The wind and snow stopped suddenly, and the sky without snowflakes was piled up in darkness, like ink poured into the sky, about to be pressed down.
It was only eight o'clock in the morning when I left the house, so I didn't go out early to see Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming got off the bus without empty hands, holding the big box he brought from home.
When I got off the bus, the cold winter wind rushed into my arms without any face. Crossing the road with a suitcase in his hand, Gu Chaoming walked into a shop on the side of the road.
"Come on." The shopkeeper looked up and saw that it was him who was pushing the door, and smiled at him.
Gu Chaoming nodded and called people politely.
The store was not too busy. The owner came over to look at the cardboard box that Gu Chaoming was holding in his hand, pointed to the cardboard box and asked, "Just this thing?"
Gu Chaoming nodded again: "It's troublesome."
The owner smiled heartily: "What trouble, you young people like to do these things. Next time, show your aunt to see what kind of person can capture our little Gu's heart."
Gu Chaoming worked in this shop for a long time when he was in junior high school. The owner of the shop knew Qu Yingyi and almost directly regarded Gu Chaoming as his second son.
A few days ago, Gu Chaoming said to ask her for help with something, and she agreed immediately. After knowing what Gu Chaoming asked her to do, her inquiring eyes never stopped.
"I'm not trying to confess." Gu Chaoming said to the gossip-faced aunt.
"Don't be embarrassed, Auntie just opened the store, we are the only ones in the store, no outsiders." Auntie said.
"Not really."
"You said no, your face is all red."
"The road was blown red by the wind just now."
Auntie always made fun of him. Gu Chaoming wanted to put something in Auntie's place, but was ridiculed sentence by sentence by Auntie.
Gu Chaoming couldn't help: "Auntie, don't make fun of me, I have a partner."
After speaking, I immediately walked to the back to put things, so as not to be ridiculed by my aunt again.
Auntie was busy in front of her. She looked up at the glass door. As soon as Gu Chaoming finished putting things out, she heard her aunt sigh: "Hey, it's snowing again. I don't know when this year's snow will end."
Hearing the sound and looking out the door, fine snow was falling, adding a thin layer of new clothes to the white snow that was trampled into black by the roadside. Pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, all with frozen red faces.
It's snowing again.
I can't count the number of snows this year.
After thanking his aunt, Gu Chaoming walked to the bus stop.
A black umbrella slowly moved towards the station. Gu Chaoming held the handle of the umbrella and stretched out his hand wearing the gloves of his couple with Lin Jianfan to catch a few snowflakes. The snowflakes melted on the gloves and disappeared quickly.
Seeing the bus coming from not far away, Gu Chaoming didn't bother to take care of the snowflakes that disappeared from his gloves, and walked quickly to the station with an umbrella before he got on the oncoming bus.
Shake off the sticky snow on the umbrella and pick a spot to sit down. After sitting in the car for a while, the heater warmed his cold hands and feet, and Gu Chaoming looked out the hazy window. The gray sky, and the tiny snowflakes that keep falling.
The bus reported one station name after another. He didn't sleep well last night, and Gu Chaoming was drowsy in the warm car that kept moving forward with the air conditioner on.
Getting in this car is the real way to pick up Lin Jianfan. The windy and snowy days still couldn't stop Gu Chaoming's footsteps.
He was so sleepy that he leaned back on the car seat and slept for a while, but Gu Chaoming didn't dare to sleep for too long. He was not familiar with this route. He went from school to Lin Jianfan's house and saw that Lin Jianfan also took this bus.
Sitting on an unfamiliar bus, he heard Gu Chaoming get up from his seat, and an old lady got off with him. The old lady was holding a cane, and Gu Chaoming was afraid that the snow on the road would be too slippery, and the old lady would fall.
After getting out of the car, the winter wind blew mercilessly, and Gu Chaoming raised his hand to adjust the scarf, hoping that the strong wind would stop.
I don't know if God heard his strong wish. When Gu Chaoming walked to the door of Lin Jianfan's house, the strong wind weakened, intermittently, the fine snow stopped for a while, and then smaller and smaller snow stars fell.
The weather is funny.
Gu Chaoming looked up at the still gray sky, and pressed the doorbell of Lin Jian Fan's house.
As usual, Ma Lin came to open the door. Ma Lin welcomed him into the room and went to make tea to warm him up.
