Presence

Chapter 51

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Su Bing, Cen Xili, and You Xin walked away one after another, leaving only the three of them, Gu Chaoming still holding Lin Jianfan's hand.

Gu Tao pretended to ignore it when he saw it. As soon as Su Bing left, Gu Tao saw Su's father's car. Although he didn't know what kind of car it was, he knew at a glance that it was not cheap.

Gu Tao said, "Your classmate's family is quite rich."

Gu Chaoming couldn't help sighing when he heard Gu Tao's words, Gu Tao is always so shameless towards money.

Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would put Su Bing on the table, so he deliberately said, "I'm not familiar with him."

Gu Chaoming knew that it was useless to say this, and he knew that Gu Tao would not believe it at all, but he still said it.

The speaker didn't believe it, and the listener didn't believe it either. Only the little idiot surnamed Lin was puzzled after hearing it, and it took a long time to understand that Gu Chaoming was lying to his father.

"If you don't know me, I don't know you well, let's go, let's go eat." Gu Tao said that he was about to take a step forward and grab Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming took a step back, Lin Jianfan took a step back unexpectedly, and then Gu Chaoming stepped on his shoes.

Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming maintained a tacit understanding, the school fell silent, and the number of people was pitiful. When Gu Tao saw Gu Chaoming retreating like this, no matter how good his temper was, his temper was almost exhausted, not to mention that he had already consumed so much in front of him.

"Why are you stepping back?" Gu Tao's tone changed slightly, which Gu Chaoming, who had lived with him for more than ten years, keenly caught it.

Gu Tao turned his words to Lin Jianfan who was behind Gu Chaoming: "Would you like to go to dinner with us? Go out to eat, or go to our house, let Chaoming cook a few more dishes and show off his craftsmanship."

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Tao, whose hair was not the same as the last time, he really didn't know how to deal with such a situation, so he could only hold Gu Chaoming's wrist and ask him for help.

Gu Chaoming glanced back at Lin Jianfan, then held Lin Jianfan's wrist and shook it twice to complete a silent conversation and comfort.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's wrist and pulled him to the front: "It's all gone, you can go back too."

You can't let him go to dinner with him, let alone go home with him.

After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he quietly pushed behind Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan turned his head, and Gu Chaoming motioned him to leave quickly with his eyes.

Lin Jianfan, like Su Bing, turned back three times. Seeing Gu Chaoming standing alone with Gu Tao, Lin Jianfan suddenly felt as if he had put something he cherished in the hands of someone who didn't trust or even doubt at all.

Seeing that Fan was too worried about Gu Chaoming, Lin saw that Fan was too worried about Gu Chaoming, and thought that he would take his mobile phone to call Gu Chaoming to ensure his safety, but he took out the mobile phone in his pocket and found that the battery was too low and it was automatically turned off.

Holding the cell phone that couldn't be turned on, Lin Jian Fan panicked. No wonder his parents didn't call him for so long. It seemed that he had to come up with an excuse when he got home.

"Everyone is gone, let's go too." Gu Tao said.

Gu Chaoming looked at the direction Lin Jianfan ran away, and then glanced at Gu Tao in front of him.

Gu Tao asked him, "Do you want to eat out or go home?"

Without giving him the third option, Gu Chaoming chose the former.

Gu Tao didn't try to hug Gu Chaoming's shoulder again, but walked in front alone. Gu Chaoming followed him out of the school gate and walked to the side of the school road. Gu Tao stopped and even waved to stop a taxi that happened to pass by.

"You're quite rich." Gu Chaoming murmured very softly, but Gu Tao didn't expect to hear it, Gu Tao laughed: "This is, I don't know how much faster than your part-time job."

The disdain in his tone was vague and obvious, just like Gu Tao's attitude towards him.

The taxi stopped in front of a Sichuan restaurant, Gu Tao likes the taste.

