a text message to Lao Chen, he had told Su Bing and Cen Xili, the only two who knew where his home was, not to tell Lao Chen's address.
Repeatedly stressed that it would be strange for them to wake up the next day and see the news, Gu Chaoming thought.
Willfully agreeing to Lin Jianfan's willful request and following his will, Gu Chaoming did not have enough confidence that he would be able to persuade Lin Jianfan to go home.
He is just a young man who has just turned eighteen years old. Although he has taken care of himself since he was a child and can take good care of everything in Lin Jianfan's life, he has never been exposed to spiritual problems and does not know what to do.
He knew that Lin Jianfan was emotionally fragile and sensitive, and Lin Jianfan could think for a long time if someone else said unintentionally. Gu Chaoming was afraid that when he was careless and inattentive or couldn't help falling asleep, Lin Jianfan would run away with him behind his back, or he would do something to hurt himself at their home when he wasn't paying attention. Maybe Lin Jianfan was safer beside his parents, but Gu Chaoming still arbitrarily didn't tell Lao Chen's address, and he stayed at home with Lin Jianfan for two days.
For two days, Gu Chaoming's cell phone was turned on and silent. Old Chen had sent him countless messages. Gu Chaoming could only tell him that Lin Jianfan was fine now.
From the punctuation of Lao Chen's text messages, it can be seen that Lao Chen is getting more and more angry, and Gu Chaoming doesn't want to make him angry, but he can't help it.
After replying the text message to Lao Chen, he went back to the bedroom to see Lin Jianfan, who was still sleeping on the bed, and patted Lin Jianfan's forehead to see if the fever had subsided.
It was still a little hot. When I woke up, I wanted to take Lin Jianfan to the hospital for a look, but Lin Jianfan closed his eyes and shook his head and refused.
Old Chen's text messages continued one after another, and Gu Chaoming was too busy taking care of Lin Jianfan to respond. Cen Xili and Su Bing also sent messages from time to time to ask what was going on. Gu Chaoming didn't tell them, just said nothing. He had promised Lin Jianfan that he would not tell others.
After the continuous text messages, Gu Chaoming pulled the quilt for Lin Jianfan who was asleep, looked at Lin Jianfan's sleeping face, and smiled.
He just received a text message from Lin Ma.
"Your mother said it was as if I eloped with you, not with you, but forcing you to elope." Gu Chaoming said softly to Lin Jianfan who was asleep.
Old Chen Gu Chaoming can still handle it, but Ma Lin, the reply messages sent by Gu Chaoming's subordinates have been deleted and deleted, and the text messages sent out try to show that he is non-aggressive and that he is really thinking of Lin Jianfan.
"Auntie, I will persuade him, and I will not harm him..."
Almost every message starts with Auntie, and every text message is a long paragraph. It seems that the more words there are, the more Lin Ma will believe him. It seems that the more words, the greater the reassurance.
During the conversation with Lin Ma, Gu Chaoming learned that Lao Chen wanted to call Qu Yingyi because he couldn't get through to Gu Tao's phone, but Qu Yingyi also changed the phone number and couldn't get through. Seeing that he was going to call Qu Yingyi, Gu Chaoming suddenly panicked.
He didn't want Qu Yingyi to know about it, she didn't need to know.
"Auntie, my father and my mother are divorced. I don't know where my father is. My mother also remarried someone else. I want to ask you not to contact my mother. I don't want to disturb her because of my affairs. I also know I will make you very worried and embarrassed by doing this, but please believe me, I also want to see Fan get better, I have been taking care of him, and I will also contact you..."
Two people in one room, countless text messages and phone calls.
They seem to be isolated from the world and only exist in this hut.
I don't know if it was Lao Chen who persuaded Lin Ma or Lin Ma herself was reasonable. Gu Chaoming refused to let them contact Qu Yingyi. Lin Ma agreed to chat with him and wait for his news.
Lin Ma is a reasonable person, but it also depends on what kind of person the other party is. If Gu Chaoming was not sincere, but was like Lin Jianfan's head teacher who refused to admit his mistakes and was tough with her, Lin Ma would have made a bigger fight than before.
She had also sat dignifiedly at her desk and worked, and all that could happen forced him to take inappropriate methods to protect his son.
