Presence

Chapter 19

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Being named again by the bald head, Gu Chaoming finally sat in the back of the classroom and pretended to listen to the lecture with a book. Listening carefully on the surface, in fact, a small Sudoku book is sandwiched in the book, and there are still those boxes and numbers in my mind.

When Lao Chen encouraged him, he always said: "Your brain is smart, and your grades will definitely rise very quickly." Gu Chaoming, who played Sudoku, didn't realize what Lao Chen said about his smart brain, a Sudoku capable He killed his smart head, but Gu Chaoming was still happy to play.

There is no shortcut for Gu Chaoming to play Sudoku, just die.

Gu Chaoming didn't believe what Lao Chen said about his brainy and clever remarks.

Just chatting with Lin Jianfan for a short while, Lin Jianfan also said that he must be smart when playing Sudoku, Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing, and said to himself, "Then you are really wrong."

Isn't this stuck

Gu Chaoming stared at the Sudoku book for several minutes, with nowhere to write, and frowned slightly. The wind outside the door also seemed to understand his sorrow, and finally committed himself to enter the house and flatten his brows.

Feng quietly sneaked into the classroom, Gu Chaoming put down his textbook to rest, raised his hand and raised his hat slightly to ventilate.

The breeze that slipped into the back door stroked Lin Jianfan's hair, and the lush hair fluttered gently, like the fine grass fluttering in the wind in the garden, fresh and without losing the warmth of spring.

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan Feiwu's hair. After Lin Jianfan was called by the bald head, he listened carefully. Gu Chaoming smiled: "Sure enough, he is a good student, so obedient."

Gu Chaoming stared at the top of Lin Jian Fan's thick hair, and went down the smooth hair. The young man's neck was clean and his collar was neat, which made Gu Chaoming feel the top of his sweaty head even more.

Looking at Lin Jianfan's clean neck and neat school uniform, Gu Chaoming took out a tissue from his pocket to wipe the sweat on his forehead.

The tissue was given by Lin Jianfan. After moving the book, it was also given to Su Bing. Gu Chaoming put it in his pocket, and now it came in handy.

The girls in the class must be very happy, Gu Chaoming wiped his sweat and thought, leaving a male god You Xin, and then transferring to Lin Jianfan.

When Lin Jianfan introduced himself, he heard the girls in the class talking secretly. The girls in the second class were quite reserved and didn't scream.

After wiping off his sweat, he looked at the class. Apart from Li Zhao, who was staring at Shi Cancan every day, Gu Chaoming found that Chu Yao, who was sitting in front of him, turned his head three times in a short period of time.

It's definitely not about himself, but also about the beautiful transfer student in front of him.

Gu Chaoming raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "Okay, Lin Jianfan, this is a flower.

When the get out of class bell rang, Gu Chaoming waited for the bald head to pack up the lesson plan and walk out of the classroom, so that he could regain his freedom. Who wants to pack up the lesson plan with a bald head and walk down the podium like Old Chen in the morning and come straight to him.

Gu Chaoming quickly took out the Sudoku book in the textbook, opened the book and pretended to stand behind and listen carefully.

The bald man came over and didn't speak. He took a look at the book in Gu Chaoming's hand, and his head lit up again with anger.

Gu Chaoming didn't understand why he was angry and sighed after reading his book with a bald head, because he didn't take notes

After class was over, Cen Xili quietly walked behind the bald head to take a look, and couldn't help shaking his head.

"See Fan, borrow your book." Cen Xili picked up Lin Jianfan's textbook, hid behind his bald head, raised the book and pointed to the headline of what he was talking about today.

Gu Chaoming's eyes drifted to the place behind the bald head where Cen Xili was pointing, and he immediately understood what Cen Xili meant.

Cen Xili's fingers were saying, "Gu Shuai, you turned the wrong page in your book. I'll talk about it today."

No wonder the bald head has an uncarved expression on his face.

The bald head felt something strange behind him, and when he turned his head, he saw Cen Xili holding the book and Lin Jianfan saying, "See Fan, I didn't copy this, lend me a copy."

