Presence

Chapter 55

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Gu Chaoming was not waiting for Su Bing, who had agreed to have dinner together, but Lin Jianfan, who had already finished eating and had just called him.

The expression on Gu Chaoming's face and the mobile phone that slipped on the table were all expressing his surprise, how could Lin Jianfan be here

Thinking of his strange tone when he was on the phone with him, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but help his forehead. He couldn't be called because of that phone, right

Lin Jianfan didn't speak, and stopped at Gu Chaoming's table.

Gu Chaoming took out a tissue from the paper box and wiped his mouth. Seeing that Fan was still standing at the table, Lin pointed to the seat opposite him and asked him to sit down.

Lin Jianfan walked over to Gu Chaoming and pulled out the chair. He changed his morning white sweater and wore a large gray coat. The collar of the gray coat was folded down, revealing a pure white neck. top.

Gu Chaoming had never seen Lin Jianfan wearing this dress. During the process of Lin Jianfan sitting down, Gu Chaoming kept staring at Lin Jianfan's exposed white neck, until Lin Jianfan sat down, Gu Chaoming withdrew his gaze and lowered his head. Take a sip of soup.

After Lin Jianfan sat down, he looked a little restrained, as if he had uninvited self-knowledge.

His eyes moved from the table to Gu Chaoming, who was drinking soup. Gu Chaoming just took his eyes off his white neck and lowered his head to drink the soup.

Eyes crossed, no collision.

The store manager came over and asked him what he wanted to eat. Lin Jianfan looked at the soup in front of Gu Chaoming and said to the store manager, "Just like him."

"Okay." The store manager said and went to get soup for him.

After Lin Jianfan finished ordering his meal, he turned to look at Gu Chaoming again, only to find that Gu Chaoming was also looking at him.

Gu Chaoming's eyes are straightforward, and Lin Jianfan can read the questions without asking them.

How did you come? why are you here

Lin Jianfan also asked himself before going out. Gu Chaoming said that he would not use it. Why do you still come? Would this be too abrupt? But he hung up the phone and put on his clothes and went out.

Gu Chaoming looked at him, and the shock of his sudden arrival gradually subsided. Gu Chaoming intuitively realized that the reason why Lin saw Fan came to him was because of the phone call just now, otherwise he would come over at night for what.

There was no other option, but Gu Chaoming still hoped that it wasn't the reason for the call just now.

I feel yin and yang are weird, not to mention Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming picked up the snacks bought for Su Bing on the table, took out a bunch of grilled sausages and handed it to Lin Jianfan. What he bought was Su Bing's favorite food, but he never thought that Lin Jianfan would come.

"Do you eat these?" Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan after handing the sausage to Lin Jianfan.

In Gu Chaoming's impression, Lin Jianfan seemed to like sweet things, and his favorite drink was yogurt. He had never seen any fried food at the entrance of the school. He usually followed Li Zhao and the others to eat in the cafeteria.

Thinking about it this way, Lin Jianfan is really healthy. Speaking of health, Gu Chaoming remembered Lin Jianfan's unique disease that cannot be used by the window. Maybe he really has some hidden disease that needs to be avoided

Lin Jianfan quickly overturned Gu Chaoming's idea of quitting with his actions. He took the sausage that Gu Chaoming handed over and said, "Thank you."

Gu Chaoming was inexplicably angry when he heard Lin Jianfan's thank you, and the most annoying thing at that moment was to hear him say thank you.

Lin Jianfan likes to say thank you for everything, even a small thing.

A polite thank you makes the distance between the two of them 108,000 miles apart.

Gu Chaoming thought that he was really used to being rude with Su Bing and Cen Xili, and you still dislike them for being polite and polite to you.

Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan, "How did you know I was here?"

Lin Jianfan took a bite of the sausage and said softly, "I asked Su Bing, he told me."

Lin Jianfan's soup came to the table, steaming hot.

No wonder, only Su Bing knew he was here.