There was an incident when Zhu Shengquan sent flowers to Lin Jianfan, and Lin Ma no longer believed in any so-called classmates and friends, so Lin Ma never believed in Gu Chaoming, and even saw Gu Chaoming send "drunk" for the first time. The Lin Jian Fan was wary of him when he returned home. She was afraid that Gu Chaoming was just a "good friend" in the show, and she was afraid that Gu Chaoming would harm her son.
Until Gu Chaoming told her not to contact Qu Yingyi, Lin Ma received a long text message again. Lao Chen told her that Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming had a good time at school, and Gu Chaoming was also a very good child. Lao Chen's words only made Lin Ma think that Lao Chen was lying to her to appease her. All her friends are potential "Zhu Shengquan" in her eyes.
The flowers that Zhu Shengquan sent were the vase that she inserted into the bedside by herself.
She once ignored Lin Jianfan's request for help, and only persuaded him to get along well with his classmates. She had inserted Zhu Shengquan's flowers into the ward without knowing it. The many mistakes she made made her feel that she didn't care enough about her son. She had made two mistakes, and she didn't want to make the third time, so she was very aggressive towards Gu Chaoming until she saw that Gu Chaoming asked her not to tell him When she was a mother, Lin's heart softened.
The boy across from him who took his son may be as sensible as Lao Chen said, and he will take good care of Lin Jianfan as he said.
Should you trust him? What if he was pretending? What if he becomes the second Zhu Shengquan
A long and sincere text has won a little bit of trust from a mother who cares about her son the most, just a little bit. Lin Ma and Gu Chaoming didn't completely trust the conversation, but she couldn't help it, but she also hoped that her son could make friends who really took care of him as described in Gu Chaoming's text message.
Lin Jianfan needs not only maternal love, but also friendship.
Ma Lin both doubted Gu Chaoming, and hoped that he was really Lin Jianfan's best friend, and hoped that he could bring Lin Jianfan back to her.
The parents were apprehensive, the teacher was anxious, Gu Chaoming faced all the accusations and doubts, and the client slept comfortably in bed all morning, only to wake up at noon.
Gu Chaoming didn't want him to see so many text messages of concern, which would only make Lin Jianfan feel more guilty. Gu Chaoming took his mobile phone away, and Lin Jianfan didn't ask for it after he woke up.
"Want to eat? If I don't have the appetite to eat, I'll cook porridge and eggs." Gu Chaoming brought pajamas to help Lin Jianfan, who woke up, put it on.
Gu Chaoming touched his forehead, it was not as hot as in the morning, and he was relieved.
Lin Jianfan didn't even need to stretch out his hand. Gu Chaoming raised his hand to help him get dressed. When he was pulling the zipper, he heard Lin Jianfan say, "Do I look like a child who can't take care of himself now? I want you to give me clothes. I wear."
"Wear it well so you won't catch a cold..." Gu Chaoming turned around and brought him his pants.
Lin Jian Fan shrank his nose and smiled: "I already have a cold, so I'm not afraid of catching a cold..."
Hearing Lin Jianfan's laughter behind him, Gu Chaoming turned his head.
It was Lin Jianfan's smiling brows that caught his eye. He was sitting beside the bed, wearing the padded jacket he put on him, his hair was messed up just after waking up, and he smiled stupidly.
He laughed.
Obviously I cried so hard yesterday.
Gu Chaoming was ready to take care of the silent Lin Jianfan, but Lin Jianfan smiled at him as soon as he woke up and was sitting on the bed.
Gu Chaoming didn't know what to do for a while. He hoped that Lin Jianfan's smile was not to make him worry, but that he really felt that he said those words to him yesterday, and he laughed when he felt relieved.
He didn't know what kind of Lin Jianfan was, but Lin Jianfan's smile really easily gave him the illusion that Lin Jianfan was still the same Lin Jianfan before.
After being with him, before meeting Zhu Shengquan, the willful Lin Jianfan in front of him.
When Lin Jianfan got up, he didn't choose to eat, but chose to eat porridge and eggs. Gu Chaoming asked him to eat more. After eating, he asked him if he wanted to continue sleeping.
