The wind was intermittent, fine snow fell, and Lin Jianfan's arms were tightly locked, hugging the big blue fat man in his arms.
The scarf around his neck that warms his neck is the red opposite of the blue Doraemon, but it is the warmest color that Gu Chaoming gave him.
In winter, the sultry heat of summer night was removed, and Gu Chaoming did not feel the slightest coldness when wrapped in a huge doll suit. The long-lost perspective in the headgear made Gu Chaoming stumble, and he spoke very loudly to Lin Jianfan, for fear that Lin Jianfan wouldn't be heard by the doll suit blocking him.
With the headgear covering most of his sight, Gu Chaoming saw Fan Tong's red eyes in the fine snow in the sky, and he endured not to let the tears fall.
He saw Lin Jianfan rushed over to hug him.
Snowflakes fell on the top of Doraemon's round head, on the roof of the shelter, and on Lin Jianfan's fluffy and lush hair.
He hugged Doraemon and stood on tiptoe to kiss Doraemon's eyes.
That was the only way Gu Chaoming could look to the outside world in the doll suit.
That night, he saw his fluffy head and handsome face through the place where Lin Jianfan kissed.
It was the first time he thought they had met.
Doraemon hugged Lin Jianfan who was hugging him.
Doraemon touched Lin Jianfan's head, he didn't want to see Lin Jianfan hold back his tears. Although before, he always wanted to see Lin Jianfan smiling, but now Gu Chaoming hoped that he could cry bitterly, no longer suppressed, and let everything out with tears.
If Lin Jianfan wanted to endure like this again, it was definitely not Lin Jianfan who went crazy first, but him.
He couldn't take it anymore.
His youth was supposed to shine forever, but now he put away his own light and regarded it as darkness. If the world fails him, then he will make up for that failure with his own strength. He believed that even if he had been trampled on and slapped the dust off his body, his youth would still shine brightly.
Gu Chaoming in the Doraemon doll suit had made up his mind early on that he would take Lin Jianfan to the future with the light that dispels the haze.
Take him to see the blooming flowers in his name.
Doraemon has been preparing for this for a long time, has nightmares all night, and is "concerned" by Lao Chen.
Doraemon released Lin Jianfan who was hugging him, the warmth in his arms disappeared, and the cold wind came in.
Lin Jianfan, who took a step back, was stunned and looked at Doraemon who let go of him.
Doraemon fumbles in his omni pocket.
Gu Chaoming took Doraemon to tease Lin Jianfan together. When Lin Jianfan was looking forward to what Doraemon would take out of his pocket, Doraemon fumbled for a while, and put it on the palm of his hand. But nothing.
There was air floating in the palm of the hand, like the wind blowing away what Gu Chaoming took out.
Lin Jianfan's face showed the disappointment and doubts in Gu Chaoming's plan, and Doraemon showed a surprised look of "Hey, why there is nothing, what did I take out?"
Exaggerated body movements, pretending to look everywhere, Doraemon seems to think of a way, stretches out his arms to let Lin Jianfan laugh with tears and so on. Lin Jianfan waited with anticipation, watching Doraemon groping in its almighty pocket again.
Fumbling around, groping for a letter.
The wind was blowing over the envelope, and the winter breeze was mild. The reverse side of the envelope was facing up. Lin Jianfan took it carefully and suspiciously. Taking the envelope, he raised his eyes to look at Doraemon who let him turn over the envelope. His eyes fell on the snow-white envelope again.
Turning over the envelope, Lin Jianfan only glanced at him, and the tears he held back forced out of his eyes.
The envelopes were not bells and whistles. In order to write on the envelopes, Gu Chaoming also practiced copybooks.
The words on the envelope are clean, tall and handsome, and the writing is extremely serious.
There are very few words on the envelope, just fill in what should normally be filled.
Sender: Gu Chaoming
Addressee: Lin Jianfan
Mailing address: Unhappy Lin Jianfan
Recipient's address: Happy Lin Jianfan
Eyes shifted to the zip code - the day they met.
The day he first went to the new school to inquire about the situation.
