Originally said that it was good to go to the movies together on the first day of the new year, but Cen Xili suddenly went to his grandmother's house to celebrate the New Year. At the beginning, Su Bing and Cen Xili teased him that their plan to let him sit with Lin Jianfan on both sides and rush him to death was a failure.
Gu Chaoming smiled at Su Bing: "God has eyes."
Because Su Bing had something to do during the day on the first day of the new year, when he booked a ticket with Gu Chaoming, he discussed going to see it in the evening. Gu Chaoming had no objection.
Gu Chaoming had nothing to do all day. After lunch, he sat on the sofa and watched the replay of the Spring Festival Gala for a while.
The winter vacation homework has been completed, the house is clean and tidy, the tableware and chopsticks for eating have been washed, and Gu Chaoming is sitting on the sofa watching TV and has nothing to do.
Apart from studying, he really doesn't know what else to do.
If Su Bing, who has been playing games all day, eating food, and watching movies with him at night, knows that he has been studying at his desk all afternoon, Su Bing will definitely say: "On the first day of the new year, you are too diligent. Come on."
What can I do if I don't work hard? He is not a prodigy, he started late, and can only rely on acquired efforts to fill the vacancy he owes.
Gu Chaoming is always full of endless motivation every time he thinks of the summer that decided his future and was able to escape from Gu Tao.
After about the time, Gu Chaoming closed the pen cover and closed the workbook. The mathematical formulas he just learned were still floating freely in his mind. Gu Chaoming opened the closet and stood in front of the closet as he did when he went to see Lin Jianfan last Christmas, hesitating about what to wear to see him.
To meet someone important, someone who makes him miss, of course, let him see the best of himself.
This is the first time for Gu Chaoming to watch a movie with Lin Jianfan.
A new year is a New Year's reward.
Standing in front of the cabinet, he chose the clothes to wear. The clothes came second. Gu Chaoming took off the red scarf on the hanger and put it on.
The scarf was what he cared about the most and had to wear.
Carefully put on the scarf in front of the closet, and before going out, I ran to the toilet mirror to see if there was any problem with my appearance.
Looking at his satisfied self in the mirror, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled.
Prepare everything to go out, the agreed movie is close to night in the evening, and the sky is completely dark when you go out. Winter nights are always dark, and when Gu Chaoming walked out of the house, he was enveloped by the darkness.
Sending a message to Su Bing on the way, Su Bing was still dawdling at home, Gu Chaoming thought he was the first to arrive, but when he walked into the cinema, he saw Lin Jianfan sitting quietly on the seat next to the poster in the waiting hall of the cinema.
Lin Jian Fan Zheng turned his head to look at the poster beside him. He was wrapped in a large padded jacket like a big dumpling sitting on a stool. Gu Chaoming stared at the excellent jawline that he showed when he turned his head sideways.
Lin Jianfan, who was looking at the poster intently, did not notice the nympho eyes of the passing girl, nor did he notice that Gu Chaoming, who was waiting for him, was staring at him.
Gu Chaoming lightly trotted to Lin Jianfan's side and sat down, hugging Lin Jianfan's shoulders with enthusiasm like a red scarf around his neck: "Do you miss me so much? Come so early?"
Gu Chaoming turned his head slightly to see Lin Jianfan's reaction.
Gu Chaoming, who turned his head away, regretted it.
What caught my eye was Lin Jianfan's very close auricle and Junyi's profile, and he was so soft that Gu Chaoming only wanted to touch his hair. Gu Chaoming was glad that it was winter now, and his arms were still blocked by heavy cotton clothes. If it was the short-sleeved season in midsummer, if Lin Jianfan's neck was tied around his neck, Lin Jianfan's hair tail would have directly stroked his arm.
That was really cruel.
Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's profile under the lights of the movie theater, which attracted him endlessly. As long as he clamped Lin Jianfan's arm with force, making Lin Jianfan turn his face, or leaned forward by himself, he would be successful. And smoothly kissed the lips he longed to touch.
Imagining the touch of the lips, some bad images flashed in Gu Chaoming's mind. Gu Chaoming put his arms around Lin Jianfan's shoulders, his teeth biting his lower lip secretly.