Speaking of Su Bing, Gu Chaoming's cell phone lights up on the table. Gu Chaoming picked up his mobile phone and saw that it was a message, which happened to be sent by Su Bing.

"Lin Jianfan asked me where you were, and I sent him the location." Su Bing followed with a squinting smile.

This news is really timely, and everyone was already in the store by the time he sent it.

Gu Chaoming replied to Su Bing: "Well, I know, he is in the store. Lin Jianfan is here, how about you?"

Su Bing professionally replied in seconds: "I'm almost there too. On the way, don't you eat first? Just don't starve to death."

Gu Chaoming ignored him, put down the phone and looked at Shang Lin Jianfan's inquiring eyes, Gu Chaoming explained: "It's Su Bing, he's coming right away."

"Oh." Lin Jianfan responded.

Gu Chaoming scooped the soup and asked, "Why don't you call me directly? And ask Su Bing where I am?"

"I...I..." Lin saw Fan stammering, and Gu Chaoming raised his eyes to look at him after drinking the soup.

Lin Jianfan met Gu Chaoming's eyes. Gu Chaoming didn't look at him with anger or blame, only questions and the softness that came with him when he looked at him.

Seeing the softness in Gu Chaoming's eyes, Lin Jianfan said softly, "I think you seem angry."

Hearing the word angry, the doubt in Gu Chaoming's eyes deepened, and the doubt in his eyes seemed to say that it was not him who was angry just now.

"I'm not angry." Gu Chaoming said.

Liar, just got angry.

Gu Chaoming then said: "Besides, I'm angry, you dare not call me? I'm so terrifying when I'm angry?"

Lin Jianfan was taken aback by Gu Chaoming's words, and he quickly said, "No, no."

"Then why don't you call and ask me directly, and ask Su Bing, what if Su Bing says he doesn't know? Are you looking for it alone?"

Lin Jianfan always carried a silly and fierce energy about him.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, who was facing him. He was holding a string of sausages in one hand, the bottom of which was oil-proof and wrapped in a tissue, and he was holding a spoon in the other.

If you don't want to eat the sausage, you can put it back first. You may be afraid that you have bitten it and put it back in the box and keep holding it if the saliva is not clean.

He is so restrained, not like facing his classmates or friends, but more like a child who is a guest at someone else's house.

He yelled at him before, and he took the initiative to apologize, but this time he lost his temper, wouldn't he come to apologize again when he ran over at night? As someone else, Gu Chaoming may not believe it, but the opposite is Lin Jianfan. He has such a "conviction". Gu Chaoming felt that he was afraid of being angry and ran over to apologize.

If this is the case, Gu Chaoming feels even more angry.

"Did Su Bing tell you where my home is?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan nodded while holding the sausage.

Su Bing really told Lin Jianfan, what if Lin Jianfan came to look for him one day and Gu Tao happened to be at home

Gu Chaoming saw that Lin Jianfan wanted to drink soup, so he reached out and took the sausage that he had eaten halfway in his hand. Does he have a cleanliness addiction, and they don't seem to have a relationship where they can eat what each other has eaten at will.

Gu Chaoming asked, "Seeing that you don't want to eat it, you don't think I'll help you eat it."

Lin Jianfan shook his head: "You can eat."

Gu Chaoming added embarrassingly: "I think you are taking trouble, so don't waste it."

God, what did I say!

Gu Chaoming looked calm on the surface, but he was actually growling inside. The simple actions when he was with Su Bing, Cen Xili and the others became particularly awkward when facing Lin Jianfan.

In the past, when I went climbing with Su Bing and Cen Xili, the three of them could drink a bottle of water. Now, with Lin Jianfan, I have to babble a lot of explanations for a sausage.

Lin Jian Fan left his left hand free, and watched Gu Chaoming, who was opposite him, take a few bites of the sausage he had taken from his hand, and then threw the bamboo sticks into the trash can.

Gu Chaoming had finished drinking the soup in front of him, and there was still more than half of the soup left in front of him. Lin Jianfan moved the soup can in front of him before starting to drink the soup.

