Presence

Chapter 149

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Sunlight sneaked in through the gaps in the heavy curtains, and a sneaky ray of sunlight lit up the snow-white walls.

When he woke up and saw the sunlight sneaking in through the curtains, Gu Chaoming thought he was sleeping in his home nine years ago. Nine years ago, the floor-to-ceiling windows of the home were in the living room, while today's floor-to-ceiling windows are in the bedroom.

The person in his arms was still asleep, breathing peacefully and evenly.

Gu Chaoming lowered his head slightly, looked at the person in his arms, pursed his lips and smiled, afraid of waking Lin Jianfan, he turned his body slightly, bent his arms to support his head, and looked at Lin Jianfan who was sleeping in a more convenient position. .

Gu Chaoming observed Lin Jianfan, who had passed nine years, from a close distance. Lin Jianfan had matured a lot, and so was his face.

His cheeks were thinner than when he was in high school, and I heard Lin Jianfan say that he is now a photographer. Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and smiled, his original dream had come true.

Gu Chaoming reached out and touched Lin Jianfan's nose and Lin Jianfan's eyes.

The light touch reminded him of Lin Jianfan who used to sleep at home and woke up before him.

He was awakened by the movement of Lin Jianfan in the bed, but he still pretended to sleep.

Lin Jianfan turned over, and after a while Gu Chaoming felt Lin Jianfan's fingers climbing on his arm.

Crawled over the arm, over the shoulder, over the neck, over the cheek, over the mouth, over the bridge of the nose, over the corner of the eye, over the forehead, over the top of the hair, my teenager woke up.

Almost touching his upper body all over, Gu Chaoming opened his eyes and grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand that was walking around him: "Do you like touching me so much?"

At that time, Lin Jianfan didn't say anything but smiled at him, recalling the past. Gu Chaoming, who laughed because of the memory, didn't realize that the person in his arms had woken up.

When he was half asleep, he felt that someone was touching his face, knowing that it must be Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan didn't open his eyes, and rubbed directly into Gu Chaoming's arms.

Gu Chaoming patted his head and glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table. When Lin Jianfan seemed to be asleep again, Gu Chaoming pulled out the arm that was being pressed by Lin Jianfan and got up from the bed to wash up and make breakfast.

Gu Chaoming didn't wake up loudly, so he tried to keep it soft, but Lin Jianfan was still awake.

When he woke up, he couldn't see clearly, and Lin Jianfan saw Gu Chaoming walking beside the bed.

It was nice to see him dangling beside the bed when I woke up in a daze in the morning.

Lin Jianfan closed his eyes half-squinted, turned over and continued to sleep.

After sleeping until Gu Chaoming asked him to get up for breakfast, Lin Jianfan still refused to get up. When Gu Chaoming was not around, he was obviously a very self-disciplined person, but as long as Gu Chaoming was by his side, Lin Jianfan said, "What is self-discipline?"

In front of Gu Chaoming, he could abandon his self-discipline, act like a spoiled child at will, and be unreasonably self-willed, just because he is Gu Chaoming.

Pulling up Lin Jianfan, who refused to get up, after nine years of living alone, Lin Jianfan seemed to want to vent all the loneliness for the past nine years. He had long ignored his reluctance back then, and just got up in the morning, he acted coquettish to Gu Chaoming and asked Gu Chaoming to squeeze toothpaste for him.

Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan, who refused to get up, to the toilet. Lin Jianfan held a toothbrush unreasonably with the head of the toothbrush pointed at him.

"Is the toothpaste I squeezed cleaner?" Gu Chaoming said while helping Lin Jianfan squeeze the toothpaste.

Lin Jianfan really nodded.

Gu Chaoming put on the toothpaste cover and smiled: "Then am I not a toothpaste squeezing machine?"

Lin Jianfan shook his head and brushed his toothbrush with toothpaste foam on his teeth. Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in the washing mirror and said, "You are not a toothpaste squeezer, you are a pile driver."