In the hospital, he once received a card with only a string of numbers written by Zhu Shengquan. It was a special day, so special that Zhu Shengquan did not have the courage to write other words on the card.
Maybe he thought that was romantic and that Lin Jianfan loved him, but Lin Jianfan only felt humiliated, disgusted, and disgusted.
He smashed the vase, and the shattered glass collapsed in the puddle.
The vase shattered, and his nightmare was horribly complete.
How he wished his past could be shattered in his memory like a broken vase, so that he would not have to endure it any longer.
His patience was worth it, Lin Jianfan thought, after many days and nights of enduring, on a windy winter day, he received a letter from the past to the future from a Doraemon.
A sentence was written on the envelope.
"Doraemon found Nobita,
The little prince returned to his rose,
Then Mr. Lin Jianfan would like to accompany me to see the flowery world? "
I would.
Just looking at the envelope, Lin Jianfan already burst into tears. Lin Jianfan nodded desperately, and the tears that could not be wiped away with his hands were pressed to the ground.
Doraemon motioned to the crying Lin Jianfan to open the envelope. The envelope was so thin that nothing could be seen. Lin Jianfan raised his hand to wipe his tears and opened the envelope.
There was a ticket lying quietly in the envelope. Lin Jianfan took out the ticket. The end of the ticket made him dread.
It was the city he wanted to escape from.
He tried so hard to escape from that city, but Gu Chaoming gave him a ticket back? The envelope still says to see the world of flowers together? Where is the flowery world he speaks of
Lin saw that Fan's hand holding the ticket was shaking slightly, and he looked up at Gu Chaoming to find an answer.
Gu Chaoming will not harm him, he knows.
Gu Chaoming took off his headgear and walked in front of Lin Jianfan, holding Lin Jianfan's slightly trembling hands, and looking at each other, Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan with sincerity and firmness: "Don't be afraid, I'll go with you, Let's face your past together.
"I was just as scared as you when I said those words from my heart to you at the beach, so fear is nothing, I will always be there and will accompany you to overcome those fears.
I said that I want to accompany you to see the world of blooming flowers. I can take you on a tour now, and I can take you to see the sea, the river, and the mountains, but are you really happy then? After you are happy, you will not think of the past, will you be so happy forever
The best way to overcome fear is to face your fear, I give you this ticket, I want to accompany you to that school, to help you defeat the fear you left there, and then take you to see the sea, the river, and the Mountain, the world in your eyes at that time is the world of flowers. "
In a passage, there are lines prepared by Gu Chaoming and Gu Chaoming's on-the-spot performance. In short, Gu Chaoming felt that he was talking in a mess, and it was a little different from what he planned. Fortunately, he did not digress.
Gu Chaoming's eyes stared at Lin Jianfan's tearful eyes and said these words, staring at Lin Jianfan's eyes where the fear was occupied by tears.
"You used to accompany me to escape from my dad, now let me accompany you to escape the past with you, okay?"
Dongfeng was moved by Gu Chaoming's soft and affectionate words, and gradually softened.
Lin saw Fan Hong's eyes, and the fear in his heart floated, but he still nodded.
With Gu Chaoming there, he believed he could do it.
With permission, Gu Chaoming raised his hand and wiped Lin Jianfan's tears with his doll-gloved hand. When Lin Jianfan cried when he saw the words on the envelope, he was so distressed that he could not wait to give up the idea of going to Lin Jianfan's original school and hug him.
It was only temporary comfort, he wanted to see Lin Jianfan's permanent smile.
It used to be so easy, but now it has become a luxury.
All of Gu Chaoming was ready during the winter vacation, and Lin Jianfan could start with a nod.
Gu Chaoming took off his doll suit and took Lin Jianfan on the train to that city without notifying Ma Lin.
On the train, Gu Chaoming persuaded Lin Jianfan to sleep for a while if he was tired. Although Lin Jianfan didn't sleep well last night, he thought that he was getting closer to the city, and he was uneasy and refused to fall asleep.