"Oh...oh..." Lin Jianfan was a little confused at first, but he immediately saw the form and pretended.

The bald head looked back at Cen Xili and then at Lin Jianfan, who was sitting in the seat. Lin Jianfan didn't look at him. The bald head held Gu Chaoming's book and asked Lin Jianfan, "Are you the transfer student this time?"

Lin Jianfan nodded.

"No wonder I haven't seen it before, I'm used to it in class, right?" asked the bald head.

Lin Jianfan nodded again.

"If you have something to do in the future, find a teacher."

Lin Jianfan nodded again, this time adding an extra "um", and at the end he added a "thank you teacher".

The bald head smiled strangely, patted Lin Jianfan on the shoulder, returned the textbook to Gu Chaoming, and walked out of the classroom through the back door.

As soon as the bald head left, Gu Chaoming was freed, and when he returned to his seat and passed by Lin Jianfan, he patted Lin Jianfan on the back: "You did a good job just now."

As soon as he sat back to his seat, Su Bing ran over and asked, "How are you doing in class?"

It's not that Gu Chaoming is bothering Su Bing, that's Su Bing's concern for him. What Gu Chaoming is bothered about is that he doesn't want to bring his troubles to them, so he is all about Su Bing, Cen Xili, and Lin Jianfan's questions. The unanimous answer - "It's fine."

Lin Jianfan sat behind Gu Chaoming for only one day, strictly speaking, not even a day. In the last class in the afternoon, as Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili expected, Old Chen really started to change positions after class.

Before the class bell rang, Lao Chen walked into the classroom with his textbooks in his hand. Before class started, he checked the class hygiene as usual. Any rubbish by the desk or in the corridor was picked up and thrown into the trash can.

After walking around the classroom and seeing a clean classroom that was quite satisfactory, Lao Chen still had to say: "They are all high school students, and they still eat so many snacks, seventeen or eighteen-year-olds, the classroom is so dirty, and the primary school classroom is not like you. dirty."

Old Chen disliked the dirty classrooms on a daily basis, and the students in the second class had long been used to it, letting Old Chen nagging, Gu Chaoming even yawned inappropriately.

Gu Chaoming just yawned and couldn't stop it, although he didn't want to. Under the special circumstances of Lao Chen's nagging, this yawn seemed like he wanted to sleep after listening to Lao Chen's nagging. Gu Chaoming didn't mean it at all, he just wanted to yawn.

Yawning made his own voice in the quiet classroom, Lao Chen said and turned his eyes to take a look.

As soon as the bald head returned to the office, he complained to Lao Chen, telling him that Gu Chaoming had caused trouble again in class, and that he was sent to the back to punish him.

"That's it, you still think he has hope. I think sending him in is purely to drag the average score," said the bald head.

"I haven't graduated yet," said Lao Chen.

Before graduating, they should believe that all students have the possibility of getting better. Even after graduating, the students who thought that rotten wood couldn't be carved might get better in places they couldn't see, but the teacher can only manage them for three years. .

After nagging a few words about classroom hygiene and classroom environment, Lao Chen officially started the class.

The class teacher's classroom was silent and silent. In the quiet classroom, Gu Chaoming was still pressing his Sudoku book on top of the textbook, hiding behind a pile of books.

Gu Chaoming turned his pen slightly and slowly, his eyes fixed on the Sudoku book on the table.

For Gu Chaoming, today is just an ordinary day in his daily life, but for those sitting behind him, it is the beginning of his new life.

Follow my parents to bid farewell to the old days and come to this strange city. Everything is unfamiliar, and after getting along for a day, it seems to be a little bit integrated and meet some new classmates. Knowing that Gu Chaoming in front was yesterday's Doraemon, he was informed that he had to change his position as soon as he started contacting him.

Lin Jianfan actually likes to sit here, and is very happy to sit here. The last row is the last row. It doesn't matter if you come out alone, but Lao Chen said that he wants to change seats. Lin Jianfan turned his head to look around, and roughly scanned the area. The classmates in the class, except for Li Zhao, who ate together at noon, didn't say a word.

