Gu Chaoming saw the music teacher of the first year of high school again in the piano room of the school, together with Lin Jianfan and a few classmates in the class.
The dark piano is placed in the upper left corner of the room, and the sunlight through the undraped glass window is a golden stream flowing down the open piano lid and black and white keys.
The dust in the air is invisible, and in the golden sunshine stream, it slowly floats like a firefly flying in the dark night.
When the door was opened, the piano room was silent, only the young and beautiful music teacher in memory was waiting for them in the piano chair.
The rough lyrics that Lin Jianfan wrote in less than one night were sent to the group by the monitor, and with everyone's approval, he successfully defeated the original selection. The original song selection has been reported to Lao Chen. Lao Chen always thought that they were going to sing the song that the monitor told him, so they replaced the song written by Lin Jianfan in private. In order to surprise Lao Chen, the monitor didn't tell him anything. , in the whole class, only Lao Chen didn't know that his class had quietly changed songs.
When I decided to change the song temporarily, I only had the lyrics, and it was still a quick finished product. When I decided to change the song, someone raised the issue of the creation time, but it still couldn’t reach the vote of the majority of the class.
The classmates who like to play music in the class and Lin Jianfan revised the lyrics together. As for the tune, someone suggested to ask the music teacher for help, so the monitor was busy looking for the music teacher.
The rehearsal time was already tight, and the sudden change of song was only left to them in the last few days to revise the lyrics and compose the music.
The music teacher received a call and said that it was the first time she had heard a request to change songs temporarily. The song that was temporarily changed had not yet been composed, which was the first case in the school. At the beginning, the music teacher also advised them to think about it well, and after hearing the reasons why they changed songs, they decided to help them.
The next day, I found the music teacher. The music teacher saw the words written by Lin Jianfan and said that the time was a little tight and she tried her best.
"Thank you teacher!" said the monitor.
Gu Chaoming doesn't know much about the rhythm. He's just the discoverer of Lin Jianfan's lyrics, and it doesn't help the songwriting. He thinks it's enough to give his voice in the chorus competition.
As the lyricist, Lin Jianfan did not know much about music, so Lin Jianfan must be present to discuss it together.
"Can you accompany me to the piano room tomorrow?"
Homework was written under the lamp, and Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan's voice coming from the mobile phone standing on the table.
"Tomorrow?" Gu Chaoming asked, "Do you still need me tomorrow? I don't understand this."
Hearing the music students talking about Lin Jianfan's lyrics, Gu Chaoming couldn't understand anything like Chu Yao who heard Lin Jianfan talking about taking pictures last semester. Gu Chaoming felt that he couldn't do anything, and he couldn't help him, so he shouldn't go.
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand, I..." Lin Jianfan hesitated a bit.
When Lin Jianfan said the first sentence, Gu Chaoming stopped writing and listened carefully to him. Lin Jianfan did not dare to look directly at Gu Chaoming in the video, his eyes fell on the table, he hesitated for a long time before he said: "They I don't need you, I need you."
They don't need you, I need you.
Lin Jianfan's volume gradually decreased, and when he heard Lin Jianfan's complete sentence clearly, Gu Chaoming couldn't believe it, and even thought he heard it wrong.
"You just said...you need me?" Gu Chaoming seemed bold when Lin Jianfan was embarrassed to say the words, and he didn't stop naturally when he said those words.
He seldom heard Lin Jianfan say such words to himself, Lin Jianfan rarely revealed his fears in front of him without covering up, bluntly speaking about his needs.
Recalling the night in the snack street last semester, Lin Jianfan hugged him tightly, tightened his waist, and cried on his shoulder. The crowd was turbulent and his shoulders were wet. At that time, Lin Jianfan's mood changed too fast, and he didn't want to reveal anything to him. Gu Chaoming felt that he was lost and sad because of his defense and distrust.
But now, Lin Jianfan seems to be willing to believe him, to talk to him, to expose his shortcomings in front of him, and to be himself without any promises.
Lin Jianfan had been too foul recently, causing Gu Chaoming, who was afraid of the rules, to step back, but his heart kept moving forward.
After a pause, Gu Chaoming realized his cowardice.
He lost a good chance again.
"Why do you need me? To accompany you? You won't be shy, Xueba?"
Gu Chaoming changed his disbelieving tone when he asked Lin Jianfan, "You just said...you need me", to a heartless tone that could hide his escaped heartbeat and the gradually ambiguous atmosphere.
As soon as the heartless words came out, Gu Chaoming smiled, but he didn't know the tens of thousands of times he blamed himself for retreating.
Gu Chaoming, you are such a coward.
The words he said were irreversible. Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's somewhat blurred face in the video on the mobile phone, hoping that through the changes in Lin Jianfan's eyes in the video, he could see Lin Jianfan's inner feelings after hearing his heartless words. Variety.
He was afraid to see Lin Jianfan lost, he was afraid to see the loss on Lin Jianfan's face after hearing himself and Su Bing explain when he went home after watching the movie on the first day of the new year, but he understood how Lin Jianfan was not lost
Lin Jian Fan is not disappointed, is he happy? He is not happy.