Lin Jianfan didn't know that his lips were being coveted by Gu Chaoming, and he was still immersed in the question that Gu Chaoming asked him, and he had an affirmative answer in his heart.
"Do you miss me so much? Come so early?"
"I miss you so much, it's nice to see you."
Hearing Lin Jianfan's answer, Gu Chaoming was stunned and forgot the act of biting his lower lip.
And this is just the effect of Lin Jianfan's simplified version of the answer.
The sentence "I miss you so much" was shyly omitted by Lin Jianfan.
There were too many people in the cinema, and Lin Jianfan was embarrassed to say it, so he could only produce and sell it himself.
Produced in the heart, sold in the belly.
With just a simple answer, Gu Chaoming seemed to have fallen from a height into a soft cloud.
Obviously, I had heard Lin Jianfan say it once last Christmas, but Gu Chaoming would never be able to defend against Lin Jianfan.
Su Bing saw Gu Chaoming very thoroughly, and "cotton in an iron box" was also described very well. Don't look at Gu Chaoming wearing the black baseball cap he bought for the New Year, looking like he's not easy to mess with. In fact, when he heard Lin Jianfan's words, "I'm very happy to see you", my heart was already turbulent and became a mess.
Taking advantage of the confusion in his heart, a smile climbed up to the corner of Gu Chaoming's mouth quietly and unknown, and cut off the breath of a stranger for Gu Chaoming, whose face was covered by the newly bought black baseball cap.
The black baseball cap on Gu Chaoming's head was the same as the one he gave to Lin Jianfan at school. Gu Chaoming deliberately bought it again, and forced Lin Jianfan to wear the baseball cap he gave him before when he came to watch the movie, saying that he wanted to wear the same style as him.
Gu Chaoming thought carefully.
Seeing that Fan was obedient, Lin told him to wear it. He had no objection, so he put it on obediently.
Cen Xili went to his grandmother's house to celebrate the New Year. Su Bing, who lost his teammate in "Reviewing the Gu Chaoming Brigade for the first time," came to the cinema. When he saw the exact same baseball caps on Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan's heads, he showed a face that lived up to Gu Chaoming's expectations. "Heh, people in love" expression.
After looking "disgusted", Su Bing hugged himself again: "Single dog is so pitiful, Xili, I miss you so much, come back soon~ don't leave me alone~"
Gu Chaoming knew that when Lin saw Fan Zhengjing, he was handsome. If you said he was handsome, he could deny it a thousand and eighty times. You say he has good grades, and he can deny that you don't want to talk about it. They were not together yet, Su Bing's words were not true, Gu Chaoming was afraid that Lin Jianfan would deny it.
Gu Chaoming secretly looked at Lin Jianfan who was beside him.
If Lin Jianfan denied it, he would accept it. After all, it was a fact, but Lin Jianfan didn't know whether he didn't understand Su Bing's meaning or never thought of denying it at all. When Su Bing said something that was not true, Lin Jianfan just looked at it. With a funny Su Bing smile.
He didn't deny it.
Gu Chaoming was a "thief" and secretly looked at Lin Jianfan beside him. The "thief" was caught, and Lin Jianfan turned his head to meet Gu Chaoming, who was secretly staring at him.
The caught "thief" was unscrupulous and fearless. After meeting Lin Jianfan's gaze, he continued to stare at Lin Jianfan's eyes, while Lin Jianfan, who caught the "thief", was like a caught "thief". Chao Ming's smiling face quickly turned his eyes away and looked at Su Bing.
Su Bing, who was holding himself tightly, saw the two people who were looking upright in front of him, and hugged his weak body even more tightly.
"Make a sin, butcher the dog." Su Bing called out.
For the sake of Su Bing's strength, Gu Chaoming did not reply to him, but smiled contentedly.
Su Bing let go of his weak body, took out two red envelopes from his pocket, gave one to each person, put them into the hands of the two, and patted the hands of Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan holding the red envelopes.
"Happy New Year, Happy New Year, stop showing off, let me go."
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Sure, I'll let you go today."
The movie Su Bing liked was a New Year's comedy, and the first day of the new year should always be happy.