The taxi didn't know how many streets to turn around and brought him to this place he had never been to before. Gu Chaoming looked at the surrounding street scene, as if he wanted to see the whole place at once.

Gu Chaoming has never participated in the world outside Gu Tao's home. They are a family, but it's like three people who just get together to live together.

Their family is like three circles, Gu Chaoming overlaps with the other two circles, and the place where he overlaps with his mother is bigger and more intimate. Gu Chaoming used to think that his life circle and his mother's circle completely overlapped. His mother loves him dearly, and will protect him and what he should protect, but he only knew some time ago that he is only a part of his mother's life circle, and the rest of his mother's part contains a lot, and the one who married her. Man, put on that little girl, put on bits and pieces that he doesn't know.

He may be only a part of his mother's life, or a small part, but that doesn't stop him from treating his mother as the most central part of his circle, no one will treat him better than his mother, even if someone treats him better in the future It will never change the position of his mother in his heart.

There are too few people who are kind to him, not many all the time.

The circle with his mother was also separated a little bit, but Gu Chaoming's circle, which Gu Chaoming didn't want to have contact with, was desperately approaching, trying to overlap with him.

The only parts that overlapped with Gu Tao were violence, blood, cigarettes, fists, and the smell of cigarettes burning on the skin. Gu Chaoming wanted to break free but couldn't.

Gu Tao walked ahead and asked him where he wanted to sit. Gu Chaoming chose a random position and observed the world of Gu Tao that he did not understand.

The waiter brought the menu, and Gu Tao handed him the menu for him to order, and finally asked the waiter, "Do you have ice cream or something?"

The waiter asked, "Do you want ice?"

"It's not about ice, just what children like to eat."

The waiter understood, and Gu Chaoming also understood the meaning.

The waiter said apologetically, "There's none in the store, but there is a newly opened dessert shop not far away that you can try."

Gu Tao asked what he meant, but Gu Chaoming did not reply.

The number of times Gu Tao took him out to eat can be counted by cutting off a few fingers with one hand. Gu Tao was surprisingly patient today and was surprisingly good to him. Everything made Gu Chaoming uncomfortable, making Gu Chaoming feel that the next moment Gu Tao could stand up and give him a slap.

For the first time in history, Gu Tao served him vegetables, and a chopstick fell into the bowl. Gu Chaoming's hand holding the chopsticks and holding the bowl froze. Suddenly, his whole body turned into wood. He raised his neck and looked at Gu Taodu in amazement. A creaking sound can be heard.

Children who have not been pampered are flattered even with a chopstick.

Gu Chaoming never touched the dishes that Gu Tao gave him, and piled them on the side of the bowl. He didn't know what to do, so he just kept piling them up until the whole meal was finished, and the chopsticks still stayed by the side of the bowl.

In order not to be abrupt, Gu Chaoming deliberately left a small lump of rice in the bowl, showing that he didn't deliberately not eat it, but that he didn't want to eat when he was full.

Gu Tao didn't know if he saw it through, or he just took a chopstick and forgot about it.

Gu Tao didn't say anything. After dinner, he took him to the dessert shop not far from what the waiter said.

The decoration of the dessert shop is a very tender pink, with pink walls, pink tables and chairs, the waiters are also cute, and the music in the shop can be sweet.

Gu Tao's mandatory dessert was served. Gu Chaoming and Gu Tao each had one, two men, one old and one young, one tall, 1.8 meters tall, a stout old man, and a girly dessert in front of each person. How to see how rare the picture, how awkward it is.

Gu Chaoming didn't know Gu Tao's taste, Gu Tao didn't know that Gu Chaoming didn't like sweet food, and neither of them enjoyed a meal without saying anything.

"Where are you staying if you don't go home recently?" Gu Tao casually poked the desserts in the plate and only ate a little.

Gu Chaoming stared at the dessert silently.

"Which classmate lives in?" Gu Tao asked again.

Gu Chaoming remained silent.