After saying thank you, Gu Chaoming turned around, Lin Jianfan's door opened a small crack, and Lin Jianfan stood behind the door and slowly stuck his head out.
Gu Chaoming saw the expression on his face as if he was saying, "Why did you come here?"
Gu Chaoming looked at the clock in Lin Jianfan's living room.
It's not too late at nine o'clock.
Looking at the direction of the kitchen, Lin's mother was washing tea cups in the kitchen, but Lin's father was still not at home. Gu Chaoming walked to Lin Jianfan's door and looked at Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him in the crack of the door.
Opening the door, Lin saw that Fan Li did not leave by the door.
Gu Chaoming had just come, turned around and closed the door, wrapped a pair of arms around his waist, and put a piece of warmth on his back.
Lin Jian saw that Fan's head was on Gu Chaoming's back, and his arms were wrapped around Gu Chaoming's waist: "I had a nightmare yesterday."
I can't tell my mother, I don't want to see my mother's worried expression, I can only push my mother back to the room to sleep. Repressed feelings and fears are always about finding a destination, and that destination must be reliable and trustworthy.
Once Gu Chaoming's feelings and fears belonged to the forest in his heart, while Lin Jianfan's feelings and fears belonged to him.
It was the boy who promised him that he would take him out to play today.
Lin Jianfan woke up early, and the deep sweet dream could not let him sleep for a while. At six in the morning, I woke up from the dream of having Gu Chaoming, and I didn't wake up until eight.
It's not that I'm lazy, I just don't want to worry my mother.
Waking up early was also afraid that his mother would see his nightmares from the time he slept less.
Only Gu Chaoming can make him say everything.
After closing the door, Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's hand on his waist. He didn't comfort Lin Jianfan and said "it's okay", what he said was, "Didn't you say that dreams are always the opposite?"
"I also dreamed of you yesterday, and had a good dream." Lin Jianfan said again.
Gu Chaoming learned Lin Jian Fan's words to persuade him: "Then a good dream will come true."
The good dream has come true, because I wait until you come to pick me up, I hold the boy in my dream.
Hearing the sound of the door opening in the living room, Lin Jianfan was already standing by the door waiting. After Gu Chaoming and his mother finished talking, they walked into the room, no one else Lin Jianfan couldn't help hugging him any longer.
After enduring all night, I finally saw him, wanted to hug him, and thought that I couldn't control it.
Gu Chaoming turned around and hugged Lin Jianfan, wanting to comfort him with a hug and help him get rid of yesterday's nightmare. When Gu Chaoming turned around, Lin saw that Fan was hugging tighter and tighter, wanting to hug him and stick to his peace of mind.
The two hugged silently in the quiet room, Gu Chaoming lowered his head and kissed Lin Jianfan's top of hair.
When kissing Lin Jian Fan Fading, Gu Chaoming suddenly smelled the scent of peach in the air again.
He remembered.
He knew why he could smell a peach scent every time.
On the TV at night, the youthful and ignorant Gu Chaoming was surrounded by the TV, and Qu Yingyi sat on the sofa to tell him not to make trouble.
Qu Yingyi pulled him back to the sofa. The scene of the kiss between the male and female protagonists on TV made Qu Yingyi cover his young eyes, but Gu Chaoming could still see it between Qu Yingyi's fingers.
Gu Chaoming was silent.
The peach-flavored hard candy in the mouth was chewed thinly.
Taking a deep breath, the nostrils are filled with the aroma of peach.
Recalling the scent of peach that had been forgotten when he was a child, Gu Chaoming raised the corner of his mouth and kissed the top of Lin Jianfan's head again.
In the short-term dependence, they hug each other tightly, and their arms are contaminated with each other's body temperature.
Lin Ma's knock on the door suddenly sounded in the quiet embrace.
The two were forced to separate by a knock on the door, Gu Chaoming opened the door, and Ma Lin stood outside the door with brewed tea and snacks.
"I'm afraid you haven't eaten, so I prepared some snacks." Lin Ma walked into the room with a plate and put it on the table.
"Thank you Auntie." Gu Chaoming said.
"Then you guys talk first, I'll go out first." Since she began to believe that Gu Chaoming was not "the second Zhu Shengquan", Ma Lin was very relieved to Gu Chaoming.
