A gust of wind blew through, bringing up a burst of birdsong in the sky.
Lin Jianfan stood outside the prison, looking up at the endless blue sky. A trace of clouds dotted the sky, and there was no trace of birds.
The breeze blew away the hair in front of Lin Jianfan's forehead, and he raised his hand to wipe his nose, which was not itchy.
Su Bing knew that he was nervous and looking forward to it. Su Bing himself was also nervous, as was Cen Xili, who was waiting beside him.
Today is the day when Gu Chaoming was released from prison.
Lin Jianfan waited nervously, making a lot of small movements.
When this day finally arrived, Lin Jianfan, like Gu Chaoming who suddenly received news of Gu Tao's death, was surrounded by unreality.
The day has really come.
His teenager will come out from there soon, no need to be restrained anymore, he can walk with him in the sun, lie on the sofa and read the same book together, sleep together, eat together, do all the things we want to do together .
His carefully selected pieces of furniture are finally getting another owner.
Lin Jianfan nervously touched his hair that had been blown up by the wind, and the breeze was infected by his nervousness. The breeze gradually picked up, forming a strong wind that lifted the hair.
Lin Jianfan stared at the door where Gu Chaoming was about to come out.
That door opened.
His boy is back.
The wind rises, the clouds disperse, the leaves ring, and the old man returns.
The moment Gu Chaoming stepped out of the door, Lin Jianfan walked quickly towards Gu Chaoming.
He saw him.
I saw his boy.
His youthful smile is still bright, and the galaxy is still alive in his eyes.
All the nervousness of Lin Jianfan's waiting disappeared at the moment of meeting Gu Chaoming's smile, and it turned into a puddle of spring water into his cognac heart.
The pace under his feet quickened, quickened, and quickened again, he ran to Gu Chaoming, he hugged Gu Chaoming, and put his chin on Gu Chaoming's shoulder as before.
"Welcome back." Lin Jianfan hugged Gu Chaoming, who was officially returned to him from this moment.
He has never been a strong person, and he will only take the dumbest way when he encounters a problem. For this reason, he jumped from the third floor, leaving scars all over his body, but he learned to be strong and learn to spend the long nine years without Gu Chaoming's company happily.
In these long nine years, he tried his best to accumulate happiness. Only by becoming a factor of happiness can he bring more happiness to Gu Chaoming after he is released from prison.
He will always remember Gu Chaoming once said to him: "Your happiness is nameless, but mine is famous because you are by my side."
He wanted Gu Chaoming to be happy forever, so he had to stay by Gu Chaoming's side forever.
I want to accumulate all the good things in my life.
When I see you, I will tell you a little bit more.
But I have only one luck,
I just have to tell you over and over again.
That thing is meeting you.
When Lin Jianfan thinks of him, he often thinks of his backwards, waving at him in the sun, as a farewell, but Lin Jianfan remembers it very deeply. So much so that when he was bullied, Gu Chaoming always appeared in a backwards waving gesture when he thought of him in a dream.
It was the first time that Lin Jianfan saw him, and Lin Jianfan remembered it clearly on the campus after school. In the summer breeze, he did the same, waving his arms to say goodbye to him.
It's the same in dreams, he always likes to wave goodbye when backing up, but this time Lin Jianfan caught him, and he embraced him.
Gu Chaoming's waving arm is not to say goodbye, but to tell him: "I'm here, I'm back."
Because Nobita is waiting for Doraemon to come home.
Doraemon is home.
As Lin Jianfan expected, Gu Chaoming was reluctant to follow Qu Yingyi back to her home. After Gu Chaoming hugged and talked with Su Bing and Cen Xili, Lin Jianfan took him home.
back to their home.
For the first time, this home has welcomed another male owner.
When he opened the door with the key, Lin Jianfan looked back at Gu Chaoming who was following behind him, and Gu Chaoming also looked at him.
Lin Jianfan raised the corner of his mouth and smiled at him, then turned around and inserted the key to open the door.
Just seeing the corner of the house through the open door, Gu Chaoming had already seen many memories that belonged to them.
Those memories made Gu Chaoming want to step back a little, but when Lin saw Fan looked back and saw that he hadn't come in, he turned around and took Gu Chaoming's hand, and led Gu Chaoming into their home.