Li Zhaoxie sat at the back table with Su Bing. If you want to change, it is best to change to the table with Li Zhao, Lin Jianfan thought.

Pulling out a ray from the consciousness of listening carefully, after quietly scanning the whole class, Lin Jianfan's eyes once again stopped on Gu Chaoming's back in front of him.

Gu Chaoming arched his back slightly, and the white school uniform fabric covered his back, outlining the traces of his spine.

He was playing Sudoku again, and Lin Jianfan saw the pencil that Gu Chaoming twirled slightly between his fingers, as if he had just arrived in the first class in the morning, but the eraser was put aside and did not pick up.

For as long as Old Chen taught, Gu Chaoming played Sudoku for as long as he played. The more he played, the more he realized that he didn't have the brains to play with it. Fortunately, he didn't choose science.

Old Chen stopped lecturing, and when he talked about the position change, Gu Chaoming raised his head from the Sudoku book, closed the Sudoku book, turned his head and said to Lin Jianfan behind him, "We are right."

Old Chen was still talking about changing positions on the stage. Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who turned his head and didn't speak. He blinked and nodded.

"I'll help you move the book later." Gu Chaoming said.

"thanks."

In fact, when Lin Jianfan first started school, there was a change in the position of the class. Because the second year of high school was divided into arts and sciences, several new students who studied literature were transferred. Lao Chen moved on the basis of his position in the first year of high school, and filled the positions of the students who were transferred out. The change is not too big.

Later, because the "Heavenly Soldier" behind Gu Chaoming who guarded the back door alone always made small moves in class, and even looked at the back door, the teachers complained many times, and Lao Chen said it several times. He didn't listen, and Lao Chen couldn't help him On the edge of the podium, receive education at close range.

The switch started with a lucky guy who was switched to the other side of the podium.

After talking about changing positions, Lao Chen pointed to the lucky one who had been selected long ago, and pointed to the vacant seat beside the podium, and said, "Come to the podium with the table."

That classmate didn't have any opinion. Anyway, he couldn't get along with him at the same table, so he might as well sit alone.

The classmate was transferred to the podium, a space was vacated in the classroom, and there was another space behind Gu Chaoming. It was obvious that Old Chen wanted to fill in Lin Jianfan, so that there would not be more single tables in the class.

Gu Chaoming sat in his seat, waiting for Lin Jianfan to change his seat, help him move the book, and then finish the get out of class smoothly...

get out of class, and then what

Should I go home or find a place to sit and go home

Is Gu Tao at home? Should I go home myself

When he thought of Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming's heart was mixed, and his fear surpassed hesitation and rushed to the forefront.

Gu Chaoming was sitting in the classroom, he could imagine the sharp knife dripping blood.

Tick, tick.

Bright red blood.

Old Chen's babbling voice drifted far away.

"Go home." A voice inside whispered to him.

"It's all over when you get home."

Go home, Gu Chaoming thought.

It may be better for Gu Tao to be at home, and it may be better for Gu Tao to raise a sharp knife to him, and to kill him with one knife, he will no longer have to bear so many sins, and he will no longer have to struggle and be reluctant.

Dim lights, scars from burning cigarette butts, drunken vomit, a home that was turned over in a mess, disappearing living expenses, violent beatings and scolding, all it takes is Gu Tao's knife to peel them off from life, along with his Life, with traces of his life.

Cen Xili, who helped him copy his homework because he was afraid of his shoulder pain, fought with him, helped him deal with Wu Shan, and Su Bing, who spent money to support him because he was isolated, was afraid that he would be sad and dared not tell his divorced mother, yesterday was kind Lin Jianfan, who helped Doraemon pick up flyers... There are many others that he nostalgic, and he can give up all of them with one knife.

Let go of the sin in your heart, let go of everything.

Reluctant, reluctant.

He doesn't need to raise the sharp knife, he will not become the self in the nightmare, he will become the blood on Gu Tao's sharp knife.

Tick, tick.

Perhaps then he could not be bound by sin.

He will become a victim of Gu Tao's violence, not a victim of Gu Tao's violence in the cage.

He will use his life to end the sin in his heart.