"Auntie," Lin Ma put away the snacks and was about to leave the room. Gu Chaoming stopped him, "I want to take Fan out today, can I?"
"Go out?" Lin Ma turned around and asked.
Gu Chaoming nodded, Lin Ma looked at Lin Jianfan who had been sitting beside the bed and had not spoken. Lin Jianfan had never left the house after being sent home by Gu Chaoming. Lin Ma looked at Lin Jianfan and knew that she should not be like this. Knowing that Lin Jianfan also wanted to go out to breathe.
He shouldn't be like this, he shouldn't deprive his son of his freedom like a ***, and he should go out on vacation like a normal seventeen or eighteen-year-old child.
But she was worried, there had already been a Zhu Shengquan, when he thought he still had kind-hearted classmates.
The past made her haggard, made her vulnerable, and made her vulnerable. She couldn't stand another blow from Lin Jianfan.
You are just using a good excuse for him to protect your own fragile heart. When Lin Ma sees the locked door of Lin Jianfan, she often reflects in her heart.
She could feel that Lin Jianfan believed in Gu Chaoming very much. Can I give Jianfan to him and let him bring Jianfan back to his previous appearance
Lin Ma glanced at Gu Chaoming who was asking. Gu Chaoming was tall, a very polite and sunny boy.
Gu Chaoming's sunshine was felt by Lin Ma from the inside out. Although Gu Chaoming didn't feel it at all, he just wanted to make himself less irritable.
Lin Ma looked at Gu Chaoming, who was somewhat restrained by her: "Okay, you can take him out to play."
It was unexpected for Gu Chaoming to get permission from Ma Lin so easily, and the words he prepared to persuade Ma Ma did not come in handy.
Lin Ma's quick consent was not only unexpected by Gu Chaoming, but also by Lin Jianfan.
After staying at home for dozens of days, Lin saw that Fan had not dared to bring up the matter, because he was afraid that his mother would not let him, even though he felt silently depressed at home.
He has been watching the heavy snow outside from the window of his room, and even a psychiatrist comes to treat him.
Since he agreed, Lin Jianfan boldly stood up and asked, "Mom, can I stay at Gu Chaoming's house for one night today?"
Lin Ma's quick agreement surprised Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan's words shocked Gu Chaoming and Lin Ma.
"Go to Gu Chaoming's house?" Lin Ma asked with confirmation, pointing to Gu Chaoming in Lin Jianfan's words.
Gu Chaoming was in a state of shock and confusion.
"I want to go to his house to play." Lin Jianfan said.
Going to Gu Chaoming's house to play? Going to the house where Gu Chaoming didn't tell anyone after he disappeared? Like the home of their secret base
As soon as Lin Jianfan mentioned Gu Chaoming's house, Ma Lin remembered the time when Lin Jianfan disappeared, Gu Chaoming didn't tell them his address, and she kept sending text messages to Gu Chaoming.
Gu Chaoming finally sent Lin Jianfan back, didn't he? Lin Ma looked at Gu Chaoming again.
Gu Chaoming was even more restrained, Lin Jianfan's words made his heart float.
Seeing that Fan believes in him a lot, doesn't he? Lin Ma thought that seeing Fan's willingness to go, and seeing Gu Chaoming's company every day, Lin Jianfan's mood improved significantly.
You believe him yourself don't you? In a short time, Lin Ma asked herself.
"Okay, come back early, and don't cause trouble for others." Lin Ma tried her best to instruct like a normal son visiting a classmate's house.
Hearing Ma Lin's answer, Lin Jianfan laughed. Lin Ma stared at Lin Jianfan's smile for a long time.
At home, she had never seen Lin Jianfan's smile like this at this moment. She could feel that Jianfan's happiness really started from the heart, not the happiness that was born on the surface to make them happy.
Shouldn't Jianfan be treated as a special child? Shouldn't he be suspended from school? Should he use friendly classmates and a beautiful world to make him understand that the world is not only muddy in the past, but also a bright future waiting for him
Lin Jianfan's smile made Lin Ma fall into contemplation.
She used to take Lin Jianfan too closely because of the past, and she herself knew that it was wrong. She quit her job to be a housewife, half of it was to accompany her, and the other half was to monitor, fearing that Lin Jianfan would be hurt again.
Under her surveillance, Lin Jianfan was still hurt, but he also had friends who were willing to visit him every day regardless of the wind and snow.