"I want to watch TV." Lin Jianfan said to Gu Chaoming, who was cleaning up the dishes, rubbing his full stomach.
"Okay, look first, I'll come to accompany you after I wash the dishes."
Lin Jianfan turned on the TV and pressed the remote control on the sofa. Gu Chaoming was washing dishes in the kitchen and peeked at him on the sofa.
Lin Jianfan didn't look any different from before, and even the stage chosen was the same. If it hadn't happened yesterday, Gu Chaoming wouldn't have seen any flaws.
After washing the dishes and washing his hands, he went to the room and took out a blanket to cover Lin Jianfan who was watching TV. He sat beside Lin Jianfan and watched yesterday's replay with him.
The blanket was big enough to cover the two of them. Gu Chaoming covered himself with the blanket, and then tugged at Lin Jianfan the blanket that didn't fall off.
"It's really warm." Lin Jianfan said.
"Of course, such a thick blanket." Gu Chaoming said while helping Lin Jian Fan pull the blanket.
"I'm talking about you." Lin Jianfan sat side by side next to Gu Chaoming, getting too close.
Under the warm blanket, Lin Jianfan took the initiative to clench Gu Chaoming's hand and clasped his fingers tightly. He leaned on Gu Chaoming's shoulder in the closest way.
The floor-to-ceiling curtains were tightened, not knowing the weather outside the window, a door and a curtain cut them off from everything in the outside world.
Lin Jianfan just held Gu Chaoming's hand like this, holding his heart and sitting on the sofa watching TV with Gu Chaoming.
Gu Chaoming wanted to persuade Lin Jianfan to go home in this atmosphere with the bodies of the two close to each other under the blanket, so it wouldn't irritate him.
Gu Chaoming lowered his head slightly to look at Lin Jianfan who was leaning on his shoulder. The palms stroked his hair. Gu Chaoming's voice softly called his name like the warmth under the blanket: "See Fan."
"Yeah." Lin saw Fan Ying, his eyes turned to the TV but not to him.
"You said you didn't want to see your parents worrying about you, but you'll worry them even more if you don't go home like this." Gu Chaoming said.
Gu Chaoming has never been good at persuading people. He can only speak when he is playing tricks with others. To persuade people, he has to use his brains to organize words.
"I know." Lin Jianfan said.
Lin Jianfan's sudden answer blocked all the words Gu Chaoming wanted to say. Gu Chaoming had to jump the middle step and ask him directly: "See Fan, shall we go home?"
"Okay." Lin Jianfan looked at the colorful colors on the TV, but he didn't look at Gu Chaoming, what he said was good.
Lin Jianfan was so simple and direct that Gu Chaoming felt weird, but he had no choice. He didn't dare to speak bluntly to Lin Jianfan as he did before, and he didn't dare to tell him directly because he didn't want to see Lin Jianfan laugh at everyone, so he didn't need to do that in front of him. He was afraid that his disobedient mouth could not be controlled, and he would say something that would burden Lin Jianfan.
First persuade him to go home, let his parents feel at ease, and then slowly think about the next step.
When Lin Jianfan didn't agree, Gu Chaoming didn't have the confidence to persuade Lin Jianfan to go home. Lin Jianfan agreed at once, but Gu Chaoming felt that he had not really persuaded Lin Jianfan to go home as he thought.
He was tangled, he was melancholy, he was at a loss.
Lin Jianfan promised him that he would go home, but he didn't know what would be the best answer.
It was as if bad luck had come suddenly, but in just two or three days, his life that he thought would be sweet enough to come to an abrupt end without notice.
Gu Chaoming tried his best to adapt to this abrupt stop, trying to find a way to face a vulnerable Lin Jianfan in this abrupt stop.
There was a little snow floating outside the invisible window, and the two of them were close to each other inside the curtain, as if they were warming up, but also as if they were afraid that the other party would be cold, and they were warming the other party.
The blanket was warm enough, Gu Chaoming was busy all day, taking care of Lin Jianfan and dealing with the teacher and Lin's mother. At the beginning of the show, Lin Jianfan leaned on Gu Chaoming's shoulder. After the show, Gu Chaoming fell asleep on Lin Jianfan's shoulder.