Someone tapped on the shoulders, and someone called in his ear, like a voice from another world, slowly approaching.

It's like the voice slowly coming across the galaxy that I heard in Doraemon's headgear last night, and it's like the voice of a childlike child asking him "Why is there no Nobita in Doraemon" last night.

So far away from him, but when he was trapped in the dark imaginary world, a crack was opened, and light leaked in.

"Gu Chaoming."

"Gu Chaoming."

Someone was calling, his uninjured shoulder caught the force of a light tap of a palm.

"Gu Chaoming..."

When Gu Chaoming turned his head, Lin saw Fan Junmei's face caught in his eyes, and when he turned his head, Lin Jianfan's smile climbed to the corner of his mouth, and he showed a shallow smile that was the same as in the morning.

Gu Chaoming seemed to be salvaged from the water, but also seemed to wake up from a nightmare and suddenly returned to the real world.

The sharp knife, sin, darkness, all disappeared, and there was only Lin Jianfan's smiling face in front of him.

He smiled, brows and eyes, showing a little bit of teeth, he said, "Didn't you say help me move the book?"

Move books? Yes, I just offered to help him move books.

Mingming's mind hadn't calmed down yet, and his mouth answered first: "Oh, yes."

Gu Chaoming asked again, "Is the location changed?"

Beside him, Cen Xili looked at him and said, "Gu Shuai, why are you in a daze?"

Gu Chaoming looked around, only to realize that when he was thinking about things, time had abandoned him and ran a thousand miles away.

While he was immersed in his imagination, Lin Jianfan had already determined his position and sat beside Li Zhao as he wished.

Lao Chen didn't change his seat himself, but asked Lin Jianfan where he wanted to sit. Lin Jianfan chose the seat, and Lao Chen also asked the classmates if they wanted to change seats.

The position in the class was slightly changed, and Gu Chaoming also missed that Su Bing wanted to change to Cen Xili on the grounds that he sat in front of Cen Xili so that he could learn from him. Sitting there is not studying with Cen Xili, I just want to sit together and talk."

Gu Chaoming didn't know that he missed this, so he stood up to help Lin Jianfan move the book.

Cen Xili also got up to help, each carrying a pile.

Gu Chaoming picked up the book and quietly asked Cen Xili, "Where is Lin Jianfan sitting?"

Cen Xili looked at Gu Chaoming speechlessly: "Gu Shuai, are you asleep or not? Lin Jianfan is sitting in front of Su Bing."

Gu Chaoming smiled awkwardly: "I fell asleep and didn't hear it, I fell asleep."

Gu Chaoming, who was "drowsy", followed Lin Jianfan with a pile of books in his hands, and walked to Lin Jianfan's new position, where Su Bing helped him.

The classmate in front of Su Bing moved the table to change away. Lin Jianfan had no place to put his books. Another classmate who moved the table accidentally broke the small puddle left by the water cup on the ground. Su Bing enthusiastically took the book from Lin Jianfan's hand. Book: "Put it on my desk first, I'll bring the desk here later."

Su Bing's host is usually busy, changing positions in the classroom, moving tables, chairs, and books around. A textbook fell on the ground, and the people next to it helped to pick it up. The desk was moved, and the legs of the desk slammed on the ground, making the classroom a mess.

Lin Jianfan handed the book to Su Bing, who was responding, turned around, there was water under his feet, and at some point another pen dropped, just stepping on it, Lin Jianfan's feet slipped and his body leaned forward.

"Drowsy" Gu Chaoming held the book and waited to hand it over to Su Bing. A gust of wind flashed in front of him, and a figure rushed towards him.

Seeing someone slipping, Gu Chaoming subconsciously stretched out a hand holding a book to help him.

Braving the big sun at noon to help Lin Jianfan move the book to the classroom, now help Lin Jianfan move the book to his new location. The noon was smooth and the afternoon was a short journey. Gu Chaoming thought it would be as smooth as noon, but fate laughed at him again: "Boy, you are still too young."

Gu Chaoming quickly stretched out his hand, trying to catch Lin Jianfan who fell.

The piles of textbooks in his hands spread out like doves and fell.