Seeing that Fan refused to sleep, Gu Chaoming almost fell asleep while holding his hand. The two who didn't sleep well held each other's hands. The moving train could easily make people sleepy. Gu Chaoming forced his eyes to open a movie.
He didn't want this trip to be like Lin Jianfan's bitter hatred for the city. He hoped to create an atmosphere like traveling with him to say goodbye to the pain of the past.
This is the most risky and rude method, and it is also the most effective and fastest method that eighteen-year-old Gu Chaoming can think of.
The train took them close to Lin Jianfan's past and Gu Chaoming's adventure and hope.
The light and comfortable atmosphere that I strive to create disappears on the first step in that city.
In the slightly cold wind in winter, the dry air breathed into Lin Jianfan's nose, which was the first disgust the city gave him.
When Lin Jianfan got out of the car, he sneezed because of the cold. Gu Chaoming helped him pull up a scarf to cover his mouth and nose, so that he could resist the cold air.
I told my mother that I wanted to sleep at Gu Chaoming's house. I just wanted to spend a day in Gu Chaoming's company in the company of Gu Chaoming's house as peacefully as the days when he "disappeared". Lin Jianfan never thought that he would not be covered with the warm thick blanket of Gu Chaoming's house, and that he would set foot on this land again.
Returning to the city where he lived, after getting off the bus, Lin saw that Fan wanted to lead the way, but Gu Chaoming took him through the city as if he had lived here.
Gu Chaoming checked the route very carefully, and learned about the location of the school, the school closing time, whether it was on vacation, and so on.
Gu Chao knew that he was stupid and foolish. He was someone who could still get lost in the city where he had lived for seventeen years, so he confirmed the location and route again and again.
Walking on unfamiliar streets and seeing unfamiliar people, Gu Chaoming realized what it was like when Lin saw Fan Chu coming to their school and the city where he lives now.
Everything is unfamiliar, the wind in the air, the weeds on the roadside are unfamiliar.
Walking through an unfamiliar street, and feeling the nervousness of Lin Jianfan around him, Gu Chaoming was even more sure that he was heading in the right direction.
Having seen some buildings of the school, Lin Jianfan around him was so nervous that his breathing became more and more rapid. There was no one around the school wall, and Gu Chaoming clenched Lin Jianfan's hand to give him the strength to face him.
With his palm held, Lin Jianfan raised his head to look at Gu Chaoming, who smiled and nodded at him.
Like in a dream, only in the dream will Gu Chaoming appear in the same picture as the building behind him.
There have been countless dreams, and the dream is full of Gu Chaoming's figure. He is always carrying light all over his body. He is a symbol of light. He took him to escape from the school behind him, and told him on the rooftop to jump off: "Don't give up, I will wait for you in the future."
Will the countless dreams of saving myself become a reality today
Gu Chaoming was even more skilled than Lin Jianfan in taking him to the back door of the school, hugging his legs and letting him turn over.
"How do you know this can pass?" Lin Jianfan, who turned over, asked Gu Chaoming, who jumped off the wall.
It wasn't like this when he was in school.
Gu Chaoming smiled and said nothing. Gu Chaoming wouldn't tell Lin Jianfan that he rummaged through their school posts, forums, and Weibo, and searched for all kinds of news from the students' speeches. When you get to know this school quickly, you will inevitably see reports about Lin Jianfan's incident, as well as some students' discussions, some of which are speeches made by Lin Jianfan when he hadn't left the school.
Some say that he is self-inflicted, some say that he is shameless, and some even say that he makes money by taking color photos, and all kinds of rumors are like a feast of gossip.
In the feast, people can get admission tickets by talking about Lin Jianfan with empty words. Someone shakes the red wine in the glass and competes to be the most outstanding protagonist in the banquet. The red wine is spit out, but the sewage is too dirty.
Gu Chaoming angrily closed the page, he kept all of these things from Lin Jianfan, and it was impossible to mention it to Lin Jianfan.
After successfully entering the school, Lin Jianfan's skills of pretending to be calm were too clumsy, but Gu Chaoming saw through it at a glance. Gu Chaoming's technique of trying to comfort him calmly was too clumsy, Gu Chaoming simply gave up, directly held Lin Jianfan's hand, turned around and told him with a smile, "It's okay, I'm here."