Without Cen Xili, Su Bing consciously bought tickets beside Gu Chaoming. He looks at him, it's none of his business what the two people next to him do, he concentrates on watching movies.
The movie was quite interesting, and there was constant laughter in the theater, but unfortunately Gu Chaoming watched it intermittently.
Shouldn't I watch a movie with Lin Jianfan? Gu Chaoming thought.
Always distract him.
The movie was full of laughs, and Gu Chaoming took advantage of the darkness of the cinema to watch Lin Jianfan, who was more attractive to him than the movie on the big screen.
The audience in the movie hall burst into laughter. Gu Chaoming realized that the movie was laughing. Lin Jianfan looked at the big screen and laughed together with the audience.
The reflected light and shadow flowed on Lin Jianfan's face, Gu Chaoming quietly looked sideways, a movie was the happiest time of this new year.
The laughter of everyone has nothing to do with him, only Lin Jianfan has something to do with him.
When he was tasting the greatest joy of the new year, Su Bing beside him interrupted him.
"Why?" Gu Chaoming looked away from Lin Jianfan's face, and turned his head towards Su Bing impatiently.
"Don't look at it," Su Bing patted Gu Chaoming's arm, leaned over and whispered to Gu Chaoming, "I'll tell you, I'll give you that red envelope, don't charge me for your marriage in the future."
"Go away, you and Xili must be my best man when I get married." Gu Chaoming said.
"Okay." Su Bing replied immediately.
After making an appointment for the two best men, Gu Chaoming tilted his head to look at Lin Jianfan next to him again. Gu Chaoming's gaze was warm, Lin Jianfan turned his head and saw Gu Chaoming's smiling face.
Lin Jianfan's eyes were clear, and in the dark, Gu Chaoming saw the smile in Lin Jianfan's eyes and the bright light in his eyes.
Young people are not more important, their eyes are shining with the light of youth, they are looking forward to the summer of the third year of high school, imagining their wedding, and imagining their future.
They don't know that the road is bumpy, the road ahead is long, and how much effort is needed. Young people are not afraid of things, so they have expectations and will give everything for them.
The street lights are crowded and people are confused. After watching the movie and walking out of the cinema, it was already dark outside.
Su Bing twisted his neck and stretched his waist, walking in the night to look back at the two people behind him from time to time.
Behind him, Gu Chaoming lowered his head with a smile and discussed with Lin Jianfan about the movie he had just watched. Lin Jianfan, who usually had nothing to say, looked extremely happy, and discussed the plot with Gu Chaoming incessantly.
Su Bingben walked beside Gu Chaoming, listening to the two of them discussing the plot so vigorously, and consciously walked ahead alone.
"Ah, Xili, I miss you so much." Su Bing thought back to the two who were discussing the plot behind him.
Gu Chaoming found that Su Bing walked to the front alone at an unknown time, and asked him, "Why are you walking so fast?"
"You two forced me to go so fast. If you don't go fast, will you show your love there?" Su Bing thought to himself.
Gu Chaoming naturally took Lin Jianfan's hand and trotted him to Su Bing's side. Under the palm is no longer Lin Jianfan's wrist, but the palm that overlaps with the palm.
The usual clenched wrist is the peace of mind that Gu Chaoming seeks, but tonight, Gu Chaoming clenched the palm that Christmas did not have the courage to clench. What he was looking for was a kind of belonging, a kind of possession.
The belonging of the soul and the possession that can hold his hand in an upright and bright way and can only hold tightly by oneself.
When Su Bing complained that the two of them were throwing dog food, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but feel happy, as if Su Bing said that Lin Jianfan already belonged to him, but he still didn't say those words to Lin Jianfan.
Words buried in my heart.
Before confirming the relationship with Lin Jianfan, he was already happy because of Su Bing's words. Gu Chaoming himself felt that it was too scum.
So although Su Bing's words made him happy and satisfied his sense of possession, Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan's hand after running to Su Bing's side, hooked Su Bing's neck and pressed down Su Bing's waist. It seemed that he pretended not to care, but he deliberately explained it to Lin Jianfan and said to Su Bing, "What are you thinking about again? Stop teasing us, we are not together, find a girlfriend quickly. You have nowhere to vent the hormones to vent, don't think about the two of us..."