Hearing those three words, Gu Chaoming was shocked. He didn't stay with Lin Jianfan for the past few years, what did Lin Jianfan learn

"Who taught you? Ah?" Gu Chaoming walked behind Lin Jianfan and put his head to Lin Jianfan's ear who was brushing his teeth.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in the mirror and smiled while brushing his teeth. The mirror seemed to reflect Gu Chaoming's jealousy, not to mention that Lin Jianfan who was brushing his teeth was standing in front of Gu Chaoming.

"I taught myself, didn't you say that your 1+1=1 was self-taught? Me too." Lin Jianfan deliberately made jealous Gu Chaoming.

"Your mouth seems to be getting stronger."

Lin Jianfan turned his head and said with toothpaste in his mouth, "It depends on who it is."

Some things will only be done to you, and some things will only be told to you. In front of Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan was the most willful, perhaps because he knew that Gu Chaoming would not blame him, and knew that he liked him, that he was so capricious and childish.

Facing Gu Chaoming, all the embarrassed words did not become easier to say, but more wanted to say.

Wanting to say it more makes it easier to say it.

Early in the morning, he met Lin Jianfan who suddenly flirted with him. Gu Chaoming wrapped his arms around Lin Jianfan's waist from behind. His chin was not resting on Lin Jianfan's shoulder as usual. He lowered his head and licked the toothpaste from Lin Jianfan's mouth. .

The only trip today is to go home to meet my parents and tell them all about it.

Originally planned to go in the morning, but Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming only went out in the afternoon. Lin saw that Fan Daxia was wearing a high-necked dress, and it was too hot. The air conditioner in the car saved him.

He got off the car and walked to the door of Lin Jianfan's house. After nine years, he set foot on the small courtyard in front of Lin Jianfan's house again. Seeing the familiar courtyard, Gu Chaoming seemed to see that winter nine years ago, the boy who would walk to the door and ring the doorbell no matter it was windy or snowy.

The wind of winter snow was blowing from memory, and it was inevitable that he would be a little nervous to see his parent, Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was beside him. Gu Chaoming wanted to hold his hand, but as long as he held Lin Jianfan's hand, Gu Chaoming felt that he was holding the whole world.

That warm palm would give him strength, it would give him courage, it would give him reason, that was all he wanted to hold.

Even so, Gu Chaoming did not reach out. He had the urge to yearn, but he knew how to restrain himself. After entering the door, he was facing Lin Jianfan's parents.

Gu Chaoming's eyes were low, and suddenly, his lonely palm was held, and Lin Jianfan seemed to understand his mind and held his palm.

Gu Chaoming turned his head in surprise, and Lin Jianfan also looked at him, seeing Gu Chaoming's surprised expression, Lin Jianfan did not let go, but clenched Gu Chaoming's hand even more and smiled at him.

All the stars in the sky fell into this young man's smile.

Why is he so good? It was so good that Gu Chaoming was reluctant to let go.

Gu Chaoming felt a warm current seeping into his skin from Lin Jianfan's palm, and flowing into his heart along the veins of his body.

Gu Chaoming, who came home in the evening, was extremely happy. He stayed at Lin Jianfan's house until dinner was over, and then came out of the house with Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan also went to the night snack stall on the roadside to drink and celebrate.

Gu Chaoming didn't stop Lin Jianfan from drinking, he was happy, and he knew that Lin Jianfan was also happy.

"You lied to me before that I can't drink. How do you feel about drinking every time we drink?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Gu Chaoming didn't stop him from drinking. Lin Jianfan thought Gu Chaoming had forgotten, but Lin Jianfan laughed, "Just the taste of the drink."

It was quite hard to pretend to be drunk at first, pretending to be a drunk child.

The clinking of glasses sounded, and Gu Chaoming said, "You usually don't act very well, but you are really good when you are drunk. I really believe it."

After the letter arrived, he reflexively refused to let Lin Jianfan drink, only drinks. Yesterday, I went to see Su Bing and Cen Xili, and they subconsciously took away the wine glass in front of Lin Jianfan. Su Bing teased him, "You can't forget everything, except your boyfriend."