Lin sees Fan lost, is he happy? Also not happy.
This is a journey from two different starting points to one destination, and the destination is always Gu Chaoming's unhappiness.
The affection was overflowing, and the atmosphere was suitable many times. Gu Chaoming lived in self-blame for a lot of time, and lived in his timid and withdrawn self-blame.
Gu Chaoming, who once again blamed himself, stared at Lin Jianfan in the video on the mobile phone. Seeing the loss of blurred image quality in Lin Jianfan's eyes, Gu Chaoming's heart tightened, as if he was pinched by a pair of big hands, and he couldn't breathe.
Lin Jianfan looked at him, his eyes were like a suspension bridge in the air, shaking unsteadily: "I'm afraid my words won't work, and they said they want to arrange music with me, I'm not very good at it either."
In the first grade, he can draw, write words, take pictures, and write well. Lin Jianfan, who should be proud of himself, is extremely insecure about himself.
Looking back, the word self-confidence never appeared on Lin Jianfan's face. Seeing the nervousness on Lin Jianfan's face, Gu Chaoming realized that in his heart, the bright and beautiful young man in his life was so inferior and inferior. Presumptuous.
The breathless heart that was pinched by the big hand was suddenly sore and painful, Gu Chaoming spoke clearly, pronounced every word accurately, and used a positive tone to confirm that Lin Jianfan could hear clearly: "You are very good, than You think much better yourself, you know? Maybe people think you're bad, but in my heart you're the best."
I don't care how you are in someone else's world.
You are wonderful in my world.
it's the best.
So I like it.
Gu Chaoming, who had been flinching all the time, did not back down, and looked at Lin Jianfan in the video with dazzling eyes and said these words to him. His affirmation passed through the screen, through the space, and the future will also come to Lin Jianfan's side through time and space.
Gu Chaoming only hates that now he is making a video with Lin Jianfan, instead of face-to-face, telling him that you are fine, you are the best in my heart, better than everything in the world.
Gu Chaoming's straightforward words without evasion reached Lin Jianfan's side. Lin Jianfan's room was always quiet, and the quiet aura still lingered beside the opened curtains, hoping to escape. Gu Chaoming's affirmative voice came, and the quiet atmosphere in the room that he hoped to escape was also attracted. Lin Jianfan was stunned by the quiet atmosphere he turned back. His inferiority complex was affirmed by Gu Chaoming, and his existence was liked by Gu Chaoming.
His world was lit up by Gu Chaoming.
Lin Jianfan gave Gu Chaoming affirmation and support when he thought that others would disdain his goal of 300 percent.
When Gu Chaoming was not confident about the lyrics he wrote overnight and his musical literacy in Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming said to him without flinching, "You are very good, you are much better than you think."
The two affirmed and encouraged each other.
"I..." Lin Jianfan turned on his brain that he had stopped working because he heard Gu Chaoming's words, and tried to drive away his inferiority complex.
"I need you, I just want you to stay by my side, I'm at ease with you by my side, can you accompany me tomorrow?" Lin Jianfan spoke slowly, the speed of his speech was the opposite of the beating of his heart Frequency of.
Lin Jianfan spoke very slowly, but his heart beat like a drum.
What Lin Jianfan said was "I need you", not "I don't think I can't" that he wanted Gu Chaoming to accompany him because he was afraid.
An Xin, when Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's wrist before, Gu Chaoming summed up his inner feelings in one word. He never thought that he would hear this word from Lin Jianfan's mouth.
They both felt at ease in each other.
No longer cover up each other, no longer say some evasive words with the feelings that the other party understands and understand thoroughly, on an ordinary night, under an ordinary night sky reviewing for the monthly exam, tell each other the most true thoughts in their hearts.
Although it wasn't to say those few words, it was no less powerful than those few words.
The other's words made the heart stop and beat again.
The two have the same heartbeat for each other's words, and the same feelings.
In the past, Gu Chaoming felt that the goddess of luck never cared for him. At the beginning of this semester, Gu Chaoming felt that life was too beautiful, but he didn't realize it. On the night when he said those words to Lin Jianfan without flinching, Gu Chaoming suddenly felt that he was too lucky. .
The best thing is that the person you like likes you too.
He was too lucky to meet Lin Jianfan.
"Okay, I'll accompany you." Gu Chaoming replied.
I will accompany you, accompany you to face your unconfidence, accompany you to discover your beauty, to discover the best you in my heart, to accompany you to see the bright sun at birth, to accompany you to the blossoming flowers in your name .
The classmates said that the music teacher whom the classmates had never met was kind, kind, young and beautiful. Lin Jianfan had heard them talk many times, and Gu Chaoming had also described his music teacher in the first year of high school to him.
Lin Jianfan knew his lack of self-confidence, and made the kind and friendly music teacher in his classmates' mouths become fierce and severe in his heart, for fear that she would dislike his lyrics.
When accompanied by Gu Chaoming to the piano room the next day, he saw the music teacher waiting for them with a faint smile on the piano chair. It was the gentle appearance of the students.
She had read her manuscript, and there was no harsh criticism he was afraid of. She discussed with him with a gentle smile and a light smile.