Shouldn't I be doing that again
Is it because his good will meet with Fan that he feels that home is not a place where he can be free
Lin Ma had felt it for a long time, and she had asked herself heart-to-heart, but she never dared to face the answer.
Lin Jianfan's smile was the evidence forcing her to face it.
Lin Ma sighed inwardly, as if she had put down something and felt more relaxed. She smiled at Lin Jianfan who was smiling: "Tell Mom when you go out, Mom is going out first."
Lin Ma walked out of the room, and before leaving the door, she told Gu Chaoming to eat more snacks.
The door closed with a soft "bang".
The joy inside the door was separated from the tears that Lin Ma silently fell outside the door.
"Why do you want to go to my house?" Ma Lin walked out of the door and asked Gu Chaoming, walking in front of Lin Jianfan.
"Did you miss me? Want to spend more time with me?" Gu Chaoming asked with a smile in front of Lin Jianfan.
Lin Jian Fan hammered him: "I know you still ask."
Gu Chaoming covered his chest: "Hey, ancestor, are you using so much energy? I also grow meat."
With Gu Chaoming covering his chest, Lin Jianfan was so frightened that he quickly retracted his hand and asked how Gu Chaoming was doing.
He didn't use too much force. He didn't know whether to use such force to pick up an egg.
Lin Jianfan worriedly pulled away Gu Chaoming's hand covering his chest, and Gu Chaoming rubbed his face: "You lied, why are you so easy to lie..."
How can you be so deceitful? There's another sentence behind, seeing that Fan couldn't hear it anymore, and he was so anxious that he didn't want to hear it anymore.
The following sentence was blocked by Lin Jianfan on Gu Chaoming's lips, causing it to disappear from Gu Chaoming's mind at once.
Gu Chaoming's lips could not be empty, and his eyes stared at Lin Jianfan who was close at hand and closed his eyes.
Lin Jianfan has been very anxious recently, and Gu Chaoming felt it both emotionally and lustily.
Lin Jianfan didn't talk about it, but was fiery. Gu Chaoming seemed to hear his depression and see his anxiety in his fiery style.
Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan, replying to his anxiety with peace of mind, and replying to his darkness with brightness.
The kiss was over, but Gu Chaoming was still holding Lin Jianfan, who was panting, as if he had just returned from the wind and snow outside the house, as if he had been running around for a long time and returned to his embrace.
Such a hug just wanted to tell Lin Jianfan.
Don't give up, there is another person waiting for you, not waiting for your return, but waiting for your warm embrace.
I just want to tell him that you are not useless in the world, and your hug is the end of my journey home after the storm.
Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan: "Don't look back, look forward."
Although I can't help you get justice with all my strength, I can still make you smile again with my warm hug.
Lin Jianfan in his arms burst into beautiful tears one after another. He was hugged in Gu Chaoming's arms, his head was on Gu Chaoming's chest, tears welled up in his eyes, Lin Jianfan did not allow them to open on the floor.
Saying goodbye to Ma Lin and taking Lin Jianfan out, on the way to the station, the process went so smoothly that Gu Chaoming felt that the snow on the side of the road was fake, and Lin Jianfan beside him was also fake.
The journey was still long, and after getting on the bus, Gu Chaoming persuaded Lin Jian that if Fan was sleepy, he would lean on his shoulder and sleep for a while, and he would wake him up at the stop.
Like Gu Chaoming, he didn't get a good night's sleep last night. Lin Jianfan leaned on Gu Chaoming's shoulder and fell asleep with peace of mind. Gu Chaoming looked at the snow that was too small to see outside, then looked at Lin Jianfan on his shoulder, touched Lin Jianfan's head, and managed Lin Jianfan's hair.
When the bus was about to arrive, Gu Chaoming woke up Lin Jianfan softly. Lin Jianfan walked away from Gu Chaoming's shoulder, sat up and was not fully conscious, and there was a circle of red things around his neck.
He took a closer look at the red scarf he gave to Gu Chaoming, with Gu Chaoming's body temperature on the scarf. Lin Jianfan sat in the position with a scarf wrapped around it, his nose was deliberately buried in the scarf, and he smelled the smell of Gu Chaoming on the scarf.
Gu Chaoming saw this scene, Gu Chaoming smiled silently and took him out of the car.