"This will be our home from now on." Lin Jianfan took Gu Chaoming's hand and said to him.
our home.
Familiar and unfamiliar words.
Familiarity is what Lin Jianfan always talks about, and he often said it when he was in the third year of high school. Unfamiliar is that he really has a home with Lin Jianfan in the future.
Gu Chaoming looked around, he saw a lot of Lin Jianfan's life breath.
Coats hanging on hangers, books with bookmarks on the coffee table...
He saw many lives involved in Lin Jian Fan Xin's life.
The graduation photo of Lin Jianfan on the wall, and the commemorative photo of Lin Jianfan and his roommates. Lin Jianfan told him about his roommate, three very noisy boys, and photos of Lin Jianfan and Lin Ma traveling...
He also saw many of himself.
The photo of him playing, the photo of him sleeping on the table, the photo of him chatting with Su Bing outside the corridor, the photo of him in the canteen...
In this room, there are many, many others.
As soon as Gu Chaoming entered the door, he saw the red scarf on the coat rack, his heavy blanket, and Lin Jianfan smiling at him.
The seventeen or eighteen-year-old on the photo wall is different from the one who has grown up standing in front of the photo wall. He is the one Lin Jianfan loves.
Gu Chaoming walked to the photo wall made by Lin Jianfan, to the youth he could never come back to, and Lin Jianfan stood behind him.
After seeing one of his own photos, it was like flipping through his youth again, Gu Chaoming held back his tears, his heart was too easily touched.
His youth turned into Lin Jianfan's waiting, Gu Chaoming turned around, Lin Jianfan was still smiling at him.
He walked over to Lin Jianfan who was waiting for his entire youth.
He kissed the boy on the lips, he hugged his boy.
The teenagers who came to the high school fantasy future hugged each other, they kissed, they exchanged each other's breath, they sank into one kiss after another.
The atmosphere was right, and in the deeper kisses one after another, the exchange of breaths became anxious, and everything came naturally.
The atmosphere, feelings, air, and furniture all muffled shyly.
Only Gu Chaoming.
Only Gu Chaoming released him inappropriately at the right time and walked away inappropriately at the right time.
Gu Chaoming walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down. His restless breathing stopped. The ambiguity in the air had not disappeared. Gu Chaoming touched the soft sofa: "The sofa is very soft. Su Bing used to say that our sofa is too hard."
The embarrassing tone, and the topics that were inappropriate only after speaking, were all naked and naked in front of Lin Jianfan, showing Gu Chaoming's withdrawal.
No further steps are possible. Looking at the emotions aroused by the photos on the photo wall, I couldn't help but connect my lips, which seemed to have crossed the line.
But they are clearly a couple.
But he is his boyfriend.
But he backed off.
Lin Jianfan seemed to understand what Gu Chaoming was thinking, but he didn't seem to understand.
Lin Jianfan walked over to Gu Chaoming and sat down, resting his head on Gu Chaoming's shoulder as before: "I bought pork ribs, I have learned to make sweet and sour pork ribs, I won't miss it like you did on your birthday, it must be good Eat it, I'll make it for you."
Gu Chaoming tilted his head to the side, his auricle touched the top of Lin Jianfan's fluffy hair, and he said, "Okay."
After several years of cooking skills, Lin Jianfan, who is a meal orderer, has been proficiently busy in the kitchen and can cook well.
Gu Chaoming stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at him. It turned out to be the feeling of watching someone he likes cooking for him outside the kitchen.
Gu Chaoming wanted to go in and help, but Lin Jianfan let him sit. This time he wanted to do it all by himself, and let Gu Chaoming see what he had learned in the kitchen over the past few years.
Bowls of dishes with all the flavors and aromas were brought to the table. Gu Chaoming looked at the dishes in front of him, he didn't even know what he was thinking.
The five flavors are mixed and complicated.
Lin Jianfan picked up his chopsticks and put a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs into Gu Chaoming's bowl. He blinked and said, "Quickly try this."
Lin Jianfan waited for Chef Gu's comment.
The entrance of sweet and sour pork ribs is not the taste of "black charcoal" at the beginning, nor the delicious taste he imagined, but the taste of heartache and tears.
