Because Lin Jianfan kept his head down, Gu Chaoming, who was sitting opposite Lin Jianfan, didn't notice that Lin Jianfan's eyes had been soaked with tears at some point. A dam about to burst.
The dam, which is about to burst, dutifully shoulders its responsibilities, and still stands despite the waves.
Lin Jianfan's eyes widened because of his patience, he didn't dare to blink, for fear that tears would fall in the blink of an eye.
Lin Jianfan took a breath, and Gu Chaoming could hear his cry. Lin Jianfan looked up and held back tears, which made Gu Chaoming panic and question.
Seeing Lin Jian Fan Zai's eyes full of tears, Gu Chaoming asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"
Okay, why are you crying all of a sudden
Don't think that there are only the two of them here. After he said that, Lin Jianfan was like this. He must be the culprit.
For the first time, Gu Chaoming cried while talking to the person opposite. Gu Chaoming really had no experience of comforting a crying boy. In the past, the window paper that Cen Xili liked You Xin was forcibly pierced by Chen Haiyang from the outside, and Cen Xili never cried in front of them.
Gu Chaoming had no experience in comforting people.
Although panicked, Gu Chaoming immediately took a few tissues from the paper box on the table and handed them to Lin Jianfan, and said anxiously, "Why are you crying? I don't mean to blame you."
Fuck it, don't blame others, so why are you angry? Speaking so straight, Gu Chaoming handed out a tissue and blamed himself.
Looking at Lin Jian Fan Tong's red eyes, Gu Chaoming just wanted to slap himself a few times to make you talk nonsense, let you talk nonsense, and make others cry.
Gu Chaoming's outstretched arm crossed the entire dining table and handed the tissue to Lin Jianfan.
On the TV on the wall, an episode of the TV series was finished, the hero and heroine were still talking, the ending song was inserted strongly, the plot came to an abrupt end, the cast list began to roll, and the boss said that he had not finished watching it.
The notes of the ending song reverberated in the store, Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand, Lin Jianfan raised a pair of eyes that held back tears, looked at the wrinkled tissues in Gu Chaoming's hand, and climbed along Gu Chaoming's arm. , saw Gu Chaoming's panicked and questioning face.
Seeing Lin Jianfan looking up, Gu Chaoming quickly comforted him and said, "Don't cry, why are you crying?"
He also wanted to say "what a big man cry at night", but seeing Lin Jianfan's tearful eyes, he couldn't say these words.
The words he could speak were soft to the extreme. Gu Chaoming gathered up all the sharp thorns in his usual words, and only dared to touch Lin Jianfan with the stamens.
"Stop crying." Gu Chaoming said again, his heart softening with the voice.
He seldom comforts people, and he is not very good at comforting people. When comforting Cen Xili, he has never been so gentle, like coaxing a child.
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, who was comforting him, his right eye finally broke through and a tear fell.
Tears streamed down his cheeks, crystal clear in the light.
Lin Jianfan cried silently, and there was no sound when the tears fell.
Gu Chaoming just watched his tears fall, panicked, no thoughts in his mind, just wanted him not to cry.
As soon as Lin saw Fan cry, Gu Chaoming felt that his heart was also very uncomfortable. The tears that fell seemed to weigh thousands of pounds, and they hit his heart accurately and ruthlessly.
Gu Chaoming stood up from his seat, bent down, reached out and wiped Lin Jianfan's tears with the tissue in his hand across the table.
The bent body blocked the light overhead, and Gu Chaoming's shadow was reflected on the glass table top on the dining table. Gu Chaoming's hands were gentle, and the tissue wiped Lin Jianfan's cheek, tears seeping into the tissue.
Lin Jianfan cried silently, only tears were falling, as quiet as a weeping rag doll.