It's been nine years and nothing has changed.

In Su Bing and Cen Xili's impressions, Lin Jianfan couldn't drink alcohol, and they would never know the truth of the year when they poured a glass.

Lin Jianfan didn't pour a cup, Gu Chaoming knew that Lin Jianfan had also told him, but Lin Jianfan didn't say that he could drink so much.

Gu Chaoming's cheeks got a little hot when he drank it, and Lin Jianfan didn't have anything to do, except for a burp.

"What are you drinking is water?" Gu Chaoming asked, "I can't let you drink it next time, it's too scary, go home, or you'll have to help me go home."

Gu Chaoming drank too much, and felt that his cheeks were a little hot. He was afraid that he would be drunk by then. Lin saw that Fan would be troublesome to bring him back, so he decided not to drink.

Chatting with Lin Jianfan on the way home, I learned that Lin Jianfan actually rented a house when he was in college, but he later returned here and rented a new home. The house on the university side originally wanted to retire, but the glasses and fashion brand men in the dormitory with him took his hand and continued to rent it.

The two were preparing to start a business at the time, but their first small business failed, which gave them a lot of blows, and now they go to a homestay.

Lin Jianfan talked all the way about the nine years without Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming had nothing to say, his nine years seemed to be blank, but Gu Chaoming liked to hear him talk, like to hear Lin Jianfan talk to him like a small talker Talk about things he doesn't know.

In the dark night on the way home, the alcohol he drank was a little too high, but Gu Chaoming didn't drink much. He just watched the non-stop chatter lit by the faint moonlight around him, Gu Chaoming seemed to be drunk.

On the side of the road, there were teenagers who refused to go home to skateboard at night. Gu Chaoming raised his nose, disgusting why the current child didn't go home earlier and delayed his affairs.

Anyway, it was not far from home, Gu Chaoming took his little talker's hand and ran home quickly.

Running inexplicably, Lin Jianfan smiled at Gu Chaoming's broad back in the summer night wind brought by running.

Running to the door of the house, breathing a little, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to take the key to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, Lin Jianfan "led the wolf into the room" and was pressed against the door panel.

From the door of the house to the door of the bedroom, Gu Chaoming wanted to bring Lin Jianfan into the bedroom, but Lin Jianfan led him to the table in the study.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what Lin Jianfan meant. When he asked him what was wrong, Lin Jianfan blushed and said, "I bought the table specially."

Gu Chaoming immediately understood what he meant, and hugged Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan sat on the table with his feet off the ground and looked up at Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming hooked his lips and said with a wicked smile, "Then try the table you bought."

Gu Chaoming didn't allow Lin Jianfan to speak, so he kissed him, Lin Jianfan raised his head slightly, Gu Chaoming was standing, and he could kiss him with a slight bow.

Enthusiasm on the lips, soft entanglement in the mouth, chasing, saliva making a blushing sound.

Lin Jianfan's legs were quietly hooked on Gu Chaoming's waist, he thought, this table is really suitable.

After Lin Jianfan graduated, he decided to go home and work. Gu Chaoming thought that Lin Jianfan's career as a photographer was relatively free, but he didn't expect it to be much busier than he thought.

Lin Jianfan was busy with work, and Gu Chaoming was not idle either. He didn't go to college and was burdened with his past experiences, making it even more difficult to find a job.

After a lot of hard work, he found a job that didn't care about his past, and before he started, Gu Chaoming couldn't wait to send a message to Lin Jianfan.

That night, when Lin Jianfan went home early, he drove Gu Chaoming to buy vegetables, and the two cooked a large table of dishes together.

The two were busy working separately in the same kitchen. After they made them, they found that they were all the dishes that the other party liked. Facing the delicious food on the table, the two tacitly looked at each other and smiled.

Gu Chaoming's first salary was not much, and the weather turned cold. Gu Chaoming went to the mall alone and bought Lin Jianfan a trench coat that he liked very much.