When he woke up in a daze at mealtime, Gu Chaoming blinked, the TV was still on when he just woke up, he sat up and found that Lin Jianfan was still watching TV, took another look at the time, and touched Lin Jianfan's hands and feet, The blanket was not cold.
"Why don't you wake me up? Don't you feel hungry if you only drink a little porridge a day? I'm going to cook first. Stop watching TV. After watching it all afternoon, go and rest. Do you feel better?"
A series of questions, Lin Jianfan only answered with a nod.
Gu Chaoming got up to cook, covered Lin Jianfan with a blanket and walked into the kitchen.
For dinner, Lin Jianfan cooperated and ate all the meals that Gu Chaoming had prepared for him. Although it was not much, it also made Gu Chaoming feel a little more relaxed.
All dinners were cooked by Lin Jianfan's favorite dishes. In the morning, Gu Chaoming got up very early to go out to buy enough food for a few days, because he didn't know when he could persuade Lin Jianfan to go home. Unexpectedly, as soon as he said it, Lin Jianfan promised him to go home.
At the dinner table after he was full, Lin Jianfan repented.
"Can I stay here for another day tomorrow?" Lin Jianfan asked after dinner.
Gu Chaoming was taking the bowl in front of him after he finished eating to wash it. When Lin Jianfan saw the bowl he had finished eating, he suddenly thought and said quirkily, "Just take it as my reward for finishing this bowl of rice."
Gu Chaoming put down the dishes in his hand, looked at Lin Jianfan's face and said, "Are you planning to use this method to delay when you are going home tomorrow?"
"Didn't you say you wouldn't tell them? You said you would stay with me, do you want to go back on it?" Lin Jianfan's eyes suddenly became lonely.
Gu Chaoming did not dare to say that he heard coquettishness in his words, for fear of irritating him. With coquettish words and a lonely expression, Lin Jianfan firmly grasped Gu Chaoming's weakness.
"Then stay for another day tomorrow, but you must go home tomorrow." Gu Chaoming gave in and took a step back.
"The morning after tomorrow, you said one day." Lin saw Fan raised his chin and looked at Gu Chaoming coquettishly.
Lin Jianfan didn't like being told that he was coquettish, but he himself liked being coquettish to Gu Chaoming without knowing it, and liked this boyfriend's unique right.
Giving in before the coquettish power again, Gu Chaoming promised Lin Jianfan: "Okay, don't push it any more, the morning after the day after tomorrow."
Lin Jianfan nodded vigorously.
Gu Chaoming laughed at him: "You still nod your head so hard when you have a cold, are you dizzy?"
Lin Jianfan shook his head again.
At night, watching TV like the afternoon, Gu Chaoming urged Lin Jianfan to go to bed, Lin Jianfan was still watching TV in the afternoon, Gu Chaoming was afraid that his body would not be able to bear it, so he lifted the blanket and dragged Lin Jianfan back to the bedroom.
After the lights in the living room were turned off, it was dark, and Lin Jianfan was reluctantly "pushed" by Gu Chaoming to the bed, covered with a quilt, and slept.
"If you say I am a dictatorship, you are a dictatorship, okay? You are not allowed to watch TV." Lin Jianfan said.
Gu Chaoming kept the night light, lying beside Lin Jianfan, hugged him, and touched the top of his head to see if it was still hot: "Yes, it's my dictatorship, so you go to bed."
"I do not."
"Huh?" Gu Chaoming was surprised.
Suddenly willful, Gu Chaoming pinched his ears: "Be obedient."
"I think..." In the dark room, under the blanket that kept the body temperature of the two of them, Lin Jianfan's legs were firmly inserted between Gu Chaoming's legs.
Feeling the movement under the quilt, Gu Chaoming's heart suddenly throbbed, and his eyes widened in disbelief.
"Don't make trouble, you will go home tomorrow, your mother will be suspicious when she sees it." Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan's leg under the quilt, but Lin Jianfan did not take it back.
"It's the day after tomorrow, not tomorrow, my mother won't find out." Lin Jianfan said reluctantly.
Not only did it not retract, but the outstretched legs were still rubbing between Gu Chaoming's legs.
"Don't make trouble." Gu Chaoming endured, and his face quickly turned red in the dark night.