Gu Tao made a "tsk". In order to give himself a reason to remain silent, Gu Chaoming made his mouth busy, and he sent large pieces of dessert that he didn't like in the plate into his mouth.

"It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, go home with me today." Gu Tao was too abnormal, Gu Chaoming would rather believe that he was in a dream, or that the person sitting opposite was not Gu Tao at all, which was the reason to explain all this.

Gu Chaoming ruled out the options in the dream. Gu Tao in the dream had never been so gentle. In his dream, Gu Tao was a demon with claws and claws, the darkness that smashed out the ashtray, and the man who fell in front of him and kept spilling blood. .

The bloody scene in the dream was salvaged and appeared in front of him. The bright red blood made the dessert in Gu Chaoming's mouth stuck in his throat, and it was difficult to swallow, which was a greasy sweetness.

Seeing that he still didn't answer, Gu Tao raised his voice a bit and returned to his previous tone and asked, "Are you dumb?"

This is the life that Gu Chaoming is familiar with.

Gu Tao endured the words "just like your mother": "Go to your classmate's house tomorrow and pack up."

Gu Chaoming thought to himself, "Didn't you tell me not to come back?"

There will be a part-time job tomorrow, Gu Chaoming said: "There is still something to do tomorrow."

"The day after tomorrow, what day of the week?" Gu Tao asked.

"The day after tomorrow also has something to do." I'm going to see my mother the day after tomorrow.

"Want me to help you move?" Gu Tao slapped the table in protest. Gu Chaoming glanced at him, the knife and fork in his hand scratched on the dessert.

Can't help tearing this layer of hypocrisy finally

"I tell you, don't test my patience, go back to me today, or believe it or not, I'll break your leg?" Gu Tao endured for an evening, and finally couldn't help it, showing his original appearance.

He also wanted to talk to Gu Chaoming well and let him go home, but Gu Chaoming wanted him to look like this.

Believe it or not I broke your leg

Gu Chaomingxin.

When Gu Tao and his mother divorced, he said that if he came back, he would hack him to death with a knife. He believed it. It was easier to break his leg than to kill him. Can he not believe it

Gu Chaoming was silent, and Gu Tao slapped the table again, this time with much more strength than the last time, not a demonstration but a warning. The sound of the pink table attracts the attention of the surrounding customers.

"Speak! Don't pretend to be dumb." Gu Tao roared.

Maybe it's being cheap. Gu Chaoming is more accustomed to this way of getting along, and punching and kicking is more appropriate. The sudden warmth will only make him uneasy and nauseated.

He thought that he would go back one day, back to that small hell, but he still had a glimmer of hope to find a house.

The sky was dark outside the window, and the handover was completed before Gu Chaoming didn't know it. When the dessert on the plate bottomed out, Gu Chaoming put down his knife and fork. The dessert in front of Gu Tao only moved a small piece. Seeing that Gu Chaoming had eaten it all, Gu Tao thought he liked it.

"I'll just say, your little ones like to eat these things." Gu Tao concluded smugly.

Gu Chaoming only felt that the sweetness made his teeth soften, but Gu Tao reached out and called the waiter to order a package of the same dessert.

Gu Chaoming followed him, and if he wanted to act, he would accompany him to perform the whole set.

The desserts were pretty well packaged. The waiter held the bag and handed it to him. Gu Tao motioned for him to take it.

The sweet waiter handed it to him and smiled and said, "It's rare for a boy who likes to eat sweets so much."

The waiter smiled brightly, and Gu Chaoming could only respond with a smile.

Carrying the dessert bag, Gu Chaoming waited for Gu Tao to pay the bill. Gu Chaoming saw him take out a stack of money, and there was still a red, bright red in his wallet.

Where did Gu Tao get so much money? You must know that when he is at home, Gu Tao can pick the lock and take away the two hundred yuan in the box.

After checking out, Gu Chaoming picked up the jacket he took off and put it on, walked out of the store, and Gu Tao stopped the car on the side of the road.