After eating the cooked sweet and sour pork ribs that Lin Jianfan made nine years later, tears were hidden in his eyes, which made his eyes turn red, revealing its existence in front of Lin Jianfan who was waiting for his evaluation.
Lin Jianfan was not someone who would persuade people, and he had not made any progress for a few years. He thought there was, he could calmly offer comfort when his roommate was in love, but facing Gu Chaoming with red eyes, he was stuck in his throat and couldn't say a word.
He just followed Gu Chaoming's red eyes, lowered his head and put a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs into his mouth.
Gu Chaoming's first dinner at home ended in a quiet atmosphere.
Lin Jianfan felt that it was impossible to continue like this. He used to have Gu Chaoming who took the initiative, but now Gu Chaoming is shrinking.
Didn't you promise yourself that Gu Chaoming's retreat would be filled with your advance? So what are you doing now? In the past, when you retreated, Gu Chaoming accompanies you without hesitation. What about you
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who was beside him. Gu Chaoming had bubbles on his hands and was washing a bowl while holding a dishcloth.
Gu Chaoming washed the first time, he washed the second time.
Gu Chaoming washed a bowl and handed it to him. Lin saw that Fan didn't take the bowl. He took a step closer to where Gu Chaoming could no longer get close. He raised his head.
He raised his head and approached in exchange for Gu Chaoming's retreat.
Looking down at Lin Jianfan's approaching face, Gu Chaoming took a step back without making a sound.
Without making a sound, Lin Jianfan's heart collapsed and roared.
Gu Chaoming rejected him.
The man who said he would always love him rejected him.
Lin Jianfan stood on the spot, Gu Chaoming saw the expression on Lin Jianfan's face, guilt and remorse clenched the bowl in his hand that was not taken by Lin Jianfan.
Lin Jianfan saw Gu Chaoming's expression and smiled, but he just smiled and walked back to the pool without saying a word.
silence.
Quiet silence.
Quiet.
Silent quiet.
After washing the dishes in silence and silence, Lin Jianfan boiled hot water for Gu Chaoming to take a bath.
Lin Jianfan took out the pajamas bought for Gu Chaoming and handed it to him in the room, watching him enter the bathroom, Lin Jianfan was sitting on the sofa in the living room and waiting.
While waiting, he sorted out the mood disturbed by Gu Chaoming's retreat, and when Gu Chaoming came out of the shower, Lin Jianfan picked up his pajamas and walked into the bathroom ignoring Gu Chaoming's words.
Gu Chaoming knew that he had made him angry.
Shafa left his master Lin Jianfan and welcomed his other master, Gu Chaoming.
Gu Chaoming sat on the sofa and meditated.
He looked at the cover of the book that Lin Jianfan had not finished reading on the table. He also didn't want to make Lin Jianfan angry, and he didn't want to reject Lin Jianfan. That was the person he wanted to hold in his arms day and night for nine years. How could he refuse.
But he did it, he felt he should do it, he felt that he should do it now.
Now he shouldn't delay Lin Jianfan any more. As Lin Ma said, don't be so selfish.
He does not have the urge to be eighteen, nor the boldness of eighteen, and he is no longer a teenager, and he no longer looks at problems with the eyes of a teenager.
As a young man, whoever hurt Lin Jianfan, he would never end with anyone. At present, he is thinking of going hand in hand with Lin Jianfan into the future, and at the same time he feels that a person like himself...
He loves him, that's why he refuses to do that.
After Lin Jianfan finished taking a shower, he opened the bathroom door and walked to the living room, where he saw Gu Chaoming sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze. Lin Jianfan wiped his hair and walked to Gu Chaoming's side, kicked Gu Chaoming's legs and made him sit over a little.
There was still a lot of space on the other side of the sofa. Gu Chaoming was sitting in the corner of the sofa. Lin Jianfan kicked him and asked him to sit there just because he wanted to sit next to him.
Needless to say, the obvious careful thinking, both of them are well aware of it.
"Gu Chaoming!" Lin Jianfan sat in the seat Gu Chaoming gave up, with a bath towel on his head, and called out his name.
Lin Jianfan called his name to tell him not to move backwards, he couldn't sit in such a big vacant seat by himself!