Facing the too gentle music teacher, Lin Jianfan was still a little shy. Listening to the music teacher's words, Lin Jianfan looked back from time to time to Gu Chaoming, who was sitting on the chair by the door of the piano room.
Seeing Lin Jianfan turning his head, Gu Chaoming would raise the corner of his mouth and give him an encouraging smile.
Receiving Gu Chaoming's encouraging smile, Lin Jianfan faced the gentle music teacher again, feeling much more relaxed and relaxed.
After the conversation, the music teacher tried to play, and the students who knew music next to them also brought their own instruments and joined the music teacher.
The unfinished music was accompanied by the clear sunlight in the piano room. Gu Chaoming memorized the lyrics written by Lin Jianfan. He had imagined the tune of this song many times, but the tune of his initial attempt was different from what he imagined. But it already sounds good.
Gu Chaoming, who didn't know much about rhythm, sat on the chair by the door and looked at Lin Jianfan who was standing by the piano. Gu Chaoming was here purely to accompany Lin to see Fan, and there was nothing he could do to help him. He chatted with the monitor from time to time.
As time passed, the sunlight through the glass window slowly enveloped Lin Jianfan, who was standing by the piano.
Lin Jianfan stood in the light of the piano room, like in Gu Chaoming's dream.
Dust floated in the air like fireflies, and his teenager smiled at him in the light.
With him, the dream will be bright.
Hiding from Lao Chen and letting the music teacher secretly start the rehearsal.
In the physical education class, it was the first time I heard a piece composed by Lin Jianfan, the music teacher, and the classmates who knew musical instruments. The class burst into cheers and amazement. applaud.
In the warm applause, Li Zhao, who heard the song, slapped his tablemate excitedly: "You are awesome, tablemate, I didn't expect you to be able to write lyrics and compose music. It's great."
Lin Jianfan was slapped forward by Li Zhaoyi's palm, and he said modestly, "No, I just write lyrics, I don't know how to play musical instruments."
In order to complete the song, Gu Chaoming accompanied Lin Jianfan to the piano room several times, and when he heard the song, Gu Chaoming proudly said to Cen Xili, who was already full of legs, "It sounds good."
When the music teacher showed the composed piece to the monitor, she said to her, "It's better to find a soloist, so..."
What the music teacher said, the monitor didn't understand a few sentences, and the monitor who was basically tone-deaf could only understand one of the sentences - this song needs a solo. As for what to sing solo, the monitor went to the classroom with a good memory and forgot all of them.
"The music teacher said that we need a solo. Who wants to sing in our class? Raise your hand if you want to sing." After the finished song was played, the monitor asked on the podium.
As soon as the question was thrown away, a straight arm like a pine and cypress was immediately raised by the back door of the classroom.
The squad leader looked at the straight arm raised at the back door, it turned out to be Gu Chaoming
Although this sound idiot is better than her, singing is not much better. When the monitor and him were in the piano room together, Gu Chaoming sang a song, which was better than the two of them. The two people who were not very good at singing were not very good at listening, so they were forced to compare it.
"Gu Chaoming? Do you want to sing?" the monitor asked Gu Chaoming who raised his hand.
Gu Chaoming shook his head, his arms were still held straight, he said eagerly, "No, I still don't want to be first when I sing solo."
The classmates laughed.
"I want to recommend our class Xueba Lin Jianfan, Chu Yao and Li Zhao both said he sings well."
Chu Yao, who was suddenly mentioned, heard her name and Lin Jianfan, who refused her confession. Chu Yao, who was already a friend of the other party, was still panicking. Fortunately, no one noticed, only Jing Jiaru turned to look at her.
"He sings so well! Just him! Just him! Last time on my birthday, he sang really well!"
Li Zhao's enthusiastic recommendation of his roommate suddenly weakened after saying two of them sounded good: "Shi Cancan is also here, and she also thinks it sounds good."
No wonder Li Zhao's voice weakened. It turned out to be referring to his crying goddess. Gu Chaoming smiled at Li Zhao who was about to blush, and the class coaxed together.
Shi Cancan nodded: "It sounds nice."
"Lin Jianfan, what do you think?" Everyone recommended, and the monitor asked for his approval.
Following the monitor's question, Gu Chaoming's gaze shifted from Li Zhao, who was almost blushing, to Lin Jianfan beside him, sitting at the back door of the classroom.
He was afraid that Lin Jianfan would refuse.
In the past, Lin Jianfan must have shied away from refusing, but this time Gu Chaoming did not wait for Lin Jianfan who refused.
Li Zhao mentioned that Shi Cancan didn't blush, but Lin Jianfan blushed and nodded: "Okay."
Lin Jianfan agreed without refusing!
Gu Chaoming was not surprised when he heard Lin Jianfan nodded and said yes, because Lin Jianfan turned to look at him after nodding with a blushing face and saying the good word.
His face seemed to be saying "you see, I agreed" to him, and it was like saying "thank you" to him with a smile.
When Lin Jianfan turned his face, he was a child who did the right thing and asked Gu Chaoming to praise him.
Gu Chaoming rewarded the brave Lin Jianfan with an equally bright smile.