As soon as Gu Chaoming wiped Lin Jianfan's tears, it was as if he had touched the switch on Lin Jianfan's body. The tears he had endured burst the bank and kept falling. The more Gu Chaoming wiped his face gently, the more Lin Jianfan cried. Fierce, Gu Chaoming felt that the tissue in his hand was wet.
"What's the matter with you?" Gu Chaoming frowned, watching him cry more and more sad and more puzzled.
Lin Jianfan only shook his head lightly and did not answer.
"I didn't blame you for speaking too straight just now, don't think about it, I won't talk about it in the future." Gu Chaoming hurriedly comforted.
Lin Jianfan shook his head again.
"It's not because of you." Lin Jianfan's voice was hoarse and crying.
"Why is that? Did something happen?" Gu Chaoming kept wiping away his tears.
Lin Jianfan's tears were still flowing, constantly pouring out of his eye sockets, his entire face was in chaos, and Gu Chaoming couldn't handle it.
The tissue wiped the touch of his cheek, and the light and shadow in front of him were blocked by Gu Chaoming. In the hazy eyes of tears, layers of fluff-like light spread from the back of the tall and gentle boy in front of him. Lin Jianfan seemed to return to the day when he first met Gu Chaoming in the toilet. Light.
Lin Jianfan raised his watery eyes to look at him, his eyes were like a magnet, and Gu Chaoming's eyes couldn't help being drawn from the tissue that touched his cheek to the eyes he was looking at himself.
The moment his eyes met, Gu Chaoming's Adam's apple twitched, he had never seen such Lin Jianfan before.
The red nose, the drooping eyebrows, and the eyes staring at him, tears all over his face.
Gu Chaoming still couldn't understand the eyes Lin Jianfan looked at him, but the more he looked, the more distressed he felt.
He should have encountered something very sad, otherwise he would not cry suddenly, and cry so fiercely, Gu Chaoming thought.
As soon as Lin saw Fan cry, his whole body turned into an incarnation of grievance. Sitting in the corner, wrapped in a large gray coat, looked even more pitiful, like a fragile little animal.
"Can't you tell me what happened?" Gu Chaoming asked softly.
Lin Jianfan shook his head and sniffed.
"Really?" Gu Chaoming asked again, his voice soft, Gu Chaoming admitted that this was the softest and lightest speech he had ever spoken.
For more than ten years, he has been straight, his words are rough, his people are rough, and he has never been so gentle.
Perhaps it was the gentle effect of Gu Chaoming, and Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at him again. Gu Chaoming bent down and stretched out his hand, Lin Jianfan raised his head slightly, from such a perspective, Gu Chaoming saw the water glittering in his eyes, the eyes of a deer.
In the past, Gu Chaoming read his determination and determination from these eyes, but this time, he seemed to see yearning and hope in these eyes, as if he saw the fireworks that exploded in the eternal night sky, and the shadows of the fireworks were reflected. In Lin Jianfan's eyes looking at him.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether what he saw in Lin Jianfan's eyes was right or wrong, maybe it was just his illusion.
Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's eyes for a few seconds before withdrawing his hand, and took out a new tissue from the paper box.
"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. When you want to say it, you can tell me again. I just said it, you don't have to hide it in front of me, just say it directly, you don't have to be afraid, I won't said it."
Gu Chaoming helped him dry the tears on his face and kept talking softly. He didn't expect that he would trigger Lin Jianfan's switch again, and his freshly wiped cheeks were covered with tears again.
Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, soaking his eyelashes, and Lin saw that Fan cried more and more fiercely, even more fiercely than the one he had just cried.
Lin Jianfan almost burst into tears, his shoulders trembled, and his throat was hoarse, which made the store manager look at their table in doubt.
"This is a lovelorn, another one, hey." The gossip store manager sighed.
Lin Jianfan's tears fell again, and Gu Chaoming was even more flustered, feeling that he was too busy with ten hands.
He had spoken heavily before, and Lin Jianfan was crying, but now he was speaking so lightly, and Lin Jianfan was crying too, Gu Chaoming didn't know what was wrong with him.