After eating the grilled sausage, Gu Chaoming sent a message to Su Bing urging him: "Why haven't you come yet, the day lily is already cold."

Su Bing: "Don't you see Fan there with you?"

Su Bing said that he would be there soon, and Gu Chaoming put down his phone and looked at Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan looked very good when he was eating. The wide grey coat made his wrists very thin, and he looked whiter under the light.

Lin Jianfan's facial features are exquisite but not biased towards femininity, but more between yin and yang, a kind of beauty that is just right on both sides and can be said to be neither.

Gu Chaoming remembered seeing him sit down once. Originally, he was sitting side by side like a good child. He was very calm and well-behaved, but the next second he seemed to think of something and opened his legs in a manly manner. As he noticed this detail, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but laugh.

Maybe Lin Jianfan paid special attention to this aspect because he was said to be unmanly because of his too handsome face, but he still couldn't change his natural well-behaved and the same politeness as his father.

Gu Chaoming had met Lin Jianfan's father once, an equally polite man with clean suits and decent manners, and Gu Tao was completely another world.

Most of Lin Jianfan's temperament comes from the teaching and love of his family.

Gu Chaoming secretly stared at Lin Jianfan's face. His eyelashes were very long, and the clean eyes under the eyelashes noticed Gu Chaoming's peeking eyes. After blinking a few times, a smile filled his eye sockets.

Lin Jianfan looked very clean, and his appearance and temperament complemented each other, but his previous behavior to please people did not match his appearance and temperament, like ink on white paper.

"Is this your supper?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin saw Fan smiling and holding the spoon: "Forget it."

After finishing speaking, he added: "But I also eat a lot, my digestive system is good, and dinner has disappeared."

Because Gu Chaoming asked him "Are you full for dinner?" after being silent on the phone before, he chose to be silent, so when talking about a full dinner, he still thought he was very subtle to justify himself.

Lin Jianfan's self-concealed cover-up was actually very obvious. Gu Chaoming immediately understood what he meant by the extra sentence he added at the back. The annoyance in his heart repeated the same mistakes. Qianhui's words poured out again and jumped straight out.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was drinking soup: "Lin Jianfan."

"Huh?" Lin Jianfan raised his head and saw Gu Chaoming's less casual face.

Gu Chaoming said solemnly: "If you have something to say in the future, just say it directly, don't be so roundabout, okay? Do you think I can't hear it? You don't have to lie because I asked you to eat together and you won't refuse people. You are not full. You don’t believe this kind of lie to anyone. I’m not a child. I must have someone to accompany you to eat. I won’t force you. You don’t have to be so shy about me. You have something to say in front of me. You can say it directly, you don't have to be like the people in our class who don't understand rejection. You say no to them all, just tell me that I will eat it, and you don't need to call you because of me, it becomes your obligation , you don't have to please others, it makes me more comfortable to speak directly."

Gu Chaoming condensed what he wanted to say into a large paragraph, but after speaking a large paragraph, he still felt that he did not express what he wanted to express in his heart.

After all, the words are unsatisfactory.

Gu Chaoming said this sentence without interruption, and held it back in his heart for a whole evening.

After taking the sausage in Lin Jianfan's hand and having to explain it to him before eating, Gu Chaoming felt that maybe he was too self-motivated, and their relationship had not reached the level he said could be straightforward. , but he was the only one who spoke bluntly about Lin Jianfan's behavior to please people.

Lin Jianfan was shocked by Gu Chaoming's sudden speech, and the spoon in his hand hung in the air and forgot to put it down.

Gu Chaoming looked into his eyes and looked at Lin Jianfan's clean pupils. At that moment, Gu Chaoming was very afraid that it was his self-indulgent love.

Too much happened, too many things broke his cognition of the world and his original life.

For the past 17 years, he always believed that under Gu Tao's fist, it was his mother's forbearance and persistence to prevent him from becoming a single-parent family, but the reality told him that his mother just hadn't broken free from Gu Tao's shackles. get away.