This is the first time Gu Chaoming has been to this school where he has been inquiring for more than half a month. There will never be a second time, nor will Lin Jianfan. He will take Lin Jianfan here to solve all the sufferings at one time.
Following the route in his memory, he walked to the teaching building he saw in the pictures on the Internet. Gu Chaoming clenched Lin Jianfan's hand even tighter. This was where the nightmare started.
Most of the classrooms were empty. Gu Chaoming knew which class and classroom Lin Jianfan was in. Gu Chaoming knew everything about Lin Jianfan. He had even seen unsightly photos that someone had posted.
There are famous quotes hanging on the stairs of the teaching building, which is similar to the design of all schools. Gu Chaoming led Lin Jianfan to the front as if he was going on an adventure in a haunted house.
Step by step up the stairs you walked in those miserable days. Gu Chaoming was a warrior with him, and he looked around in a panic but pretended to be calm.
He even remembers which section of the stairs he was grabbed by his hat and scolded by a classmate, remembers which corner he was in to run downstairs and was deliberately squeezed into the corner to step on his shoes, remember which floor he was on, the upstairs showered him paint water and hear their laughter.
One flight of stairs can carry so many painful memories of him. Lin Jianfan felt that he was going crazy, but he still pretended to be calm in front of Gu Chaoming.
There were many, many small bullies that he didn't tell Gu Chaoming or his parents, because compared to the scandals that everyone knew at school, these were not really hot spots.
Is there nothing wrong with no bursts? Poke you in the head first and then slap you, because a slap is heavier, so it's not wrong to slap you in the head
Some things were wrong from the start.
School violence is also divided into seriousness, but the word violence is the beginning of a mistake.
Just walking up the stairs, Lin saw that Fan's red and swollen eyes were filled with fear and panic after crying, but as long as Gu Chaoming, who was walking in front, turned his head, he saw another standard smiling face.
You really don't know how to fake a smile, Gu Chaoming wanted to tell Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming's eyes are very powerful, and he can analyze Lin Jianfan's smile, like a doctor skilled in surgery. He could distinguish Lin Jianfan's smirk and judge Lin Jianfan's panic. Lin Jianfan's third smile, which he most wanted to see, was resisted by Lin Jianfan's fake smile.
Gu Chaoming only took Lin Jianfan to the teaching building, and did not dare to take Lin Jianfan to other places. He was afraid that he would not be able to control Lin Jianfan if he went to more places, which would make Lin Jianfan self-inflicted.
In order to reduce the harm as soon as possible, Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan to the corridor. The doors of the classrooms in the corridor were closed, and Gu Chaoming couldn't open the door even if he pushed the door, so he could only watch from the window.
When he walked to the door of Lin Jianfan's class, Gu Chaoming stopped. He turned his head, Lin Jianfan was already looking into the window.
Inside the window was where his nightmares gathered, where the taste of his favorite yogurt couldn't suppress the darkness, where the laughing demons gathered.
Lin Jianfan's eyes were fixed on the classroom inside the glass window. His eyes seemed to show that he was not afraid. Only he knew that the darkness was attracting his eyes, and he was not allowed to move away.
The desks and lecterns, blackboards and chalks in the quiet and unoccupied classrooms are all common school standards, and they seem to be nothing special.
They're nothing special, it's just the people who use them that make them special.
It was a special that could never be forgotten in Lin Jianfan's heart.
The classrooms inside the glass windows are the replayed movies, the wide open windows, the ugly words on the desks, the exaggerated laughter, the knocked over desks, and the corners of the photos in the books.
The man jumping off the window.
"boom."
A blood-colored flower bloomed in the flowerbed downstairs.
There were countless panicked faces upstairs.
goodbye.
He was smiling while lying in the flowerbed. Goodbye was said to himself and to the world. At that time, he thought he was going to die, but the world brought him back to life and let him meet Gu Chaoming.