Lin Jianfan cried like a crying baby, but he suppressed his voice and let the tears flow. Gu Chaoming was tired from bending his waist. Seeing Lin Jianfan's patience, he sighed in his heart. He threw down the tear-soaked tissue in his hand, pulled out his chair and walked to Lin Jianfan's side to sit down and raised his hand. Pat his back.
Lin Jianfan's face flushed with tears, and Gu Chaoming wiped away a few drops of tears on his gray coat.
Gu Chaoming patted his back lightly, feeling his body tremble, Lin Jianfan cried so hard that it could be said that he was embarrassed.
"It's good to cry." Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan's back and said, and he couldn't help but wonder what happened to him to cry like this
Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan's back with his comforting hand, and the crying Lin Jianfan took a breath and suddenly turned his head. With red eyes and a red nose, he opened his mouth slightly, but didn't say anything. Come.
"Just say something." Gu Chaoming said.
Lin Jianfan opened his mouth again, but still didn't say anything. Gu Chaoming guessed that he must have something inconvenient to say, so he bent over and put his ear to his lips: "Speak."
As the distance drew in, Lin saw Fan's sniffing and swallowing sounds amplified in his ears. Gu Chaoming heard his hoarse voice and said, "Can you settle the bill first and take me away, they are all looking at me, it's so embarrassing. "
Lin Jianfan said something very light, and there was a sticky saliva sound after crying. Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing when he heard it.
Gu Chaoming turned sideways, and the corners of his mouth twitched: "You still know how embarrassing you are? Wait, I'll go to the checkout."
After checking out, Gu Chaoming took his cell phone and took out a few more napkins to wipe Lin Jianfan's tears.
Gu Chaoming pulled the sliding door and waited for Lin Jianfan who was behind him to walk out before letting go. Lin Jianfan himself took out a piece of paper and wiped it randomly.
The temperature dropped sharply at night, and Gu Chaoming still felt a little cold when he came out of the store. He turned his head and asked Lin Jianfan, "Are you cold?"
Lin Jianfan shook his head, and Gu Chaoming saw that his clothes were thick enough and should not be cold.
The snack street was full of people at night, and the location of the Crock Pot Soup Shop was relatively remote. There were not as many people as the main street. All kinds of colorful lights flashed, and children in school uniforms jumped on the side of the road.
Lin Jianfan blew his snot and ran to throw garbage not far away. Gu Chaoming was waiting for him on the sidewalk.
The cool breeze picked up in the autumn night, Gu Chaoming put his hands in his pockets, and followed Lin Jianfan's back as he trotted towards the trash can, and Lin Jianfan ran towards him again after throwing out the trash.
Gu Chaoming watched him run past night snack stalls, colorful neon lights and shadows gliding over him, the wind blowing his hair at night, and he ran towards him through the night and the crowd. Gu Chaoming raised his brows and eyes unconsciously, stood on the spot and pursed his lips with a chuckle, welcoming the young man running towards him.
Lin Jianfan, who ran over, was stunned for a moment, lost his footing, and almost tripped over himself. He stumbled forward abruptly, but fortunately, Gu Chaoming quickly stretched out his hand from his pocket and took a big step forward to support him: "You are crying stupidly, you can't walk steadily."
In the wind at night, Lin Jianfan lowered his head like a child who made a mistake, Gu Chaoming couldn't see his face, and it was the top of the head that was so fluffy that the dean was envious.
Seeing him like this, Gu Chaoming couldn't help sighing in his heart, raised his hand and patted his head lightly. Rather than patting, Gu Chaoming's movements were so soft that he should be described as touching a crying little beast. .
Gu Chaoming didn't know what happened to this crying little beast, or what he was sad about. The chance of their life circles overlapping was not high, so he couldn't give him the possibility of guessing.