Gu Chaoming stood not far behind carrying a dessert box, his schoolbag was heavier than usual, and he hadn't done a lot of homework.

Gu Tao took a taxi in front, Gu Chaoming ignored him, glanced at Gu Tao's back, took out his mobile phone and wanted to memorize words and read a book.

In the dark of night, Gu Tao stopped the car, and then took out the cell phone that had not been turned on, as if the time was in chaos. Gu Tao's back is connected with the idea of memorizing words, which Gu Chaoming could not imagine before.

The tide of memories came to him, and he suddenly recalled the days when he was in a mess, relying on his mood in class, playing with his mobile phone after school, and messing up a pot of porridge. He couldn't tell which thing happened on which day, because the days were all mixed up. , every day is the same indistinguishable.

And he can distinguish it now, because every day he is now is meaningful, he is accepting new things, his mind is clear, and he is thinking about words while leaning on the side of the road.

Gu Chaoming suddenly realized his change. In the past, he only felt as if he was working hard and didn't have much sense of reality. Now, when he suddenly recalled his previous self, Gu Chaoming felt that his current self really existed.

The wind in the autumn night is bleak, drilling straight into the collar and into the eyes. The memories are so sad, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but burst into tears on the side of the road full of night, because he realized his constant efforts and because he realized a better version of himself.

Gu Chaoming did not expect that he could change, nor did he expect that one day he would stand on the side of the road and hold back tears.

What kind of skill is it for a grown man to cry at night for a reason he feels ashamed of. Gu Chaoming tried his best to turn back his tears, looking at the street lamp not far away, he thought that the street lamp was too dazzling, and his eyes could not stand it and wept.

Gu Chaoming raised his head, he didn't want Gu Tao to look back and see that he was holding back tears, Gu Tao would only think that he was crying because he was suddenly kind to him.

Gu Chaoming looked up at the street lamp, but found a wider starry sky.

The starlight spreads across the night sky, like the little yellow flowers in the summer flowerbed, scattered separately, dotting the entire night sky.

To be hypocritical, let’s be hypocritical. To the end, Gu Chaoming turned on his phone and wanted to take a picture of the starry sky. Although he knew it would definitely be blurry, he still wanted to take a picture. When he opened his phone, he found that it was all news.

Just put the coat on the stool, and the phone was on silent in the pocket. Unexpected surprise, all the information came from the three people today.

Solo, group, lively.

Even if I had received it before, it suddenly felt very different under such a beautiful night sky.

Gu Chaoming turned on the camera and took a picture of the starry sky. The street lights were shining brightly, and nothing could be seen, and the starry sky was also black.

Gu Chaoming flipped through their chat messages, Gu Tao finally called the car, he called Shen Chaoming, Gu Chaoming walked over to the car with the dessert, and sent the photo he just took.

A piece of caring words followed by a photo of Gu Chaoming with unknown meaning.

Before Gu Chaoming had time to add the text, Su Bing, the guy with frighteningly fast hands, replied to a series of messages.

"Gu Shuai, what's wrong with you?"

"Your father didn't beat you, did he?"

"Where are you?"

"Why didn't you text back?"

Gu Chaoming just wanted to say that I can't keep up with your hand speed.

After Su Bing exploded his hand speed, he sent another series of voices. Gu Chaoming clicked it and listened. He didn't wear headphones and just put it out.

"Gu Shuai's photo has other meanings. It shows a lamp, indicating that it is in a place with street lights..."

Gu Chaoming didn't expect that Su Bing would suddenly become a detective and analyze the photos he sent.

Gu Chaoming was speechless, picked up his phone and replied to Su Bing: "Don't analyze it."

Su Bing: "Gu Shuai, you finally came out!!!"

Su Bing: "I'll call the police if you don't come out."

Su Bing: "@Cen Xili Gu Shuai is out!"

Su Bing: "Xili went to take a shower."