Gu Chaoming was waiting for him at the interface between the future and the present. He picked him up at the source of the light source and asked him to put down the burden on his back before he would take him to see the blossoming world behind the light source.
Lin Jianfan's palm touched the window glass, it was cold, and Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at him.
He knew that Lin Jianfan was talking to his past self.
The glass was cold, but Lin Jianfan still touched it for a long time. Gu Chaoming looked at the classroom in the window, the hand on the glass window suddenly disappeared, and the people around him suddenly ran away with their backs to him.
Seeing that Fan was running very fast and in a hurry, Gu Chaoming couldn't keep up with his reaction.
A second ago, he looked at the classroom in the window, and found that there was no one around, Gu Chaoming, who immediately followed Lin Jianfan who ran away.
Thinking that there should be no danger in just going to the teaching building, and there is nothing that can hurt Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming found out that he could enter the school from the back door, but no matter how he checked, he could not know that there was a problem with the lock on the roof of the teaching building.
It was a secret that only they knew. Lin Jianfan, who was pulled to the rooftop for a lesson, also knew it unexpectedly, but Gu Chaoming, who followed up, didn't know it.
The stairs on the rooftop are a familiar place to him, and he has run up these stairs many times.
Running up means wanting to jump off the building, standing on the edge of the rooftop and not daring to jump off.
Rolling down the stairs was what they called a lesson, and the few people who taught him that there was a problem with the lock on the roof of the school "told" him.
In the exaggerated laughter, he was kicked down the stairs again, leaning back against the wall at the corner of the stairs, watching them unscrew the door to the rooftop.
The dark stairs filled with light in an instant, and the door leading to the rooftop was facing him. On the stairs, like the door to heaven.
Sunlight fell on his scarred body through the door to the rooftop. He was forced to fall through the door to heaven, the first time he saw the sight of the rooftop, and it was the place where he hesitated many times after that.
It seemed that the secret was well hidden, and the school still didn't know there was a problem with the roof lock. Lin Jianfan stepped on the stairs leading to the roof.
Gu Chaoming was overwhelmed by the twists and turns of the school.
When there was no one behind him, Lin Jianfan slowly stepped up the stairs leading to the roof step by step. He had been running for the first part of the road, and he slowed down for some reason on this flight of stairs.
An interesting movie is shown in the stairwell leading to the rooftop.
He is the protagonist.
Everyone else is a supporting cast.
The protagonist always shrank in the corner, and the pupils reflected the laughing boys and girls on the stairs.
The protagonist runs very fast, like being forced, and after a while, the steps he walks down are heavy, like giving up.
When Lin Jianfan stepped up a flight of stairs, he remembered that he was wearing a pair of sneakers that day, which his grandmother bought for him. The old man heard from other people’s grandsons that there are real and fake shoes for young people nowadays, and the aggressive grandmother foolishly refuses to make mistakes in these aspects.
It's not filial to jump out of the window in the shoes that grandma bought.
He was the unfilial grandson.
Stepping up the stairs again today, he was wearing ordinary sneakers. He's not very particular about shoes, and he blamed them for making his feet extra heavy.
He walked slowly on the first floor, and when he reached the last few stanzas, Lin Jianfan stopped, and the door to heaven was in front of him.
Lin Jianfan stopped and looked at the closed door, looking, looking.
The door leading to the rooftop is an indifferent bystander, it is silent, it is calm, and it will never be ignored.
Lin Jianfan walked up the last few flights of stairs, grabbed the doorknob, and when he twisted it, the cold wind of winter hit his face and ruffled his hair.
The sky is not bright, it is gray, and it seems that there are billowing dark clouds piling up. A thin layer of snow covered them, and when they got out of the car, the snowflakes scattered, and it has not stopped until now.
Lin Jianfan walked up to the rooftop and left his first footprints on the flat thin snow.
Step by step, the soles of the shoes were stained with snow, and there were a series of footprints behind them.
After the strong wind, the familiar hesitant place, the memory blows in my face.