I walked into the mall with the mentality that I might be scolded if I bought it back, and I fell in love with the windbreaker at a glance.

It wasn't the style or fabric of the windbreaker that made Gu Chaoming think "that's it!" when he saw it, but at the first sight of this windbreaker, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan must look good in it.

He wanted to see Lin see Fan Chuan.

Painfully carrying the paper bag with the windbreaker to go home, Lin Jianfan did not scold him for wasting money, but hung the windbreaker in the closet.

Lin Jianfan rarely wore the trench coat he gave, and Gu Chaoming thought he didn't like it until the next spring.

Since that night, talking to Gu Chaoming about glasses and trendy men, Lin Jianfan wanted to take Gu Chaoming to their homestay to play, relax, and treat it as a small vacation.

Didn't they want to see Gu Chaoming, so they took it to show them, Lin Jianfan thought.

Gu Chaoming was stunned when he heard Lin Jianfan said he was going to take him to see his college friend, and after that, he was a little confused about the new information.

Lin Jianfan sensed Gu Chaoming's retreat, walked to Gu Chaoming's side, and said to him, "It's alright."

The glasses and the trendy men are running a homestay with a bit of literature and art. Spring is the most suitable season to go.

Under the stairs of the hotel, but a few steps away, there is a peach tree. Whenever spring comes, the peach blossoms and the wooden stairs are Lin Jianfan's favorite place, but few people find the beauty of this place, and they all rush down the stairs.

When Lin Jianfan came over, he took a photo with the brothers in the dormitory under this peach blossom tree, and the group photo was also hung on the photo wall at home.

I met Lin Jianfan's two college roommates, and Lin Jianfan introduced them to them. There was no need to cover up. The other party's understanding and normal smile made Gu Chaoming very relaxed.

The glasses and fashion brand men only smiled at Lin Jianfan when they first saw him and Su Bing teased him.

Lin Jianfan now has good friends like him, Su Bing and Cen Xili, and Gu Chaoming is happy for him by standing beside Lin Jianfan.

Such Lin Jianfan is a complete Lin Jianfan.

Looking at Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming realized that every time Lin Jianfan saw someone he thought was important, he was wearing the trench coat he gave him last year.

It turned out that Lin Jianfan didn't dislike it, but valued it too much.

Gu Chaoming suddenly had an epiphany. Hearing Lin see Fan chatting with his roommates, Gu Chaoming felt the gap, but this time he did not choose to give up, but chose to catch up better.

He could only speed up to catch up with Lin Jianfan's footsteps, and then walk side by side with him to see the flowery world they agreed upon.

Gu Chaoming runs forward and runs towards you, as long as you are in front.

Gu Chaoming sat on the side and listened quietly without speaking, and told Lin Jianfan to go to the toilet, but he didn't come back for a long time. When Lin Jianfan went downstairs to look for it, Gu Chaoming just wanted to go upstairs from his favorite staircase.

There is a big front staircase going upstairs, and this side is a side staircase. Most people don't come here. Lin Jianfan didn't know how Gu Chaoming got here when he went to the toilet.

In the early spring of March, the sun was shining, the peach blossoms were beginning to bloom, and the branches were full. Lin Jianfan was standing on the stairs, and Gu Chaoming walked towards him, slightly clumsily bypassing the branch that had branched out, and entering Lin Jianfan's heart.

The warm sun in March, a free boy, Lin Jianfan wanted to wait for Gu Chaoming to approach, and gave him a full smile to hug him, but finally couldn't wait for Gu Chaoming to approach, Lin Jianfan couldn't help but ran down the stairs.

A sprint, jumping down the steps, body soaring in the breeze.

Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan taking off with the sun in the sky, and quickly stretched out his hand unprepared.

He stretched out his hand to catch the boy who was running towards him, and heard him laugh like snow.

My Mr. Doraemon, Nobita has been waiting for you here until you finally come home. We don't have a time machine, but we have the present and the rest of our lives.

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Later, there will be side stories of Xili and You Xin ( ' - ' * )