"Where is this?" Lin Jianfan was unfamiliar with this place, so he got out of the car and looked around.
Returning to the place he had visited once in the morning, Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan across the road and pulled Lin Jianfan to a shelter that he had already stepped on.
The wind was blocked from time to time by the wall, but there was still a cold wind blowing from the front that could not be resisted.
The conditions were poor, so he had to take Lin Jianfan to the shelter where there were no people. Originally, I planned to take him to my aunt's shop and use any reason to comfort my classmates, but my aunt asked left and right, thinking that he was a confession, so Gu Chaoming had no choice but to choose another location.
Lao Chen said that he didn't pay attention to tutoring. He spent most of his mind on these things. How could he focus on tutoring
"Wait for me here, I'll go buy something to eat." Gu Chaoming ran away with Dongfeng immediately after saying that, afraid of revealing his stuff, leaving Lin to see Fan alone and a question mark that the winter breeze couldn't blow away.
The winter wind is cloudy and cold, and even if the cold wind is in the shelter, there is still a chance to blow. Hide in a little less wind, the scarf around the neck burns as red as it is. No matter how thick the cotton clothes are, they cannot match the warmth of the red scarf around the neck.
That is the temperature of Gu Chaoming, like a fire, like a beam of sunlight.
Lin Jianfan lowered his head and buried half of his face in the scarf. The temperature in the scarf merged with that of Gu Chaoming. He wanted to go to Gu Chaoming's house, but Gu Chaoming took him to this unknown place.
Gu Chaoming must have his intentions for bringing him here. Lin Jianfan raised his head and looked at the gray sky that was about to be pressed down. The surroundings were gray, and the air was gray.
Lin Jianfan never doubted Gu Chaoming, but it was indeed a long time since Gu Chaoming went. Lin Jianfan and the others seemed to be abandoned in the gray air.
Seeing Fan's face buried in the scarf, Lin wanted to shrink into the scarf when he suddenly heard a muffled voice calling him.
Lin Jianfan stuck his head out and walked towards where the voice came from.
No matter what, Lin Jianfan could tell that it was Gu Chaoming's voice. Gu Chaoming called his voice muffled, Lin Jianfan walked out of the shelter, and a gust of winter wind blew slowly across his cheeks, freezing his ears.
Seeing the maker of the muffled voice, Lin Jianfan stopped and stopped not far from Gu Chaoming.
It shouldn't be Gu Chaoming, it should be Doraemon.
A Doraemon stood in front of him, like the extremely hot summer night on the first day they first met.
That summer night T-shirt was sweaty against his skin, and a child asked him innocently, "Why doesn't Doraemon have Nobita?"
He saw him picking up the child from the hot doll suit, and he helped him who was helpless to pick up the flyer in the crowd.
At that time, he was tired of the world, and he just walked by.
At that time, he was violent, manic, and would not listen to advice.
He resisted violently, but fell into a warm embrace.
Lin Jianfan pulled him back when he was on the verge of losing his mind, and when facing Gu Tao, pulled him behind him for protection. On the beach of the birthday, the sun is so bright that it can penetrate everything in the world.
They shouted at the beach.
"Go to hell!"
He once pulled him by the sea and said, "You are my sun."
Lin Jianfan is the sun in his life.
In such a reciprocating life, being able to see Lin Jianfan is the reason why he still has expectations for life, but in his unknown world, his light has long been scarred, and the person who makes him still have expectations for life is actually Living in hell more miserable than him, waiting for his salvation.
Gu Chaoming was wearing a Doraemon doll costume, stopped in place and looked at Lin Jianfan and said, "You know what? I wish I was Doraemon, so that I can have a time machine, I can go back to that time, to protect you."
Throughout the winter vacation, Gu Chaoming had been thinking of ideas to make Lin Jianfan understand his importance to himself and cheer him up.
An idea scraps an idea and writes it down on paper.
Lin Jian Fan's eyes were red, and tears opened in his eyes again.
"But I'm not Doraemon, I don't have a time machine, and I can't go back. I can only protect you now. Are you willing to give me this chance?"
Would you like to give me this chance
Like a marriage proposal "Will you marry me?"
Lin Jianfan didn't nod or shake his head, he answered in the affirmative with firm steps.
He rushed over and hugged Doraemon, who belonged only to him.