Lin Jianfan's sudden willfulness brought a sudden heat, Gu Chaoming struggled to keep his senses and pulled Lin Jianfan away, but Lin Jianfan seemed to never intend to be obedient tonight.
The temperature of the palm is always colder than the skin under the clothes. The icy cold under the quilt on Gu Chaoming's skin and under the clothes did not rob Gu Chaoming of his own heat, but instead gave rise to a vigorous heat.
Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand walking on his body, and looked at Lin Jianfan's face in the dark night: "What are you doing?"
"I..." Lin Jianfan hesitated, his face blushing. Heiye tried to make Gu Chaoming see clearly, but Lin Jianfan's eyes made him see clearly.
Gu Chaoming looked at the man who was shaking in his arms.
What did he just see
Gu Chaoming hurriedly stared into Lin Jianfan's eyes, wanting to confirm. He thought it was his own illusion, but the truth was in front of him.
Lin Jianfan had tears in his eyes!
Lin saw that Fan was crying!
As soon as Lin saw Fan crying, Gu Chaoming had nothing to do with it, and the refusal to push away turned into an even tighter embrace.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying again?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"I just have a cold and my eyes are uncomfortable." Lin Jianfan said.
"Liar."
"I don't," Lin Jianfan put his head against Gu Chaoming's chest, and the heat of his speech and breathing rushed into Gu Chaoming's pajamas, "You are the one who lied, you asked clearly, but you still asked me what I was doing, obviously. You want to, and you told me not to make trouble."
Gu Chaoming lied, but his body did not lie.
"you… "
Gu Chaoming couldn't finish his words, because Lin saw that Fan took his lips, took his breath, and took his reason.
The two breaths were intertwined and intertwined.
tangled tangled together.
Intertwined with the sin in Gu Chaoming's heart.
When he couldn't help responding to Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming's mind was clear and clear, and his chaotic breathing did not pull away his clear mind.
Did he promise Lin Ma to persuade Lin Jianfan to go home? Without a bit of determination, casually, let Lin Jianfan's parents promise Lin Jianfan to go home one day later, and accept everything that Lin Jianfan offered at night
Lin Jian Fan Xiang never understood what he was thinking, grabbed his neck and ran rampantly on his lips.
Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan away, grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand and held it: "Don't do this now, will you sleep first?"
"Why?" Lin Jianfan's eyes were filled with tears, "Why not now?"
"Why are you crying? It's not necessary to cry because I rejected you," Gu Chaoming wiped Lin Jianfan's tears with his fingers, "I just think that if you continue now, you will be sorry for your mother, and we are not in a hurry. And in the future, I will explain it to your mother, so I will stop today and let go of my rigid mind, okay?"
"No more." Lin Jianfan said.
"Nothing?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"It's because you promised my mother that you would persuade me to go home, and you said you would protect me, so you can't live through your promise to my mother tonight, right?" Lin Jianfan asked.
Gu Chaoming takes the promises of others very seriously, and Lin Jianfan understands it.
Lin Jianfan felt fragile, and Gu Chaoming understood.
They know each other.
"It's okay, if I don't tell her, she won't know. You said to protect me and you also protected me, you said to take care of me and you also took care of me, you didn't break any promises, besides... "
Lin Jianfan's face blushed: "Besides, it's not bullying, but I want to. I bully you and force you. You can complain to my mother that I bullied you."
At the end, Lin Jianfan laughed himself, and he put his head close to Gu Chaoming's chest to listen to his heartbeat. He listened to Gu Chaoming's heart silently, as if speaking to the hurdle in Gu Chaoming's heart that he couldn't get through. He smiled and said, "It's really fun to be with you."
With a simple sentence and a smile, the sweet words reached Gu Chaoming's ears, which were broken down into half sweet and half sour.
Gu Chaoming caressed the back of Lin Jianfan's head.
Lin Jianfan raised his head and looked at Gu Chaoming: "Go tell my mother that I bullied you, and treat it as an additional reward for finishing the bowl of rice today, okay?"
Gu Chaoming looked helplessly at Lin Jianfan's eyes with water, raised Lin Jianfan's chin, and used his body to bow the quilt to fulfill his additional reward.