Mom, I really can't stand it anymore, why haven't you come yet
Will there be light in the distance? Is it still dark
I haven't had yogurt today, so I can't die.
fruit fruit
Is it okay to jump off and everything will be fine
Is everything because of me
Did I disappear and the pain of my parents would disappear
Long pain is worse than short pain, and the pain is gone after I disappear. Gu Chaoming also doesn't have to worry about him so carefully and carefully, and he doesn't have to come to see him every day.
He can safely prepare for the college entrance examination and go to the university he wants to go to.
All because of him.
if…
If you jump down again...
Not the third floor, not the windowsill, but...
Lin Jianfan walked to the rooftop without knowing it, leaving a trail of footprints behind him.
"Doraemon found Nobita, and the little prince returned to his rose. Would Mr. Lin Jianfan want to accompany me to see the world of flowers?"
"Walk around you and you're mine."
"Go to hell!"
"You're fine, much better than you think, you know? Maybe people think you're bad, but in my heart you're the best."
"You said you were happy to see me, and I wanted to say I was too."
"Just think about me more."
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
"Do you like me?"
Yes, I like you, and I'm willing to go to see the world of flowers with you, but... I don't seem to like myself enough.
In the past, it was projected in my head. When I walked up the stairs, the hero of the movie was me. The hero of the movie when I walked to the rooftop was replaced by Gu Chaoming, who just turned into Doraemon and brought him here.
When Lin Jianfan was immersed in the past and didn't pay attention to his back, the hero of the movie finally took to the rooftop.
Tears fell through time and space, one drop fell on the bricks downstairs in the past, and the other fell into the red scarf.
The scarf is bright red, the color of Gu Chaoming in his life.
Bright red hugged him from behind, desperately pulling him away from the rooftop. The red fireworks were scorching hot, burning Lin Jianfan's skin, and Lin Jianfan plunged into his heat.
There was a trail of drag on the snow, Gu Chaoming turned over Lin Jianfan only to find that Lin Jianfan's eyes were red and swollen, and the sticky snowflakes on his face were melted by tears.
Gu Chaoming was stunned, as if he saw Lin Jianfan who was hesitating on the rooftop in the dark life that he couldn't participate in in the past.
How he wanted time to send him to Lin Jianfan who was in the past, let him hug him and let him meet him earlier.
Time is irreversible, but it can still be cherished now.
Before Gu Chaoming could comfort Lin Jianfan, when Lin Jianfan turned around and saw his face, he immediately jumped into his arms, grabbed him with both hands and cried bitterly, hoarsely: "Why, why do I try so hard to please others, there are still people Bully me, shouldn't I be born in this world?"
Gu Chaoming was so distressed that he was about to split.
Gu Chaoming hugged him fiercely, comforted him, kissed him, and told him, "Everything will be fine."
"Is life really going to get better
"Will do."
"Will anyone like me?"
"Life will get better. Everyone likes you, and I will love you. Even if life doesn't get better, I will love you. I will love you forever. Can you live because of me?"
When he jumped out of the window for the first time, he was surrounded by endless ridicule and urging, and when he jumped for the second time, he was surrounded by Gu Chaoming's warm embrace.
The wind whistled in his ears, and Gu Chaoming said to him: "It will get better, even if life doesn't get better, I will always be nice to you. I used to want to commit suicide in Tianqiao, but when I think of you, It's a bit reluctant, so can you be reluctant for me once?"
Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan, holding him tightly, his arms were so tight that Lin Jianfan could hardly breathe. Gu Chaoming wanted to rub him into his body and protect him with his own flesh and blood, but even so, he was afraid that he would not be able to protect him.
Gu Chaoming was helpless, and he didn't know who to turn his fist at. He was afraid, afraid that he was immature and unable to protect him.
He was not afraid that Lin Jianfan would leave him, but he was afraid that Lin Jianfan would suffer, and he couldn't see his perfect boy suffering any more. His brows were slightly twisted, and Gu Chaoming felt that his heart was about to be broken by him.
It was the first time that Gu Chaoming loved someone, and it was the first time that he classified others into the category of lovers. Su Bing knows him best, knowing that once a person like him is defined, it will never change again, no matter how bitter it is, as long as that person smiles, it is sweet.