Hooking Su Bing's neck, Gu Chaoming once again used his "thief" specialty, secretly glanced at Lin Jianfan who was walking beside him, and wanted to see how he would react when he heard his words.
Gu Chaoming did not expect that his peeking eyes would be caught by Lin Jianfan, nor did he expect to see the obvious loss on Lin Jianfan's face.
Gu Chaoming, who was peeking, panicked.
In the dark night, under the lights by the roadside, Gu Chaoming hooked Su Bing's neck and clearly saw the loss on Lin Jianfan's face. After seeing Lin Jianfan meet his gaze, he was like a erring child hiding the traces of his mistakes. He usually hides his lost expression, but after hiding in a panic, Lin Jianfan gave him a smile that he could feel reluctantly.
The loss shows the corners and hides behind the reluctant smile.
Gu Chaoming began to regret the moment he saw Lin Jianfan's reluctant smile.
He made Lin Jianfan show the expression he least wanted to see.
Gu Chaoming wants to slap himself a few times, so that you can talk nonsense and make you talk nonsense.
The good mood of discussing the plot together just now all dissipated. Gu Chaoming knew that Lin Jianfan was not someone who would speak out when he was unhappy. He would just hold it back and digest it silently, but for a while Gu Chaoming didn't know what words to use to resolve it. Lin Jianfan was not happy.
At a loss.
Since that time in the soup shop, Gu Chaoming once again tasted the feeling of being at a loss.
There was no way to save the words, so Gu Chaoming could only look away.
Gu Chaoming hates the feeling of hiding something that doesn't make it clear, and also hates that he doesn't care about people and doesn't say anything.
Gu Chaoming always responded directly with more unfriendly eyes to the unfriendly eyes cast by others. He is not a sloppy person, and Gu Chaoming wants a quick solution to the trouble he has caused, and does not want this kind of inexplicable ambiguity to shroud his relationship with Lin Jianfan.
As soon as he got home, Gu Chaoming started chatting with Lin Jianfan on the topic of asking Lin Jianfan if he had arrived home safely.
After talking about some rambling topics that were just pulled out by Gu Chaoming to pave the way to ease the atmosphere, Gu Chaoming felt that the time was ripe and he hesitated to type a word on the keyboard.
"You said you were happy to see me, and I wanted to say I was too."
He didn't have the guts. He could clearly feel that Lin Jianfan also liked him. When he said those words to Su Bing, Lin Jianfan's lost expression was the best proof.
Gu Chaoming still finds it difficult to say what they like each other. He usually flirts with Lin Jianfan and speaks smoothly, but once he wants to make a promise to the other party, Gu Chaoming always backs down. He is afraid of himself.
It's not that I'm afraid that I don't like it enough, but that I'm afraid that he doesn't know how to back off.
He was afraid that he would not be able to bring happiness to Lin Jianfan after confirming the relationship with Lin Jianfan, and he was most afraid that he would become the same person as Gu Tao.
Seventeen years of immersion and seventeen years of teaching by words and deeds have created Gu Chaoming, who is now retreating but striving to move forward.
Click to send the message, and the words that have nothing to do with the previous chat record are sent out.
Gu Chaoming felt uneasy in his heart, waiting for Lin Jianfan's reply.
The message sent seems to be explaining to Lin Jianfan that the "I'm very happy to see you" he said to himself is not a self-inflicted sentimentality, he will also respond, and he is just as happy.
He wanted to express his concern, wanted to express his importance, but no matter what he said, he felt that it was too frivolous and could not express what he thought in his heart.
Young people are clumsy, young people are anxious, and young people wait.
He finally waited for a reply.
"Seeing you say that you are very happy to see me, and I am also very happy to see what you say."
After seeing the message, the clumsy young man does not know how to reply to his message. The same clumsy young man.
Thinking about how to reply in my head, my fingers tapped and deleted on the keyboard, and finally I said something that I felt embarrassed about.
The clumsiness of the young people is similar, the joy is the same, and the desire to possess the other person is also the same.
Gu Chaoming looked at the message sent by Lin Jianfan, and he smiled slightly.
Lin Jianfan on the other end of the news also laughed slowly.
The smiles of the young people are also the same.