It's not that his mother doesn't love him, but that he doesn't love him as much as he thought. He thought that the person who loved him the most and had the closest relationship with him actually had her own life in a world he didn't know about.

He is afraid of the unexpected, afraid of his own wishful thinking, afraid of caring too much about another person.

He flinched, curled up in the corner, and was irritated with Lin Jianfan's lie that he "wasn't full."

Speaking of this sentence, Gu Chaoming seemed to parse out the fear in his heart, and then quietly integrated it into this large paragraph.

With so many people in the class, Gu Chaoming only hoped that Lin Jianfan could treat him sincerely.

Because he knew that he had included Lin Jianfan in the line of friends, but Lin Jianfan's flattering lie seemed to be saying, "You are no different from others."

"We are just ordinary classmates."

Just an ordinary classmate.

Knowing that he told Lin Jianfan bluntly and asked Lin Jianfan not to please others, Su Bing and Cen Xili said that he was too blunt.

Has it been since then that he has been meddling and self-indulgent, and Lin Jianfan is just cooperating with him to please him

It was dark at night, and the hero and heroine on the TV hanging on the wall in the store finally met again after all kinds of misses. The two passed by at the airport, telepathically, each turned their heads and left their luggage and ran towards each other through the vast sea of people.

The time has passed and the tight embrace is speechless, only tears are rolling in the eyes. The heroine cried so much that it was raining, and a super-long slow-moving rotating shot, coupled with the sad theme song, was even more tear-jerking.

The owner sighed and sighed: "A lover will eventually become a family."

The notes of the theme song float in people's hearts one by one. After hugging, the hero and heroine choked and told each other their love and repentance for many years.

The plot is too complicated and the plot is at the climax/tide of the plot. Gu Chaoming didn't even listen to a single note. Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan in front of him. After he finished saying that, the two were speechless at each other. .

Lin Jianfan seemed to be startled by his long and uninterrupted words. Gu Chaoming could see that his clear pupils enlarged after hearing his words, and he could see more clearly under the light above his head.

Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming, only one glance, Gu Chaoming's eyes were too direct and hot, so hot that his eyes dodged.

Lin Jianfan looked away, lowered his head slightly, his hands unnaturally looking for something to do, holding the soup spoon in the jar, slowly stirring the remaining soup in the jar. .

A spoon slid across the bottom of the jar, and the ingredients in the soup swirled. Lin Jianfan lowered his eyes and stared at the soup that was stirred up by himself. In a blink of an eye, his fan-shaped eyelashes fluttered, bringing up the emotion in his eyes that Gu Chaoming couldn't understand.

It has been a few months, after a few months of acquaintance, Gu Chaoming's academic performance has improved, and he is no longer confused. Compared with the beginning of school, he has changed a lot, but he still can't understand the emotions in Lin Jianfan's eyes. people.

Gu Chaoming felt that no matter how high his IQ was, the expression on Lin Jianfan's face was still a mystery he couldn't solve, not to mention that his IQ was not enough. Watching him stare down at the soup in the crock pot.

The clips of the hero and heroine on the TV telling their thoughts were still going on. The air pressure on Lin Jianfan's side was quiet for a while, like a vertical cliff, like a silent avalanche.

After a long silence, Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming did not make a sound, one stared at the soup on the table, the other stared at the person staring at the soup. Neither of them had any movements or words. These seemed to be separated from this conversation. Only the slowly cooled soup was stirring.

Did you embarrass him by saying it too straight? Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan Xiang who was silent across from him.

"Lin Jianfan?" Gu Chaoming tried to call him, but saw that his shoulders were shaking slightly, his fingers were bent and he held the handle of the spoon tightly, and the soup pot was choppy.

Gu Chaoming noticed his strangeness and called him again, but Lin Jianfan didn't respond. Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand across the dining table between the two of them and gently knocked down his hand that was holding the spoon, and Lin Jianfan raised his head to look at him.

Seeing Fan's raised face in Shanglin, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but stagnate for breath, his brows furrowed, and his whole heart twitched.

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