It is affectionate to put it nicely, and paranoid in other words. Paranoid people are most afraid of affection, but Gu Chaoming has both, and they are both towards Lin Jianfan.
When Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan standing by the rooftop, he was really scared, he had never been so scared before, and he had never been so scared when Gu Tao slashed the door with a knife.
His greatest fear was losing him.
"It's alright, they won't chase after us, there are only the two of us here."
Gu Chaoming said hurriedly, no longer allowing himself to give Lin Jianfan any chance to speak, he was afraid that as soon as he stopped, he would hear Lin Jianfan saying that he didn't want to live.
Gu Chaoming had no choice but to be powerless. He could only tell Lin Jianfan how beautiful the world was and how much he loved him.
"It's all over, it's okay, I'm by your side."
Lin Jianfan didn't have a chance to interject, he felt Gu Chaoming's panic.
Gu Chaoming's panic was called fear of losing him.
He doesn't like himself, but Gu Chaoming likes him so much.
In the past, he thought that everything would be fine if he committed suicide. Now, as long as you hug him and comfort him, everything will be fine.
Gu Chaoming was so anxious that he almost shed tears, and Lin Jianfan turned to touch the corner of Gu Chaoming's eyes.
"I'm fine, I'm just... just... all of a sudden..."
Before he could finish speaking, he stammered, Lin Jianfan didn't know what to say, he slammed into a chest, and Gu Chaoming hugged him tightly.
Lin Jianfan rested his chin on Gu Chaoming's shoulder, it was obviously winter, the winter wind was howling, and his eyes were hazy with tears, but he looked at the scorching sun, and saw that the scorching sun was slowly rising in the gray sky.
After leaving school, Lin Jianfan was in a hurry to go home, Gu Chaoming prepared two hands, one was to reserve the room, and the other was to go home as requested by Lin Jianfan.
When he got home, Gu Chaoming bought the sleeping ticket.
On the way home, Gu Chaoming kept looking at him. Just thinking about how much he suffered, Gu Chaoming felt distressed.
A seed cultivated by indifferent and violent soil still blooms in front of him with passion. Even if the rainstorm comes, he will cover his rose in the flower cover and use his body to protect him, despite the rain. Like a thorn, the sound of the wind is like a knife.
"Everything will be fine." Gu Chaoming said.
He used to want to kill, but now he has saved a person, given a person's life light and meaning.
Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan's cheek and kissed him, and then arched his neck: "Thank you for overcoming the hardships of the past and coming to my side."
Life will get better, and we will get better, just like wounds always heal. If they don't heal, I'm willing to be the blood scab on your wound.
Lin Jianfan always held Gu Chaoming's hand, getting such a warm answer from him, Lin Jianfan touched Gu Chaoming's face.
The train returns little by little, taking him back to the city he likes.
The city went from unfamiliar to familiar, with Gu Chaoming by his side.
Gu Chaoming's plan to let him put down his past plans these days is too tiring. On the way home, he endured it and fell asleep. He lay on Lin Jianfan's lap, and Lin Jianfan carefully studied his sleeping face.
"My name is Gu Chaoming, the retro Gu, the Chaoyang Chao, the bright Ming."
Gu Chaoming briefly introduced himself.
Lin Jianfan touched Gu Chaoming's face, but Gu Chaoming did not live up to Qu Yingman's expectations.
He eventually became his sunrise, illuminating his future.
"Lin Jianfan, I hope I can see a world full of flowers."
Their names carry the expectations of their parents, and this small expectation is not worth the cruelty of the world, but they work together to build a world with bright sun shining brightly.
They have been in the abyss everywhere, but they reach out to each other, hoping to take each other away from the darkness with their broken self.
Lin Jianfan returned to the city he liked, where he was also bullied for helping others. Maybe it was just jumping from one abyss to another, but there was light under the abyss that supported him.
Leaving the city he remembered, leaving the school he remembered, Lin Jianfan woke up Gu Chaoming, who was asleep, to get off.
His voice was soft.
The cold and darkness are far away, and you are the warmth within my reach.