He didn't even think about it. He was comforting a classmate who was crying for some unknown reason. Gu Chaoming felt a burst of disappointment. The noise of the noisy night market couldn't be covered.
Gu Chaoming couldn't guess, he only knew that Lin Jianfan was very sad, and he could only comfort him with words that even disgusted him.
Gu Chaoming suddenly felt that he was so far away from Lin Jianfan, as far as a desert and a piece of space, but Lin Jianfan Mingming was right beside him, right in front of him.
Gu Chaoming's index finger and thumb touched Lin Jianfan's chin and raised his head. What he expected was Lin Jianfan's red nose after blowing his snot, his red eyes from crying, and a blurred red in his eyes. .
The blurred red seeped into Gu Chaoming's eyes, his heart sank, and the whole night went up and down.
The fingers on his chin were icy cold, making Lin Jianfan's skin even more hot, his fingers rubbed lightly against his skin, burning from the pulp of his fingers.
The slight heat spread across the back of the hand, like a breeze blowing across the open field, without making a sound but really coming.
That was Lin Jianfan's breath.
The breeze was blowing, and Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at him, with water waves and stars in his eyes.
Gu Chaoming touched his eyes from his chin, and wiped the end of his eyes with his fingertips. Something brushed in front of him, and Lin Jianfan couldn't help but blink.
Lin Jianfan's eyes stayed on Gu Chaoming's face all the time. Gu Chaoming knew that he had done too much, and immediately put down his hands: "The crying eyes have come out, and I will wipe them off for you."
Lin Jianfan rubbed his eyes: "Liar, I washed my face well in the morning."
Gu Chaoming said, "That's because you didn't pay attention."
Lin Jianfan: "..."
Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's wrist and stopped him from rubbing his eyes: "Stop rubbing, the more you rub, the more itchy, and the more feces you rub."
Lin Jianfan didn't pay attention to Gu Chaoming's crooked reasoning, and only said, "The wind has entered my eyes."
Gu Chaoming let go of his hand, and there was a moment of silence. Just when he grabbed his hand, Gu Chaoming saw the cold wave in his eyes. Lin Jianfan was just rubbing his eyes to cover it up. Gu Chaoming didn't want to pierce him.
Gu Chaoming turned his back to Lin Jianfan, who looked at him curiously.
"Look at it." Gu Chaoming said, raising his left hand and straightening it towards the night in front of him, hooking the fingers of the other hand on the cuff, and pulling the cuff to the maximum, the black hole pulled out by the cuff was facing the night.
Gu Chaoming is like the protagonist in the movie who wants to zoom in. Usually, before zooming in, he has to recite a series of incantations. Gu Chaoming said to the night with a sense of ceremony: "The wind is coming."
Lin Jianfan was stunned by him and stared at his strange actions.
God gave me a lot of face, but there was a gust of wind, and Gu Chaoming was not left alone.
Cold wind poured in from Gu Chaoming's deliberately enlarged cuffs, and his body wrapped in the coat felt the temperature of the autumn night. Gu Chaoming suddenly released his fingers and grabbed the cuffs, as if he had subdued some treasure and hid it in his sleeves.
Gu Chaoming clenched his cuffs and turned around, looking at Shang Lin Jian Fan's eyes blown by the wind. Gu Chaoming saw doubt and curiosity in Lin Jianfan's eyes, and saw sadness leave.
Gu Chaoming raised his left hand that was clenched by the cuff, and asked Lin Jianfan, "Do you know what I caught?"
Lin Jianfan shook his head.
Gu Chaoming slightly clenched his fist in front of him with his left hand, and loosened the cuff he had been holding.
Lin Jianfan saw the knuckles propped up by Gu Chaoming's phalanges, the edge of his black sleeves, and the hazy face behind the fists that took up most of the line of sight.
Lin Jianfan heard him say, "I caught the wind."
I caught the wind.
The boy told him that I caught the wind.
I caught the wind running into your eyes.