Gu Chaoming: "It's not as serious as calling the police, so I went to have a meal."

Su Bing didn't believe it: "Just eat?"

Gu Chaoming: "Well."

Su Bing: "Then why didn't you reply to the message just now, and I didn't answer the call?"

Gu Chaoming: "I didn't hear it in my pocket."

Su Bing: "As long as you're okay, where are you?"

Gu Chaoming: "In the car, on the way home."

Su Bing: "Which home do you go back to?"

Gu Chaoming: "...My own home."

Su Bing: "Why are you going back? Going back is life-threatening!"

Gu Chaoming also knew that he understood better than Su Bing, but he couldn't do anything about it.

"It's okay." Gu Chaoming said.

Su Bing: "If you still said it's fine, will you go back to my house?"

Gu Chaoming: "I will go back, my luggage is still inside."

Su Bing gave him advice: "Why don't you wait for your dad to fall asleep or escape quietly when he's not at home?"

Su Bing's side became a spy film, and he was given any escape method.

Gu Chaoming: "I will find a way myself."

Gu Chaoming also sent the photo to Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan didn't get back to him after a while. Regarding Su Bingkangkangkang's information, Lin Jianfan regarded him as soft.

Lin Jianfan: "?"

Lin Jianfan: "Are you all right?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's fine."

Lin Jianfan: "That's good."

Gu Chaoming: "Lin Xueba."

Lin Jianfan: "?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's okay, I'll call you."

Lin Jianfan said seriously, "Please don't make fun of me."

Gu Chaoming: "Where did I make fun of you, I'm complimenting you."

Lin Jianfan: "Call it out to be ashamed."

Gu Chaoming: "Where's the shame? It matches your surname."

Lin Jianfan: "... Is it worthy?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's quite suitable."

Lin Jianfan: "Okay."

Gu Chaoming: "But your name is nice, and I want you to see a world full of flowers."

Gu Chaoming: "As soon as you say that, I will remember your name."

Lin Jianfan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Gu Chaoming's information. It turned out that he still remembered the meaning of his name. Today, Gu Chaoming only called him two words. Those two words were powerful for a long time, and they have continued to this day. In retrospect, they still buzzed and brought a smile to his lips.

Lin Jianfan: "Then what does your name mean?"

Gu Chaoming: "You guess, there is no prize for guessing."

Lin Jianfan: "Then I don't guess."

Gu Chaoming: "Then I'll invite you to drink yogurt, okay?"

Lin Jianfan: "Sure, I will go to the store tomorrow to find you, you want to invite me."

Gu Chaoming: "Okay, guess what."

Lin Jianfan: "Give me a hint, does it mean together or separate words?"

Gu Chaoming: "This is just the beginning of guessing and you need to be prompted?"

Lin Jianfan: "Can't you give it?"

Lin Jianfan then sent a moving picture begging you.

Gu Chaoming watched the small animals on the phone keep moving, thinking of Lin Jianfan's handsome face, he said softly "Can't you?" with his attractive voice, and then opened his innocent eyes.

Gu Chaoming only felt a rush of heat going straight to the sky, which could provoke him with nosebleeds.

What are you thinking about!

Leaning on the seat, Gu Chaoming looked out the window at the streetlights that were retreating one by one. When they approached their community, several streetlights were broken.

The night outside the window was hazy, sometimes bright and sometimes dark. Gu Chaoming opened the window and blew the night wind for almost half a minute before blowing Lin Jianfan's face away from his eyes.

Gu Tao complained that the wind was too cold at night, so Gu Chaoming closed the car window.

Gu Chaoming frowned, what was he thinking about

"You fell into Lin Jianfan's heart."

Cen Xili's voice rang in his ears.

Gu Chaoming couldn't help supporting his forehead. Gu Tao saw him pinching his brows and supporting his forehead, and asked, "Why do you worry about being so young?"

Gu Chaoming ignored him until he got off the bus.

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