Lin Jianfan moved to Gu Chaoming's side, the bath towel on his head fell on the sofa, Lin Jianfan didn't care about it, he sat close to Gu Chaoming, his arm resting against Gu Chaoming's arm.
The light in the living room was shining overhead, and two shadows fell on the sofa, one was Gu Chaoming, and the other was Lin Jianfan who was approaching.
The approaching shadow leaned toward the other shadow, raised his hand and pulled the retreating shadow.
"I am in front of you now, we are still together," Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's face and spoke strongly to Gu Chaoming.
The raised tone seemed to be fierce towards Gu Chaoming, and the tone rose and then fell again, as if begging Gu Chaoming: "It's all over, there's a new beginning, look forward, don't look back, okay?"
Looking at Lin Jianfan, who was fierce and soft for a while, maybe he had changed and become cowardly, or maybe he had used up all the frivolity of youth when he grew up, and Gu Chaoming suddenly couldn't open his mouth.
Lin Jianfan's tricks of persuading and comforting people are both poor. He can only use kisses to express that you are no worse than others, and he can only use kisses to express that I love you.
Lin Jianfan suddenly pulled up the hem of Gu Chaoming's pajamas, covered Gu Chaoming's head, and put a kiss on Gu Chaoming's lips across the thin summer clothes.
Lin Jianfan let go of him, the clothes fell, and in front of Gu Chaoming was Lin Jianfan's face that he hadn't moved away.
Four eyes facing each other.
The atmosphere was ambiguous and sad, and the touch on the lips was very light, as if a leaf had fallen, as if a gust of wind had passed by.
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's face, Lin Jianfan didn't smile at him, Lin Jianfan looked at him with straight eyes.
The shadow that has just been pulled moves, the shadow that has just been pulled pulls another shadow, and the two shadows meet.
The proper atmosphere returned, the restless air returned, and the exchanged breath returned, but Gu Chaoming, who was withdrawing, did not return.
In place of Gu Chaoming, who flinched, it was Gu Chaoming who took the initiative when he was a teenager.
Gu Chaoming took the initiative to kiss him, and looked at Lin Jianfan, who was kissed by him and refused to close his eyes with tears in his eyes.
why cry? Why don't you close your eyes
Because I am happy, because I am afraid that as soon as I close my eyes and then open them again, I find that it is just an imagination.
In high school, Lin Jianfan laughed when he kissed, and when he grew up, Lin Jianfan cried when he kissed. Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan tightly, his arms tightened Lin Jianfan.
Without waiting for Lin Jianfan to guide him, he picked up Lin Jianfan and walked to the bedroom.
When he was a teenager, Gu Chaoming talked a lot, and it was no problem to fight with Su Bing. When he was in the bedroom, he would talk to comfort him when he was afraid that he would hurt. But still as gentle as possible.
Lin Jianfan gasped and said, "Didn't you call me sweetheart before? I want to hear it again."
Gu Chaoming held his arms and looked at Lin Jianfan with a blushing face under him. Lin Jianfan's eyes were not blurred, he was expecting, his smile mixed with the tears in his eyes.
Gu Chaoming's heart softened at once. He slowly lowered his body and leaned against Lin Jianfan's ear, his Adam's apple twitched, and the heat covered the auricle. Gu Chaoming called out softly, "Little sweetheart."
Surrounded by Gu Chaoming's body temperature, Lin Jianfan slept well.
After waking up, he touched the empty bed beside him, turned his head and looked at the bedside table, leaving only a post-it note.
"The noise of making breakfast is too loud, so I won't do it. I looked at your refrigerator, you are not someone who doesn't take care of your body, and I don't have to let you eat well and take good care of yourself. Your self-disciplined life makes me It's not good to write anything anymore. If you have nothing to write about, just write some clichés.
I wish you good health, peace and joy for the rest of your life.
- Gu Chaoming. "
People on the side of the road hurry up early, there are also leisurely old people walking, and there is an old man fishing by the pond.
Gu Chaoming watched on the shore for a while, but did not see any fish hooked.
The summer morning sun climbed Gu Chaoming's back by the stone fence on the river bank. Gu Chaoming waited for the fish to be hooked on the bank with the old man who had been fishing in the morning.
Someone was calling him, he heard gasps, and he turned around.
He turned back in the sun.
saw his sun.